[Comprehensive] The heroine is difficult

The next day, Eric led Lin Lin to a wall, and with a light push, the wall opened a door.

"This is where I live," Eric said. "Would you like to go in and see?"

Yu Linlin saw that he seemed to be hesitant, she smiled and nodded in agreement: "Why not."

Yu Linlin walked into the room without hesitation. The layout of the room was quite different from Yu Linlin's. It was like a funeral room for the dead. The black curtain blocked the wall, and a huge music stand was attached to the wall. The sheet music for "Death" is on the music stand.A red satin tent hung in the center of the room, and there was an open coffin inside.

"What is this coffin for?" Yu Linlin really had nothing to fear after experiencing Wang Lianhua's use of the coffin as the real entrance to the palace, only a little surprised.

"It's my bed." Eric said calmly: "Everything in our lives is predetermined, we have to adapt, and death is the same."

"You sleep here? Why? Isn't the bed more comfortable?" Yu Linlin approached the coffin, looked back at Eric and smiled, "Eric, you are still alive and well, and you are not dead. No wonder I I think the arrangement of flowers in your living room is really ugly, why don't you bring some flowers and let me help you decorate the room—well, there is no need for these black curtains."

Seeing Eric looking at her silently, Yu Linlin sighed, feeling like she had raised a child for a while, she looked at him gently, and said: "Eric, life is short, so I need Find fun by yourself. You can live a better life, so why do you have to live so depressed? I don’t know the reason why you hide from the crowd, but at least, even yourself, you can live a more comfortable life.”

"...Okay." Eric looked at Yu Rinlin heavily, and nodded.Although he didn't say it, he still insisted in his heart that if it wasn't for Yu Linlin, he wouldn't be in the mood to take care of his life at all.Because of her, he would think about making life here better.If he were alone, what difference would it make if he lived or died?But since she said so, he was willing to do what she suggested, just for her to be happy.

Yu Linlin didn't notice Eric's thoughts. She could guess Eric's idea of ​​living underground from his low self-esteem attitude, but she didn't think there was anything. Everyone has their own secrets. , she has more secrets than anyone else.What's more, she thinks that Eric is a talented person, he has a world that no one else can match, a genius.

If Irie Naoki is described as a genius in science and engineering, then Eric is a second-to-none genius in both science and art.In modern times, people like him belong to the top talents with both civil and military skills. After all, although modern times are tolerant of geniuses who are partial to science, such comprehensive talents are more favored.

For a moment, Yu Linlin felt a deep turmoil in his heart, Eric was born in the wrong era.

She wandered around the room at will, and saw a huge pipe organ on the entire wall behind her, and there were some messy manuscripts on it. The handwriting was all red. Although it was messy, the font was not ugly.

Yu Linlin walked to the organ curiously, looked at the music score, and asked, "Can I have a look?"

Eric felt a little tangled in his heart. After all, it was an unfinished product. He had spent 20 years of hard work on it, but it was still unfinished. It was the fire in his heart.He has always felt that Don Juan is the same as him, they are both not accepted by the world, they both have their own worlds, and they have to wear masks to wander among these people.

Seeing Eric's silent posture, Yu Linlin tentatively picked up the sheet music, but Eric didn't say anything to stop it.As Yu Linlin browsed, there were some alterations on the manuscript. His French was not only beautifully pronounced, but also beautifully written, but some hooks were written extremely sharply, as if they were about to break through the paper and fly out.The first page of the music score reads "Don Juan Victory", which should be the name of this opera.

She tried to hum the sounds he wrote, but found that the music was so intense that it was almost unbearable.She stopped humming and subconsciously looked up at Eric.

Eric reached out and grabbed Yu Linlin's manuscript, saying, "It's not suitable for you to sing."

"Then can you sing it to me?" Yu Linlin can feel the powerful power contained in that song. As a musician, although her love for music is not as important as life for those famous artists in the past, it is It is also a part of her life.In many cases, even if she is not engaged in music-related work, she cannot lack music in her life.

Eric's face darkened: "You will never hear my Don Juan, my Don Juan is not a romantic character written by those free poets who mix wine, love and crime in the world. If you must listen , I can play a piece of Mozart for you, and you will be moved to tears by it. But my Don Juan is absolutely different, it is a ball of fire, which either burns itself or others, or even burns the whole world.1"

Yu Linlin was surprised.She had naturally heard the story of Don Juan. Eric lived in a world of one person, and he had a deep sympathy for Don Juan. Is the song coming out?

Although he said this, Eric himself hesitated.He felt that Yu Linlin should not be exposed to these intense emotions, he was afraid that he would scare her, she would never know his struggle, his pain, just like this fierce fire, he was afraid that this fire would hurt her.He tried his best to restrain himself, not wanting his restrained emotions to affect her world like the sun.

He didn't want to drag her into his darkness, and he didn't want the fire in his heart to burn on her.He just hoped that she could be by his side, like the sun, illuminating him.

"Christina, maybe you don't know that there is a kind of terrible music in this world, as long as you get close to it, you will be swallowed by it. Fortunately, your singing has not reached that level, otherwise, You will lose a lot, such as your clear and lofty features, even if you return to the ground, no one will recognize you. 2”

Yu Linlin paused, and said: "I know your worries. I admit that music has a great influence, but, Eric, many times, your music is influenced by your personal experience, and you think it is terrible. But music can arouse people's emotions and resonate with people. You are afraid of the darkness in your music, but after being angry, we always need to calm down and look at the world. Just because anger doesn't work."

Yu Linlin was very calm, which surprised Eric.He couldn't help staring at Yu Linlin's eyes, only to see that those eyes were as blue as the sea, clear without waves, but also as deep as the sea, bottomless.

He couldn't see through her thoughts!He couldn't help feeling a sense of disobedience, obviously Christina was only a young girl in her 20s, for a moment, he actually felt that she had experienced so many years.

But, from the time he'd known her, she'd been elusive.This kind of incomprehension attracted him more and more, so that he couldn't escape her smile or her singing voice.

"Christina, I've never talked about music like this. And you've convinced me."

Yu Linlin smiled and said: "That's because good music is common, there is no distinction between national boundaries and languages, and they can communicate with the whole world. Eric, this world is so big, the person who can understand you must be It will appear. There are people who are not afraid of the fire in your heart, and there are people who can bring you warmth and light to the darkness in your body."

Eric felt as if his eyes were moist again.He fell in love with her, she understood him, how could he be so happy?It almost made him suspect that he would die the next moment——

"I've already met you, Christina." Eric whispered, his voice trembling a little, which added a bit of charm to the voice.His eyes were moist, and he stared at her tightly. He thought, in this life, he would never let her go.He couldn't let her go, he had been alone in darkness and loneliness for too long, living as if dead for too long.

Finally tasted the taste of being alive, this taste is so good, how could he let it go away from him?

"I hope one day I can write Don Juan, and you are the first one to read it, Christina." Eric knelt down carefully and touched her fingertips with his forehead through the mask, gesture Humble and submissive.

She already has his head, his limbs, his heart, liver, spleen and kidneys, his self-esteem, his pride, everything about him——

He is willing to dedicate the whole world to her, as long as she asks, he is willing to do it for her.Just in exchange for her being by his side.

"My dear Christina, you are truly an angel from God. You must believe that this is the happiest moment of my life. You have turned me into the happiest man in the world and I owe it to you What are you? As long as you open your mouth, I am willing to give you everything, as long as it is what you want, no matter what you want to destroy, I am willing to give it to you—"

Fearing that Lin Lin would be disgusted, he only touched her lightly, and reluctantly let go of her hand.He raised his head and stared at Yu Rinlin from bottom to top, his eyes were so warm, hot, and full of prayers, as if she was a high goddess.

Yu Linlin... Yu Linlin is really uncomfortable.I don’t know if it’s because no one has treated Eric with an equal attitude for too long, but he has developed such an extreme and distorted character, treating other people with contempt, treating human life like nothing, but treating her with care like a fragile product .She has also heard of the legend of the Phantom of the Opera House, and there are also rumors that someone in the Opera House died at the hands of the Phantom.

Although the rumors were not credible, she also heard the horrors of the phantom mentioned by the backup dancers, and she couldn't help frowning slightly.

Yu Rinlin just frowns slightly, and in Eric's view, it feels like the whole world has collapsed.

For a moment, he seemed to have fallen from heaven to hell.He hasn't had it for too long, so after having Yu Linlin's friendliness and respect, he is so worried about gains and losses, lest these will leave him.

And he turned back into a human being, walking alone in the dark.

no way--

"Christina, please punish me. No matter what kind of punishment it is, I am willing to accept it—but please, don't hate me, don't avoid me, don't just leave me like this."

"Then, I'll punish you for treating me and everyone else equally, don't attack or kill wantonly, okay?" Yu Linlin stared at him with clear eyes.