Dressed as a male protagonist

Everything seems to be back on track.

It wasn't until two years later that Wei Ling started to create "Killing the Gods", and the lost memories came back to Wei Ling in another way.

He once told Lin Xue that these inspirations came from his vague dreams, but Lin Xue did not give him any response or suggestion except for a few laughs.

Psychologists think that this is a kind of self-suggestion behavior, which can be avoided as long as you relax.

Therefore, Wei Ling chose to convert these bizarre dreams into words, presenting all the weirdness, treachery and ups and downs in front of the world, and let everyone who saw it accompany him to bear this secret that is not a secret.

Although everyone thinks it's just a novel.

But he has written everything he knows in fiction.

Even if the earth is really destroyed due to the collapse of the higher world, it is not his fault that he has no obligation to save someone or a certain world.

What's more, even he himself believed what the psychiatrist said, thinking that he was just under too much pressure during the creation period, so that he had self-suggested related dreams.

This kind of misunderstanding is really powerless, especially the elders of Wanzongmen who have devoted a lot of mental and spiritual energy to this.

It took two years for "Killing God" to come to an end.

Yes, that's the beginning of the ending.

At the price of death, Lu Wuchen split China Mainland into two.

And Wei Ling, who wrote such a sad ending, traveled through time.

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Wei Ling lay on the ground in a daze for a long time before finally remembering where he was and why he was here.

He was brought into the Marriage Pond in the Mirror of Fengyue by the female scorpion. Because of his unsteady mind, he fell into the Qiqingshui, and it was Zhaoyue who rescued him.

The reason why people avoid Qiqingshui is not only because it will bring people pain, but also because it can awaken people's memory.

Those forgotten, hidden, or long-lost memories.

Therefore, at the moment when Wei Ling fell into the Seven Emotions Water, the moment when Wei Ling was puzzled by time travel, he finally had the answer.

He is Wei Ling.

The one and only, Wei Ling.

Wei Daowei is just his imagination.

It was the product of his inability to see all the truth, but he stubbornly wanted to avoid everything. It never existed in reality, but only existed in his novels and mind.

And the time he got lost in the Annihilation Forest a hundred years ago was supposed to be the beginning of everything.

He still remembers the astonishment when he met the silver wolf, and the lies that were full of loopholes after returning.

But who would have thought of it.

His first acquaintance with Zhaoyue was even earlier than this.

He was born with a chaotic body and grew up under the protection of his master.Except for the person who chose him, no one knew what kind of secrets were hidden in him. It wasn't until he exhausted his blood and energy and turned into a cauldron to save Zhaoyue that he was on the verge of death. See through, and caused Wei Ling to be poisoned by the soul-killing poison without warning.

Zhaoyue tried her best to keep him alive; Wan Zongmen searched for secret techniques to save him.But the strongest of the two forces finally discovered at the same time that this is a fatal situation that cannot be changed.

But even in such a fatal situation, the ending was changed because of Zhaoyue's persistence.

He proposed to separate Wei Ling's soul and body, and send Wei Ling's soul to another world for cultivation until they find a way to remove the soul poison.

At the same time, they performed a scene with the people of the foreign race, allowing the spies of the foreign race to walk into the trap unknowingly, seize Wei Ling's body in advance, and protect this body/body that belongs to him for Wei Ling.

Then there was Wei Ling, a mortal who was like a blank sheet of paper in the 21st century.

To this day, Wei Ling, who has recovered all his memories, can't tell whether it was the encounter a hundred years ago that triggered the time-traveling in the 21st century, or whether the time-traveling in the 21st century prompted the encounter a hundred years ago.

But no matter what kind of cause and effect it is, he and Zhaoyue entered the scene with joy and ended in tragedy.

He turned his head and stared intently at Zhaoyue, who was lying on the ground with his eyes closed.

The opponent's hand was still holding his palm, tightly, as if lest he would accidentally break free, and then fall into the heart-wrenching water of seven emotions.

The same firm protection as in the memory made Wei Ling's heart shrink into a ball uncontrollably, with pain like suffocation.

Why did he pay for it!

A hundred years ago, Zhaoyue once asked him, "Why did you save me?"

He replied, "You are my friend and the Lord of the Forest of Silence, of course I want to save you."

"that is it?"

The young man who was about to separate his body and soul smiled softly: "Otherwise?"

The parting scene of that year seemed to come back before his eyes, Wei Ling smiled self-deprecatingly: "Otherwise?"

Now, he finally understands Zhaoyue's sentence "It's just like this?", and whispers to answer the unfinished questions of the year, "Zhaoyue, I have always regarded you as a friend, whether it was a hundred years ago or 5000 years ago, Although you are special to me, you have not reached the level of admiration. In other words, I never dare to imagine what will happen between us. You are so far away from me, from the distance between a fairy and a mortal, to The distance between the unknown disciple of Wan Zongmen and the master of the Nirvana Forest, I have always regarded you as an existence that needs to be looked up to. The moment we became friends, I have already decided that is the identity that I can get closest to you Positioning. Under such circumstances, how can I have a relationship with you beyond a friend?"

"What's more, we are all men."

Because I never thought about that, even if I had any secret thoughts, they were all wiped out by successive self-denials and accidents.

This is how it ended between them.

Zhaoyue woke up.

In fact, when Wei Ling turned his gaze to him, he was already awake.It's just that he didn't want to face such guilty and sad eyes, so he closed his eyes and didn't make a sound.

His heart was torn apart by Wei Ling's every word, and finally turned into a pool of pus in the endless darkness, rotting and stinking; while it was empty, it was also filled with endless pain and despair.

Who else could save his heart?

nobody.

He remembered that someone once asked him if practicing day after day would be boring.He didn't know what was boring and what was boring.Then Immortal Ancestor Hongmeng answered the question for him.

He said: "If you are an unintentional person who only knows how to practice, even thousands of years are just one day. If you are a passionate and dedicated person, and you have someone you care about, even one day will be like a thousand years. So, don't be easily emotional, because no one can guarantee that the person you admire will eventually belong to you."

At that time, he scoffed at the words of Immortal Ancestor Hongmeng, but now, the reincarnation of the heavens has come true one by one.

But it's one thing to understand, and another thing to accept it. Who would want to return to the loneliness of day after day after having tasted the beauty of love?

Even if his love is full of bitter waiting and unresponsive despair most of the time.

But 5000 years.

That's nearly one-half of his life thus far.

He longed for such a person, an ordinary person who was ordinary but unforgettable to him, for 5000 years.

He even went to the world with him to see him many times during the 5000 years because he couldn't bear the torment of longing.

Until I had to forget it, and then, reunited, remembered again, and rekindled the raging fire of love.

But this person does not belong to him.

How could this person not belong to him? !

In this world, who else would love him more than him? !

Zhaoyue kept asking herself and the way of heaven.

Since the person he admired belonged to Destiny's Child, what was the encounter between them?Is it torture and punishment for him alone?So what did he do wrong?Should he save Immortal Ancestor Hongmeng, or should he not miss the opportunity to meet Wei Ling frankly in order to protect the lifeline of the Huaxia clan?

If he hadn't withdrawn suddenly from the mirror world back then, he didn't believe that he and Wei Ling would have ended like this.

Wei Ling got up and wanted to leave, wanting to draw an end to everything of this day as an ending, but Zhaoyue held his hand tightly.

He clenched it so tightly and so hard that Wei Ling even had the illusion that the other party was going to embed his palm into his palm or into his flesh and blood.

"……do not go."

His voice was low and deep, like an old drum bell, beating desperately for the last time in the twilight.

The sound was heartbreaking and hopeless.

Wei Ling couldn't move anymore.

He has never been so eager as at this moment, longing for another self to exist in this world, and that self loves Zhaoyue deeply, and responds to Zhaoyue's love crazily.

Only in this way can he ignore Zhaoyue's pain and turn around to look for Lu Wuchen who has already settled in his heart.

a long time.

"Everyone should learn to forget, especially a strong person like you." Wei Ling hid the pain in his heart, looked back at him with a pair of clear and gentle eyes, and smiled softly, "Just like I chose to forget you back then. It won’t be long before everything will be the same as before.”

"Even... I can ask my master for a heart-breaking pill..."

The hands that were tightly held by the two slowly separated.

But Wei Ling's heart seemed to be grabbed by someone for an instant, he forgot to beat, and there was a sharp pain.

He knew the reason for Zhaoyue's compromise.

That was never fear or disappointment.

It's the self-sorrow and painful choice of not being able to hurt the people you care about.

But that's the best ending between them.

Yu Zhaoyue, Yu Lu Wuchen, and himself, all had the best ending.Although he knew how unfair all this was to Zhaoyue.

The way back is full of darkness and mist, silent and long, as if the entanglement between him and Zhaoyue has been broken for 5000 years but has never really disappeared.

He also asked himself countless times, what was wrong with Zhaoyue, so that Zhaoyue would have such strong and desperate feelings for him.

Until yesterday, he still hadn't found a clear answer.

But just now, he seemed to understand a little bit.

There is no reason for love.They are sometimes very unreasonable, but they make people happy.

Perhaps this is the mystery of love.

Just like him and Lu Wuchen, they were so far away once, but now they are so close.He can even accept the other party rampaging in his body.

For him in the past, this was probably a horror story, and it could even be called bad news.

He couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips.

The exit of Fengyue mirror is in sight.

The moment he walked out of the illusion, Wei Ling suddenly remembered a sentence he had seen somewhere before:

When you feel your heart pounding just thinking about a person, then you must love that person very much.

And he has reached such a point for Lu Wuchen unknowingly.

He should have gone to him.Just like he did to himself at the beginning, follow closely and never leave.