Honeysuckle and silver flowers are blooming everywhere [Snowflake Goddess Dragon Doujin]
Chapter 45 2 Difficult Choices
As if all visual senses were deprived in an instant, Jing Hua's dreams suddenly lost images and colors.For several days, there was darkness in the dream and outside the dream.
Jing Hua opened her eyes and sighed.Her life is really a failure, everywhere.
Even the author, Chen Xiaobu, never jumped out to explain half a point.
Gao Yishan pushed the door open carefully and came in, changing her dressing without saying a word.The soft cloth soaked in the potion touched her burned skin, hard as pine bark.
"Just tell me if it hurts." Gao Yishan said that every time.
Jing Hua never complained of pain.Compared with the hopeless despair, the pain can only make her feel that she is still alive.
Yes, she is grateful that she is still alive, grateful to Ouyang Mingri and Gao Yishan for saving her again, grateful to her for finally recognizing the reality and finding the goal of living.
She was going to kill Ban Tianyue.She wants to destroy the Shenyue Sect.She must make good use of her identity as a killer and martial arts to completely get rid of the tragic fate of Lady Jinhua.She wants to live, she wants to punish evil and promote good, and she wants to let herself leave Sifang City alive with full confidence.
She wanted to avenge Ling Yunyan, and then live a wonderful life with the beautiful memories of Lady Jinhua.She no longer stayed out of the matter, she began to gradually understand that the identity of Lady Jinhua cannot be erased in this life, and she no longer wants to erase it, because Lady Jinhua and her share the same disease.
"Miss Jing, I..." Gao Yishan said suddenly, "I will be responsible for you!"
"What are you responsible for?" Jing Hua didn't know what to do.
"I... I touched the girl's body, I will definitely take good care of you for the rest of my life!"
Oh good man.Jing Hua chuckled and comforted him: "It's not a big deal, you're here to save people, so you don't have to be responsible."
Unexpectedly, Gao Yishan's voice was discouraged all of a sudden: "That's right, how can Yi Shan be worthy of such a good girl..."
Good girl?Jing Hua smiled wryly: "How can I look like a good girl?"
"Of course you are a good girl! Kind, good tempered..."
"Kind, easy to deceive. Good temper, easy to bully."
Yi Shan was at a loss for words for a while, so he stopped there.After a long time, she said word by word: "No, you are the best girl. No matter what happened in the past, from now on, I will not let you suffer any more grievances."
Yi Shan packed up the medicine bottle and left the room silently.
Without warning, Ouyang Mingri's voice suddenly sounded outside the door.
"Would you rather not?" he asked.
"Please come in." Jing Hua said.
Ouyang Mingri pushed the door softly and entered.
"Yi Shan... he is very worried about you."
"He is a good man." Jing Hua said.
"If there is an opportunity for you to get rid of everything in the past and become your true self, would you take it?" Ouyang asked tomorrow.
"How to grasp it?"
"Marry him and be his wife."
"Marry him and let him take care of me who can't even take care of myself?" Jing Hua smiled wryly, "It's so unfair to him."
"Miss Jing, you are proud and arrogant, but you don't understand that sincerity is hard to find." Ouyang Mingri said with a sigh.
This sentence again.It's hard to find sincerity, why doesn't she know the value of sincerity.How many feelings have been let down, even a little bit of care will cause ripples in her heart.
But she has already accepted the identity of Lady Jinhua, and she is determined to take revenge.For Su Yuan, for Su Xiong, for Qiu Laosan, for Ling Yunyan and Duan's family, and for her blind eyes and scars all over her body, she has decided to take revenge.
That being the case, how can the love of children keep her?
Ouyang Mingri's voice was sad: "Perhaps, I offended the girl a little bit. I just... feel sorry for my brother."
"Don't forget, I am Lady Jinhua." Jing Hua said.
"No, you are not." Ouyang Mingri said firmly, "Miss Jinhua died in that fire. You are Jing Hua, Jing Ke's Jing, Bai Hua's birch, not Honeysuckle's Jinhua."
……Is it?Jing Hua was at a loss.
After a moment of silence, Ouyang Mingri continued: "I will help you heal your eyes, your skin will be as smooth as before, and your appearance will be restored to the appearance in the portrait. In short, you will be reborn, and I will help you You, I have no intention of making things difficult for others, I just hope that there will be one less sad person in this world... Maybe, I am a little unreasonable, don't blame me, girl."
After Ouyang said it tomorrow, he pushed the wheel and walked away alone.
Jing Hua didn't know what she was thinking.She didn't want to hurt Gao Yishan, she didn't want to owe Ouyang tomorrow's favor, and she didn't want to give up revenge.
Why, why is danger and hatred always coming to her when she needs love the most?Why, when she finally picked up the hatred, someone wants to take her away with emotion?
Jing Hua let out a long sigh.
Why does everything happen just at the right moment?
Since the day of crossing, Jing Hua has always regarded herself as a modern person, unable to accept the world in front of her.However, the previous life has truly passed away.Now, she is in the martial arts world of "Snowflake Goddess Dragon".She is the golden flower lady, and she is a killer.
This is not a peaceful era, nor is the world a stable world.The lesson of blood made her understand that love, hatred, love and hatred are the things that should exist in this time and space of swords, lights and swords.
Today, she finally admitted it.
Gao Yishan likes Miss Jinhua, Jing Hua has always known.Not only did she know, Ouyang Mingri had also hinted at her many times.In the past, she refused to accept the fact that she was the Golden Flower lady, and she wanted to draw a line with her current identity. Now that she has accepted her fate, what can she do?
Not to mention that the fire burned her seriously, marrying Gao Yishan would only bring him endless troubles.If one day she really stood up again, it would be hard to let go of her revenge.Even if she can't avenge her, will Shenyue Church let her go?Will Ban Tianyue let her go?There is no way to live a stable life.
No matter what you choose, it is a dead end.It is better to implicate others in death than to die yourself.At the very least, clean and worthy.
Jing Hua does not want to marry Gao Yishan.It's not because she doesn't love her, but because she simply doesn't have the ability to judge love.In the endless entanglements and escapes, Jing Hua has already lost the power to love and be loved.For a person who doesn't even love himself, how can he bring happiness to others for a lifetime.
She already owed Ouyang Mingri and Gao Yishan several lives, and she had no way of repaying or explaining to her.
Just thinking about it in such embarrassment, I lay there for more than three hours.
It's time to change the dressing again.Gao Yishan didn't speak until the dressing change was over.
"I'm sorry." Jing Hua said.
"No," Gao Yishan said calmly, "Yishan knows he's not good enough for a girl..."
"That's not the case," Jing Hua interrupted him, and said word by word, "Gao Yishan, you remember—if anyone dares to say that you are not good, you will let him find a piece of tofu and kill him!"
"Tofu?"
"Find a fritter and strangle yourself to death!"
"Fried dough sticks?"
"Or drown her in the instant noodles of ghosts. In short, I mean, you are good everywhere, you are really good, it's me, it's me who doesn't deserve you. Anyway, please You remember what I just said."
"Miss Jing, I remember. But... what are instant noodles?"
"Just remember it."
"Okay then, girl, have a good rest..." Gao Yishan packed up the medicine bottle, got up and left Jing Hua's room.
Not long after Yi Shan left, the familiar sound of wheels reappeared.Ouyang knocked on the door tomorrow, waiting for her to say please come in.
Jing Hua sighed, and could only say, "Come in."
Ouyang pushed the door open tomorrow, thinking and thinking, not knowing how to speak.
He thought that she should have known his intentions long ago.He wanted to hear an answer, and he didn't want to hear an answer.I just said during the day that I would not force others to do things to me, but now I come again, what is the matter?
After thinking about it again and again, I had to remain silent.He even regretted his arrival a little.
"Speak." Jing Hua said.
Ouyang Mingri felt a little guilty, and said in a low voice, "I... didn't come here to be a lobbyist."
"Yes." Jing Hua said.
"Everything you say here tomorrow has nothing to do with Yi Shan!"
"I know," Jing Hua said, "I'm sorry...I owe you all..."
"Don't say such things," Ouyang Mingri sighed, and said, "Actually, I don't know that emotional matters cannot be forced... I just hope you can figure it out, Yi Shan... is really good."
"I don't know what to say," Jing Hua sighed, "I want to repay your kindness, but I'm always a trouble..."
"Girl, you are not troublesome." Ouyang said tomorrow.
"But……"
"Don't think too much. Tomorrow will not be difficult for someone to force you to do. You just need to think carefully." Ouyang said tomorrow, "I will take my leave."
Don't think too much...don't think too much...
——These words suddenly sound familiar.
"Chen Xiaobu, where are you? What should I do, you tell me..." Jing Hua called the author's name in the dark, but she didn't answer, but her eyes gradually lit up.
"You, the Golden Flower Lady?"
Jing Hua opened her eyes and sighed.Her life is really a failure, everywhere.
Even the author, Chen Xiaobu, never jumped out to explain half a point.
Gao Yishan pushed the door open carefully and came in, changing her dressing without saying a word.The soft cloth soaked in the potion touched her burned skin, hard as pine bark.
"Just tell me if it hurts." Gao Yishan said that every time.
Jing Hua never complained of pain.Compared with the hopeless despair, the pain can only make her feel that she is still alive.
Yes, she is grateful that she is still alive, grateful to Ouyang Mingri and Gao Yishan for saving her again, grateful to her for finally recognizing the reality and finding the goal of living.
She was going to kill Ban Tianyue.She wants to destroy the Shenyue Sect.She must make good use of her identity as a killer and martial arts to completely get rid of the tragic fate of Lady Jinhua.She wants to live, she wants to punish evil and promote good, and she wants to let herself leave Sifang City alive with full confidence.
She wanted to avenge Ling Yunyan, and then live a wonderful life with the beautiful memories of Lady Jinhua.She no longer stayed out of the matter, she began to gradually understand that the identity of Lady Jinhua cannot be erased in this life, and she no longer wants to erase it, because Lady Jinhua and her share the same disease.
"Miss Jing, I..." Gao Yishan said suddenly, "I will be responsible for you!"
"What are you responsible for?" Jing Hua didn't know what to do.
"I... I touched the girl's body, I will definitely take good care of you for the rest of my life!"
Oh good man.Jing Hua chuckled and comforted him: "It's not a big deal, you're here to save people, so you don't have to be responsible."
Unexpectedly, Gao Yishan's voice was discouraged all of a sudden: "That's right, how can Yi Shan be worthy of such a good girl..."
Good girl?Jing Hua smiled wryly: "How can I look like a good girl?"
"Of course you are a good girl! Kind, good tempered..."
"Kind, easy to deceive. Good temper, easy to bully."
Yi Shan was at a loss for words for a while, so he stopped there.After a long time, she said word by word: "No, you are the best girl. No matter what happened in the past, from now on, I will not let you suffer any more grievances."
Yi Shan packed up the medicine bottle and left the room silently.
Without warning, Ouyang Mingri's voice suddenly sounded outside the door.
"Would you rather not?" he asked.
"Please come in." Jing Hua said.
Ouyang Mingri pushed the door softly and entered.
"Yi Shan... he is very worried about you."
"He is a good man." Jing Hua said.
"If there is an opportunity for you to get rid of everything in the past and become your true self, would you take it?" Ouyang asked tomorrow.
"How to grasp it?"
"Marry him and be his wife."
"Marry him and let him take care of me who can't even take care of myself?" Jing Hua smiled wryly, "It's so unfair to him."
"Miss Jing, you are proud and arrogant, but you don't understand that sincerity is hard to find." Ouyang Mingri said with a sigh.
This sentence again.It's hard to find sincerity, why doesn't she know the value of sincerity.How many feelings have been let down, even a little bit of care will cause ripples in her heart.
But she has already accepted the identity of Lady Jinhua, and she is determined to take revenge.For Su Yuan, for Su Xiong, for Qiu Laosan, for Ling Yunyan and Duan's family, and for her blind eyes and scars all over her body, she has decided to take revenge.
That being the case, how can the love of children keep her?
Ouyang Mingri's voice was sad: "Perhaps, I offended the girl a little bit. I just... feel sorry for my brother."
"Don't forget, I am Lady Jinhua." Jing Hua said.
"No, you are not." Ouyang Mingri said firmly, "Miss Jinhua died in that fire. You are Jing Hua, Jing Ke's Jing, Bai Hua's birch, not Honeysuckle's Jinhua."
……Is it?Jing Hua was at a loss.
After a moment of silence, Ouyang Mingri continued: "I will help you heal your eyes, your skin will be as smooth as before, and your appearance will be restored to the appearance in the portrait. In short, you will be reborn, and I will help you You, I have no intention of making things difficult for others, I just hope that there will be one less sad person in this world... Maybe, I am a little unreasonable, don't blame me, girl."
After Ouyang said it tomorrow, he pushed the wheel and walked away alone.
Jing Hua didn't know what she was thinking.She didn't want to hurt Gao Yishan, she didn't want to owe Ouyang tomorrow's favor, and she didn't want to give up revenge.
Why, why is danger and hatred always coming to her when she needs love the most?Why, when she finally picked up the hatred, someone wants to take her away with emotion?
Jing Hua let out a long sigh.
Why does everything happen just at the right moment?
Since the day of crossing, Jing Hua has always regarded herself as a modern person, unable to accept the world in front of her.However, the previous life has truly passed away.Now, she is in the martial arts world of "Snowflake Goddess Dragon".She is the golden flower lady, and she is a killer.
This is not a peaceful era, nor is the world a stable world.The lesson of blood made her understand that love, hatred, love and hatred are the things that should exist in this time and space of swords, lights and swords.
Today, she finally admitted it.
Gao Yishan likes Miss Jinhua, Jing Hua has always known.Not only did she know, Ouyang Mingri had also hinted at her many times.In the past, she refused to accept the fact that she was the Golden Flower lady, and she wanted to draw a line with her current identity. Now that she has accepted her fate, what can she do?
Not to mention that the fire burned her seriously, marrying Gao Yishan would only bring him endless troubles.If one day she really stood up again, it would be hard to let go of her revenge.Even if she can't avenge her, will Shenyue Church let her go?Will Ban Tianyue let her go?There is no way to live a stable life.
No matter what you choose, it is a dead end.It is better to implicate others in death than to die yourself.At the very least, clean and worthy.
Jing Hua does not want to marry Gao Yishan.It's not because she doesn't love her, but because she simply doesn't have the ability to judge love.In the endless entanglements and escapes, Jing Hua has already lost the power to love and be loved.For a person who doesn't even love himself, how can he bring happiness to others for a lifetime.
She already owed Ouyang Mingri and Gao Yishan several lives, and she had no way of repaying or explaining to her.
Just thinking about it in such embarrassment, I lay there for more than three hours.
It's time to change the dressing again.Gao Yishan didn't speak until the dressing change was over.
"I'm sorry." Jing Hua said.
"No," Gao Yishan said calmly, "Yishan knows he's not good enough for a girl..."
"That's not the case," Jing Hua interrupted him, and said word by word, "Gao Yishan, you remember—if anyone dares to say that you are not good, you will let him find a piece of tofu and kill him!"
"Tofu?"
"Find a fritter and strangle yourself to death!"
"Fried dough sticks?"
"Or drown her in the instant noodles of ghosts. In short, I mean, you are good everywhere, you are really good, it's me, it's me who doesn't deserve you. Anyway, please You remember what I just said."
"Miss Jing, I remember. But... what are instant noodles?"
"Just remember it."
"Okay then, girl, have a good rest..." Gao Yishan packed up the medicine bottle, got up and left Jing Hua's room.
Not long after Yi Shan left, the familiar sound of wheels reappeared.Ouyang knocked on the door tomorrow, waiting for her to say please come in.
Jing Hua sighed, and could only say, "Come in."
Ouyang pushed the door open tomorrow, thinking and thinking, not knowing how to speak.
He thought that she should have known his intentions long ago.He wanted to hear an answer, and he didn't want to hear an answer.I just said during the day that I would not force others to do things to me, but now I come again, what is the matter?
After thinking about it again and again, I had to remain silent.He even regretted his arrival a little.
"Speak." Jing Hua said.
Ouyang Mingri felt a little guilty, and said in a low voice, "I... didn't come here to be a lobbyist."
"Yes." Jing Hua said.
"Everything you say here tomorrow has nothing to do with Yi Shan!"
"I know," Jing Hua said, "I'm sorry...I owe you all..."
"Don't say such things," Ouyang Mingri sighed, and said, "Actually, I don't know that emotional matters cannot be forced... I just hope you can figure it out, Yi Shan... is really good."
"I don't know what to say," Jing Hua sighed, "I want to repay your kindness, but I'm always a trouble..."
"Girl, you are not troublesome." Ouyang said tomorrow.
"But……"
"Don't think too much. Tomorrow will not be difficult for someone to force you to do. You just need to think carefully." Ouyang said tomorrow, "I will take my leave."
Don't think too much...don't think too much...
——These words suddenly sound familiar.
"Chen Xiaobu, where are you? What should I do, you tell me..." Jing Hua called the author's name in the dark, but she didn't answer, but her eyes gradually lit up.
"You, the Golden Flower Lady?"
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