Honeysuckle and silver flowers are blooming everywhere [Snowflake Goddess Dragon Doujin]

Just like that, Jing Hua started a new round of sitting and waiting to die.What is different from the past is that this time there is really only sitting, eating, and waiting to die.Because the back of the head was injured, she could only sleep on her side. If she wanted to turn over, she had to sit up first, turn to another direction, and lie down again.If you accidentally turn your face to the sky, the scorching pain won't stop for half an hour.Coupled with the blindness of both eyes, it is very inconvenient to eat and move, and it is even impossible to paint.

Although Ouyang promised to restore her eyesight within half a month, but now four or five days have passed, Jing Hua's eyes are still dark.Even a little bit of light is okay?No, nothing.

Even a genius doctor, there are some diseases that cannot be cured.For example, Ouyang Mingri's natural cartilage, or...Jing Hua's cerebral hemorrhage.

If it continues like this, then the matter of opening an art gallery will be out of the question.

Therefore, this new round of sitting and waiting to die will bring not only inconvenience in movement, but also the disillusionment of ideals in life.However, according to her unlucky rhythm and efficiency, Jing Hua was already very grateful that she didn't get hurt to six plus seven.

She always gets the most dramatic blow of life when she just sees the hope of life and tastes a little sweetness of life.

In the third year of junior high school, she wanted to study fine arts because of poor grades, so she secretly signed up at the school.After studying for more than a month, the teacher praised her painting talent very much, saying that as long as she practiced well, it would be no problem to get into a key high school.Unexpectedly, the parents found the teacher at the school and forcibly crossed out her name.So in the first year, Jing Hua did not pass the high school entrance examination.

In the year she was repeated in the same grade, Jing Hua said that she had to major in fine arts, and she also had to learn meticulous painting.Her parents gave her another serious blow, and secretly asked the teacher to change her into an oil painting.So she became the only art student in the class who hated oil painting but learned oil painting.

After entering high school, Jing Hua was lucky enough to meet the best meticulous painting teacher in the school by chance, and with the help of the teacher, she successfully transferred to the major of meticulous painting.However, this teacher did not know how to mount a frame. In order to learn a full set of skills, she found the best framer in Kaifeng with the help of a meticulous painting teacher and learned a good craft.Just when her professional level was gradually rising, due to the delay of cultural courses, Jing Hua only got into the art design major of an ordinary university.

After graduation, Jing Hua, who couldn't even afford to be an art teacher, had to take the civil service exam because her major was non-teaching and there was no teacher certificate to issue.Everyone knows the hit rate of civil servants, so she started to take the teacher qualification certificate again.The difference was two points in the first year, and one point in the second year. In the third year, the provincial teacher certification examination in Henan Province was reformed into a national joint examination.

In the past few years of taking the exam, because she didn't want to worry about her old age, Jing Hua had to constantly shuttle between various talent markets.Although you can't find a good job after graduating from an ordinary bachelor's degree, there are still jobs at the lower middle level that won't starve you to death on the street.For example, if you go to a construction company to help others draw blueprints, although the things you have worked so hard to draw are the intellectual property rights of others, if there is a near miss, you will be blamed, but at least it is a job isn't it?What's more, Jing Hua has been working there for more than a year, and she hasn't received any important design tasks other than helping people paint toilets.So, I am very lucky to have such a job.

However, she still lost such a job.The reason is that the company routinely lays off employees, and the employees who create the least benefits for the company will be laid off, and she who painted the toilet has become the most useless one.Obviously it's the task you assigned to me?Jing Hua looked innocent.However, after scanning the eyes of her colleagues back and forth, she suddenly understood.

It turns out that the company has to conduct such layoffs once a year, and the most useless employees will be laid off.But none of her colleagues told her that, because no one wanted to be laid off.The best way is for everyone to unanimously elect someone who has been taken advantage of behind the scenes, and then do their best to take care of her, making her the employee with the least value and the best chance of being fired.

The survival pressure of modern people is huge. Whether stepping on or being stepped on, it only revolves around one thing: survival.

Without work, there is no money, without money, there is no food, without food, there is no way of life, and if there is no way of life, who will care about conscience, dignity, and how much money is worth?

And her boyfriend who had been dating for three years also successfully obtained the certificate with her best friend Bai Fumei at this time, and lived a happy life ever since.

Know the etiquette from the warehouse, and know the honor and disgrace if you have enough food and clothing.It seems to be true that the economic base determines the superstructure.However, Jing Hua's heart is full of unwillingness.Why is it always me who is unlucky?

Jing Hua's bad luck has always been particularly good.Especially on the day of October 10th, its power has reached the peak of perfection.

On Wednesday, October 10th, Jing Hua was kicked out by the company, and obediently moved the personal belongings left in the company back home.Immediately afterwards, I received a breakup call from my boyfriend and learned that this man had obtained a certificate with his best friend.Then, a friend called her to invite her to attend the wedding and be her bridesmaid. Jing Hua, who was furious, said, "If I don't go, whoever loves me will go!" and hung up the phone.

It was really uncomfortable to stay at home angrily, so I rode a mountain bike and was about to go out for a walk, but accidentally bumped into an old lady who was returning from grocery shopping at the corner.The old lady sat on the grass and refused to get up, and pulled Jing Hua's sleeve to pay for the medical expenses. Jing Hua's head became hot, she took out her wallet and gave the other party all the last month's salary, then her face raised and her hair fell. Shake it off, and walk away chicly.Before taking two steps, I began to regret: I have no money to eat!Even if you leave 200 yuan, it will do!Looking back, the old lady had disappeared. It seemed that although the old man was hit on the grass, his legs and feet were still light enough.

Forget it, anyway, so many unlucky things have happened, and I can't eat anything, anyway, I just came out to relax.Jing Hua comforted herself in this way, then stepped on the small white mountain bike again, and shuttled through the busy traffic of the city.

What should a big city do?

Jing Hua often feels at a loss for the rules of this world.Many times we need to compromise with life, but more often than not, things will end well if you do not compromise.So, should we compromise or not?

For example, obeying the traffic rules will keep you safe most of the time, but occasionally you will run into one or two red lights.Therefore, just complying with it cannot protect yourself, and you have to look at it from multiple angles to evaluate it.

Jing Hua didn't have that much thought.At this moment, she just wants to take a good rest in the city, see if she can return home empty-handed with a slightly better state of mind than now to accept the reality, and then see if she can sleep with a better state of mind Continue to go to the talent market tomorrow.

So, when the truck that ran the red light hit Jing Hua who was going through the green light, there was a "bang", looking at the bicycle that was still spinning a few meters away, and myself, who was in pain all over as if he had fallen apart. For a moment, Jing Hua suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

Her tragic life is finally over.

However, Jing Hua still thinks too simply.Although the bad luck in the past life has ended, the current life has just begun.Especially when she saw Lady Jinhua's old face in the mirror, she knew that her bad luck not only followed her everywhere, but also escalated smoothly.

Who is Lady Jinhua?It is estimated that people who do not watch TV series carefully will not remember such a No. [-] character at all!Forget it, forget it, anyway, she is a dispensable soy sauce party in the plot, why not get out as soon as possible and find a place where no one knows her and start her farming life.From then on, there will be no more golden flower ladies in the world, and it is not impossible.

But at this moment, Jing Hua's eyes went blind.

Hehe, how can you say "hehe"?

Jing Hua groped her way to the window, she was warmed by the sun.She stretched out her hands, shaking them in front of her eyes.After shaking for a while, I felt that my arms were sore, so I stopped this meaningless temptation.

These days, she's been trying to be blind.Helen Keller, who could neither see nor hear, learned to speak and became a well-known writer.And her, Jing Hua, except for her broken eyes, all other parts are easy to use, so it shouldn't be a problem to be a qualified blind person after careful practice, right?

She found that blind people are very sensitive to numbers and sounds.How many steps to the window, how many steps to the door, how many steps from the door of the room to the toilet, she can remember clearly.After four or five days, even if there is no one around, she can freely shuttle between the room and the toilet.As long as someone entered the backyard, she could hear the wind and grass.The most basic judgment can be made on the opponent's gender, orientation, general body shape, and whether he has martial arts or not.In addition, her skin feels more developed than before. As long as it is not cloudy and rainy, the approximate time can be judged based on the temperature of the sun shining on the body.

Therefore, although the eyes are temporarily disabled, the other parts work very well.Adapting to the dark life is not as difficult as imagined.

She didn't want to tell herself to "be strong" or something.Because accepting the heavy blows of life, and standing up from the heavy blows, is never something that can be summed up in one sentence.

For example, if a well-behaved person suddenly becomes blind, as long as she is alive, as long as she intends to continue living, she must adapt to a life without color and image.It's not that you can see the sun again by washing your face with tears, let alone being optimistic and strengthening your eyesight.

Since you can no longer live like you used to, you can continue to live in another way.As long as you live, you must accept reality and gradually improve it through adaptation.

What do you want and don't want?The word hope is too subjective.

What is strong and not strong?The word strong is too hypocritical.

If you don't have the courage to die, live on.Anyway, there are not many disabled people in this world, and there are not many disabled people. Others can live like crazy, so why can't Jing Hua?

Adapting to the status quo and smiling at life is not a state, but a kind of ability.

There was a sound of a wheelchair rolling in her ears, and she knew that Ouyang Mingri was coming.

"Miss Jing, does your head still hurt today?" Ouyang asked tomorrow.

Jing Hua shook her head.A golden thread wrapped around her wrist in an instant, and quickly retracted after a while.

"Your trauma is almost healed, Yi Shan and I are going to Sifang City, girl, will you go with us?" Ouyang asked tomorrow.

"Do I have any other options?" Jing Hua asked.To be honest, she didn't want to go to Sifang City. As for the reason, maybe she didn't want to be involved in the plot.

"If the girl doesn't want to go, we will have to stay here." Ouyang Mingri's tone could not hide his disappointment.

"Then didn't I hold you back?" Jing Hua felt a little uneasy.

"It doesn't matter, I will never force others to do what I want." Ouyang said tomorrow.

Jing Hua was silent.To go, or not to go?

If you go, you have to endure the bloody plot in the original drama.If you don't go, Jing Hua really can't bear it because Ouyang Mingri is so eager to return home.

Ouyang wants to go to Sifang City tomorrow to meet his disappointing father. Whenever he feels irritable, he can't help but play the song "Lonely Lantern Carrying Single Sword, Stormy Wind, Stormy Rain" which is both sad and a bit of Electra complex.In the original play, Ouyang went straight to Sifang City after dealing with Shi Dongsheng's matter tomorrow, and now he has been here for several days to heal her eyes. Although he didn't say anything, he must have been so anxious that he was about to explode hair.

Now that Ouyang Mingri has already said that he is going to Sifang City, if Jing Hua still insists on staying here, Ouyang Mingri must be unable to avoid all kinds of bright and sad.Thinking of this, Jing Hua felt that the idea of ​​staying here was very selfish, like a stepmother who broke up the relationship between father and son.

"How can I get along like this?" Jing Hua asked.

"Hold on to the back of my chair with your hand and walk slowly. This place is not far from Sifang City. Even if you slow down, you can reach it before dark." Ouyang Mingri said.

"Alright then, I'll go."

After struggling for a long time, he finally agreed.