Honeysuckle and silver flowers are blooming everywhere [Snowflake Goddess Dragon Doujin]

(36)

"Tomorrow, it's time to eat."

A few days ago, Ouyang Mingri suffered from heatstroke.

Fortunately, a timely rain reduced the heat a lot. It rained heavily on the first day, and turned to light rain on the second day.

The rainy season is humid, fewer people go out, and fewer people go to see a doctor.Ouyang tomorrow simply hangs out the sign that he is out of business, and he doesn't bother to take medicine, he just lays down lazily every day.

Maybe it was because he was too busy a few days ago, Ouyang Feiying deeply understood his laziness, and almost never bothered him except for a few homely chats when delivering meals.

Father is no longer the former ruler who used unscrupulous means to achieve his goals, but more like a humble old servant.

"Father, my son thinks that you are different from before." Said tomorrow.

"Once upon a time?" Ouyang Feiying smiled self-deprecatingly, "Tomorrow, wasn't dad very bad in the past?"

"No way," Ming frowned, "Who did you hear that from?"

"When I entered the palace for the first time, Yuzhu and Yingying looked at me with fear in their eyes."

"You think too much..."

"Although I'm old, I'm not confused," Ouyang Feiying continued, "When I was in the mountains, I firmly believed in the past you woven for me. But when I come back here, just based on the first glance they saw me, I knew I wasn't a good person before."

"It's all over, Dad." Tomorrow comforted.

"Well, it's over." Ouyang Feiying nodded, "That's why I have to leave the palace. They will feel safe when I leave. After all, I have forgotten the past, but they haven't."

What my father said made sense.

Nodding tomorrow, he said firmly, "The child will always be by your side."

"Oh?" Ouyang Feiying patted his shoulder meaningfully, "You should be cured of your illness, right?"

Nod tomorrow.

"You have been avoiding blind dates for so long, and instead of looking for the little fairy, do you want to become a monk?"

"I..." Mingyu was speechless, and his face flushed red.

"Hahahaha!" Ouyang Feiying patted him on the shoulder vigorously, and walked away laughing.

Tomorrow suddenly found that he did not know his father.My father's memory is gone, but his wisdom remains.

However, what if there is no fate?

He and her are in two worlds, and this memory is a burden to both of them.He can see her injuries; if she clings to the past, why not him?

Forget about each other, maybe you will be happier.

So, he put away the photo album beside the bed, stuffed the sleep mask back into the bag, and tied it tightly with a rope.

Just keep it in storage for a long time.

After all, life has to go on.

(37)

The next day, Ouyang woke up very early tomorrow.

After washing and changing clothes, he opened the door and saw his father sweeping the floor in the yard.

"Get up," Ouyang Feiying said with a smile, "You are neatly dressed, are you going out?"

"The medical clinic has been closed for several days, I'll open the door." Tomorrow replied.

"Open?" Ouyang Feiying frowned, "I thought you were going to find your sweetheart."

"Sweetie?" Tomorrow was taken aback, "Have you ever said that you want to find your sweetheart?"

"You didn't listen to what my father said last night?" Ouyang Feiying shook his head and said, "If you don't go to find the little fairy, do you really want to become a monk?"

"Little fairy?"

Ouyang Feiying put down the broom, and put the back of his hand against tomorrow's forehead: "Tomorrow, you must be insane, right?"

"I..." Pressing my finger on my pulse tomorrow, I said earnestly for a moment, "Father, everything is normal, my child is not insane."

"Then do you remember what you ate yesterday?"

"remember."

"What's your sister's name?"

"Ouyang Yingying."

"Where's my brother-in-law?"

"Huangfu Renhe."

"That's weird." Ouyang Feiying stroked his beard and said suspiciously, "It's not true that you have amnesia, and it's not true that you don't have amnesia. In my opinion, you don't need to go to the doctor, you'd better go back and rest."

Tomorrow frowned, feeling baffled by what his father said.But he still obediently returned to the room. After all, practicing medicine is almost impossible--not distracting, let alone forgetful.

He sorted out the past very carefully.He is a mortal and has never seen any fairies.Apart from Shangguan Yan, he didn't think he would fall in love with other girls.

But looking at his father's expression, it didn't seem like he was lying to him, but more like he had really forgotten something.

Tomorrow, I will rummage through boxes and cabinets, looking for clues related to my daughter's home.Sure enough, he dug out a bundled bundle from the closet.Outside the bulging bag, there is a strong rope buckle, which will not loosen if you don't touch it for a few years.

He took a deep breath and slowly released the rope buckle.

There were two pieces of clothing, two animal-shaped masks, a strange hardcover book, a portrait, a few small items resembling embroidery, and a strange small box.

There are not many things, but he has no impression of them, but those knots are clearly made by him.

...what did he forget?

Tomorrow he picked up his clothes, one for men and one for women, with his name and a name "Chen Xiaobu" embroidered on it.

He opened the hardcover book, and it was full of portraits, so realistic that it was as if a real person had walked into the painting.There is him and a girl in the painting. It is a woman with a small round face and big eyes. She looks playful when she smiles, but is solemn and even serious when she is not smiling.

There is also a hand-painted portrait, which was drawn by him, and the inscription on it is also his handwriting.

He opened the strange little box, and there lay a letter addressed to him.There are no love words in the letter, but it reads sincerely.

Tomorrow hit the head hard a few times.

This is a burden full of sweet feelings. How could he forget such an important person and event? !

There was little warmth in his life.He was lonely since he was a child, and he couldn't love him.What kind of life he lived before his father lost his memory, he never wanted to recall that kind of despair.

His father lost his memory overnight, and his temperament changed from violent to kind, which made him puzzled.

What's more, in this strange baggage, there are many strange things that he can't name. He smiles so happily in the portrait, as if there were no worries in those days, and every day was happy, even...even if the letter The letter told him that there were only ten days like that.

But why can't he remember even a day? !

(38)

"Sweetheart?"

Shangguan Yan and Sima Changfeng looked at each other.

"Haven't I mentioned it to you?" Ouyang Mingri looked blank.

"No," Shangguan Yan shook her head and said, "Could it be Jing Hua? You are special to her."

"Miss Jing?" Tomorrow was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head and said, "No, it's not."

"We have always thought that you treat Miss Jing differently. Now it seems that we have misunderstood it," Sima Changfeng said, "If you really have a sweetheart, Yi Shan must know about it. It's a pity..."

Tomorrow, I bid farewell to Fengyan and went to the Gao family's old house in Shilipo.

Here he lost his only brother.

He remembered burying him with his own hands, and was depressed for days.

He still remembered that when he left the high mansion, he took a cat with him.But how the cat got here, he had no memory at all.

He still vaguely remembered saying: "No, you tried your best."

Who did their best?Who is he talking about?

"Yi Shan, what have I forgotten, can you tell me?"

It was three o'clock when I got home.

Father prepared supper and waited in the room, and warmed a pot of old wine.

"Where did you go?" Ouyang Feiying asked.

Ouyang smiled bitterly tomorrow, and said in a low voice, "Father, I have no clue."

"It's fine if you don't remember it." Ouyang Feiying poured the wine and sipped it alone, and poured another glass for tomorrow, "Maybe you two are not destined."

Tomorrow also picked up the wine glass, took a sip of the wine: "Father, you know the truth, right?"

"Father's memory is gone, I don't know how you two met," Ouyang Feiying said, "But I've met you a few times, and my appearance matches you very well."

"You call her...Little Fairy?"

"She often visits at night, and your subordinates thought she was a ghost, so they got magic tools and talismans to take her in. This girl had no choice but to show herself, and she turned out to be a fairy in white."

"There is such a thing?" Ming Ri frowned, "What happened later?"

"She disappeared after being with you for a few days. After she left, we returned to Sifang City. Have you forgotten all of this?"

Shaking his head tomorrow, he really has no impression.

He only remembered that life in Wuming Mountain was very difficult.At that time, his father and he were madly angry all day long, and even fought.But on a certain day, his father suddenly changed his temperament, all his past memories were lost, and he didn't even recognize who he was.He was worried that his father would deceive him, and after observing for many days to make sure that he had no intention of killing, he brought his father back to Sifang City.

His memory seemed to be partially erased, except for everything about the little fairy, he remembered everything else.

Ouyang Feiying patted him on the shoulder and said: "Perhaps there is a difference between human beings and immortals. It's okay to forget. You two have been separated for several months, and you have never set out to look for her. You know when you want her to go. Today I'm just saying it casually, don't take it to heart."

"Father, if... I mean if," said tomorrow hesitantly, "if your memory could be recovered, would you choose to remember it or forget it?"

"If it's a memory of evil, I'd rather not remember it," Ouyang Feiying sighed, "But no matter how bad the memory is, it's my own memory, and I don't want it at all. In short, remembering is a blessing, and forgetting is God's will. "

After his father left, tomorrow he opened the bundle again, stroking each item with his slender fingers.

If she is really a fairy, it should be easy to erase a person's memory.

However, without that short-lived happiness, only pain remains in the memory.

He was not good at conduct since he was a child, and he suffered countless hardships in learning arts and martial arts.When he learned of his life experience, he went down the mountain to look for his father, but his father hurt him, lied to him, and disappointed him time and time again.He fell in love with Shangguan Yan, but couldn't get it.He lost his only confidant, Young Master Nongyue, and his only brother Yi Shan.Everyone has found their own happiness, but he is the only one who is still in dire straits with his father, and even leaves his hometown and hides in the deep mountains and valleys.His father lost his memory, so that they could finally return to Sifang City safely, but his mother urged him to get married again, eager to spread the branches and leaves for Ouyang's family.

In his half life, he had never been really happy, and the only memory that could make him happy was ruthlessly erased.

As long as he can remember everything that happened, as long as the happy time in the past can make him smile knowingly, even if there is no chance!

Chen Xiaobu, will you forget me like this?

(39)

Tomorrow I know I was dreaming.

Because he came to a strange place.It was pitch black all around, and facing him was a transparent wall.

He touched the wall lightly with his hand, and a line of words appeared on the wall: "Do you want to completely delete the memory?"

"No." Tomorrow said firmly.

The writing on the wall slowly disappeared, and another line of writing appeared: "Please explain the reason."

Why not delete the memory?Since the two have no destiny, why hold on to the past?

Because this is his memory.Whether it is joy or pain, it is much better than living in numbness.

Tomorrow calmed down and said slowly: "A moment of warmth is enough."

The handwriting on the wall changed again: "Will you never marry for life?"

"I do not know."

"Do you want to restore memory?"

"Yes."

"Sure?"

"Sure." Tomorrow nodded firmly.

After a long time, a word appeared on the screen: "OK."

As a result, scenes of lost memories appeared in front of his eyes.

"Jing Hua died for love, hurry up and save her..."

"In Xiaqingqiu Baiqian, 14 years old this year..."

"I'm also a doctor..."

"Sorry, I am late…"

"Cats can't swim, brother..."

"We only want to be beautiful, don't regret..."

……

Opening his eyes tomorrow, he played with all the things in the baggage again.He remembered everything, he remembered everything!

"Little monster..." Tomorrow hugged the package tightly in his arms.

Even if you don't have a chance, you should leave some good memories.

Memories are sweet burdens.After experiencing loss, I suddenly understand that besides the burden, there is also sweetness!