[Comprehensive] The heroine is difficult

When Xu Zhengyu met Yu Linlin for the first time, he thought she was a very magical person.Obviously helped her get rid of those black suits who made things difficult for her, but she felt that they were meddling.But Xu Zhengyu is a person who carries out the word "gentleman" in his bones, so he just thought she was more interesting at that time.

As we all know, Xu Zhengyu has always been the type to act out of interest, and he wants to see clearly everything he is interested in, so he is not interested in simple women who have no stories.But in fact, he is also such a libertine. When he is happy, he plays wildly in fresh clothes and angry horses. He doesn't care about other people's eyes.

Xu Zhengyu has always adhered to his beliefs, and strives to live a colorful and colorful life without regrets.He always believed that since he was born as a rich second generation, he should be a dude, and if he didn't have that ability, he should simply give up the position to someone more suitable.He likes sports, music, fun, and racing. His life is only a few dozen years. He likes so many things. Anyway, if he has money, why would he do something he doesn't like.

Rich and willful.

Just like that, I kept being slutty and playful until I met her.

After meeting her, he realized that his shallowness was due to his identity as a rich second generation. He only wanted to play, have fun, and live freely, but he never thought of suppressing his desire to have fun, so as to achieve great things.After meeting her, he was not at all like the experienced man who never touched his body among thousands of flowers. He became like a stupefied young boy, frizzy, at a loss, wanting to Do something for her, but she is invulnerable.

A girl who is full of mysteries and can't do anything.Obviously it should be the most difficult moment, but she can always keep calm, as if she can always find a solution. The closer you get to her, the more you can find that she has so many mysteries.

It seemed that he realized that he had fallen into a deep trap uncontrollably. Xu Zhengyu wanted to break free, but he fell into the pit without knowing it.Being led by her like this, deviated from her own track and followed her steps.It was the first time I felt so interesting, the first time I felt that every day was full of surprises, and the first time I felt that I missed a day.

He had never felt this way before, so when the other party didn't feel this way and coldly refused him to have such a feeling, Xu Zhengyu's heart instantly turned cold.She is obviously friendly to others, with a decent smile, calm and elegant, as if nothing can stop her, no matter where she stands, she is like a noble and blooming flower, not stained by a drop of mud.

Only then did I want to try to break free.With her, there is always a sense of inferiority complex.She is trying all her efforts to make her life better, but he is just having fun first, never thinking about what to get, and never thinking about what to do in the future.He never seems to be able to concentrate on doing one thing, like a kid who can't calm down.

And she seemed to only regard him as an immature brat.

"A man with a mature mind and behavior knows what he wants. If he is only satisfied with the present and puts pleasure first, it is just a sign of his immaturity." Yu Linlin once rejected him like this.

"I'm sorry Zhengyu, to me, you are still too naive. I can't be with a naive man, let alone entrust my future to a naive man rashly."

For a moment he couldn't open his mouth to refute.So, he got on the plane back to Seoul, disheartened.

Later, many things happened. She also went to Seoul, and he met her again. She even pretended to be Gong Chan's younger sister. She suffered a serious hand injury that was almost irreversible. She went to Vienna to study piano and never gave up.

He followed her to Vienna. Before he found what he wanted and the career he wanted to achieve, he followed her and entered the Vienna Conservatory of Music together to continue his half-studied studies.

For a noble kid like him, he is always proficient in one or two musical instruments, such as piano, violin, etc., but this time he chose the flute, probably because of the kind of musical instrument that requires all of his body to blow out the syllables, so he can feel a sense of urgency. The sense of pleasure, although he often has to play a melody in one breath, which makes him a little out of breath, but even such an experience can also feel happiness.

The music is mostly happy at the beginning, but the long process of training is boring.However, Xu Zhengyu has decided not to mess around with his temper.Learning the flute is only the first step, and the process of persistence is the second step.After seeing Yu Linlin, Xu Zhengyu had the confidence to persevere no matter how boring he was.

When her right arm was unable to move for a time, she insisted on playing with her left hand and her right hand recovered. Until now, she can flexibly use her left and right hands to play a difficult piano piece. Even the daily pain in his right hand was endured with perseverance.

With such a role model by his side, Xu Zhengyu endured the process of learning the flute.He was originally talented and intelligent, but he couldn't persist in anything for a long time, and he put pleasure first, so he never had any great achievements.Once he concentrated on the flute, he improved by leaps and bounds, and was even praised by his instructor. Not to mention the tenth professional flute certificate, he also won several competition awards—although it was not a big competition.

"However, it took only one year to learn to this extent—" Yu Linlin looked at him in surprise and admiration, the corners of her lips raised: "I think all your classmates will be jealous of you. I think you can go to the next international competition , to feel the atmosphere of international competitions, which is good for self-improvement, and will not sit on the sidelines."

She seemed to sincerely regard him as a flute lover to give advice, her eyes were sincere and calm, clear to the bottom, as if she had just met him for the first time, without emotion.But finally he got closer than the first meeting, at least he will show a warm smile to him.

It's really sad, Xu Zhengyu, why did you become like this.Sometimes Xu Zhengyu himself would sigh with emotion, how could he, such a libertine with no "flesh" and no joy, become so obediently studying music, and so focused on her alone for so long, unwaveringly.

However, my mother was naturally furious when she found out that he studied music.From her point of view, he was not doing business and was "playing" everywhere.After being ordered to go home, Xu Zhengyu made a decision——

"Mom, I want to go to the United States to obtain an MBA." He still has a university diploma and is still within the time limit for obtaining a master's degree. He doesn't want to just enter the company. At least, he must have certain qualifications.

After going through such a boring process of learning music, Xu Zhengyu suddenly discovered a new joy.Maybe try your best to do something, and you will become especially happy when you get the moment.And these were all taught to him by Yu Linlin.

He could hardly wait to explain all this on the phone to her.

"Huh? I think we will see each other soon." Yu Linlin's smiling voice came from the other end of the phone, Xu Zhengyu was stunned, and heard her say: "The teacher said that we are going on an Asian tour, the next stop It's Seoul. Come to my concert?"

"Of course!" Xu Zhengyu stood up excitedly, "I will listen to every show!"

"I'm just helping the teacher. There should be only one piece for solo, and I will play two pieces with the teacher."

"Just seeing you... I mean, hearing you play is enough."

Ah, no matter how satisfied I get from other things, how can it compare to the moment when I hear your voice.

"Oh, yes, I've decided to take the American MBA next year. What do you think?"

"You can try it and see if you like it, if you don't like it, just learn something else." Yu Linlin said casually, "You have such excellent aptitude, how many years have you been wasting it."

"...Are you complimenting me?"

"Of course." Yu Linlin replied with a smile.

Xu Zhengyu didn't expect that this would be the last conversation between him and Yu Linlin—in other words, he didn't expect to kill him.

When I saw her again, she was no longer her.I was excited to participate in Master Bright's tour, but I didn't see Yu Linlin at all.As soon as the performance was over, Xu Zhengyu, who was worried that she might be sick, rushed backstage immediately to find Master Brett.

Master Brett's expression was very strange, a kind of complexity that he couldn't describe.

"ZHU. Amnesia." When he got this answer, Xu Zhengyu said "what?" He waited for Brett's master in disbelief, and almost shook his shoulders regardless of etiquette.

"She doesn't remember us, and she doesn't remember how she has lived these years, but she still seems to have the instinct to play the piano, but... the feelings in her piano are completely different, as if... a different person." Master Brett also had a puzzled expression on his face.

A bad premonition suddenly appeared in Xu Zhengyu's heart, and he no longer entangled with Master Bright on such matters, he asked anxiously: "Then what about Zhu Yulin! Where is she now?!"

Taking the contact address given by Brett and rushing all the way, Xu Zhengyu lowered his hand dejectedly when he saw the person with "her" face.

"Yu Lin..." He murmured and approached her, but the other party just looked at him with strange eyes, a pair of deep black eyes looked at him suspiciously——

"May I ask who—?"

Xu Zhengyu held his trembling hands tightly, and it took a lot of effort to control the hand that wanted to hold her shoulders. When he opened his mouth, he found that his voice was already trembling like his.

"It's me, Zhengyu, don't you remember...?"

"..." Zhu Yulin looked at him seriously, and seemed to see the trembling gaze in his eyes, and suddenly sighed softly.

"Sorry, the person you are looking for is not me. If you are not being presumptuous, believe it or not, during this period of time, I wandered in other places, and I am afraid that the person in my body at that time was someone else .”

"What...?" Xu Zhengyu looked at Zhu Yulin dully, as if he didn't understand what she was talking about.

"Is this plausible... What's wrong with you? Yulin, don't scare me..." Huge fear overwhelmed Xu Zhengyu, although he thought it was absurd and impossible, but there was a voice telling him calmly, this is Really, she was right, he actually knew all about it.

"Well, although I like to lie very much, it's true, but I really didn't lie about this matter." Zhu Yulin squatted down in front of her, patted him on the shoulder rather brotherly, and sighed.

"I also came back unprepared, I really don't know where I'm dreaming-ah, by the way, Dad! I'm going to contact my dad! Take your time!" After leaving these words, Zhu Yulin Run away in a strange posture.

Xu Zhengyu stared blankly at her disappearing back, feeling dizzy.

How can there be such a thing in this world?A person becomes another person completely?Is this plausible?But, he knew it, he knew it from the bottom of his heart, the one just now was definitely not the "Zhu Yulin" he liked, they were like a pair of very similar twins, the one in front of him was not her, but just born with her.

However, how does this make him accept this fact.

You are about to realize your piano dream. You are about to tour the world and become one of the best pianist masters. Your hand finally recovered. You played Liszt’s "The Clock" for me. I just returned to China for a while, why did I lose it? what about you...

Xu Zhengyu walked down the street in a daze, like a walking dead.

"Zhengyu, I bought you a plane ticket to the United States, half a month later, what do you think..."

"Ms. Xu... am I still alive?" Xu Zhengyu stared blankly at his happy mother, his face was stiff and pale, his mother was startled, and hurriedly took his hand, only to realize that the child's hand was cold It was like a block of ice, and the eyes were dull, as if lifeless.

Ms. Xu was startled, she held Xu Zhengyu's hand tightly and said, "Zhengyu, what's the matter with you? Are you sick, or mom will call you a doctor, okay?"

"Ms. Xu..." Xu Zhengyu's eyes suddenly turned red. He turned to Ms. Xu, curled his right hand, and grasped the position of his left heart tightly. The tears in his eyes fell down like a straight line. He grabbed the wrinkles with force, his masseter muscles were protruding, his eyes were red, as if he couldn't breathe, he opened his mouth to breathe hard, the tip of his nose was red, and tears were falling down non-stop.

Ms. Xu was so frightened by his sudden reaction that she couldn't speak, she could only hold his son's hand tightly.

"Will I...will I die..." The expression on his face was distorted with sadness, and the corners of his eyes were stained red from crying.

"Son, what's wrong with my son——Dr. Zheng! Come here! Dr. Zheng!!" Xu Zhengyu, who was clutching his heart tightly, turned over immediately after speaking, frightening everyone present.

"There is nothing wrong with your son's health. He just fainted suddenly because of excessive sadness and stimulation. I am afraid that he has suffered a major blow. During this period of time, he needs to rest. I will prescribe some calming medicine for two or three It'll be fine in a week."

Xu Zhengyu heard such a passage when he opened his eyes.

"Alright, listen to Dr. Zheng, Fang Zi..."

"No need." Xu Zhengyu interrupted his mother, and suddenly pulled out the infusion needle in his hand and stood up. Facing Ms. Xu's words "No, son, you have to rest", Xu Zhengyu approached Ms. Xu After a few steps, he held her shoulder.

"I'm going to the United States to study for an MBA, and I'm going now."

She must have left because he was too weak and useless.When he gets his MBA and becomes a trustworthy mature man that she can rely on, then he will be considered qualified, right?

From before to now, I am just a childish man—but wait for me, wait for me, I will become a mature and good man.

Why... can't you wait for me... I have always been nothing to you, have I?