[Comprehensive] The heroine is difficult

Eric regretted it.

He thought, he really shouldn't just let her go.

He didn't even know what her name was.She reluctantly turned her face away, and said lightly, "Call her Christina, and call me Daye."

She kept her face hidden, and Eric had no way of seeing what she was thinking.But there is no doubt that even if she is Christina's sleeping personality, she is another person completely different from Christina, so she should have her own name.

But she didn't reveal it.

She is lonelier than him.And this loneliness was caused by herself, she locked herself in a lonely world, the door was closed tightly, and no light could penetrate.She rejects everyone from her world, keeps her lips tightly shut, and lives while keeping her own secrets.

Although he didn't feel her kiss, and he was still separated by a cold mask, but he felt her heart—this was the first time he had touched her feeling so close.

Soon, Eric knew that Christina and Raoul had eloped and left, which even made headlines in the newspaper, but Eric was indifferent to it.Christina was not her, they were two people at all, so no matter what happened to Christina, it had nothing to do with her.

However, he couldn't help but think, if the main character Christina came back, where would she go?

Will you be sleeping forever?Will you wake up again?They probably won't have a chance to see each other again in this lifetime.

Thinking of this, Eric couldn't help but hang his head sadly, and he raised his hand to gently stroke the cold mask covering his face.In the past, he also longed to go out and socialize with people, so he put on this mask and walked outside as a wandering artist, getting along with people with a humble but yearning attitude.

But now, these are no longer needed.

She is gone, he no longer needs others.

But even if he doesn't need it, some people are willing to deliver it to their door.

Such is the case with the Persians.Even if he was almost killed by Eric once, the Persian, who is open-minded by nature—or in other words, born with some stupid temperament, quickly forgot the contradiction between the two.Although the Persians are very afraid of Eric, after all, this man has a strange mind and a criminal record.However, he admires Eric very much, because Eric has unparalleled inspiration and talent, and men naturally admire people who are stronger than themselves.And Eric is undoubtedly a milestone for the Persians.

Eric was not surprised to see the Persians again, and he didn't ask any questions.

The Persians were taken aback.

Because Eric seemed to be ten years older suddenly.Originally, with Eric's appearance, the Persians couldn't tell what his state was, but the shoulders that used to be tall and straight had collapsed, and the deep pool-like eyes were as calm as stagnant water.

An absurd idea could not help but pop up in the Persian mind.

Eric, is he still alive?

Is he still alive like this?

The Persian choked on what he wanted to say, and was unable to speak for a long time.And Eric didn't intend to speak, he just waited there quietly, as if no matter what the Persians said, it didn't matter to him.

After a long time, the Persians finally spoke.

"...Christina has left Paris with Raoul." The Persian said this in a dry tone, without the slightest thought of trying to test it at first.

"I know." Eric nodded expressionlessly, as if the news didn't cause the slightest emotion in him.

The Persian widened his eyes slightly, and finally couldn't help saying: "You will never see Christina again, and you will never be able to break up this pair of lovers!" His voice was slightly raised due to excitement, and his eyes were fixed on Eric, even he himself didn't know what to expect.

Eric did.The Persians are just proud of stopping his "criminal behavior". After all, the Persians still regard Eric as a dangerous friend, although this "stopping" is largely due to Eric's own release.

The Persian looked excited and wanted to say something, but Eric interrupted the Persian.

"I'm going to die." These words were like a small stone thrown into the lake, and the Persian was blown into place, and his agitated voice stopped for a moment, and he stared blankly at Eric.

Eric's expression was very calm.

"It's not bad to see you before I die." The corner of Eric's lips under the mask raised stiffly, as if he wanted to laugh, but he still didn't.

He thought that being able to see the Persian again would remind him of the short time he spent with her in this small underground castle during the last period of time.

He remembered her lamenting his talent, her eyes were full of excitement and joy, and the admiration in her eyes made her act like a child.Her whole body seemed to be bathed in light, which taught him not to look directly at her.

He is willing to dedicate everything he has to her, as long as he has it, as long as she wants it.

But unfortunately, she didn't want anything.She seems to have no desires and desires, walking outside this world.

Is she really just that short-lived, short-lived epiphyllum-like personality that appears by chance, she wakes up and sees this world for the first time, but is not attracted by the novelty of this world, and does not even have any desire to stay?Is she really going to drop everything and leave here alone in the next second?

she really...

Have no nostalgia for this world?

The Persian left the underground palace in a daze. It wasn't until he was standing in the lobby of the Paris Opera House that he suddenly realized that he didn't have any doubts or surprises at all. It was obvious that Eric had just announced the date of his death.Could it be that Eric was so omnipotent in his eyes that he didn't find it surprising that he had glimpsed his own death and announced it calmly.Not to mention, he didn't even think about committing suicide...

suicide……

Could it be that someone as proud as Eric chose to leave this world in such a low-key and unknown way?

Perhaps, the Persian lowered his head sadly, and he had already stopped breathing the moment Christina left the underground palace.

It's just that the body is still living unconsciously, wandering in this world.

Persian remembered his confrontation with Eric before leaving.Eric's face was covered with a mask. He really couldn't see his expression clearly, but he could see his eyes, which were as hopeless and calm as stagnant water, as if he had buried all the intense emotions, all likes and dislikes in his heart, The body is nothing more than a walking dead.

There is a kind of relief!

He bet all his longings, longings, expectations, and feelings in Christina.So she left, and took all of him with her. Life is just an empty shell, and living is meaningless.

Although the Persian feared and resented Eric as a friend, he still regarded Eric as a friend after all.A friend was leaving, and this permanent parting still made him sad.

Eric didn't know the Persian's mental journey. He stood in the room where Yu Linlin lived, and his fingers lightly touched the place she touched, and the sigh in his heart could not be restrained, and came out.

The place where Eric's fingers passed was still cold, he knew that her warmth had disappeared, but he was still persistent and refused to let go, longing for the warmth that was no longer there.

It's like, she has never had feelings for him, but he clings to this short fate and insists on holding on to it.

Until the end, she left a short kiss on his mask. It was as if she kissed his heart through the mask.At that moment, he was willing to sacrifice everything he had, just to get her wish.

He still didn't get her love, her stay, but so what, he finally did it, what he could do for her, what she finally needed.

He still doesn't know what it's like to touch human lips, still doesn't know what it's like to be loved.

But what does it matter, Eric smiled, and now he has finally learned how to love someone, and finally learned to think about a person's happiness.As for him, without her, it is the same as a fish without water, a man without sunshine and air, he cannot breathe, and cannot survive.He is no longer lonely, he has love, how can he still be lonely.

Before meeting Christina, his life was not considered alive, it could only be regarded as a symbol, without any trace of emotion.Perhaps, he has learned so much, is better than everyone, and is smarter than everyone, just to make up for this lack of trace, which is futile and sad.

But now it is different.At least, in the last moment of his life, he still has the ability to love her, and his love for her.

Where is she, is she well, is the world she sleeps in still quiet, has she got what she wanted?Eric thought, if he could, he would give her everything, just in exchange for her being a little less lonely.

We are each independent individuals, but this encounter is the spark of his life.

Perhaps, the reason why he was born, this almost worthless life, was endowed with value because he met her, he had human emotions, and he realized this precious emotion.

Perhaps he has lived until now just to meet her.

Thinking of this, the corners of Eric's mouth under the mask moved slightly, he finally raised a happy smile, closed his eyes quietly, and fell asleep forever in her room.

This place will always be yours, and I will always be yours.