Han Yuzhi's brain damage also counterattacks

After eating, Min Xiaolin sent the other two friends home, and on the way back, Cui Yanxi called her: "Xiaolin?"

"Ok?"

"Is there... anyone we know in that car in the back?"

Min Hyo Lin glanced at the rear car mirror and replied, "I don't know. Why do you ask?"

"Haven't you noticed that he's been following us?"

"Maybe it's paparazzi or something, just leave him alone."

Cui Yanxi looked back, because it was rainy and the dark glass made it difficult for her to see the outline of the other party, but the familiar feeling...

"It stopped outside just after eating, and I felt that there were a pair of eyes watching me." Until now.

"Yan Xi, let me ask you." Min Hyo Rin tried to divert her attention, "If Zhi Long comes back to look for you, will you meet him?"

"Why mention him?"

"...As a friend, you have to believe that I don't want to hurt you at all. But there are some situations, I think you should know." Her words successfully made Cui Yanxi turn her head, "What's the situation?"

"Zhilong asked me to meet yesterday, he said, he wants to meet you, he..."

"not see!"

"Yanxi..."

"Stop talking, I won't see you."

"Don't you want to hear his explanation? He said..."

"I don't want to hear it! Xiaolin, I'm not targeting you, but please don't say a word about him, okay?"

"Okay, let's not talk."

The car turned into Dayuan's staff dormitory, Min Xiaolin asked, "When do you plan to move?"

Cui Yanxi seemed a little absent-minded, and asked an irrelevant answer: "The person in the car, is that him?"

Min Hyo Lin sighed, and had to admit, "It's him." Observing Yan Xi's expression changes, she asked tentatively, "Do you want to meet? It's good to speak clearly."

"We have nothing to say."

"Can you really let go?"

Yanxi lowered her eyes, her voice could not hide her bitterness: "A failed relationship is no longer a matter of letting go. All I need now is time, a time that can be used to forget."

"Let him keep his promise. If he comes back after a year, I will consider it." After she finished speaking, she opened the door and got out of the car.Without looking back, he walked through the door resolutely.

Those who think they can't let go will eventually have to let go.Whether you are sad or not is your own life, and whether you are sad or not is a matter of heart.Take it easy.Falling in love is also a kind of growth.

She finally learned to reject what she likes, a little happy, a little bit sad——she told herself that she should enjoy these feelings, go down the feeling, don't look back!

You can do it, Choi Yeon-hee!

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When Min Hyo Lin relayed Cui Yanxi's words to Quan Zhilong, Quan Zhilong was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly remembered what she said to him before leaving the door that day - don't take it back.

"If you decide to break up, I won't bring it back."

Is this what he said?

Because of irreparable words, she was so brooding that she even became the reason for their breakup?

The chaotic thoughts gradually became clear, and he finally understood Yan Xi's intention to hit him with this sentence!

It was like a resounding slap in the face.

"She thinks that you are not a long-term lover. One year, if your mind doesn't change after one year, come to her again."

A year is too long.

There are 24 hours in a day, a year... how to live?

Missing someone, but losing the courage to contact her.His free and easy and self-confidence are suddenly useless at this moment.

Turn the steering wheel and head back home.

Going retrograde against the rain is like going against the whole world.

It is impossible to describe his mood at this time, worry and anger are contradictoryly mixed with him.He kept asking himself, what was the reason for her not turning back so resolutely?

Yes, he was wrong!

He had to admit that in some respects he was overbearing and sexual, ignoring her feelings.But, is he not good enough for her?

Just saying that it won't be redeemed made her completely give up?

He loves her so much, how can she easily believe a word caused by his emotions.So uncomfortable, so painful, I couldn't bear to come to him!

In her heart, is he such a heartless person?

A little want to cry but no tears.The unprecedented sense of failure made him reflect on himself, but the pain of being denied made him angry and wanted to curse.

He was wronged, blamed himself, and loved her madly again.He had to accept the fact that Yanxi was moving away from him!

He poured everything into her, he was stingy to others but sincere to her, all he got was misunderstanding and alienation, how could he be willing to do this? !

When he entered the house, he pressed the light with one hand.

There is no such a jumping figure who pounces on him and sweetly calls him husband...

Kicked the shoes aside, no one scolded him for being sloppy...and no one asked him if he had eaten, whether he was in the rain...living room, kitchen, bedroom, everywhere deserted and silent .

This home without the slightest warmth is now as cold as a cellar... nothing is left.

He sat slumped on the sofa, his eyes were all imprinted by her, and he suddenly felt a sore nose, which he barely suppressed.

He took out his mobile phone, dialed the new number, and it rang a few times, but the answer was rejected as expected.

Send a message: let's talk.

no reply.

At one o'clock in the morning, Quan Zhilong sat up from the bed, quickly dressed and went out.Drive straight to Cui Yanxi's dormitory.

He is not like her.He has to show his discomfort, he won't hide it, and he wants to see her, and he won't divide the time and reason.

She must not have slept, she must have been crying again.

With these firm thoughts in mind, he came to the door of the dormitory without hesitation, raised his hand and knocked on the door a few times...no response.

A hollow sound echoed in the silent corridor.If he didn't still have some sanity, he would almost call out her name and beg her to open the door...

After a few minutes, he slowly calmed down.Suddenly realized that his recklessness was a bit embarrassing.The word "humble" has never appeared in Quan Zhilong's dictionary, but this woman made him do it...

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In fact, Yanxi was not at home.However, she expected that Quan Zhilong would come to her door, so she packed her luggage early and rushed to the airport—tomorrow she was going to Japan, three days, and exo.

Originally, she didn't want to agree to Do Kyungsoo's invitation, but the appearance of Quan Zhilong gave her an idea——run away!

She wasn't ready to see him yet, didn't want to see him, and instinctively rejected him.

That man knows her so well, he can easily find her weakness.She thought that if she couldn't pretend to be in front of him for a minute, she would throw away her armor and cry like hell... Now there is not enough time, she still needs a process of relief.When she really lets go and can face him upright, let's talk about meeting again!

Therefore, she would rather stay in the airport lobby until dawn than let him see her in a state of despair.

Quan Zhilong stood at the door for a long time, leaning against the wall, lowering his head, thinking about things quietly...

Later, there was a noise in some rooms, and people began to get up one after another, so he left silently...

At noon that day, Yong Pei told him: "Yanxi went to Japan, and left this morning. Let her relax and calm down, okay?"

"With whom?"

"exo has two tours, it is estimated that those two boys invited her to go."

Quan Zhilong didn't reply.

Two days later, Yongbai said again: "Yanxi told Xiaolin that she plans to stay in Japan for a while and will not return to China for the time being."

Quan Zhilong: "I see."

Pain that comes with hindsight often comes more violently without warning.

Only he knows how bad he is these days.Very tired, very tired, but he couldn't close his eyes. When he fell into a dream, his teary eyes stared at him all night, leaving him nowhere to feel at ease...

He even had auditory hallucinations. He clearly felt that there was movement in the kitchen, but when the lights were turned on, everything was as usual.

He smoked three packs of cigarettes a day and drank at least five bottles of wine. He was obsessed with their taste and liked the numbness they brought him.Because only in this way can he get rid of the hardships temporarily, and get rid of those unstoppable longings...

Compared to his pain, Cui Yanxi is not doing well.When she heard that Quan Zhilong was going to see her, she felt restless all night, avoiding going back to the country.

She wants to forget about him.

But how easy is it to forget someone?What's more, this person is still a very popular superstar.Unless you lock yourself in a closed place, TV, the Internet, and the streets are almost pervasive, and his figure is everywhere, and his news is like a vast net, leaving her nowhere to escape...

She deleted everything about him from her phone.But later she discovered that the so-called letting go was just a shortcut to delete him.His "memory" is still there, running in her heart all the time... like a stubborn virus that cannot be killed!

So in order to get rid of these entanglements, she found a way to resolve it—drinking.

Finally appreciate the beauty of wine.

I never thought it tasted so good before, it was bitter, and it still hit my head if I drank too much.But the heart is bitter, taste it, but you can taste the sweet taste, dizzy floating feeling, as if all the troubles have been eliminated...

Half a month later, Cui Yanxi, who squandered all the money, returned to South Korea.

She moved into a new apartment, overdrafted her salary for a year as a working person, and applied for two credit cards at the same time.

One afternoon before going to work, she came to the appointed place to meet Quan Zhilong.

This is a coffee shop with a hidden location but without losing the tasteful style.The quiet afternoon and soothing music seem to be very suitable for reunion after a long absence.

Cui Yanxi was wearing a woolen coat, carrying a bag, and stepped on high heels to the third floor. After entering the box, she glanced at the man and sat opposite him.

"Are you busy recently?"

"busy."

"What are you busy with?"

"What to do is my business." Cui Yanxi glanced at the man expressionlessly: "If you have anything to say, just say it."

Quan Zhilong carefully looked at the woman in front of him. He hadn't seen her for more than a month, but she was still so thin.However, he frowned slightly as he moved his eyes from her bright nails all the way to her heavily painted red lips.Yanxi seldom puts on makeup, although she is still dressed in a simple and elegant way, but the smell of rouge is too strong, so strong that it hurts his eyes.

It was really only after a long absence that I realized how much I couldn't let go of her.

However, she told him with her expression that she had withdrawn from the pain, or that she was pretending to be strong.People who think day and night and look forward to it no longer have their original appearance. They are not as pitiful as imagined, nor are they depressed and lonely after being sad.That magnanimous, unrestrained look forced him back to the words he had prepared.

A long silence spread between the two of them with difficulty, until some people became impatient.

"It seems that we have nothing to say." Cui Yanxi pulled out a smile that didn't reach his eyes, "Then, let's make an appointment when we have time."

"and many more."

Quan Zhilong hurriedly stopped the person who wanted to get up, he hurriedly calmed down, and said, "I'm sorry, I failed you." After a pause, he clenched his hands nervously, and said sincerely and a little incoherently : "It's not my intention that we got to this point at all... Yanxi, I didn't mean to hurt you, I don't know... It was my childish behavior that brought you into a painful situation, Sorry, really, I don't know what to say..."

"Then stop it!" Cui Yanxi interrupted him coldly, "I didn't come here to listen to your regretful words."

At this moment, Quan Zhilong found that the meticulous logic and composure he was proud of had all failed.He couldn't restrain his sadness, thinking of the pain and torment of these days, and looking at the opposite woman who was hurt by him, he couldn't maintain his composure.

"Yanxi, you don't want to hear it, I have to say it too... I want to take back that irrevocable sentence. I tried, but I found that your leaving has hit me too hard. Come back to me, Let's start again, I will correct the problems you don't like, and I will try my best to meet your satisfaction, so, will you give me another chance?"

"will not!"

Quan Zhilong raised his head in astonishment, his red eyes trembled slightly, but he couldn't say a word.

"I gave you a chance." Cui Yanxi slowly looked away, staring down at the table, "Actually, I have also reflected on it, and many things cannot be entirely blamed on you. Your situation has created a huge advantage for you, and I, He is an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary. We are not in the same way, we should be like parallel lines without intersection. But we love each other, I tried to change myself to cater to you, but it was too difficult, I admit defeat, shouldn't It's mine, I don't force it... It's not that I don't give you the opportunity, I give it to you, the same problem will still appear, we will still break up, the ending is the same, why bother?"

"This time, it's up to me to change, maybe the ending will be different."

"It's not necessary." Cui Yanxi smiled bitterly, "Being with you once is enough, I dare not experience the second time. I love you, I am really afraid. Because of you, I gave up too much, and in the end I found that It is you who should give up the most. Maybe you can't understand my feelings, but sometimes, losing is more practical than owning."

Her determination made Quan Zhilong know that he had missed the best time.She has gradually left her sadness, and maybe soon, she will not need him at all.

He couldn't help the pity in his heart, and kept blaming her. When she was distraught, what was he doing? !

"Let's stop here today." Cui Yanxi said calmly.

"Can we... still be friends?"

Cui Yanxi pursed her lips and smiled, "I'm sorry, I can't. I can't break up and bless you, and I can't turn love into friendship. As I said, I hold grudges. When I think of what you have done... ..." She bit her lower lip, calmed down, and laughed at herself again: "To borrow someone else's words, I loved you once, and I feel sad when I think about it. You are the one who makes me feel sad. Therefore, our last It’s been a lifetime since we’ve never met each other again, because maybe at some point I’ll lose my temper with you.”

Quan Zhilong grabbed the woman's wrist and made her stop, "Yanxi, I know sorry words will only bore you, but I hope..."

"Let go!"

Quan Zhilong was stunned for a moment, and felt a slight tremor in the palm of his hand. The strength of the other party's throwing him away was enough to feel her resentment towards him.

"This is the last time I will treat you calmly, please do it yourself."

After leaving such a sentence, Cui Yanxi left without looking back.The rattling sound quickly disappeared at the corner of the stairs, so ruthless, so cold...

Quan Zhilong sat in his original position in a daze. After a long time, he raised his head and sighed. He worked very hard to suppress the soreness in his eyes, and looked through the window at the woman passing the corner of the street...

I loved you once, and it hurts to think about it.

Yes, sad.

He gets it.He is now experiencing the punishment that this sadness brings to him.

Obviously, he was very sure of getting her back, but why did it end like this in the end?

They really broke up just like that?One clean break.Never get in touch with each other?

no, I can not.still have a chance.

He believes there is still a chance.He believed... Once upon a time, he also believed that he would make her happy?

However now...