[Comprehensive] The heroine is difficult

Huamanlou followed the agreement and waited for Shangguan Feiyan for ten days and ten nights, but the Da Jinpeng Dynasty was left alone, so he had to go back to the south of the Yangtze River alone.

Hua Manlou suddenly returned to Jiangnan's home, which surprised her mother.The mother asked tentatively: "Qitong, didn't you say that you went out for a long time, and you won't go home in recent years, why did you come back suddenly?"

Hua Manlou smiled: "Is it okay if I come back?"

"How could it be. You child, you know that your mother loves you the most, and your mother is always worried about you when you are away, so just come back." His mother stroked his hair lovingly. He was quiet, smiling with his trademark, saying nothing. hair.

I always feel that this child has changed.Looking at his expression, his mother couldn't help but think so.I always feel that although others are here, the soul has drifted far away.

It was raining heavily outside Xiaoxuan's window, Hua Manlou looked out the window with empty eyes, the elder brother who was doing business abroad just came home, walked to his door, knocked on his door, and stepped in after getting his attention.

"Mother said you're back." Huamanlou couldn't see the rain, but he could hear the sound of raindrops falling on the ground, like a piece of music.The elder brother's voice caught his attention, Hua Manlou turned his head to look at him, with a gentle expression: "Well, why did the elder brother come home suddenly."

"The matter at hand is over." The eldest brother of the Hua family carefully scrutinized Hua Manlou's expression, put his big hand on his head, and scratched affectionately: "What happened, why did you come home suddenly, even the elder brother can't help you?" explain?"

Huamanlou was a little bit dumbfounded.Because of his eyes, the family members are very concerned about him. Although the elder brother is the oldest and has the greatest age difference with him, but he dotes on him even more. He is already at this age, but the elder brother still treats him like a child. Manlou smiled wryly and said: "What's the matter, the eldest brother is guessing wildly."

"I still have something to hide from my elder brother, Qitong, elder brother watched you grow up, what do you think that elder brother doesn't know?" The eldest brother of the Hua family sighed helplessly, but seeing that Hua Manlou refused to say any more, he finally had to admit Qitong has also grown up, and it is natural to have secrets.

"If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. Qitong, welcome home." The eldest brother of the Hua family stretched out his arms to hug him, and turned to go out.

Before leaving, Hua Manlou couldn't help shouting, "Brother."

"what happened?"

"..." Hua Manlou hesitated for a moment, and couldn't help asking, "Is sister-in-law okay?"

The question was so weird that the eldest brother of the Hua family raised his brows in surprise, but thinking of his wife, he still couldn't help but smile slightly, with tender affection in his brows and eyes, and said: "Please take care, she is fine."

"Since we're all at home, let's stay a few more days, mother misses you very much." After saying this, the elder brother of the Hua family closed the door and left, leaving only Huamanlou in the room in a daze.

Obviously he couldn't see the expression on the elder brother's face, but he could imagine that there must be a soft and joyful smile on the elder brother's face.At that moment, he even imagined the scene when he married Feiyan.The reason why he went home was...he met the person who made him want to stay, but...that person disappeared.

Together with Huo Tianqing's news, they disappeared without a trace.

He stayed at home for about a month and left without saying anything, leaving only a note and leaving alone.

"What's wrong with this child. He came back suddenly, and then left suddenly." Because of Hua Manlou's eyes, the mother loved this child very much, and was even a little worried.

The sons who were eating with their mother were all at a loss, but the elder brother put down the chopsticks in his hand and said with a slight smile, "He must have someone he likes."

"...Really? Why didn't Qitong tell me when he came back this time?!" The mother said beamingly, "He hangs out with that Lu Xiaofeng all the time. I didn't know he had a girl he liked, so why didn't he bring him home? Look, this kid is really..."

Listening to his mother's chatter, the eldest brother of the Hua family showed a rare look of worry.Qitong suddenly asked about his sister-in-law, the expression on his face gave him this guess, but he couldn't see how happy he was, maybe it wasn't that the girl didn't like him.Although the eldest brother of the Hua family thinks that his seventh brother is so good, how can there be any girl who doesn't like him.

In the past two years, Huamanlou traveled almost all over the rivers and lakes. Ximen Chuuxue and Ye Gucheng dueled at the top of the Forbidden City. Ximen Chuuxue won, but then disappeared. Lu Xiaofeng often took him with him, calling it a help , but Huamanlou knew that Lu Xiaofeng had always been a good friend, and he wanted to help him.

Lu Xiaofeng couldn't help asking him: "Are you still looking for her?" Hua Manlou walked stubbornly through so many places, but once again failed to find her, he walked almost every inch of the land, asked how many people he had passed, but Never been able to find her.

Even a man as handsome and elegant as Hua Manlou couldn't help feeling disappointed.

"Why am I blind?" He never complained about being blind. Life is so beautiful, he can feel the rhythm of the wind and the floating of the fragrance of flowers. People are happy, even though he is disabled, he never grieves or regrets it.

However, after two years, he has not been able to find her existence at all. She is like an illusory dream, which shatters when he touches it.He once thought that it was enough for him to experience so many good things in life, but human beings are greedy animals after all.He has not felt the wind, the fragrance of flowers, or his own existence for two years.

He has experienced the most beautiful existence, and the rest can no longer satisfy him.

Seeing his good friend in pain, Lu Xiaofeng couldn't help sighing.

"The word "Love" actually makes you so depressed." Lu Xiaofeng patted his shoulder, his eyes like black glass, full of flowers, were like a pool of stagnant water, unable to reflect any color. In the past when Lu Xiaofeng looked at his eyes, There will always be an illusion that he can still see.Although Hua Manlou couldn't see, he saw more than all the people in this world who could see, but at this moment, Lu Xiaofeng felt that because of this word of affection, he couldn't see anything.

What made him blind was not the serious illness he suffered when he was seven years old, but Shangguan Feiyan.No wonder the old saying goes well, a hero is saddened by a beauty.Thinking of his other friend who was also troubled by love, Lu Xiaofeng sighed.

"You have been looking for her like this. If she sincerely wanted to hide, how could you have found her? If..." Lu Xiaofeng pondered for a while, but finally did not say any further. This guess is too cruel. As far as Lou is concerned, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will never give up.

"How could I not know what you said." Hua Manlou shook his head with a smile. When he faced his friend, his expression remained the same as when we first met him. This is a man who is full of love for life. His smile can It reminds you of all positive energy. He is like the sun every day, shining his own light on everyone without hesitation.

Until, he was exhausted.

"Maybe, she's just waiting for me to find her someday." Hua Manlou said flatly.He is not a man who is good at words, and the most he does is to dissuade her and "look" at her.She always had something to do, and he didn't want to be an obstacle to her, so he could only follow her silently, but he didn't want to, she still didn't have any nostalgia for him at all.

"Such a heartless woman, why do you still think about her?" Lu Xiaofeng still couldn't help persuading him. In his opinion, Hua Manlou's move was too stupid. If you have the answer, you can persist in searching for it for two years.Not to mention where Shangguan Feiyan might have been killed because of the pursuit of Tsingyi Building, even if she was still alive, she couldn't find it after searching for two years. Shangguan Feiyan wanted to hide it on purpose. How could he find it in such a big place? Such a person, what's more, Shangguan Feiyan has a special disguise skill, even the voice and smell can be changed, even if it is full of flowers, it can't be found.

"No." Hua Manlou shook his head: "She's not unfeeling, she's just... on guard." He could feel that she was like a hedgehog, erecting the spines all over her body to resist everyone's entry, but inside, she was full of thorns. so soft.He is drawn to her and can no longer escape.

"Besides," Hua Manlou smiled softly, because he couldn't see, so he didn't know how much his smile was like the elder brother when he talked about his sister-in-law. He raised his head slightly, and the breeze brushed his cheeks, lifting his Hair on the sideburns: "If she is near me, I will definitely be able to detect her."

"You are really hopeless." Lu Xiaofeng sighed.

After searching for two years, Hua Manlou still couldn't find Shangguan Feiyan, but unexpectedly found Shangguan Xueer.

When he and Lu Xiaofeng were playing in Baiyun City, a girl called "Lu Xiaofeng" rushed over. Two years had changed Xue'er, but Huamanlou could still smell her.

"Xue'er?" Lu Xiaofeng called out her name in surprise.

Hua Manlou didn't say a word, but suddenly became nervous.

"Aren't you with your sister Shangguan Feiyan?" Lu Xiaofeng asked.

"My sister..." Shangguan Xue'er's eyes were red, and her voice suddenly became low.Hua Manlou suddenly felt his heart sink. He listened carefully, listening to every word and every pronunciation of Shangguan Xue'er.Shangguan Xue'er sniffed, then said, "She is already dead."

The world of flowers all over the building suddenly became quiet.In fact, for a blind man, there are seldom such quiet moments in his world. He can often hear the breeze, the stream, and the flowers blooming. Because the eyes are useless, the ears are doubled. use.But at this moment, Hua Manlou seemed to have become deaf and paralyzed.

He felt that he couldn't hear anything, couldn't feel anything, as if he couldn't even feel himself.At that moment, it seemed that only his brain was still functioning.

How could she die.He always felt that she was avoiding him because she always hated being held back.He wanted to find her, but he just wanted to see her again and hear her voice. As long as he knew that she was doing well, he would be satisfied.He was looking for her so persistently, and it was only because of this obsession. In fact, he never thought at all that he would have the opportunity to be with her—he never expected it.

But how could she just die like this?

"Maybe she's pretending to be dead." Shangguan Xue'er pretended not to care, her eyes were red, but her voice choked up uncontrollably: "She, she is the best at pretending to be dead, say, maybe It's because I'm too troublesome, so I'm alone..." Shangguan Xue'er couldn't continue, her tears fell like broken beads, and gradually, she suddenly burst into tears holding Lu Xiaofeng.

Lu Xiaofeng was hugged helplessly, and the girl's green curve pressed against his chest, making him extremely embarrassed.

"Do you know...you know, my sister died because of me... I was arrested by Liu Yuhen, and then locked up by Huo Tianqing. My sister came in a hurry to save me, but was killed by the two of them. I I saw it... I saw it... I wanted to escape, but I saw my sister lying on her back and dying..." The setting sun was like blood, and the girl's wailing resounded through the entire alley.

Huamanlou's eyes were red.He listened carefully to Shangguan Xueer's words, and suddenly stretched out his hand to touch Shangguan Xueer's fluffy head. At this moment, he felt that the sadness between him and the girl had resonated.Like a dying phoenix, it uttered a sharp and high-pitched cry, soaring straight into the sky.

"Do you know, my sister once told me that if she had the chance, she would bring me to Baiyun City. If she had the chance, she would also like to compete with Ye Gucheng, the lord of the famous Baiyun City. In fact, my sister may have liked You. I asked her and she said you're fine, so she's not worth it."

The night fell.

"It would be nice to build a small building in this place." Hua Manlou suddenly said to Lu Xiaofeng without warning.

"What can you do here, even if Shangguan Feiyan is not dead, she won't come..." Lu Xiaofeng looked at him in shock.He couldn't understand Hua Manlou's thoughts. It was obvious that Shangguan Feiyan was dead. Could it be that he still believed Xueer's nonsense and really thought that Shangguan Feiyan was just "fake death"?Besides, Ye Gucheng was already dead, without Lord Baiyun, even if Shangguan Feiyan was alive, he would not...

"You don't understand her." Hua Manlou shook his head gently, and smiled as if he had thought of something. His smile was like seeing him for the first time, as pure as white snow, and as warm as a breeze, just like before The man who loves life and the fragrance of flowers seems to have never changed: "With her temperament, she will definitely confirm everything with her own eyes. Besides, if her sister is here, she will definitely come."

"You're not crazy, are you..." Lu Xiaofeng was dumbfounded. Although he allowed Hua Manlou to silently search for Shangguan Feiyan, it didn't mean he wasn't worried about his friend.In his opinion, although Huamanlou has affection for Shangguan Feiyan, it is not deep.Isn't it a common saying that love makes people crazy? Lu Xiaofeng thought that his friend was still the same as before, with a calm demeanor and a handsome appearance. It was hard to imagine his crazy appearance, and Huamanlou had never acted crazy before. He has always been gentle, courteous, and his smile is like a spring breeze.So he thought that Hua Manlou didn't like Shangguan Feiyan that much.

Only now did he realize that it wasn't that he didn't like Hua Manlou, but that he loved her too deeply.The love has been deep to the bone, so this madness has long been engraved in his bone marrow.Lu Xiaofeng thought that if Huamanlou could not be found, he would give up one day, but at that moment, he suddenly understood that if he hadn't found Shangguan Xueer, if he hadn't found Shangguan Feiyan, Huamanlou would have kept looking for it.He is such a stubborn person.Hua Manlou's nature is still so gentle, he knew that Lu Xiaofeng would be worried, so he didn't even show this feeling, as if hiding it so that others would not find him in pain.

Obviously she doesn't love you, is it worth it?Lu Xiaofeng really wanted to ask this question, but seeing the smile on Hua Manlou's lips, it seemed like a straw was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't ask a word.

While the small building was under construction, Hua Manlou went back to his home in Jiangnan.

Mother was very happy to return home after two years. At the dinner table, she still couldn't help asking about the status of the girl Hua Manlou liked.

"Do you have a girl you like? Tell me, your eldest brother, you seem to have this idea two years ago..." The mother chattered, noticing that he was not wearing the jade pendant handed down from his family, but his eyes Yiliang smiled and asked, "You even sent out the token of love?"

Thinking of her, Hua Manlou suddenly softened his brows and eyes.Listening to Shangguan Xue'er's words, he even felt that he understood Liu Yuhen and Huo Tianqing's thoughts for a moment. She was too elusive, so they tried to catch her in such an extreme way.If it was him, he would not even be willing to hold her, as long as he could "see" her happy, he would think it was enough.

"En. I have a girl I like." Hua Manlou replied with a smile, "It's just that, mother, I'm still trying to make her like me." He frowned and smiled softly and happily.

The Hua family's mother was stunned.It was obviously something to be happy about, but she suddenly felt a little lonely and sad.

The small building was finally completed, and he lived under Baiyun City.Cher was a little unhappy about this.

"Hmph, I regret telling your sister what's on her mind. My sister doesn't like you. You're so annoying to pester her. I was just talking to you because of your pity!"

"Thank you." Hua Manlou smiled, "I knew that earlier." With her temper, how could she tell a brat that she likes him and still think she is worthless.In fact, he is the one who is worthless.

For a blind man like him, having so much is already enough, and he will not ask for more.He also never expected that she would like him, let alone that she could stay by his side.

He just thought that if he could help her fulfill her wish, it would be enough to hear her laugh one day and see how happy she was.

"Hmph." Xue'er couldn't continue, she forgot to take a sneak peek at Hua Manlou, he was still sitting by the window, the sunset outside the window fell on his slender white fingers, he "looked" out of the window in a daze, The smile on the corner of his lips was quiet and peaceful.Xue'er suddenly became quiet as well, she stared out of the window following his gaze in a daze, and all she could see was a patch of ivy, climbing on the outer eaves of the house, in full swing.

Suddenly, Xue'er seemed to see Shangguan Feiyan smiling at her.

Xue'er couldn't help looking away and took another look at Huamanlou. Huamanlou was not waiting for her answer. He obviously couldn't see it, but he seemed to be fascinated by it.

At this moment, Shangguan Xueer suddenly felt that she was not so lonely anymore.In this small narrow building, the atmosphere was quiet but not awkward, because she and the man next to her were tenderly thinking about the same person.