I broke my heart for the male lead

It's like listening to a memorable love story. Xu Wanyang doesn't have the slightest memory, but he can feel the pain and entanglement from it.

"What you said is real, and what happened to me?" Xu Wanyang confirmed again.

"I don't have time to make up any stories to lie to you. In this matter, His Highness found me on his own initiative. He made a condition that I couldn't refuse, so I chose to mention you." Mengjie said.

"What conditions?"

"Freedom to choose the time to dream." Master Jiemeng sighed, "It is so painful for a person who has to work 360 days a year, you have no way to understand."

Uh, Xu Wanyang could only nod, "It's really hard work."

"These are not important," she waved her hand suddenly, and the scene of Snow Country appeared in front of her eyes, "Do you still want to go back? Sorry, I can't give you back the previous memories. That is to say, if you choose to go back, you have to What I went to was a completely strange place, and what I faced was a complete stranger.”

"What happened after that?" Xu Wanyang asked suddenly.

"After what."

"According to what you said, after I died, that Rong Ye..."

Master Jiemeng shook his head again and again, "I have never seen such a majesty, so fierce and cruel. The national teacher was imprisoned in the dungeon, and the queen pleaded to no avail, so she chose to commit suicide. The national teacher was also tortured before being executed just now. It turned out that the mana of the national teacher came from the crow. The crow was originally a witch. Because of a trivial matter, she had a grudge against the former king and took revenge on his second son, who was the national teacher, and let him be born. Wings grew at that time. But the national teacher was expelled by the former king since he was a child, and he suffered a lot and held a grudge. So after learning the witch's witchcraft, he imitated the revenge on the former king's son, His Highness Rong Ye. The person the national teacher hates the most is this witch, but he can’t kill her, because his spells will disappear, so he has to turn her into a crow and take her with him at any time for his errands.”

Xu Wanyang nodded, "It sounds like a fairy tale. I'm curious how this Rong Ye dealt with this national teacher."

"So, you chose to go back?" The dreamer said in surprise.

"I am not sure."

After the tenth day when Xu Wanyang lived alone, Xue's father came to see him, but he didn't mention letting him go home, he just explained that there were too many things in the company recently and there was no time to get away.

Xu Wanyang didn't say anything, and after a while, he said, "Father, let's go watch the sunrise tomorrow."

Xu Wanyang has always pursued late night sleep and reversed work and rest, even if he lost his memory, getting up early is still the most difficult thing, so he guessed that for him in the past, watching the sunrise is simply a fantasy .

The next day, when the two climbed to the top of the back mountain and bathed in the newly rising sunlight, Xu Wanyang suddenly realized that being alive should be a matter of gratitude.In our whole life, we should try our best to pursue beauty and choose our favorite way of life.

He looked at the person in front of him. Perhaps in terms of appearance, the two were somewhat similar. He didn't know what their relationship was like in the past.However, it is impossible to be as close as father and son.Xue's father treated him more because of the constant separation of blood, or as his stepmother said, only owed.

But what he wants is not a debt.

"Dad, this is our first time watching the sunrise."

"Yeah, I can't imagine that you can get up."

"It should be the last time." Xu Wanyang looked at the rising sun and said slowly, "I still want to live in my own way, although I'm not sure what it is. I just know, I won't be staying here."

"Xue Ning!" Father Xue was anxious, and called his previous name again.

"I'm serious, I'm not playing childish temper, Dad, although I don't remember the past, I can still feel that there is no intimacy between us, father and son, I even suspect that the previous me, right You are hostile and resentful. Forget it now, it’s a good thing for you and me. You don’t have to feel sorry for me, just treat it as the fate of our father and son, it’s too shallow.”

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"I just hope you don't force it. Although I have lost my memory, I am still me. Even if I can't remember what kind of life I really want to live, the direction will not change."

Father Xue was silent for a long time, and sighed heavily, "I know, you used to talk about going out to travel the world, I know I can't keep you, and one day, you will still go."

The two sat on the top of the mountain for a long time, until the sun was hanging in the sky, Father Xue got up and said, "Go back."

"You go first, I want to stay a little longer."

"I'll accompany you."

"No, I remember the way."

Father Xue glanced at him, then walked down slowly, Xu Wanyang suddenly called out to him, "Father—"

"Ok?"

"In the future, you have to take care of your body and don't always be busy with work."

He stared at his father in the distance, watching his back gradually disappear from sight, and then he took out his book of stories from the schoolbag behind him.Rubbing the cover lightly, he fell into deep thought.

In the blink of an eye, Xu Wanyang has been in Snow Country for three months.

But he still hasn't adapted to the icy and snowy temperature here, and he will catch a cold every three days. If he really lived here before, how did he adapt to the climate here.

When he just came here, he saw this man who appeared in his dream, Rong Ye.He is now the lord of a country here, because of him, Xu Wanyang gradually became familiar with everything here and met many people.

At first, Rong Ye seemed not to believe that Xu Wanyang had lost his memory, and asked him questions repeatedly. He had never seen a person who talked so much.Later, it was probably confirmed, and I only sighed lightly, which is fine.Then he became reticent.

Although he is not talkative and has a cold face, he cared a lot for Xu Wanyang. At first, Xu Wanyang was a little apprehensive about this jade-like cold face, but gradually he began to feel incomparable. Relying on him is a very comfortable habit.It seemed that the stories he had heard before were indeed his own experiences.

Apart from Rong Ye, the white-haired Xue Zhao, and the lively court lady Yu Chuan are all very interesting. The most interesting thing is Rong Ye's personal bodyguard Lu Jiyuan. Don't look at him with thick eyebrows and big eyes. Always with a majestic look, speak rigidly, and stick to the palace rules.But the personality is very funny, and it is the most difficult to be teased by others.

Xu Wanyang quickly became close friends with him. According to him, the two were also good friends before, and they even went out of the palace at night, drinking and eating meat, and went to the forest country.

Xu Wanyang sighed that it was a pity at first, but later found that these friends wanted to make him happy, and they would only tell him good memories, and the bad ones would be automatically filtered out. Xu Wanyang listened to this and felt that His previous life was quite exciting, these things were just in his mind, he was worried that he would forget about them one day, so he simply started his old business, picked up a pen, and put it all on paper.

On this day, he was lying on the stone table in the yard to write again, and Xuezhao sat beside him with his head propped up, full of doubts because he couldn't understand the words on it.

"These are not your characters, but ours. Your fonts are too complicated and have too many strokes. Although I can recognize them, I don't want to write them." Xu Wanyang explained.

"Then, what did the young master write?"

"Well, it's just some interesting things from the past. When I finish writing, I'll read it to you, okay?"

"Okay." He nodded quickly, touched his stomach after a while and said, "I'm a little hungry, I'm going to find Yu Chuan for something to eat."

Xu Wanyang buried his head in writing alone. When doing this, he would always forget the time.I don't know how long it took, his shoulders suddenly sank, a large cloak was draped over his shoulders, before he raised his head, Rong Ye's cold voice came, "It's so cold, why don't you go inside?"

Xu Wanyang smiled, "I thought you should come back too. Wait for me, it's almost there."

"Don't write any more, put it away first."

Rong Ye made a gesture to grab his pen, Xu Wanyang hurriedly hid to the side, and begged, "It's really only one o'clock, I won't be able to sleep if I can't finish writing, can you let me finish?"

Rong Ye sighed softly, didn't move any more, just stood silently behind him.

In the past few nights, Xu Wanyang has been sleeping very lightly, mainly because she was worried about Rong Ye, guessing that he would wake up in the middle of the night, but she called him softly, "Dao Qing——"

"what happened?"

"I'm dreaming again."

"Really? What did you dream about?"

"You." He smiled slightly, and said with some doubts, "I don't know why, I always dream of you recently. This time I was punished to kneel in the snow when I was young..."

After coming to Snow Country, Xu Wanyang's contact with Master Mengjie still hasn't been broken.Because the dream master has too much freedom in his working hours, he has a lot of leisure, and even his temper is much better.

Xu Wanyang learned more about Rong Ye's past from her, it's okay if she didn't know, but when she found out, she was so angry.She can only sigh, this baby Rong Ye has suffered too much since she was a child.That ghost national teacher really tried to torture him in different ways. It sounds nice to exercise the prince's physique, but in fact it is corporal punishment in disguise. Being punished by kneeling in the snow is the most common method, and it is also the lightest one. Can't see anything else.

In the freezing weather, the little prince Rong Ye was dressed in thin plain clothes, and his frail figure knelt in the endless snow, shivering from the cold. He came to a pile of stoves and prepared a fragrant roast chicken for him.

The little prince Rong Ye was at a loss. He was usually so smart, but his movements were a little slow because of being frozen, "You, who are you?"

"Don't worry about this, I'll tell you when you're full and warm."

"This is my trial, I can't accept this from you..."

"What the hell trial? It's just torture, okay? I told you that you survived it purely because of your fate. If you continue to toss it like this, you will suffer from the root cause of the disease sooner or later. Little prince, can you believe me?"

His eyes were extremely clear, "But, but I don't know who you are yet."

"Listen well." Xu Wanyang coughed, "My young master travels the rivers and lakes, changing his name and surname whether he travels or sits. His first name is Xu-wan-yang."

Enter Rong Ye's dream, in his dream, Xu Wanyang can conjure anything he wants like magic, and save the little prince in distress countless times.

"... Cotton coat, stove, roast chicken, and you."

Every time Rong Ye wakes up, he will describe the scene in the dream to Xu Wanyang, and every time he wakes up, Xu Wanyang has just exited his dream, and sometimes he still feels the coldness of the dream.

"Daoqing, these are bad memories from my childhood. Every time I dream of them, I will be very scared, but after you appeared, those became less scary."

"I know." Xu Wanyang said softly, "I don't have to be afraid from now on."

If bad memories cannot be erased, let good ones take over.

Xu Wanyang thought so, and reached an agreement with the dream master to enter Rong Ye's nightmare and help him improve his dream.

Because of Xu Wanyang's status in modern times, he can do this.But it also comes at a price.He touched the back of his head, and it still hurts faintly.

Every time he enters Rong Ye's dream, he will die once, and the back of his head will be hit. He secretly prays that Rong Ye's nightmare must end quickly, otherwise he will have to die many times.

"Daoqing, it will get better and better in the future."

"It will get better and better."

"Will you be here all the time?"

"I will always be there. I will always be with you."