Hanyuzhi Be Your Sunflower

An Xin went back to the room directly after returning home, and when she walked to the balcony, she saw that Dong Yongpei hadn't left, and was standing straight outside the door.An Xin didn't know how long Dong Yongpei stood outside, she kept looking at him, and he left directly.

Seeing the back of Dong Yongpei leaving, An Xin felt a little uncomfortable. She didn't know what decision Dong Yongpei would make after today, but she hoped that Dong Yongpei would be better. Even if they can't be friends in the future, it doesn't matter, anyway... …

She sat down on the hanging basket beside her, and hugged the pillow in the hanging basket tightly, as if it would give her a sense of security.

An Xin really hates this sense of uncertainty at this time, she just wants to live a good life, why is it so difficult?Looking back, she didn't seem to have done anything outrageous, so why did God treat her like this and not let her live a good life!

Not to mention not having lived two lives in a row, and they all died unhappily, isn't that enough?After finally returning to the modern age, and finally having a family who loves and dotes on her, and a good friend who treats her well and can make friends with her, why can't she continue like this forever?

She closed her eyes, tears rolled down her eyes, An Xin was never a very strong person, she just never cried in front of others, but cried behind others, no matter how wronged she was, she was unwilling to let When people see her weakness, in the first life, they didn’t want her family to worry, in the second life, they ignored her, in the third life, she was numb, and there was no time or place for her to cry. In this life, her family is very good, and her friends are very happy. Well, she thought she wouldn't have a chance to cry except for crying with joy.

Now, as long as she thinks that she may die at any time, the family and friends around her will be sad because of her departure, and they can't help but feel extremely heartbroken, but there is nothing they can do.

At this time, An Xin couldn't help but start to feel a little bit regretful, regretting why she had an affair with her family, regretting why she took the initiative to contact Dong Yongpei that day, and then became friends with him... Obviously she should alienate everyone, and wait until death comes When she left gracefully, just like the previous life, even if she left, she wouldn't feel too sad, because not many people in that palace would be sad because of her departure, and she didn't have many people to remember.

But now, she has her grandpa, grandma, grandpa, grandma, father, mother, brother...cousin, and many friends who love her. If she really leaves unexpectedly, they should be very sad, right?

However, she can't live without this warmth and happiness now. She longs for this warmth and happiness, and wants to live with this warmth and happiness.

This is the first time An Xin shed tears since she was reborn. She used to be able to ignore these things that hadn't happened, but now, she can no longer ignore them, and she doesn't know what to do.

After all, the people around her now are different from the people in the previous life or the previous life. They get along with her without any purpose, and treat her unconditionally well, so good that she unconsciously let go of her guard and vigilance. He fortified himself and regarded himself as An Xin, the daughter of the Yuan family.

So, what about two years from now?Could she still turn around gracefully and leave without any worries?

An Xin thought it was impossible, because she already cared about her family and friends very much.

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Dong Yongpei went home directly after leaving An Xin's home, had a hasty dinner at home and then returned to the dormitory. There was no one in the dormitory, and everyone else was rushing to make announcements. Zhilong, who didn't make an announcement at night, was not there either. The whole dormitory was empty, except for him.

Dong Yongpei was lying on the sofa in a daze in a daze. After leaving An Xin's house, he began to feel a little dazed. His heart was filled with all kinds of irritability. He couldn't calm down at all. He felt that there was a gap between himself and Xinxin. The distance was getting bigger and bigger, and the big one made him a little scared.

At 10:30, when Quan Zhilong returned to the dormitory, he saw Dong Yongpei lying on the sofa and distracted. Looking at him, he knew that something must have happened, otherwise, the Dong Yongpei he knew would never be like this.

"Yongpei, what's the matter with you? What happened to you? Aren't you resting today? Did you go to find Xinxin?" Quan Zhilong sat down beside Dong Yongpei and asked gossipingly.

Dong Yongpei came back to his senses and saw Quan Zhilong beside him. There were only the two of them in the dormitory now, and it was convenient to say anything. It wasn't that he didn't trust his teammates, but that he didn't want them to worry about him. When I debuted, I was tired of running so many announcements every day.

After thinking about it, Dong Yongpei felt that it would be better to chat with Zhilong. After all, Zhilong knew more about relationships than him. It was better to ask him than to think about it alone.

Thinking of this, Dong Yongpei said: "I went to find Xinxin today, went to the movies with her, had lunch, went to the bookstore with her, and finally sent her home."

After hearing Dong Yongpei's words, Quan Zhilong couldn't help being a little puzzled, isn't this very good, at least it will be much more convenient to pick up and drop off in the future. "Isn't this great? Now that you finally know where Xinxin's home is, it will be convenient to ask her out to play and pick her up in the future! Why do you have to look unhappy!"

Dong Yongpei chuckled, his smile seemed a little pale and feeble, yes, it was convenient, but such convenience put him under a lot of pressure!And maybe even more inconvenient.

Seeing that Dong Yongpei's expression was wrong, Quan Zhilong straightened his expression, and unconsciously began to think about all the things that might happen in his mind. "Did you meet her family when you sent Xinxin home? Or did her family say something bad to you?" If this is the case, it's a bit embarrassing, after all, An Xin has a good relationship with them, if An Xin's family members are not easy to get along with, they can't get in touch at all, but Yongpei likes Xinxin, it's impossible not to keep in touch, unless he treats Xinxin as an ordinary friend in the future, otherwise he will inevitably get in touch.

Shaking his head, Dong Yongpei sat up, if it was just like this, at least he wouldn't be so flustered. "I haven't met Xinxin's family, but I just realized today how big the gap is between me and Xinxin. It's so big that I don't know what to do."

"Gap?!" Quan Zhilong seemed to understand that it must be that the conditions of An Xin's family were very good, which made Yongpei flustered. He understood this feeling. People in this world, that kind of feeling sometimes makes him flustered, afraid that Zhener will dislike him, and even more afraid that he will not have a chance to be with Zhener. "Yongpei, I also understand the gap you mentioned. The conditions of Zhen'er's family are also very good, but you have to think about it. We are still very young and we still have a lot of time to create conditions, not to mention that Xinxin is still young. You There is still enough time to work hard, in a few years, we will have our own house and car, and we will become a popular boy group in Korea, you have to have confidence in yourself and us.”

Thinking of the huge villa, Dong Yongpei couldn't help feeling flustered, but Quan Zhilong's words eased his flustered heart a lot. "You're right. I still have enough time to work hard. If I give up now, I will regret it in the future." He likes peace of mind, likes it very much, and wants to go on with her.

"It's good that you understand, let alone a girl with such a good heart, besides, can you really let go?" Quan Zhilong still understands his own bamboo horse. Once he likes someone, he can't let go so easily, unless It was the other party who let go first, otherwise he would not have let go voluntarily.

Now, it's just that the person involved is pretending to be in a dead end. Even if he doesn't say these things today, Yongpei will figure it out in a few days, it's just a matter of time.

Dong Yongpei smiled, patted Quan Zhilong on the shoulder, and got up to go back to the room. "Thank you! Zhilong, I know what I should do." After thinking about it, he felt a lot more relaxed, and the feeling that made him so irritable that he couldn't think disappeared.

"Be so polite with me, okay, go to rest early, there is still an announcement to run tomorrow!" Seeing Dong Yongpei getting up, Quan Zhilong also stood up, there will be an announcement tomorrow, and today he has to rest early, God knows When will they be able to rest again!

"Yeah!" Dong Yongpei nodded, and then went back to his room.

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An Xin has recovered since crying that day. It seems that there is no difference from usual. After all, it is different. This makes Yuan Hongsheng, An Nianyan and Yuan Qingyuan very worried, thinking about their daughter (sister). ?For this reason, Yuan Qingyuan also specially went to Seoul High School to see if someone had bullied his sister. After he went there, he found that no one had really bullied his sister.

On November 11st, not long after Zheng Yunhao returned, Kim Jae Jong was involved in a parent-child incident. I have to say that this year, TVXQ has been a rewarding year, because it has won many awards and recognition; but this year It was also a bad year, because they were injured, sick, poisoned, and the current parent-child incidents all left them scars.

An Xin was very surprised when she saw the news. She didn't expect that Zheng Yunhao had just recovered, and this time it was Kim Jae Jong's turn to have something to do, and this time it was related to his biological father. Thinking of his father's actions, An Xin couldn't help feeling a little chilled.

Is this really a father?Isn't it really Kim Jae Jong's enemy?Even if he regarded himself as Kim Jae Jong's father for a moment, he would not openly involve Kim Jae Jong in this way. After all, Kim Jae Jong is now a star, not an ordinary person, and such things will affect him no matter what, But such a man who claimed to be his biological father did so.

Looking at all kinds of comments from fans on the Internet, and thinking about her father, mother and brother who are worried about her, An Xin feels that her wild thinking will only make her family more worried, and nothing else will change. Now she is too late to alienate her family and friends Not only will it not make them feel better, but on the contrary it will hurt them. It is better to spend time with them and leave more good memories for them while there is still time.

Besides, maybe she can survive or not?As long as one day is not her birthday, she can live one more day, won't she know the result when her birthday comes!

Now, what she has to do is to live a good life, cherish everything now, and bravely face the possible death.

After thinking it over, An Xin felt relaxed.

Picking up the mobile phone on the table, she sent a message to Jin Zaizhong. She can't help him now, she can only comfort him with words, although such comfort seems a little weak.

[Zaizhong, if some things cannot be avoided, then face them. If you are tired, turn around and you will find that your friends are behind you to support you. 】