Honeysuckle and silver flowers are blooming everywhere [Snowflake Goddess Dragon Doujin]

"My lord, Miss Jinhua has arrived."

Nongyue stopped the piano in her hand, lightly pressed her fingers on the surface of the piano, and ordered, "Take her to the hall for tea."

Jing Hua followed Xing'er to the hall and sat down, and Xing'er brought tea to Jing Hua.

"Miss, please have some tea." Xing'er said respectfully.

"Thank you." Jing Hua took a sip from the teacup, the tea was fragrant, but Jing Hua's mouth was astringent and bitter, and she couldn't taste it.She sighed and put the teacup lightly on the table.

"Why don't you use it?" Xing'er asked.

Jing Hua shook her head.Xing'er retreated with her body.

Jing Hua doesn't have the heart to drink tea.In one day, she experienced the most romantic proposal and the saddest parting.Just like that, she suddenly knew the destiny, and she didn't want to admit it ten thousand times in her heart.

Shangguan Yan has a grudge against Ban Tianyue, Sima Changfeng has a grudge against Ban Tianyue, Nong Yue has a grudge against Ban Tianyue, and she, Jing Hua, has something to do with Ban Tianyue?She was just implicated again and again because of her status as the golden flower lady.

She once wanted to live as the Golden Flower Lady, loving what she loved and hating what she hated, but she and the Golden Flower Lady were two completely different people after all.Apart from sympathy, I really don't have much affection for her.

But now, she wants to truly become the Golden Flower Lady, avenge her sisters, and fight for her freedom.But she wasn't sure about it.

"Miss Miaoyin," Nongyue came over, waving her fan, and said with a smile, "Long time no see."

Jing Hua stood up, looked up at Nongyue, nodded her head and said, "En."

Nong Yue took a good look, lifted Jing Hua's chin with the tip of her fan, and said frivolously, "Your appearance is really pretty!"

Jing Hua replied dumbly: "Yeah."

Nong Yue raised her eyebrows boredly, and asked, "My lady came late at night, I don't know why?"

"I'm here to work with you."

"Cooperation? Cooperation for what?"

"Whatever you plan, I will cooperate with you."

"Oh?" Nong Yue rolled his eyes, shook his fan and said, "Do you really want to help me?"

"Help me, and help myself."

Nongyue put away her folding fan with a smile, and stroked Jing Hua's cheek with her slender fingers: "Your martial arts are mediocre, but your tricks are poor, but is this beauty..."

Nongyue's fingers touched Jing Hua's cheek, and her smile suddenly stopped.He frowned, raised the back of his hand and pressed it against Jing Hua's forehead.

"Are you injured or sick, why did you burn like this?!"

Jing Hua's eyes were reddened by this sudden concern, she bit her lip to keep herself from crying, her body trembled slightly.

"Is it the onset of toxicity?" Nongyue took out a vial from her bosom, took out a pill and handed it to Jing Hua, "This is the antidote, you can take it."

Jing Hua's psychological defense that she had endured all the way finally collapsed, and she burst into tears.

Nongyue frowned, shook his head, put away the antidote, and said, "You stay here today, and we can discuss the matter in the long run, how about it?"

Jing Hua didn't hear it at all, she just stood there and collapsed on her own.She was so dazzled by crying that she couldn't even see Nong Yue's figure clearly.

"You... Hi," Nongyue sighed, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "You have suffered."

The more Jing Hua cried, the more sad she became.She can't talk about her despair in this world.She couldn't even talk about her own incompetence.

If she had Wu Zetian's wisdom and courage, maybe she would know what to do.But she is neither Wu Zetian nor a strong woman, she can't imagine how to deal with this matter if she is changed to the queen.She had no clue, no way to start.

Since she came to this world, whether she was forced to escape or take the initiative to attack, it is of no help to reality.Her actions are always in a vicious cycle of "preparing...to be destroyed!...to be prepared...to be destroyed!", even if Sai Huatuo saves her every time, it will be of no avail.

She's just a piece of shit.

Jing Hua's feet softened and she squatted down, feeling dizzy.Tears were still dripping down, but she didn't even have the strength to cry out.

The moon's eye circles are red.He bit his lip, hugged Jing Hua with a snort, and walked towards the ice room.Jing Hua's body trembled with the sound of her own heartbeat, she didn't know whether she was alive or dead at this moment.

Jing Hua's consciousness gradually became blurred, and she finally passed out.

Nongyue put Jing Hua on the ice bed, turned around and walked towards the rearing room deep in the ice room.

Xing'er was feeding the ice silkworms and poisonous insects in the hut, when she saw Young Master Yue Yue coming, she saluted and said, "Young Master."

"Yeah." Nong Yue went straight to the farthest corner of the room, picked up the snow-white worm, put it in the palm of his hand, turned and left.

"My lord!" Xing'er exclaimed, "This is the last millennium ice silkworm. Please think twice, my lord!"

Nongyue stared at Xing'er's face coldly, and squeezed out a word between her teeth: "Get lost."

Xing'er's face turned pale, and she lowered her head tearfully.

"Get lost." Nongyue repeated.

Xing'er shed tears, bowed her head and turned to leave.

Nongyue took out the teacup, put the ice silkworm into the cup, poured warm wine to dissolve, and served it to Jing Hua.Jing Hua felt cold all over her body, and after a short while, most of the high fever had gone away.

Nongyue stretched out her hands to straighten Jing Hua's messy hair, and when she saw Jing Hua's tears, she gently stroked the corners of her eyes to wipe them away.

"I know you feel wronged, but this is the end of the matter, you should think about everything, don't make yourself too hard."

After Nongyue finished speaking, she sighed self-deprecatingly, and said with a wry smile, "Actually, why am I... I have no choice..."

Jing Hua heard the voice, opened her eyes slowly, and found that Nongyue was sitting by the bed and looking at her.

"How do you feel?" Nongyue asked.

Jing Hua sat up with difficulty, staring blankly at Nongyue.A month ago, they were chatting and laughing in the desert; within a month, so many accidents happened.She used to miss him quietly at night, but now that she saw him again, she didn't feel the joy of reunion, and she didn't even know what to say.

Nongyue gently pulled Jing Hua into her arms, and said softly, "You have suffered, it's my fault."

Jing Hua is like a good little cat, lying on Nongyue's chest like this, and falls asleep again.

Jing Hua came to look for Abu again in her dream, but unexpectedly she came to the hospital ward.

Abu was sitting on the hospital bed reading a book, his whole body was pale and thinned a lot.Seeing Jing Hua, she smiled weakly and greeted: "Beauty, please sit down."

Jing Hua nodded and asked, "Do you drink water?"

Abu shook his head and said with a smile, "You are really a good person."

"It's a pity that good people don't live long."

"Maybe."

"Why is my fate always so tragic? Why have I never succeeded in doing things?" Jing Hua asked.

"No," Abu put the bookmark into the pages of the book, closed the book, and said to Jing Hua very seriously, "It's not because of fate that you got here, but because of strength."

"strength?"

"That's right," Abu explained, "In terms of martial arts, you are inferior to Shangguan Yan; in terms of knowledge, you are inferior to Sai Huatuo; in terms of scheming, you are inferior to Nongyue; in terms of courage, you are inferior to Baitong; in terms of ruthlessness, you are even worse." It's less than one-tenth of Ban Tianyue's. Nongyue is so clever that she ended up being cannon fodder, even if I give you a Phoenix Blood Sword, can you kill Ban Tianyue?"

After hearing this, Jing Hua fell into deep thought, and felt that what Abu said was indeed reasonable.

"This is a troubled world. Only the strong can survive. Even if you go back to the peaceful age, the strong can still be able to handle it with ease. When you lose confidence in the life you don't want, think back to the time when you should work hard to become stronger. What were you doing all the time?"

"I understand," Jing Hua said, "I should have chosen to fight back instead of trying to escape."

"It's good to understand now," Abu raised his eyebrows with a smile, and said, "Even if your aptitude is mediocre and your martial arts is not high, you still have strengths. Face up to difficulties in everything, don't take chances and passively take on challenges."

"Yeah," Jing Hua nodded thoughtfully, and asked, "Are you alright?"

"It's okay, I also encountered difficulties," Abu smiled and said with self-deprecation, "Look, I'm not a superman either."

"But you'll be fine."

"You too."

Jing Hua opened her eyes and found herself lying on the bed in the room.The room was not lit, and through the moonlight, Jing Hua recognized the person sitting by the bed as Nong Yue.

Nongyue smiled frivolously and said, "Yo, I'm awake."

Jing Hua sat up, Nongyue stretched out her hand to support her, and nodded in relief, "That's right, I'm much stronger than yesterday."

Jing Hua also felt much better than before.Just...yesterday?She slept all day and all night?

"What's wrong with me?" Jing Hua asked.

"You almost died," Nongyue said, "but I pulled you back."

"Thank you……"

"Thank you?" Nongyue smiled slyly and asked, "Why are you thanking Fa?"

Jing Hua thought and thought, staring blankly at Nongyue.

Nongyue tapped the palm of her hand with the handle of her fan, shook her head helplessly and said, "Hey, the golden flower of honeysuckle, why are you so confused?"

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"Can't you promise with your body?"

"..."

"Or at least throw yourself in the arms once."

Jing Hua's face turned red up to the ears.Nongyue chuckled, gently pinched Jing Hua's face, and said, "Your little face is finally a little bloody."

This sudden intimacy made Jing Hua bow her head in shame.Just a few days ago, she and Yi Shan were looking forward to a lifetime, but now facing Nongyue, she has no power to resist.Is she fickle, or has she never loved Yi Shan at all?Then what is her marriage with Yi Shan?

Jing Hua felt that she was simply the most heartless person in the world.

Seeing that Jing Hua didn't say a word, Nong Yue tapped Jing Hua's head with the tip of her fan: "What are you thinking about!"

Jing Hua shook her head.

"I heard that you almost got married. Is the groom as handsome as me?"

Jing Hua shook her head.

"Since that's the case, you didn't get married anyway," Nongyue leaned into Jing Hua's ear and said with a sigh, "Why don't you...follow me?"

Jing Hua vigorously shook her head.Nong Yue laughed until her waist was bent.

"Just rest, I'm going out for a while, you should take care of your health quickly, and plan big things with me."

Jing Hua finally nodded.Nongyue whispered some instructions to Dong'er and Qiu'er, and then left.

Jing Hua came to the mirror and looked at herself in the mirror.This face is his own face, but his identity is not his own.

She is the golden flower lady.She has always been the golden flower lady.She can only be the Golden Flower Lady.

No, not right.She is not the golden flower lady, she is herself.She is just living in the body of Lady Jinhua, fighting for her own freedom.

Thinking of this, Jing Hua picked up the comb and combed a neat and neat ponytail.She is herself, she keeps telling herself, she is herself.

She is going to fight for herself.