Hanyuzhi Be Your Sunflower

An Xin returned home in wet clothes and couldn't help but feel a little guilty. Maybe it was due to her illness not long ago. Logically speaking, she should be very careful, but today not only did she not refuse, she even played with Li Haiyun in the rain for a long time.

Father, mother and elder brother have not come back yet, An Xin breathed a sigh of relief, went upstairs immediately, locked the door, and entered the space.

Soaking in the hot spring, the coolness on my body was taken away in an instant. It is already May, and the weather is already hot. I only need to wear a coat when it rains. Most of the time, I only need to wear long sleeves. Today she Of course, I also wore a coat, but it was all wet.

Well, not only wet, but dirty.

"Master, the medicine you want." The white wolf appeared beside An Xin, with a red pill floating in the air.

An Xin took the red pill in the sky and put it in her mouth to eat. She didn't want to get sick again, it was uncomfortable, and it made her family very worried.

"White Wolf, I shouldn't get sick after taking the pills, right?" Thinking of her current body, An Xin couldn't help but frown slightly. Her current appearance looks like she belongs to the fragile family, and her body is a bit strong on the outside. It looks good on the outside, but in fact the body is not good, there are many problems on the inside!

The white wolf nodded. The medicines it has here are all very good. Although the owner's health is very bad now, it is only a matter of time before it can be brought back. It is said that it is afraid of causing trouble to the owner, otherwise, it would have already Give the best medicine to the master, why is it so troublesome!

"That's good." It's good that you don't get sick.

After soaking in the hot spring, I put on my clothes and left the space with peace of mind.

First, she finished the rest of her homework, and then stretched herself. This was something she would never do before, but because of today's indulgence, she felt that she was really suppressing herself too much. Is it a sequela after traveling through ancient life!In the future, she wants to cure this sequelae bit by bit.

dong dong——

Just as An Xin put away her homework, she heard a knock on the door and raised her head, "Please come in."

Opening the door, Yuan Qingyuan came in from the outside, with a worried expression on his face: "Xinxin, I heard Uncle Yuan said that you came back wearing wet clothes, how is it? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"Brother, I'm fine, really, if you don't believe me, look." An Xin walked in front of Yuan Qingyuan with a smile.

Yuan Qingyuan saw that An Xin's face was ruddy, and she didn't look sick at all, but she still couldn't help worrying. After all, An Xin's physical condition was really bad. Although the results of the physical examination a few days ago were much better than before, the doctor also said that , Xinxin's immunity is not very good, the body needs to be taken care of, and special attention should be paid to other aspects, otherwise it is easy to catch a cold.

"Is it really okay?" Yuan Qingyuan couldn't help but reached out and touched An Xin's forehead, feeling that the temperature was normal, he felt a little relieved.

An Xin nodded with a smile, she was still very confident in Bailang's medicine, and she went to soak in the hot spring as soon as she came back to dissipate the cold. "It's really okay, brother, I'm not a child, I'll definitely tell if I feel uncomfortable."

"Well, if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell your brother, understand?" Yuan Qingyuan felt relieved when he saw that An Xin was fine, but he would not forget the instruction.

"Yes! I will." An Xin nodded with a smile, enjoying Yuan Qingyuan's care very much, and didn't find it annoying at all, because in the ancient rich family, simply being cared for was a luxury.

From this day on, An Xin really let go a lot, at least she will no longer be so restrained at home, she will occasionally act like a baby with Yuan Hongsheng and An Nianyan, occasionally call Yuan Qingyuan to buy her delicious food, and occasionally Going out shopping with Li Haiyun is completely different from just practicing calligraphy and painting at home and making tea.

And this kind of change, the Yuan family saw it in their eyes and was happy in their hearts. An Xin really began to accept them.

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In late May, people basically changed into summer clothes, because the hot summer is coming.

Yuan Qingyuan made an appointment with Li Tuoren and Jin Xianjun to go out to play together, but thinking that An Xin was fine at home, he went out together with An Xin.

An Xin did not refuse, anyway, she rarely came out to play, especially now, Cui Siyuan and the others were busy, Dong Yongpei and the others were also busy, and Li Haiyun occasionally had her own affairs, so it was impossible to stay with her all the time. As for the new acquaintance Song Zhongji and Li Guangzhu is also busy, one is busy studying, and the other is busy participating in the selection activities of various TV stations.

In short, there is no room.

An Xin changed into white shorts, a loose T-shirt and a black suspender dress, got up and found a beige straw hat to put on, looked at herself in the mirror, picked up a silver bracelet watch, it would be better to wear some accessories on her body, put her wallet , mobile phone, handkerchief and other things in a pink shoulder bag, everything is ready, just change a pair of shoes and go out.

I found a pair of white lace-up fisherman shoes to change into, and went out to play, or flat shoes are more comfortable.

"Xinxin, let's go." Yuan Qingyuan immediately got up when he saw An Xin coming down the stairs. It was just right to go out now, and if Xinxin was there, no one would say anything even if he was late.

An Xin nodded with a smile, and left the house with Yuan Qingyuan.

When going out this time, Yuan Qingyuan specially brought a camera, in order to take pictures of his younger sister. He is the one with the most photos in their family, followed by his parents, and there are not many photos of Xinxin, so he wants to take more photos for Xinxin .

Meeting with Li Taoren and Kim Hyun Joon, An Xin met someone who surprised her, a girl who bumped into her that day and was unreasonable. Of course, that girl was also surprised when she saw An Xin.

Speaking of which, this is really no coincidence!

"Xinxin, this is my cousin, Li Yanmei, Yanmei, this is Qingyuan's younger sister, An Xin." Li Tuoren originally didn't plan to bring this cousin out, after all, this cousin is very delicate, but he thought of An Xin as a girl , It's good to have a girl, she can be with An Xin.

Although An Xin didn't plan to bring up that day's incident again, the girl named Li Yanmei in front of her obviously didn't like her, so of course she couldn't go forward to please Li Yanmei. "Hi, I'm An Xin."

"Hello, I'm Li Yanmei." Li Yanmei was also relieved to see that An Xinzhiqu didn't mention what happened that day. Although she is very favored at home, it doesn't mean that her cousin's family will also spoil her unconditionally. In addition, the Yuan family's affairs She also knows a little bit, although she doesn't know much, but the people in the family attach great importance to them, telling them over and over again not to offend the members of the Yuan family, and try to befriend the Yuan family as much as possible. The person on board was actually the eldest lady of the Yuan family.

If it wasn't because brother Xianjun was here today, she would definitely not follow him. She likes brother Xianjun, and has liked him since the first time we met. Unfortunately, she is only 16 years old now, so young for brother Xianjun Some, but she believes it's only temporary.

Looking at An Xin by Yuan Qingyuan's side, I couldn't help but feel a little jealous. Not to mention that this girl is prettier than her, she even has such good skin. Obviously, she has taken care of it since she was a child, and she has spent a lot of thought on her skin. It's good to be famous in the circle, but now, compared with An Xin, the difference is not one or two points, which really makes her feel very uncomfortable.

An Xin looked at Li Yanmei who was standing between Kim Hyun Joon and Lee Tao In, looking at that posture, she wished she hadn't seen her, and it was absolutely impossible to be happy in the future.

"Xinxin, let's go." Yuan Qingyuan didn't know anything about Chuding, so from the moment Li Yanmei came out, he could see that this girl was hostile to Xinxin, which made him very unhappy, and he made up his mind not to let her take a step closer to Xinxin. .

The reason why Li Yanmei's hostility was discovered so quickly is also related to his childhood education. In addition, since he entered university, he has officially entered the circle of adults. He not only often stays with his father to study, but also often follows his father. His mother attended some important occasions, and it was precisely because of this that he immediately discovered something wrong with Li Yanmei.

Speaking of which, if parents didn't want An Xin to live a simple and worry-free life, they would definitely let An Xin participate in it.

An Xin smiled and followed Yuan Qingyuan's side, not intending to get along with Li Yanmei at all.

A group of five people, three boys, and two girls started their day of play.

Along the way, Yuan Qingyuan's favorite thing to do was to point the camera at An Xin, and then capture An Xin's every move. With the tenderness that makes people's heartbeat and pity, as well as the noble temperament and the elegance of her gestures, she doesn't need to pose specially, just standing like that and smiling is a painting that people can't take their eyes off.

The others were completely ignored by Yuan Qingyuan, even though the girl Li Yanmei was there, but because of her initial hostility, Yuan Qingyuan had no intention of having any contact with this girl.

"Yeah, yeah, Yuan Qingyuan, can you take some photos for us too? Why don't you take photos for us?" Of course Li Tuoren also noticed the estrangement between Xinxin and Yanmei. Although he didn't get along with An Xin for a long time, he also knew that Some reassuring characters, and my cousin, not to mention spoiled and willful, is also very domineering. I must have encountered it before, otherwise it would not be like this.

Yuan Qingyuan glanced at Li Tuoren, "Shooting you? How about shooting myself?"

"Ah, you guy, I'm handsome too, okay?" Li Tuoren hooked Yuan Qingyuan's neck with some displeasure, as if he wouldn't let go until you patted me.

An Xin chuckled lightly, and said, "Brother, don't take pictures of me all the time, everyone came out together, you should also take some pictures for Brother Tuoren and the others."

"Okay, for the sake of Xinxin, I'll take a few photos for you." Yuan Qingyuan looked at the camera in his hand, he is not such a stingy person, as long as Li Yanmei doesn't provoke An Xin, he can ignore Li Yanmei.

Li Yanmei was very displeased, because Kim Hyun-joon was here, and she paid great attention to her image, so she didn't make any noise, but kept walking around Kim Hyun-joon, and it was because of this that everyone understood Li Yanmei's purpose, and the lover's family was for a certain person from the beginning. People come here!

Yuan Qingyuan originally planned to play with An Xin for a whole day, but because of Li Yanmei's relationship, he lost his mood for playing, and finally everyone dispersed after lunch.

The author has something to say: Ladies and gentlemen, I want to ask for leave.There are too many things happening recently, and I can't update normally. In addition, this article needs to be revised, please forgive me!

☆, The Emperor's Story

The Emperor's Story

When I saw An Xin for the first time, she was not as good as Ji. At that time, I was still a prince. She was special when I first saw her. Among the gorgeously dressed princesses, her dress seemed a bit plain, which is exactly In this way, she is more conspicuous, and people can see her at a glance.

My first impression of her is that she is quiet and elegant. People who see her will definitely think that she is a gentle and quiet girl, but if you look closely, you will find that there is an indescribable sense of contradiction in her body. She should be a quiet and gentle person. , but there was a kind of indifference in her eyes, as if she was just an outsider, looking at the world indifferently, as if everything in this world had nothing to do with her, and she was just a passerby.

Speaking of which, her disguise is actually perfect, at least not everyone can see the indifference in her eyes, moreover, looking at her appearance, one can tell that she is just an unfavored princess, although she looks good, she is not the most beautiful either. Naturally, not many people pay attention to her, which may be the main reason why no one has discovered her disguise.

It is precisely because of this contradiction that I have a little curiosity about her, and it is also this little curiosity. While observing her, she has gradually integrated into my life, but I did not take it to heart. At first, I thought she was not important, just an accident, an accident that let him pass the time.

Marriage is always inevitable. I need the power gained from this marriage to balance and control the major forces. Therefore, I chose An Xin among the many marriage partners. She is not favored, and the forces at hand are not enough She is easy to be controlled, and even if there is anything in the future, she will not be beyond my control. Therefore, she is very suitable to be my queen.

An Xin is not like any princess I have ever seen. Originally, I thought there were only two kinds of princesses. One is a favored innocent and kind-hearted, who cannot experience the slightest wind and rain; But she is neither, she is very contradictory, she is not protected by others, nor is she full of conspiracy and calculation, just like a person who strayed into the palace, living to live.

On the day of the wedding, I, no, I am happy, because from now on, this contradictory princess will live under my eyes and by my side.

It is normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines, but I am the emperor, and besides the empress, there are only a dozen or so women. Speaking of which, there are not many women.

An Xin is different from other women, she will not wait for me to see her every day, nor will she put all her attention on me, and will never inquire about my whereabouts, she always smiles when I go to her , I don't go to her place, she still has a smile on her face, she always smiles and does what she wants to do, practice calligraphy, painting, embroidery... and this is not what I want to see.

She is a queen, magnanimity is the basic, but I don't want her to be so magnanimous. I want to see her other side. Apart from dealing with major political affairs in my life, I need some people and things to adjust the rest of the time, so I can feel at ease. It's one of the adjustments in my life, I want to see her differently, and I want to know why she is so contradictory.

After getting along for more than half a year, I found that my feeling about An Xin was a bit abnormal, and that feeling sometimes even affected my emotions, which made me very disgusted. My father once said that I was born to be superior, and I would not fall into it like him. In the middle of the relationship, he was very relieved to hand over the country to me, so when I found that An Xin affected my emotions, I decisively distanced myself from her.

Every month I have at least half a month to go to Anxin's Fengqi Palace, even if I don't stay overnight, I will sit down or have a meal with her. After I decided to distance myself from her, I and her Something seemed to have changed between her.

Yes, she is still doing what she thinks with a smile every day, managing the huge palace and my women.

As there are more and more women in the palace, the distance between me and An Xin is getting bigger and bigger, so big that I can't easily feel An Xin's intentions, and because of this, I am very unhappy and stay less and less overnight. Fengqi Palace wanted An Xin to realize this, but she didn't expect that my behavior would bring countless schemes to her.

If she hadn't been vigilant, maybe I would wither like a flower when I saw her again. It was this incident that made me realize the importance of her, and it was this time that I realized how much I cared about her. For this reason, I dealt with it. After the person who attacked her, I started to stay in Fengqi Palace. Even if I was very busy, I would spare time to accompany An Xin. Because of my attention, the women in the palace put away their minions and dared not blatantly calculate. peace of mind.

Ten days before the Chinese New Year is An Xin's 16th birthday. This is her first birthday when she married me. It is such a peace of mind that I can no longer escape the fact I buried in my heart.

After finishing the matter, I went directly to Fengqi Palace.

When I arrived, An Xin had just come out of the shower. She was dressed in snow-colored pajamas, which made An Xin, who was usually dignified and elegant, so refined that people couldn't help but feel sorry for her when they saw her.

"Lin Defu, today is the queen's birthday, you go and prepare, I want to congratulate the queen alone."

"The slave obeys the order."

An Xin changed my clothes with a smile, and I followed her to take a bath first, and when I came out, I waved everyone away and sat with her.

I planned to have a few drinks with her, but I didn't expect that she couldn't drink, and she would get drunk after just one drink.

I didn't pay attention to this when I got married. I thought she was drunk that day, but I didn't pay attention, so I didn't realize that my queen can't drink.

Looking at An Xin's blushing little face, there is always a hint of water in her indifferent eyes, as touching as autumn water, and there is only me in these eyes, at that moment, I want to extend the time infinitely, let From then on, I was the only one in her eyes.

An Xin may have felt my protection, or maybe not. That night, she and I were the only ones together. That night, she danced a dance that I will never forget for the rest of my life. That night, I forgot that I was An emperor, simply being with her as a husband, that night, I realized what happiness is.

I have never seen such peace of mind, she can get angry, act like a baby, scold, bite, and be obedient... This kind of peace of mind makes me more fascinated, and I can't let her go, but this kind of peace of mind is like a dream , disappeared after sobering up.

I began to face up to the feeling of An Xin, and sent a lot of people to her to protect her, let these people protect her and block the danger, but even so, the distance between me and her did not get any closer, it's not that I didn't want to , but she didn't want to.

Yes, An Xin doesn't want me to approach her, nor me.

Once, I thought she was just an adjustment in my life, but she was special and could not be replaced. It was precisely this kind of thinking that I ignored her. She had a good impression of me at that time, and I felt it , but I didn't pay much attention to it. Now that I face up to my feelings for her, I find that she has withdrawn.

It's ironic, I thought I would never fall in love with anyone in my life, but I didn't expect to fall in love with a woman who no longer cares about me. Maybe I should be thankful that she is my wife and not someone else.

She is born with the same quilt, and died with the same acupuncture point. Her whole life belongs to me.

I am a person with a strong desire to control. I like the feeling that everything is in control. I don’t like and accept no one or anything out of my control. Once there is a sign of separation, I will forcibly turn everything back. If I can’t Continue to control, then there is no need to exist.

Although I love Anxin and want to give her the best, I have never thought of following her, let alone letting her go as long as she is happy. If she doesn't have me in her heart and eyes, then I will She stood by my side, let her keep looking at me and staying with me until she saw my existence in her eyes.

In this world, maybe only Anxin can make me uneasy. Since I confessed in my heart that I fell in love with her, I have been thinking about how to grasp her heart, so that she has only me in her eyes and heart.

Faced with the love for An Xin, I began to become strong, to participate in An Xin's life forcefully, to let her integrate into my life forcefully, to make her think of me all the time, and to let An Xin know my feelings in my way , although I have never said that I love her.

I want to have a child of ours. If it is a boy, it will be my only heir. If it is a girl, it will be the most honorable princess in the world. So I asked the imperial doctor to take care of my body with peace of mind, but I never thought that this Before everything could be realized, she left forever.

He was pushed down the stairs right in front of me, and he closed those eyes that were as touching as autumn waters in front of me, and never opened them again...

For the first time, I tasted the feeling of panic, the first time I tasted the feeling of heartache, the pain that nothing can suppress makes me crazy, and I will not let anyone who hurt her feel better, I Will let them all be buried for her.

This year, almost all the women in the palace were replaced. This year, many big families were uprooted. It was also this year that I lost the love in my heart, and my chest was empty, as if something was missing, peace of mind His departure made me a real emperor, and without any weaknesses, I didn't have any scruples, let go of my hands and feet and started the plan that almost stopped.

Ever since An Xin left, the Queen's position has been vacant. I never thought about letting another woman sit in this position. There can be many women, many concubines, and nobles in this palace, but there will be no more Queen. The only person by my side is An Xin. If it wasn't for her, it wouldn't matter if he stood alone on a high place.

An Xin likes to draw pictures of winter plum blossoms every year when they first bloom. She is gone, so I draw a picture of cold plum blossoms in Fengqi Palace every year when the winter plum blossoms first bloom. It’s just that there is one more girl in the painting, and then draw with her put it together.

As time goes by, I get older, and the older I get, the more I want peace of mind.I kept thinking again and again, is there an afterlife for people, and if so, can I still find peace of mind?I'm not sure, after all, it's been 40 years since An Xin left, and it's possible that she has become a new human being, or has a new life.

I began to be afraid, afraid of not meeting An Xin, afraid of missing An Xin again.

The moment I closed my eyes, I saw An Xin again, I saw An Xin dancing for me, I saw An Xin lying drunk in my arms, she was so well-behaved, so beautiful, and so charming, it was her who came Pick me up, it must be...

If there is an afterlife, I only hope to meet her as soon as possible, get acquainted, know each other, love each other, and stay together.

The author has something to say: I had some time and wanted to write an article, but God knows how unlucky I am, I actually had wisdom teeth, half of my face was swollen from the pain, I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep, the swelling has just subsided in the past two days, The whole person has no energy. This week, I may have to enter the small black room, woo woo... Anyway, it’s not that I don’t want to change it, it’s that the wisdom teeth hurt too much, and I can’t concentrate at all, so I can only read the emperor’s episode , It's a small compensation.