I broke my heart for the male lead

The breath of death gradually enveloped the room, and the footsteps of the national teacher seemed to be nailed in place. After a strong emotional torrent in his heart, he kept asking himself, what is all this?What kind of?He had the blood of countless people on his hands, and he had seen countless deaths. At this moment, he really wanted to rush over like those ignorant women and children, grab his little bit of stiff body, and wake him up. All this is not over yet. It's still early days.

But he still didn't move, his indifferent eyes glanced at the side of the bed, and what lay there was already a lifeless shell.When a person dies, he is dead, and he is nothing.After a while, he knelt down slowly and kowtowed over there.

When he got up, a timid female voice came from behind, "Is he dead? Is he dead?"

The national teacher's sleeve was grabbed, the woman repeatedly asked and doubted, he let out a sigh of relief, "Dead."

"Then what's next? Embedded, what should we do?"

The national teacher turned around and held her well-maintained hand. The woman in front of her was ten years older than herself, but she had been soaked in honey for half her life, and she had never experienced any wind or rain. A willful and naive little girl.

"From now on, everything depends on you, empress queen." He said calmly.

Before the catastrophe came, the national mourning happened first. Rong Ye was greatly shocked by the news. He always believed in the doctor's diagnosis that his father's illness would be cured as long as he recuperated well, but unexpectedly he passed away suddenly.

"I didn't even have time to ask him."

"Ask what?" Xu Wanyang held his hand, which was still chillingly cold.

"I want to ask, he treats me, he treats my son, in the end, in the end..." Rong Ye suddenly became uncertain, the indifference of his parents was the first cold he experienced in this world, he He used to think that all parents in the world were like this, treating his children with indifference, but later found that only his parents were like this, and then he comforted himself that because of his special status, his parents were different from others.

He was half doubtful and half sure until he grew up, but he still refused to admit the answer in his heart: his parents didn't like him.Even though he was their only blood, they still didn't like him.He really wanted to ask his father why, but he was afraid that he already knew the answer in his heart.As the national teacher said, his past life sins, his severed wings.

"Daoqing, tell me, if I have survived this catastrophe, whether my sins can be considered atonement, if my father can wait until then, his opinion of me may change."

The sins of the previous life will be redeemed in this life.Xu Wanyang has always scoffed at this statement. "Rong Ye, you are not guilty. These are all their prejudices."

"No, I'm guilty, I should bear all these."

Xu Wanyang knew that it would be useless to say more about how the deep-rooted thoughts that had been implanted in his heart since he was a child could be easily changed. Besides, he had already made a decision.

"Rong Ye, can you promise me something?"

"What's the matter?"

"After this catastrophe, in the future, no matter what others say, you must live a good life, treat yourself well, and don't care what others think."

"Mr. Dao..."

Xu Wanyang looked at him, "You first promise me whether you can do it, so that I can rest assured to let you go."

After a long time, he nodded slowly, "Okay, I promise you."

Xu Wanyang returned to his real life, his mind was blank, just like the scene he saw in front of him, it was so pale, it made people feel extremely uncomfortable.

This is the hospital, he thought.

With his head sunken in the soft pillow, he looked at the hanging water bottle hanging beside the bed, the long, transparent tube connected to the needle on the back of his hand, and he could feel the cold medicine penetrate into him little by little In his blood, his body was cooled bit by bit.Before long, his whole body will become cold.He didn't like this feeling, and was about to pull out the needle when he reached out, but a strange male voice suddenly stopped him, "What are you doing! Stop!"

He looked at this middle-aged man running to the window, about 40 years old, maybe a little younger, with a little mustache, and his expression was very serious at the moment, as if he was going to lose his temper in a second.Xu Wanyang was afraid of him for no reason, and his limbs shrank slightly.

But the man just breathed a sigh of relief, and then smiled kindly, "Ningning, don't be afraid, you just woke up, what do you want to eat?"

"Ning, Ningning?" Xu Wanyang shook his head when he heard this strange name, "My name is not Ningning, but Xu Wanyang."

He suddenly widened his eyes, "You remember? Then what else do you know? Do you remember who I am?"

Xu Wanyang shook his head blankly.

"I'll go to the doctor."

After a while, a tall man wearing a white hexagram came over, showed him with a stethoscope, checked his eyes, asked him a few routine questions, and then said cautiously, "At present, The patient still hasn't changed, but you can take another film for further inspection."

It shouldn't have turned out well though, since the man didn't ask him any more questions.

Except for remembering his name, Xu Wanyang didn't know anything else, but it didn't bother him too much. Maybe he was an optimistic person by nature. When he was sleeping at night, he would often dream of another man's life. Face, a very handsome face, but the face is too cold, people dare not approach, and in the dream, he is far away from him, as long as he is bold and takes a few steps forward, his heart will be pulled It hurt so much that he woke up, sweating profusely.

But no matter what that man was, he was only tormenting him in his dreams, and he rarely thought about that man in real life.

There was also the middle-aged man at the beginning who came to take care of him every day and treated him very well. Xu Wanyang guessed that he was his son, or some relative of his.Because this man's attitude towards him is really incomprehensible. For his needs in life, such as what movies or books he wants to watch, or what games he wants to play, he will satisfy him to his heart's content, but he never plays with him, just Even the delicious meals they brought, the two of them had never eaten together.

It's strange to think about it, the two of them have been together for more than a month, and he has never even called the man by his title, and the man still called him "Ning Ning", Xu Wanyang didn't understand why he called himself by that name.

Fortunately, there are books to pass the time, otherwise the life in the hospital would be too boring. He lived in an oversized ward by himself, and the environment was too clean. Apart from the doctor, the nurse, and that man, he had no one else to talk to.Sometimes when he is too quiet, he also thinks, who is he?What has he been through before?Now the memory is blank, is it a bad thing or a good thing?