White Moonlight's Substitute Road

The phone's alarm rang softly, and Gu Qingzhe immediately stretched out his arm and pressed it to death.

But it still woke up the sleeping boy.

"Is it time?" the boy asked, muttering.

Gu Qingzhe saw that he couldn't keep his eyes open, and couldn't help but feel distressed: "Go back to sleep, ask for leave in the morning, and go to school in the afternoon."

The young man struggled to open one eye, looked at the still dark sky outside, and murmured, "No way, when the time comes, mom won't see me and will look for me in the room."

Gu Qingzhe thought for a while and said, "Then wait until dawn before going back, and just say that I asked you out for a run."

Yu Fei closed his eyes again, climbed onto Gu Qingzhe's body like a koala, and rubbed his face vigorously against his chest: "Senior loves me, I'm so happy, it's worth dying immediately."

Gu Qingzhe was so angry that he pulled his hair and cursed softly: "What nonsense are you talking so early in the morning!"

Under his "torture", Yu Fei finally opened his eyes completely, raised his head and looked at Gu Qingzhe in the hazy twilight: "Senior, they say that the white head is as new as before, and it is as old as before. Is this how we are? We haven't known each other for a long time, but in my heart, it seems that we have been together a few lifetimes ago."

Gu Qingzhe looked into his big bright eyes, didn't speak, just lowered his head to kiss those eyes, that cheek, and that soft lips.

It took a long time for the lingering kiss to end, and the boy obediently lay down on the senior's body, with his cheek pressed against his beating heart.

"I was both happy and unhappy on my birthday yesterday." He confided softly.

Lu Qingzhe stroked his hair softly and asked, "Why aren't you happy?"

"I miss them..."

The boy said with sentimental emotion: "Although you are right and they are wrong, I will still miss them very much. There are already traces of these two people's participation in my life, and they cannot be erased so easily. .”

"In the past, my birthday was not the day yesterday, but the day they bought me back. Although the birthday was not as grand as yesterday, they would spend a lot of effort to help me celebrate and make me happy, and no year was left behind. .”

"They love me too, don't they?"

Gu Qingzhe replied: "Of course, they love you very much. That's why you have love in your heart. You are so good, there are many people who love you besides them."

Yu Fei asked again: "Does the senior love me too?"

Gu Qingzhe's hand stroking his hair paused, and he was silent for a few seconds before answering: "Yes."

Yu Fei gnawed on the soft flesh of his chest to show his dissatisfaction with this answer.

Unexpectedly, he found something sticking to his leg just after he gnawed it.

Yu Fei raised his body halfway, looked down, then looked up again.

Then he blinked and said, "Ying again, let's do it again!"

Gu Qingzhe: "...!"

**

In June, the weather was already very hot, and Gu Qingzhe's class of students finally survived the hard years and were liberated.

There are many plans and plans for the long vacation, and being with Yu Fei is naturally one of the important ones.

It's just that Yu Fei has to wait more than ten days before he can go on vacation.

Gu Qingzhe has nothing to do when he is free. Apart from going to the club, he just stays at home, reads books and listens to music, and waits for Yu Fei to leave school, which becomes his main business.

That day, she was sipping tea and reading a book under the parasol in the yard when Mama Gu came downstairs with a bunch of things in her arms.

"Qingzhe, come here and look at your messy things, throw away the ones you don't need!"

Every time Gu Qingzhe graduates, Gu's mother will clean up. After graduating from elementary school, junior high school, and now high school, it's time for cleaning again.

Gu Qingzhe stood up and took a look. They were all dictation papers with wrong questions, and they looked spectacular enough.

"Pick and choose, and save the useful ones for Xiao Fei."

Gu Qingzhe smiled helplessly, student Yu Xiaofei's calmness made many people miss him.

Mom must think of him for several exercise books.

"No, just throw it away! Yu Fei doesn't need it either." Gu Qingzhe said.

Mother Gu: "Isn't it necessary?"

Gu Qingzhe nodded for confirmation: "No need."

With a real person like him personally pointing out, where are these dead things needed?

The university he attended was local, and even if he would live on campus, he would come back every two days on weekdays except for weekends.

If he doesn't see him for a few days, he will miss that little guy very much.

After hearing what he said, Gu's mother asked again for confirmation, then threw all those things into a big box, and asked Gu Qingzhe to throw them to the recyclable garbage bin outside later.

Suddenly, Gu Qingzhe saw something.

"Mom, wait a minute."

He approached and picked up a bundle of picture albums.

"Is this thing here too?" Mother Gu asked with a smile.

"For a while, you were particularly fascinated by these comic books, and you still learned to draw, didn't you? The sketching basics you learned when you were a child are all used in this."

"Yes," Gu Qingzhe kept his eyes on those albums, and replied calmly, "I draw pretty well, I will draw one for you and my dad someday."

Gu's mother said: "Okay, let's draw one! I saw you suddenly pack these books and throw them into the warehouse, and then never touch them again. I thought you thought you couldn't draw well and gave up!"

Gu Qingzhe touched the tightly bound album in his hand and murmured: "I gave up."

Gu's mother didn't understand what he said, and was busy cleaning up the rest of the work, so she ignored Gu Qingzhe and went to work again.

In the evening, Yu Fei called and said, "Senior, today Mom and Dad are going to take me and my sister out for a big meal..."

Gu Qingzhe hooked the corners of his lips: "That's not a good thing, you can satisfy your hunger again."

Over there, Yu Fei sucked his saliva with a "sigh" and said, "But I'm more greedy for seniors. I want to lick you, I want to eat...you."

He speaks a yellow accent when he has nothing to do, this guy just has a cute appearance, but his insides are full of pornography.

Gu Qingzhe sighed helplessly, and said, "Then you come!"

Yu Fei was embarrassed for a long time and said: "Forget it, I'd better go have a big meal! The main reason is that there are things to be confirmed today..."

Gu Qingzhe asked curiously, "What is it?"

The "hmm..." on the other end for a long time, and he actually got off the hook, just asked: "Senior, I'll confirm with you what I asked you last time. You have nothing to do recently, can you accompany me on a long trip?"

Gu Qingzhe had long guessed that Yu Fei was mysterious, and most likely he was secretly planning to kidnap him somewhere to play, so he didn't ask too many questions, but agreed: "Yes, I can travel far when I'm free."

Yu Fei was relieved: "That's all right, wait for my good news."

After finishing speaking, there was another "oops": "Forgot, my parents also said to go to the movies after a big meal. I wonder if I can get away to find you then."

Gu Qingzhe said: "Don't worry, just spend time with Uncle Du and Aunt Qiong."

Yu Fei was silent for a moment and said: "Well, anyway... the future will be long."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Fei tidied up and followed his parents out the door.

Halfway through the meal, he told his parents what he had said several times before.

"After the exam on the last day tomorrow, I won't wait for the results. It's good to catch up with that day when I leave the day after tomorrow."

Du's mother wanted to say something but was stopped by Du's father. Wen Yan said to Yu Fei: "Is it really okay if you and Qingzhe are together?"

Yu Fei nodded: "After getting off the plane, I'm pretty much familiar with the roads there. I'll just stay for a few days. Didn't my dad book the hotel for me? It won't be a problem."

After he finished speaking, he looked up at his mother again, and said cautiously: "Mom, don't worry, and don't be angry. My dad...I mean my adoptive father, his one-year taboo, I have to go back anyway, even if he and There is nothing wrong with my adoptive mothers, but after all they raised me, I don’t guard them every day, it’s just that they go to offer incense sticks on the death day.”

With red eyes, Madam Du tried not to shed tears, and said to Yu Fei: "I have tolerated your surname Yu already? It's okay to go, but only this year, and you can't go every year in the future, do you hear me? "

This was indeed a concession, and she had insisted on letting Yu Fei change back to her real name.

Yu Fei thought about it and agreed.

Du's mother asked him again: "Did you agree with Qingzhe? Is he willing to go with you?"

Yu Fei nodded: "Didn't I owe him a favor when I went home to worship the ancestors last time, so... this time, by the way, I invited him to visit our place and repay the favor."

Du's mother looked disdainful: "What's so interesting about such a small place? Can this be called repaying favors? It means that kid Qingzhe is serious and doesn't care about you."

Yu Fei obediently grilled the rice and didn't say a word, but he complained silently in his heart: "The attractions are not fun, seniors can play with me!"

Thinking of this, I couldn't help being excited. The biological parents can't be made public for the time being, but I can take the seniors to meet the adoptive parents.

Look at the handsome and talented Mr. Ruyi he is looking for.

After eating, classmate Yu Fei couldn't sit still after seeing half of the movie. He pretended that his stomach was not feeling well, so he told his parents and left first.

Arrived home much earlier than expected.Get out of the car and run directly to the direction of the senior's house.

After not running far, he suddenly saw a very familiar shadow standing in front of the trash can at the recyclable garbage station.

"study……"

Just as Yu Fei was about to shout happily, he found that Gu Qingzhe was holding a handful of things in a daze.

The street lamps reflected his long shadow, and he felt a little inexplicably lonely.

how come?Is the senior not happy?

why you are not feeling happy?

Yu Fei himself sometimes has unhappy moments.

But he will tell Gu Qingzhe all his happiness and unhappiness.

Gu Qingzhe also understood and gave him appropriate reminders or comfort.

However, the senior will have unhappy thoughts, but won't tell him?

Yu Fei was at a loss for a moment, feeling a little distance from Gu Qingzhe's heart... just a small distance.

He didn't speak out, and didn't approach, just watched Gu Qingzhe standing under the streetlight holding the handful of things alone from afar.

After a long time, Gu Qingzhe gently raised his hand, and threw the things he was holding into the trash.

Then he turned and left without looking back.

Yu Fei waited for Gu Qingzhe to go far away before going to the trash dump, leaning over to pick up the boxy things.

Looking carefully under the light, I found that it was a bundle of picture books.

It's a picture album about the melody of youth.

It doesn't look like anything too special.

Is there any secret that makes the senior unhappy?

What could it be?

Yu Fei went back to his home with the album in his arms.

Go upstairs, turn on the light, find the paper cutter, and cut the rope that tightly binds the album.

There are five albums in total, each of which is tightly sealed with scotch tape.

Yu Fei carefully scratched off the tape seal.

After making a complete circle, he put down the knife in his hand and flipped through it.

The style of painting is somewhat familiar, like the style of the portrait that Gu Qingzhe gave him.

The story is also very attractive. In addition to the passionate youth and the pursuit of dreams, it seems that there is also a poignant and sad secret love story interspersed.

Yu Fei flipped through the pages until he saw the last one.

When I turned to the middle of the last book, a sketch fell out.

Above the painting is a familiar face.

It looks very much like Yu Fei.

But Yu Fei knew that it wasn't.