[Comprehensive] The heroine is difficult

Cui Yingdao has not changed due to the passage of time, he is still sharp-edged and rebellious, like a hard core that is difficult to chew.After Yu Linlin left, he became more and more troublesome, like a tightly wrapped coconut, unable to peel off its shell, only to dig a small hole in the softest part and insert the straw into it.But now, Yu Linlin's departure took away his last bit of softness, and he completely closed himself up.

"Damn it!" He slammed on the wall fiercely, with unrelenting violence and cruelty in his eyes: "Very good! Cha Eunsang! You are very good!" My heart rolled up as if it had been messed up.When the girl showed him a sheep-like weak expression, he only felt that the anger burned his heart and lungs. He remembered the first time when he secretly smoked when he was a child, the smell of smoke occupied the entire nasal cavity, and he choked. He couldn't help coughing, the feeling that even the bronchi curled up, and the coughing made the lungs curl up, now swept to the heart.

Well, it's 5 o'clock in the morning, but he didn't feel sleepy anymore, he put his hands behind his head, leaned against the head of the bed, and couldn't help gnashing his teeth when he thought of that woman.Don't ask him how he noticed it, when he saw the expression of "Cha Eun Sang" that obviously didn't belong to "that person", he lost all interest in Cha Eun Sang.It wasn't her, such a strong feeling sounded in his mind, he had an almost wild intuition, this intuition surpassed both Jin Tan and Li Xiaoxin.He has no interest in this "Cha Eun Sang", but he wants to know where his woman went.So, when "Cha Eunsang" said that she "returned" to this body, Cui Yingdao raised his eyebrows. It seems that "Cha Eunsang" went somewhere, and then his woman entered this body, waiting for "Cha Eunsang" Eun Sang" came back and she was kicked out.

The inexplicable anger made him grab "Cha Eunsang" by the collar like a lion. Jin Tan and Li Xiaoxin were still silent. His outburst surprised Jin Tan, and even "Cha Eunsang" "Shang" himself widened those lovely and pitiful eyes, and exclaimed mournfully, but this made Cui Yingdao even more irritable.Jin Tan shouted from the side: "Cui Yingdao! Don't be impulsive! What's wrong with her!"

Cui Yingdao turned red eyes and stared at Jin Tan: "None of your business!" The drunk Xiongshi opened his eyes, his anger seemed to burn Cha Eunsang to death, he looked down at Cha Eunsang with incomparable cruelty Eunshang, usually those triumphant eyes seemed to be soaked in ice water, just looking at each other made one feel cold all over his body: "Bring her back! Since you left, don't come back at all! Get out! Give her back!" Give me!"

He is domineering for no reason, this is clearly the body of "Cha Eun Sang", but he kept yelling at people to get out, his attitude was so bad that even Li Xiaoxin couldn't stand it, and pressed his arm: " Do you want to strangle her? That's not what she thinks, don't do this, Cui Yingdao."

The woman he loved shed tears at his hands.Cui Yingdao was stunned looking at the tears dripping eyes, his heart throbbed without warning, he unconsciously loosened his strength, and pressed his chest with one hand, the throbbing came so suddenly, it almost made him gasp Out of breath, he stumbled back a step, remembering that he didn't want to show his weakness in front of Jin Tan, so he turned around and ran without giving anyone time to react.

It wasn't until he returned to his room that Cui Yingdao let himself fall to the ground, and knelt down against the wall, his heart was beating extremely violently. He pressed his heart, and felt that his heart seemed to be cracked. There was a gash, even breathing was painful, and a stream of cold sweat slowly flowed from his forehead. It was two hours later when he recovered.

How ridiculous, did he suffer from some kind of disease, otherwise how could he see those tearful eyes and couldn't control the pain, the pain was like suffering.

Cui Yingdao stood up and walked into the room. He went straight to the desk and opened the first drawer. Nuo Da's drawer contained all kinds of scattered small things, such as school badges, buttons, and a stack of yellowed notes. , worn-out pens, old German books, stopped watches, etc., these things piled up in his drawers.

The school badge was snatched by "that woman" when he graduated, and the buttons were from his school uniform. After watching some TV series, he carefully cut it off from the clothes, like an adolescent boy, but holding it in his hand It has never been sent out.He still remembered that when the university just started, he searched for that person among so many crowded heads—in fact, she might not be the freshman receptionist, but he insisted that she must be there.So I searched for the whole morning in winter, and finally found her at the desk of the German major. She was reading a book with her eyelashes closed, and the noise around her seemed to have nothing to do with her. She seemed to exist in another independent space. , so far away and misty.

The noise and clamor faded away like a tide in an instant, leaving only this person in his eyes, and he could even hear the tiny sound of her turning the pages of the book in his ears.He just clenched the button tightly, walking towards her step by step-just like he has always done.But in the end, this button was still in his hand and he couldn't give it to her—as expected, he was afraid of being rejected by her. If she said no, he was not sure that he would be able to take the button back without changing his expression, or It was forced on her.

The stack of yellowed notes was written to him by her in the library, most of which were words such as "quiet" and "shut up". People know that they just want to be "followed" by her, to be taken care of by her, and to be given such a note by her, even Zhao Mingxiu will laugh out loud, but he really has such a simple purpose, and there is no need for such a complicated and naive method. It was as if she would never turn her face.

The broken pen was taken away by him when he accompanied her in her class. When she was concentrating on copying the notes, he could keep looking at her profile until the end. He took the German book when she graduated. , there were her notes on it, a thick stack, he held it in his hand and pressed it to his cheek, as if he saw her concentrating on her class.She doesn't like to use a mobile phone to check the time, but prefers to use a watch. He stared at her wrist countless times, and wanted to hold that slender wrist countless times, but was rejected by her countless times. In the end...he only got it. Her broken watch was carefully held in her hand—as if holding her hand.

Countless stupid, contemptuous, foolish things he did for her.He had seen so many expressions on her face, strong, worried, and helpless, but she had no tears.She never shed tears, as if she was never hurt.I'm afraid even she herself doesn't know how much he likes her.So much so that when she knew it was not her, seeing those teary eyes felt as if her bottom line had been touched and her soul was shocked.

"Cui Yingdao, are you still a primary school student!" Jin Tan called quickly, with fierce words: "Do you know that you almost strangled her to death?"

"So what." Cui Yingdao heard his cold, cruel and numb voice: "She's gone, why is there any need for that kind of woman to exist?"

"This girl is right! And you are committing a crime like this, don't you know!" Probably because of entering the military camp, Jin Tan always has a sense of righteousness, and Cui Yingdao has always been contemptuous, but the girl let them get along peacefully, he Just put up with it.But now... what else does he need to endure? !

"So what about the crime!" Cui Yingdao yelled out, his voice hoarse, and the ferocity and violence that had been restrained erupted in an instant. He had lost the person who restrained him. Then, these things locked up by him are still there. There is no need to hide anything: "I don't care! I don't care about strangling that woman! As long as she comes back, I don't care about anything!" So what about crime, if she is gone, death is nothing more than that.

"...Even if Cha Eunsang is strangled to death, she won't come back, so what should I do?" Jin Tan's deep and magnetic voice rang on the other end of the phone, the voice was very soft but like a deep sigh, which made Cui Yingdao's heart instantly sank.Jin Tan continued: "Calm down, Cui Yingdao, you can't do this."

"I can't think about it." Cui Yingdao felt his heart suddenly shrink into a ball, and even his voice subconsciously lowered, as if the violence just now had been extinguished.He really couldn't imagine what would happen if that person didn't exist in this world.He stared blankly at the front of the void, with a dull expression: "...Then who should I pester?" His voice was very soft, as if he was still choked up, as if he was talking to himself, Jin sighed. But when he heard it, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment.

This was the first time Jin Tan felt Cui Yingdao's feelings, so strong that they overflowed through the phone.He has competed with Cui Yingdao for so long, and he thinks that his feelings are no less than Cui Yingdao. After all, he and Cha Eunsang met first.However, at this moment, Jin Tan suddenly understood that Cui Yingdao's feelings for "her" were probably much more than his.Cui Yingdao, who has low emotional intelligence, has been following "her" by relying on the way of pestering people. At the beginning, "she" came to the position so quickly. Among them, Cui Yingdao contributed a lot. He helped her clear the obstacles and sent her to the translator little by little. position, but did not let her know at all.Cui Yingdao, who is always proud and likes to show off, never said anything about this matter, which made Jin Tan feel strange, but at this moment, Jin Tan suddenly understood.

It is obviously a good opportunity to change, but he is not willing to give her even a little embarrassment, and he doesn't even want her to have a little trouble. What a deep feeling this must be.When Jin Tan came back to his senses, the other end of the phone had already been disconnected.

Cui Yingdao sat blankly by the wall, his mobile phone was casually placed by his side, he began to like sitting in the corner, and he felt at ease when he felt that he was leaning against his back, as if...he was not the only one left in this Nuoda world Man, it seemed that when he turned his head, he could still see her smiling beside him.

"Cui Yingdao, don't make trouble." The girl pulled up a lock of loose hair, and slightly turned her head to give him a sideways glance. There was still a little impatience in her clear eyes.

But he looked as if he was in a daze, and the moment he raised his hand, the phantom around him disappeared.

"Ah!!!!!!!" Cui Yingdao's howl sounded in the empty house, he shouted without any scruples, hoarse, as if he wanted to release the anger in his body, the roar was desperate and long.Until a "tick", one drop, two drops, three drops, transparent tears slowly slid down his cheeks and shattered on the floor.

Cui Yingdao went "crazy".Originally, Cui Yingdao was famous for being "crazy", but since then, he has become even more crazy.While being violent, he also became calm. After he stretched out his tentacles from the hotel industry, he was out of control, and even walked on the verge of breaking the law, smuggling, arms, and even drugs.After Jin Tan found out about this, he asked him out directly, and the two had a fierce fight.

"Don't think that you are the only one who is suffering Cui Yingdao in this world!" Jin Tan punched Cui Yingdao in the face without mercy, bleeding directly.

Although Cui Yingdao has never stopped exercising, compared to Jin Tan in the military camp, the intensity is still much lower. Although he also punched Jin Tan a few times, in the end he was more seriously injured.

"What are you?" Cui Yingdao lay on the ground and spat out a mouthful of blood, staring at Jin Tan coldly. Although he was not as well-trained as Jin Tan, he was extremely ruthless in his attacks. Even Jin Tan was beaten. He has been clouded several times, and he is not necessarily doing well now.He looked like this, as if all emotions had been wiped out from his body, he became so strange, Jin Tan couldn't help being startled.This kind of Cui Yingdao is like a wild horse that has lost its rein. The madness in him has completely exploded, which makes people palpitate.

"Aren't I your friend Cui Yingdao?" Seeing Cui Yingdao slowly getting up from the ground and preparing to leave, Jin Tan looked at his back and couldn't help asking.

Cui Yingdao paused for a moment, "It was because of her that we became 'friends', didn't we?" He coldly dropped this sentence and left without looking back.

Even though he said so, Cui Yingdao had cut off drug smuggling and other businesses. He originally thought that if he became so bad, she wouldn't come back.Even if he ruins his life again, she won't care about it anymore.Then why don't you go crazy.

But he... After all, he still didn't want to see her in any embarrassment.

I like you so much, how dare you leave me like this.