The first plug-in in the last days
Chapter 78 Reconciliation
At night, the moon and stars are thin, and the sky is clear.
The five people in the east, west, north, south, and middle school gave a sly smile, said that there was a party outside tonight, and they would never come back to disturb the two Xiao Biesheng's newlyweds, and then ran away.Even Ah Bei, who was injured and had a broken bone, was carried out by them.
Only Yan Zhaozhu and Shen Yonghui were left in the huge house.
Yan Zhaozhu came out of the shower and returned to the room, but did not see Shen Yonghui.
He opened the door and went out to the small yard in front. Under the eaves, he found Shen Yonghui lying on a bench watching the stars.
It's rare for him not to be neatly dressed, wearing lazy and comfortable home clothes, with slippers casually placed beside him.The reclining chair was very wide and the back of the chair was slightly tilted. He leaned on it, with one long leg in front of him and the other bent loosely. With his head resting on his arms, he stared at the sky dreamily.In a pair of quiet pupils, the sky is full of sparse stars.
The smiling face pushed the stars away and appeared before his eyes.
"Why did you come out without drying your hair?" He sat up, "It's windy today, so I'm prone to getting sick."
"I want you to wipe it for me." Yan Zhaozhuo stepped forward, leaned over and whispered.
Shen Yonghui sat a little further back, spread his legs apart, and made an open space between the reclining chairs, signaling Yan Zhaozhuo to sit over.
Yan Zhaozhuo sat in front of him and lowered his head slightly.A bath towel was draped over his shoulders, his hair was wet and still dripping down, and the white T-shirt was soaked, and it was stuck to his back meekly and obediently, showing the beautiful back line underneath.
With dark eyes and gloomy eyes, Shen controlled his mind to move away from below, and focused on brushing his hair.
He wiped very haphazardly, and couldn't see the front. The towel in his hand often stuck to people's eyes all at once, and Yan Zhaozhu struggled a bit.Shen Yonghui reached out to hug him, "Don't move."
He wiped the tip of his hair and felt that the water was no longer dripping, so he took off the towel and put it on the armrest beside him.
Then he sat back a little, hugged Yan Zhaozhu's waist, and moved him back, and put him in a comfortable position.
Yan Zhaozhu only felt that the arms around his waist were tightened, and the heat source on his back was attached to him.The man rested his head on his shoulder, his chin against the root of his collarbone, and the hot air in his breath hit his jaw and neck, which was a little bit painful and itchy.
"We are considered..." Shen Yonghui suddenly became unsure, "Are we together?"
Yan Zhaozhu tilted his head, "Answer me a few questions first."
"Ah."
"you……"
He said a word, then stopped, not quite sure where to start.
After a while, he said, "I won't ask any more, you should first explain to me what you can."
Shen Yonghui hesitated for a moment, and he was also thinking about where to start.
Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Yan Zhaozhu said, "Don't you want to talk?"
"No." Shen Yonghui said.
Previously, out of some fear of losing, he did hide his biggest secret.
Now he is no longer afraid or worried. The other party is someone he really likes and hopes to spend the rest of his life with. Naturally, there is nothing to say.He was just a little uncertain about how much Yan Zhaozhu had understood, and what kind of matter he was asking.
He decided to start with the most important thing right now, "Actually, I don't have any physical problems, it's just because, because of some kind of psychological barrier, I can't..."
His face turned red a little, and it was too embarrassing to admit that he was not good enough in front of his sweetheart.
Yan Zhaozhuo turned his head and pecked him on the face.
He froze for a moment, seeing a pair of eyes full of warmth and encouragement.The other party laughed, his eyes slightly curved, like a hook that confuses people's hearts, hooking out his soul at once.
He hugged him tighter and continued: "As for the cause of the obstacle, I don't know if you can understand it. I suffer from a... a mental illness similar to ptsd."
"When I was five years old, my father and mother had a conflict because of some things about me. My mother took me out of Shen's house and temporarily lived in her own house. Later, the family's enemies heard that the orphans and widows were outside. Living alone, I went straight to the door..."
He paused, and then, in a tone without any ups and downs, without any emotion, how those people insulted his mother, and how they forced himself to watch the process, described everything in detail and without omission. again.
"I don't know why, I was only five years old that year, but I remembered these things clearly in my mind. To this day, I can still remember that the sun was very good that day, and the closest person around me The potted flower is a small rose, the blood splashed on the petals and seeped into the stamen..."
"In the end, they said they were going to amputate one of my mother's arms to threaten my father."
Yan Zhaozhuo's heart suddenly tightened, "Forget it, don't talk about it, I suddenly don't want to hear it."
He tried to stand up, but Shen Yonghui hugged him tightly and held him in his arms, like a man dying at sea grasping a piece of driftwood.
"They stuffed the chainsaw into my hand and asked me to do it. I found that my mother was in a mess. She opened her eyes and looked at me with pleading eyes. She said a word, the meaning of that sentence The mouth shape is 'kill me', and her eyes are also 'kill me'. At this time, a murderer came over, and he planned to teach me by hand. He held my hand and used my hands to lift the chainsaw. I fell on my mother's arm, I struggled desperately, but it was impossible to beat a strong adult, the chainsaw still fell, and instead of cutting off my mother's arm, I chopped up my mother's heart."
"do not talk."
"When I became conscious again, I found myself sitting in the middle of the flowers in the glass greenhouse. The bright sunlight sprinkled on my mother's body and the broken corpses all over the ground, and the blood sparkled..."
"Since then, Shen Zhuo is no longer Shen Zhuo. In the Shen family, he is the enemy of two people, revenge for killing his wife and killing his mother." He said, "It was also at this time that the man named Mi Dai's woman appeared."
Yan Zhao took a breath.
"She said a sentence to her father, a sentence that my father believed in, and determined the future direction of Shen Zhuo's life. She said that she was afraid that I would remember that scene for a lifetime, which would lead to a distorted personality and become an anti-social personality. "
He finally showed a mocking expression, "The funny thing is, she was right, I really remembered that scene for the rest of my life."
Yan Zhaozhu suddenly understood, "Why are you looking for Mi Dai?"
Shen Yonghui was silent for a moment, "My psychological barrier was not caused by that incident when I was a child. It was because, after that incident, my father hated me and was afraid that I would really become an antisocial personality, so he used some kind of... Aversion therapy, come cure me."
Yan Zhaozhu took off his arms around his waist and stood up.Shen Yonghui's arms became empty, and he couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.
The other party climbed onto the deck chair from one side, lay down directly on it, and beckoned Shen Yonghui to lie down too.
The chaise longue was roomy, but not designed to hold two people, they had to be squeezed together, very close together.
Yan Zhaozhi sat a little closer, he stretched out his arms, wrapped Shen Yonghui's shoulders, hugged him in a warm enough position, and patted his back lightly, as if humming a lullaby for a baby.
"So, from disgust?" he said softly.
His chin was resting on the top of Shen Yong's dark hair, and Shen Yong was resting on his neck, allowing him to stroke his hair and the back of his shoulders, and put his arms around his waist.
He said: "Is it because of disgust? Hate the feeling of doing bad things, hate love, hate..."
"It's not disgust." Shen Yonghui said, "It's just a habit formed, and it will be conditioned to implement it. If you violate it, you will feel pain."
"Pain?" Yan Zhao frowned, thinking of something.
"It's actually nothing serious, don't worry too much," Shen Yonghui said, "If Mi Dai is found, she should be able to cure her."
"Why can Mi Dai be cured, but not others? As far as I know, she is not a psychiatrist."
Shen Yonghui hesitated for a moment, and said, "Actually, I'm not sure whether my symptoms are considered mental illness."
"Why not?"
"I have looked for many cases, whether it is aversion therapy, or ptsd, or psychogenic stress disorder, they are not like me, so..."
After deliberating over and over again, he finally chose a word, "Immersive."
"Aversive therapy seems to be overkill for me. A normal average person, the process is behavior modification at best, they don't get as engaged as I do, don't feel the same way, don't produce the results I do .”
"I kept looking for Midai because she saw the difference between me and others, and she said she could help me. She left without fulfilling her promise. I don't know what else to do besides finding someone. way out."
"Sometimes I even think that these special features may be some kind of original sin, which makes me keep all the most painful memories in my mind and let me review them over and over again. All this is just to deepen the pain and deepen the punishment... "
Yan Zhaozhu hugged his head and kissed his forehead, "Shen Zhuo, you are so stupid, let me tell you what's good about you."
You don't understand that your difference is not a sin, but a talent.
Such a high talent, so high that even I can't match it, how can it be called a crime?
You will become the most outstanding spiritual power user. It is rare to see such a superb spiritual power talent in both mirage and earth worlds combined.The talent of the world is unrivaled.
You are not mediocre, you are an unparalleled rare treasure, hidden under the rotten soil, beautiful, but you don't know it.
No need to feel sorry for yourself, I will help you brush off the dust and let you see, a stunningly talented, majestic, real yourself.
He lowered his head, pressed against Shen Yong's nose, and rubbed his lips lightly, "Close your eyes." He whispered.
Shen Yonghui thought that the two were going to kiss, so he closed his eyes obediently.
Yan Zhaozhuo didn't kiss him, he put his spiritual power into Shen Yonghui's mind, and touched the overwhelming gray spiritual power.
Every time he touched a place, he would establish a spiritual connection, and experience the painful and embarrassing past that Shen Yonghui had experienced once again.
Blood, torture, dark room, punishment, white eyes, indifference... conditioned reflex, depression, mania, pain, what Shen Yonghui once suffered, now he goes through the same path one by one.
However, suddenly, he was stunned.
In Shen Yonghui's mind, he saw... himself.
It was the mental power model he left behind.Now, the original rigid and rigid image has become lifelike, every frown, smile, and every move is no different from the real him.
An unprecedented sharp pain poured into my heart.
Yan Zhaozhi couldn't breathe for a while, the pain was so fierce that it almost crushed his willpower, it was more tormenting and tormenting than any of the previous ones.
He couldn't take it anymore, cut off the connection, took back the mental power from this model, and transferred it to another location.
As soon as the new connection was connected, before he could take a closer look, the severe pain in his chest actually intensified a bit, making him almost suffocate, almost losing consciousness and falling into shock.
The lips felt warm, and it was Shen Yonghui who saw that he hadn't moved for a long time, so he took the initiative to stick them.
Shen Yonghui turned over, pressed him under him, and leaned over to kiss him carefully.
He accepted the other party's light kiss unconsciously, and put his hands on the other party's neck.
He was still looking at Shen Yonghui's mind with mental strength, the more he looked, the more frightened he became.
In Shen Yong's mind, a unique area was drawn.
The gray spiritual power in this area is soft and warm, just like that person's true heart.
There is no memory of bloody killings, no painful past, as if there is some kind of natural protection, those dark and sad things cannot invade.There is only one person in this area, and that is Yan Zhaozhi.
Gray mental power is generated automatically.It is not controlled by the master, nor can it be controlled by the master.
Under the circumstances of being completely unaware and completely impossible to control, Shen Yonghui circled such a small area in his mind, guarded it silently, and placed all the memories about Yan Zhaozhu in it.
Compared with the huge cloud of gray mental power, this area is indeed too small, but it is safe, stable, bright and warm.
The mental power is struggling inside, and every step is a more severe pain than the previous step.
Full of love, it is sweet to others, but to that person it is only a disaster, and it becomes suffering and torture all the time, but he is powerless to resist, so he has to accept the trial willingly.
Yan Zhaoming clearly realized that this kind of pain was what Shen Yonghui had to endure every time he kissed him, faced him, or even thought of him.
Including at this moment, he is sliding across his jaw and kissing his neck.He raised his head, exposed his fragile vitals to Shen Yonghui, and let Shen Yonghui gently suck on his Adam's apple, lingering on the smooth skin of his shoulder and neck.He knew that the two were sharing the same happiness and pain.
Shen tore open his neckline in obscurity, the kiss had already extended into the restricted area, he took off his clothes cooperatively, and put it on his chest.The two hands wantonly ignited the fire of love on each other, causing a series of intense and beautiful overelectric reactions.
At the same time, the mental power was completely absorbed in Shen Yonghui's mind, tearing the huge gray cloud into fine and dense threads.
Weave the silk into bundles, combine the bundles into strands, and tie the strands into strips.
The strands are coiled up, slowly forming a cyclone.
The cloud of gray mental power was too huge, he couldn't help the other party to condense Qi successfully at once, so he had to form the part about love into a cyclone first.
In this way, the mental power model becomes controllable, and will not come out to disturb Shen Yonghui when he is unwilling.
Shen Yong's dark lips lingered, lower and lower.Suddenly, Yan Zhaozhuo suddenly arched his body and grasped the armrest of the reclining chair.He was taken into a moist and warm place, and inside there was a soft and tender beast, which rubbed up and down on the top, drinking the sweet spring water.
"You don't have to..." He squeezed out a few words between his teeth, and grabbed his hair with his fingers, trying to stop it.
Shen Yonghui didn't stop, maybe he could only bring experience to his lover in this way, why should he resist?
If the other party wants a real experience, he naturally doesn't mind doing the following.But he knew that he was in severe pain, and his body couldn't relax at all. In that tense state, he might not even be able to get in, and it wouldn't bring Yan Zhaozhu a very good feeling.
Yan Zhaozhuo began to pant, and the feeling of being passive made him even more excited. He grabbed the armrest with one hand, and put one hand in Shen Yong's dark hair, caressing carelessly.
I don't know how long it took, the pleasure finally reached the peak, he hastily pulled Shen Yonghui away, but it still inevitably left a few white marks on the other's face.
Shen Yonghui simply wiped his clothes, climbed up, wanted to kiss him, but hesitated whether to rinse his mouth first.
Yan Zhaozhu made a decision.
He took the other's hand and touched his back.
"you……"
"Help me." He put his arms around the man's neck, and put his long legs around the man's waist.
"No, I, I'm still here..."
"Whether you can do it or not, just use your fingers, hurry up." Yan Zhaozhu said eagerly.
Shen Yonghui's self-control collapsed, he simply couldn't refuse Yan Zhaozhu who looked so active and seductive.
Student Shen Zhuo, whose mind is hard to control, didn't even realize at this time that the pain that was usually unbearable was constantly reducing.
Yan Zhaozhu ignored the astringency and discomfort behind him, and continued to focus on helping him sort out his gray spirit.
When the opponent poked at a certain point, his waist suddenly softened, and his whole body trembled.
"Are you uncomfortable?" Shen Yonghui immediately stopped his movements.
At the same time, all the gray spiritual power about liking and love has finally been converted into a spiritual power cyclone.
The last mental power model exited silently, disappearing in the sea of cyclones.
Yan Zhaozhu pulled Shen Yonghui over and sat on him.
"Does it still hurt?" he asked.But he clearly knew the answer, the other party had already got up, and he felt the hot pulse, hard and thick shape against his buttocks.
Shen Yonghui was stunned.
He found that the pain that had tortured him to death had really, really faded away!
Without hesitation, Yan Zhaozhu sat down slowly but firmly.
He leaned over, put his arms around Shen Yonghui's neck, and stared at those eyes that were fascinated by him.
"Shen Zhuo, love is not suffering, let alone destruction. Let me teach you, love is this feeling."
He sat down to the bottom, completely including the other party.The two embraced tightly and became one.
Shen Yong's eyes turned red, and he hugged his body fiercely, almost wanting to rub him into his flesh and blood, into his soul.
In the 26 years of my life, I never knew the true meaning of the word happiness.
Now, he is no longer a person without happiness, this person on his body is all his happiness.How lucky...how lucky to be with such a wonderful person, to be with him for the rest of his life.
In fact, Yan Zhaozhu doesn't need to worry about it. His non-payment, laxity and easy enjoyment will make Shen Yonghui lose the motivation to persevere.
Because as long as he stands there, as long as he appears in Shen Yonghui's sight, this matter itself is enough.
Shen Yonghui began to attack the city, his eyes were red, he was furious, and his actions were crazy and violent.
The besiegers were strong and disorderly, and the defenders were able to persevere at the beginning, but in the end they retreated steadily and were defeated. They resigned to their fate and cooperated with the opponent, letting the opponent come in and out at the gate of the city, galloping their horses.
The besiegers were extremely shameless, not only rode their horses in and out of the opponent's gates, but also threatened the opponent to cheer for themselves, wave the flag for themselves, praise their strong soldiers and horses, and their brave and handsome capture.
When the opponent refused, he slowed down the attack speed, cut the flesh with a blunt knife, and tortured him back and forth until the opponent was willing to shout out.
The city defenders couldn't bear it anymore and turned against the enemy. They took control of the enemy's soldiers and horses and commanded the siege instead of the opponent.I don't know how long it took, but finally, the gate of the city was opened wide, and the siege troops poured into the city like a flood.
Yan Zhaozhuo lay lazily on Shen Yonghui's body, and there was still a strange sense of satisfaction in his heart.
"I'm really crazy." He opened his mouth and bit Shen Yonghui's collarbone.
Shen Yonghui hugged him, pursed his lips and smiled lightly.
"Are you embarrassed yet?" Yan Zhaozhu couldn't believe it, "You're embarrassed about your size! Who was it just now...!"
He thought of the scene of overwhelming shame, and couldn't continue.
Shen Yongmu bowed his head and pecked.
Not to be outdone, Yan Zhaozhu pecked back.
The two of them blindly kissed back and forth a few times, the kiss was disorderly, and in the end they had a messy tongue kiss until their mouths went numb.
"I love you." Shen Yonghui whispered in his ear.
"You...forget it," Yan Zhaozhu said unnaturally, "I'm fine too."
"What do you mean by okay?"
"Just so-so."
Shen Yonghui was persistent, "What's so-so?"
"Fuck, so-so, can you still like it?"
"Who do you like?" Shen Yonghui asked addicted.
"Your uncle," Yan Zhaozhi held his slap in the face and squeezed his facial features into an extremely ugly shape, "I like you, can I! You are a fool!"
He knew he was really hopeless.
Smack your lips, it's still crispy, the feeling just now still stays in your mouth, it can't go away.
I've never felt this way with any of my exes.
Sex for physical pleasure is completely different from sex for love.The latter eats the marrow and knows the taste no matter what, while the former tastes like chewing wax after a long time.
Once the sea was too difficult for water.After experiencing a person like Shen Yonghui, if he can't go to the end with the other party, then the probability of him being lonely for life will increase from 70% to 100%.
In order for Shen Yonghui to live longer and stay with him longer, he has to explain the business to others.
It's not good to sit on the ground in the open air, so the two tidied up hastily and hurried into the house.
As soon as he got in, he rolled onto the bed again.
Afterwards, Yan Zhaozhuo lazily leaned against the head of the bed, lit an afterthought cigarette, and smoked slowly.
Shen Yonghui finally realized a very important thing, "Why did I suddenly recover? Did you do it?"
Yan Zhaozhu laughed at him, "Finally, I'm not stupid to the end."
Shen Yonghui couldn't refute.
He himself felt that he was hopelessly stupid.
Obviously, it is something that can be solved right in front of your eyes!Why is his brain cramping!Don't say it!As a result, the situation has become what it is now!
Thinking of the experience just now, I could have... committed crimes, committed crimes myself!
Yan Zhaozhu sneered, "What are you thinking about?"
"I was thinking, how should I thank you." Shen Zhuo, who has great acting skills, leaned over gently, "However, I still don't understand, what's going on?"
The person across from him took his last puff of cigarette slowly, fished out the ashtray by the bed, snuffed out the wick with his fingertips, and threw it in.
He was quiet for a moment, and threw out a heavy bomb: "Mi Dai is not from Earth, she comes from a galaxy called Mirage."
Shen Yonghui was taken aback for a moment, and immediately asked: "Then you?"
"I am her son."
It took a few seconds for Shen Yonghui to finally digest this shocking news.
Then, Yan Zhaozhuo started from the beginning, the abandonment, the nightmare, the spaceship... He told Shen Yonghui everything, even everything that Ganoderma lucidum didn't know very well.
This lecture lasted for two full hours.
Yan Zhaozhu's life is full of incredible things.He changed from an ordinary little boy to a gloomy teenager who kills people in nightmares every day, and then to a seemingly ordinary college student who is good at disguising and hiding his heart. After the end of the world, he found that he had changed completely He became an alien hybrid again.
His insights and horizons have been continuously broadened through these transformations and growths.
This is where he is fundamentally different from other people. The world he comes into contact with is vaster and more extensive than others. The territory of his spiritual world is extremely broad, including his heart and tolerance, which are not only difficult for ordinary people to reach, I can't even imagine it.
When he told his story to Shen Yonghui, the latter felt the same way.
"You are amazing." He hugged his lover and said in a proud tone.
"?" Yan Zhaozhuo looked at him, "Shouldn't your focus be on how to cultivate spiritual power?"
"I always feel unrealistic." Shen Yonghui said truthfully, "or rather, I dare not face it."
"Isn't this a good thing? Is there anything you dare not face?"
"You're right," Shen Yonghui said, "It's time to get rid of the stinking problems of the past."
We can bear suffering but not happiness, that is because happiness often refuses to take care of us, even if it stays for a short time, it will be fleeting.The pain of gaining and losing is worse than never having it.
But now, it is different, now he is a happy person, and from now on, he will always be happy.He firmly believes so.
Yan Zhaozhuo spent the whole night carefully teaching him the ways and tricks of spiritual cultivation.
Then, the next morning, Shen used Huihui's mental power to break through E-level, reaching the same level as Yan Zhaozhu.
Top-notch spiritual talent, coupled with more than 20 years of gray spiritual power accumulation, let him get started very quickly.It is foreseeable that he will advance rapidly in the future and surpass Yan Zhaozhu.
Yan Zhaozhu is not jealous either, because he knows that Shen Yonghui is devoted to him wholeheartedly and will do whatever he tells him to do. There is actually no difference between him becoming stronger and himself becoming stronger.
But the breakthrough of spiritual power has a more important meaning to Shen Yonghui.
He finally tore off the shackles and was free.
Although his appearance was still calm and reticent, his whole spirit had undergone earth-shaking changes overnight.
When Yan Zhaozhuan woke up, there was no one around him.He packed up and went out, and sure enough, he saw that Shen Yonghui had just made breakfast and was putting things on the table.
The bright and dazzling sunlight in the morning shone in through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, covering him dimly.
He raised his head and smiled softly, "Come over for breakfast."
Yan Zhaozhu couldn't describe his changes.
Like a dying fish out of water, it suddenly encounters the deep sea.
Like a migratory bird that has trekked for half its life, it finally found its homeland.
Like a heartburning cold wine, warmed by a pot of boiling water into sweet rain that warms the stomach and dispels the cold.
It's a bit of a feeling of going through the vicissitudes of life and returning to the original.
All worries are gone, all worries are gone, although he is still calm and silent, but obviously, he is much more free and willful.
Or... this is finally let go, don't care anymore.
When he could ignore many things, Yan Zhaozhu was the only person he cared about the most.
Yan Zhaozhu had a vague feeling that if he wanted to, even if it meant destroying the whole world, Shen Yonghui could do it for him.
Shen Yong looked back at him calmly, and after a while, he suddenly lifted his lips and called out, "Come and eat quickly, Yan Yan."
"...What did you call me? You call me again???"
"Strictly." Shen Yonghui called obediently.
"You," Yan Zhao hesitated, "If you don't know what to call me, you can call me Brother Yan."
"Strictly."
"You can call me by name!"
"Strictly."
"My roommate called me—"
"Xiao Zhao."
"... Yanyan sounds better."
"Yeah. Strict."
Shen Yonghui leaned over and kissed him lightly.
During the meal, the two finally talked about the previous business.
"Why did you come to the East China Base?" Yan Zhaozhuo asked, "Didn't you say you were looking for Mu Qing?"
"We found the place you mentioned," Shen Yonghui shook his head, "There is no one, the people inside are gone."
Yan Zhaozhu became serious, "Are you sure you didn't find the wrong place?"
"There is a big hole in the same place, and there is a wooden sign upside down, and the poem you told me is engraved on the wooden sign." Shen Yonghui said, "Of course, this is not the point. The point is that Mu Qing is indeed not dead. Not only did he come back to life, but he also became famous, and his name spread very well along the way."
"what happened?"
Shen Yonghui said: "When we first saw the big pit, we guessed whether someone would take his body away, or that he didn't die at all. With this guess, we searched around, Finally, we arrived at the Z city base."
He paused, "The base in City Z has become a bit hard to describe. They divide human beings into four categories: top, high-quality, medium, and low-quality, and refuse to accept all low-quality population. That Mu Qing, because of the reason you said, looks Ugly, humiliated by them kicking them out."
"I heard these things at the gate of the city. It is said that later he brought the people who were kicked out together and went north to go to City S, but for some reason, City S blocked the road leading to City Z , he had no choice but to choose another road, and walked to East China.”
"Their group is highly recognizable, and the news is easy to inquire about. I followed the East China Base after inquiring about the news. But on the way to inquire about the news, I discovered a very strange thing."
"We are not the only ones who follow him and inquire about his news." Shen Yonghui said, "They are not from the Bai family either. It is conservatively estimated that these people come from more than five factions."
"More than five?" Yan Zhaozhu asked, "Is there something abnormal about Mu Qing that was discovered by other forces along the way?"
"Maybe, but probably more than that." Shen Yonghui said, "Because there are foreigners among these people."
Yan Zhaozhi realized the seriousness of the matter, "Foreigner?"
"Yes. There are not many real foreign faces among them. Those with Asian faces also behave like Chinese people. But I came from a reconnaissance company, and some subtle differences can be hidden from others, but not from me."
Before he knew it, Yan Zhaozhu had put down his chopsticks, clasped his fingers on the table and began to think.
"There is also Mu Qing, who is really incredible," Shen Yonghui continued, "He is immune to corpse poison, even if he is bitten, he will not become a zombie. Now I know that it is the effect of the genetic shield, but some People who don't know him almost regard him as a god. Moreover, he also has an incredible ability."
He paused, "This ability is to remove corpse poison."
"Get rid of the corpse poison? Impossible!" Yan Zhaozhu was surprised, "After generations and years of research in the big universe, I don't know how to deal with this corpse poison, otherwise, it wouldn't be called a planet robbery."
Shen Yonghui said: "I have confirmed it with my own eyes."
Yan Zhaozhuo thought quickly, "What's going on? Tell me in detail."
"He can really remove the corpse poison from a person, but it must be before the attack, and the efficiency is very slow. It takes a full two hours to save a person. You know, ordinary people may not be able to last for two hours after being infected. will change."
"Anyway, it's still unbelievable." Yan Zhaozhu immediately thought of another question, "Do you know, is he just targeting humans or..."
Shen Yonghui understood what he meant, "I thought about this aspect, and confirmed it with him face to face. He called his ability purification. Not only human beings, he can purify anything with zombie poison."
Yan Zhaozhuo, as the Chief Chief of the dignified base, immediately thought of his own plan to resume planting.
He thought for a while and asked, "Confirm with him face to face? Have you met him?"
Shen Yonghui said: "I had a showdown with him. I was the first and only one among the forces that stared at him in the whole base. What I told him was that my master learned about the Mu family from a certain channel. Shi, sent me to win him over, hoping to get help from the descendants of the Mu family."
Yan Zhaozhuo smiled with interest, "You didn't disclose the capital base?"
"No, and I didn't talk about the distribution map of the ruins. I want to wait and see the situation before making a decision." Shen Yonghui said.
Yan Zhaozhuan leaned back in his chair, and looked at his lover with admiration, "The military action is dangerous, unexpected."
"Indeed, no one chose the tactic of a direct showdown." Shen Yonghui said.
"Mu Qing's impression of you should be good?"
"how do you know."
"I know that person." Yan Zhaozhu shrugged, "That's just how he is."
Shen Yong stared at him darkly, "Are you familiar with him?"
"..." The breakfast happened to be quick-frozen dumplings. Yan Zhaozhuo picked up the vinegar plate next to him and threw it in front of him, "Come and eat, you like this stuff, don't you? If you have the ability, eat this plate for me."
Shen Yonghui stopped talking.
Yan Zhaozhu didn't bother to pursue it, and continued the topic just now, "I guess, not only does he have a good impression of you, but if he really wants to join a base, he might really follow you obediently."
Shen Yonghui took his eyes off the vinegar dish, "Unfortunately, it's too late. The East China martial arts tournament has already begun."
"Oh, what do you say?"
"There was no planning or publicity before this competition. It was decided to hold it suddenly. There are rumors that Mu Qing has already boarded the upper level of the East China base. The competition was originally held for him. He needs to select a few people from among them for a certain matter. Strong."
He continued: "This is all hearsay, but the news I know is what he told me personally. He said that the reason for holding this competition, not to mention other purposes, at least one purpose is clear-he hopes to use this , Bring out all the dark forces."
"So I made a deal with him. I helped him find out the hidden forces, and he considered agreeing to my request."
Yan Zhaozhu was thoughtful, "Is this why you are so popular in the competition?"
"Shoot the first bird." Shen Yonghui said, "If there are dark forces who want to get close to Mu Qing, they will definitely work hard to win over the big ones."
The five people in the east, west, north, south, and middle school gave a sly smile, said that there was a party outside tonight, and they would never come back to disturb the two Xiao Biesheng's newlyweds, and then ran away.Even Ah Bei, who was injured and had a broken bone, was carried out by them.
Only Yan Zhaozhu and Shen Yonghui were left in the huge house.
Yan Zhaozhu came out of the shower and returned to the room, but did not see Shen Yonghui.
He opened the door and went out to the small yard in front. Under the eaves, he found Shen Yonghui lying on a bench watching the stars.
It's rare for him not to be neatly dressed, wearing lazy and comfortable home clothes, with slippers casually placed beside him.The reclining chair was very wide and the back of the chair was slightly tilted. He leaned on it, with one long leg in front of him and the other bent loosely. With his head resting on his arms, he stared at the sky dreamily.In a pair of quiet pupils, the sky is full of sparse stars.
The smiling face pushed the stars away and appeared before his eyes.
"Why did you come out without drying your hair?" He sat up, "It's windy today, so I'm prone to getting sick."
"I want you to wipe it for me." Yan Zhaozhuo stepped forward, leaned over and whispered.
Shen Yonghui sat a little further back, spread his legs apart, and made an open space between the reclining chairs, signaling Yan Zhaozhuo to sit over.
Yan Zhaozhuo sat in front of him and lowered his head slightly.A bath towel was draped over his shoulders, his hair was wet and still dripping down, and the white T-shirt was soaked, and it was stuck to his back meekly and obediently, showing the beautiful back line underneath.
With dark eyes and gloomy eyes, Shen controlled his mind to move away from below, and focused on brushing his hair.
He wiped very haphazardly, and couldn't see the front. The towel in his hand often stuck to people's eyes all at once, and Yan Zhaozhu struggled a bit.Shen Yonghui reached out to hug him, "Don't move."
He wiped the tip of his hair and felt that the water was no longer dripping, so he took off the towel and put it on the armrest beside him.
Then he sat back a little, hugged Yan Zhaozhu's waist, and moved him back, and put him in a comfortable position.
Yan Zhaozhu only felt that the arms around his waist were tightened, and the heat source on his back was attached to him.The man rested his head on his shoulder, his chin against the root of his collarbone, and the hot air in his breath hit his jaw and neck, which was a little bit painful and itchy.
"We are considered..." Shen Yonghui suddenly became unsure, "Are we together?"
Yan Zhaozhu tilted his head, "Answer me a few questions first."
"Ah."
"you……"
He said a word, then stopped, not quite sure where to start.
After a while, he said, "I won't ask any more, you should first explain to me what you can."
Shen Yonghui hesitated for a moment, and he was also thinking about where to start.
Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Yan Zhaozhu said, "Don't you want to talk?"
"No." Shen Yonghui said.
Previously, out of some fear of losing, he did hide his biggest secret.
Now he is no longer afraid or worried. The other party is someone he really likes and hopes to spend the rest of his life with. Naturally, there is nothing to say.He was just a little uncertain about how much Yan Zhaozhu had understood, and what kind of matter he was asking.
He decided to start with the most important thing right now, "Actually, I don't have any physical problems, it's just because, because of some kind of psychological barrier, I can't..."
His face turned red a little, and it was too embarrassing to admit that he was not good enough in front of his sweetheart.
Yan Zhaozhuo turned his head and pecked him on the face.
He froze for a moment, seeing a pair of eyes full of warmth and encouragement.The other party laughed, his eyes slightly curved, like a hook that confuses people's hearts, hooking out his soul at once.
He hugged him tighter and continued: "As for the cause of the obstacle, I don't know if you can understand it. I suffer from a... a mental illness similar to ptsd."
"When I was five years old, my father and mother had a conflict because of some things about me. My mother took me out of Shen's house and temporarily lived in her own house. Later, the family's enemies heard that the orphans and widows were outside. Living alone, I went straight to the door..."
He paused, and then, in a tone without any ups and downs, without any emotion, how those people insulted his mother, and how they forced himself to watch the process, described everything in detail and without omission. again.
"I don't know why, I was only five years old that year, but I remembered these things clearly in my mind. To this day, I can still remember that the sun was very good that day, and the closest person around me The potted flower is a small rose, the blood splashed on the petals and seeped into the stamen..."
"In the end, they said they were going to amputate one of my mother's arms to threaten my father."
Yan Zhaozhuo's heart suddenly tightened, "Forget it, don't talk about it, I suddenly don't want to hear it."
He tried to stand up, but Shen Yonghui hugged him tightly and held him in his arms, like a man dying at sea grasping a piece of driftwood.
"They stuffed the chainsaw into my hand and asked me to do it. I found that my mother was in a mess. She opened her eyes and looked at me with pleading eyes. She said a word, the meaning of that sentence The mouth shape is 'kill me', and her eyes are also 'kill me'. At this time, a murderer came over, and he planned to teach me by hand. He held my hand and used my hands to lift the chainsaw. I fell on my mother's arm, I struggled desperately, but it was impossible to beat a strong adult, the chainsaw still fell, and instead of cutting off my mother's arm, I chopped up my mother's heart."
"do not talk."
"When I became conscious again, I found myself sitting in the middle of the flowers in the glass greenhouse. The bright sunlight sprinkled on my mother's body and the broken corpses all over the ground, and the blood sparkled..."
"Since then, Shen Zhuo is no longer Shen Zhuo. In the Shen family, he is the enemy of two people, revenge for killing his wife and killing his mother." He said, "It was also at this time that the man named Mi Dai's woman appeared."
Yan Zhao took a breath.
"She said a sentence to her father, a sentence that my father believed in, and determined the future direction of Shen Zhuo's life. She said that she was afraid that I would remember that scene for a lifetime, which would lead to a distorted personality and become an anti-social personality. "
He finally showed a mocking expression, "The funny thing is, she was right, I really remembered that scene for the rest of my life."
Yan Zhaozhu suddenly understood, "Why are you looking for Mi Dai?"
Shen Yonghui was silent for a moment, "My psychological barrier was not caused by that incident when I was a child. It was because, after that incident, my father hated me and was afraid that I would really become an antisocial personality, so he used some kind of... Aversion therapy, come cure me."
Yan Zhaozhu took off his arms around his waist and stood up.Shen Yonghui's arms became empty, and he couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.
The other party climbed onto the deck chair from one side, lay down directly on it, and beckoned Shen Yonghui to lie down too.
The chaise longue was roomy, but not designed to hold two people, they had to be squeezed together, very close together.
Yan Zhaozhi sat a little closer, he stretched out his arms, wrapped Shen Yonghui's shoulders, hugged him in a warm enough position, and patted his back lightly, as if humming a lullaby for a baby.
"So, from disgust?" he said softly.
His chin was resting on the top of Shen Yong's dark hair, and Shen Yong was resting on his neck, allowing him to stroke his hair and the back of his shoulders, and put his arms around his waist.
He said: "Is it because of disgust? Hate the feeling of doing bad things, hate love, hate..."
"It's not disgust." Shen Yonghui said, "It's just a habit formed, and it will be conditioned to implement it. If you violate it, you will feel pain."
"Pain?" Yan Zhao frowned, thinking of something.
"It's actually nothing serious, don't worry too much," Shen Yonghui said, "If Mi Dai is found, she should be able to cure her."
"Why can Mi Dai be cured, but not others? As far as I know, she is not a psychiatrist."
Shen Yonghui hesitated for a moment, and said, "Actually, I'm not sure whether my symptoms are considered mental illness."
"Why not?"
"I have looked for many cases, whether it is aversion therapy, or ptsd, or psychogenic stress disorder, they are not like me, so..."
After deliberating over and over again, he finally chose a word, "Immersive."
"Aversive therapy seems to be overkill for me. A normal average person, the process is behavior modification at best, they don't get as engaged as I do, don't feel the same way, don't produce the results I do .”
"I kept looking for Midai because she saw the difference between me and others, and she said she could help me. She left without fulfilling her promise. I don't know what else to do besides finding someone. way out."
"Sometimes I even think that these special features may be some kind of original sin, which makes me keep all the most painful memories in my mind and let me review them over and over again. All this is just to deepen the pain and deepen the punishment... "
Yan Zhaozhu hugged his head and kissed his forehead, "Shen Zhuo, you are so stupid, let me tell you what's good about you."
You don't understand that your difference is not a sin, but a talent.
Such a high talent, so high that even I can't match it, how can it be called a crime?
You will become the most outstanding spiritual power user. It is rare to see such a superb spiritual power talent in both mirage and earth worlds combined.The talent of the world is unrivaled.
You are not mediocre, you are an unparalleled rare treasure, hidden under the rotten soil, beautiful, but you don't know it.
No need to feel sorry for yourself, I will help you brush off the dust and let you see, a stunningly talented, majestic, real yourself.
He lowered his head, pressed against Shen Yong's nose, and rubbed his lips lightly, "Close your eyes." He whispered.
Shen Yonghui thought that the two were going to kiss, so he closed his eyes obediently.
Yan Zhaozhuo didn't kiss him, he put his spiritual power into Shen Yonghui's mind, and touched the overwhelming gray spiritual power.
Every time he touched a place, he would establish a spiritual connection, and experience the painful and embarrassing past that Shen Yonghui had experienced once again.
Blood, torture, dark room, punishment, white eyes, indifference... conditioned reflex, depression, mania, pain, what Shen Yonghui once suffered, now he goes through the same path one by one.
However, suddenly, he was stunned.
In Shen Yonghui's mind, he saw... himself.
It was the mental power model he left behind.Now, the original rigid and rigid image has become lifelike, every frown, smile, and every move is no different from the real him.
An unprecedented sharp pain poured into my heart.
Yan Zhaozhi couldn't breathe for a while, the pain was so fierce that it almost crushed his willpower, it was more tormenting and tormenting than any of the previous ones.
He couldn't take it anymore, cut off the connection, took back the mental power from this model, and transferred it to another location.
As soon as the new connection was connected, before he could take a closer look, the severe pain in his chest actually intensified a bit, making him almost suffocate, almost losing consciousness and falling into shock.
The lips felt warm, and it was Shen Yonghui who saw that he hadn't moved for a long time, so he took the initiative to stick them.
Shen Yonghui turned over, pressed him under him, and leaned over to kiss him carefully.
He accepted the other party's light kiss unconsciously, and put his hands on the other party's neck.
He was still looking at Shen Yonghui's mind with mental strength, the more he looked, the more frightened he became.
In Shen Yong's mind, a unique area was drawn.
The gray spiritual power in this area is soft and warm, just like that person's true heart.
There is no memory of bloody killings, no painful past, as if there is some kind of natural protection, those dark and sad things cannot invade.There is only one person in this area, and that is Yan Zhaozhi.
Gray mental power is generated automatically.It is not controlled by the master, nor can it be controlled by the master.
Under the circumstances of being completely unaware and completely impossible to control, Shen Yonghui circled such a small area in his mind, guarded it silently, and placed all the memories about Yan Zhaozhu in it.
Compared with the huge cloud of gray mental power, this area is indeed too small, but it is safe, stable, bright and warm.
The mental power is struggling inside, and every step is a more severe pain than the previous step.
Full of love, it is sweet to others, but to that person it is only a disaster, and it becomes suffering and torture all the time, but he is powerless to resist, so he has to accept the trial willingly.
Yan Zhaoming clearly realized that this kind of pain was what Shen Yonghui had to endure every time he kissed him, faced him, or even thought of him.
Including at this moment, he is sliding across his jaw and kissing his neck.He raised his head, exposed his fragile vitals to Shen Yonghui, and let Shen Yonghui gently suck on his Adam's apple, lingering on the smooth skin of his shoulder and neck.He knew that the two were sharing the same happiness and pain.
Shen tore open his neckline in obscurity, the kiss had already extended into the restricted area, he took off his clothes cooperatively, and put it on his chest.The two hands wantonly ignited the fire of love on each other, causing a series of intense and beautiful overelectric reactions.
At the same time, the mental power was completely absorbed in Shen Yonghui's mind, tearing the huge gray cloud into fine and dense threads.
Weave the silk into bundles, combine the bundles into strands, and tie the strands into strips.
The strands are coiled up, slowly forming a cyclone.
The cloud of gray mental power was too huge, he couldn't help the other party to condense Qi successfully at once, so he had to form the part about love into a cyclone first.
In this way, the mental power model becomes controllable, and will not come out to disturb Shen Yonghui when he is unwilling.
Shen Yong's dark lips lingered, lower and lower.Suddenly, Yan Zhaozhuo suddenly arched his body and grasped the armrest of the reclining chair.He was taken into a moist and warm place, and inside there was a soft and tender beast, which rubbed up and down on the top, drinking the sweet spring water.
"You don't have to..." He squeezed out a few words between his teeth, and grabbed his hair with his fingers, trying to stop it.
Shen Yonghui didn't stop, maybe he could only bring experience to his lover in this way, why should he resist?
If the other party wants a real experience, he naturally doesn't mind doing the following.But he knew that he was in severe pain, and his body couldn't relax at all. In that tense state, he might not even be able to get in, and it wouldn't bring Yan Zhaozhu a very good feeling.
Yan Zhaozhuo began to pant, and the feeling of being passive made him even more excited. He grabbed the armrest with one hand, and put one hand in Shen Yong's dark hair, caressing carelessly.
I don't know how long it took, the pleasure finally reached the peak, he hastily pulled Shen Yonghui away, but it still inevitably left a few white marks on the other's face.
Shen Yonghui simply wiped his clothes, climbed up, wanted to kiss him, but hesitated whether to rinse his mouth first.
Yan Zhaozhu made a decision.
He took the other's hand and touched his back.
"you……"
"Help me." He put his arms around the man's neck, and put his long legs around the man's waist.
"No, I, I'm still here..."
"Whether you can do it or not, just use your fingers, hurry up." Yan Zhaozhu said eagerly.
Shen Yonghui's self-control collapsed, he simply couldn't refuse Yan Zhaozhu who looked so active and seductive.
Student Shen Zhuo, whose mind is hard to control, didn't even realize at this time that the pain that was usually unbearable was constantly reducing.
Yan Zhaozhu ignored the astringency and discomfort behind him, and continued to focus on helping him sort out his gray spirit.
When the opponent poked at a certain point, his waist suddenly softened, and his whole body trembled.
"Are you uncomfortable?" Shen Yonghui immediately stopped his movements.
At the same time, all the gray spiritual power about liking and love has finally been converted into a spiritual power cyclone.
The last mental power model exited silently, disappearing in the sea of cyclones.
Yan Zhaozhu pulled Shen Yonghui over and sat on him.
"Does it still hurt?" he asked.But he clearly knew the answer, the other party had already got up, and he felt the hot pulse, hard and thick shape against his buttocks.
Shen Yonghui was stunned.
He found that the pain that had tortured him to death had really, really faded away!
Without hesitation, Yan Zhaozhu sat down slowly but firmly.
He leaned over, put his arms around Shen Yonghui's neck, and stared at those eyes that were fascinated by him.
"Shen Zhuo, love is not suffering, let alone destruction. Let me teach you, love is this feeling."
He sat down to the bottom, completely including the other party.The two embraced tightly and became one.
Shen Yong's eyes turned red, and he hugged his body fiercely, almost wanting to rub him into his flesh and blood, into his soul.
In the 26 years of my life, I never knew the true meaning of the word happiness.
Now, he is no longer a person without happiness, this person on his body is all his happiness.How lucky...how lucky to be with such a wonderful person, to be with him for the rest of his life.
In fact, Yan Zhaozhu doesn't need to worry about it. His non-payment, laxity and easy enjoyment will make Shen Yonghui lose the motivation to persevere.
Because as long as he stands there, as long as he appears in Shen Yonghui's sight, this matter itself is enough.
Shen Yonghui began to attack the city, his eyes were red, he was furious, and his actions were crazy and violent.
The besiegers were strong and disorderly, and the defenders were able to persevere at the beginning, but in the end they retreated steadily and were defeated. They resigned to their fate and cooperated with the opponent, letting the opponent come in and out at the gate of the city, galloping their horses.
The besiegers were extremely shameless, not only rode their horses in and out of the opponent's gates, but also threatened the opponent to cheer for themselves, wave the flag for themselves, praise their strong soldiers and horses, and their brave and handsome capture.
When the opponent refused, he slowed down the attack speed, cut the flesh with a blunt knife, and tortured him back and forth until the opponent was willing to shout out.
The city defenders couldn't bear it anymore and turned against the enemy. They took control of the enemy's soldiers and horses and commanded the siege instead of the opponent.I don't know how long it took, but finally, the gate of the city was opened wide, and the siege troops poured into the city like a flood.
Yan Zhaozhuo lay lazily on Shen Yonghui's body, and there was still a strange sense of satisfaction in his heart.
"I'm really crazy." He opened his mouth and bit Shen Yonghui's collarbone.
Shen Yonghui hugged him, pursed his lips and smiled lightly.
"Are you embarrassed yet?" Yan Zhaozhu couldn't believe it, "You're embarrassed about your size! Who was it just now...!"
He thought of the scene of overwhelming shame, and couldn't continue.
Shen Yongmu bowed his head and pecked.
Not to be outdone, Yan Zhaozhu pecked back.
The two of them blindly kissed back and forth a few times, the kiss was disorderly, and in the end they had a messy tongue kiss until their mouths went numb.
"I love you." Shen Yonghui whispered in his ear.
"You...forget it," Yan Zhaozhu said unnaturally, "I'm fine too."
"What do you mean by okay?"
"Just so-so."
Shen Yonghui was persistent, "What's so-so?"
"Fuck, so-so, can you still like it?"
"Who do you like?" Shen Yonghui asked addicted.
"Your uncle," Yan Zhaozhi held his slap in the face and squeezed his facial features into an extremely ugly shape, "I like you, can I! You are a fool!"
He knew he was really hopeless.
Smack your lips, it's still crispy, the feeling just now still stays in your mouth, it can't go away.
I've never felt this way with any of my exes.
Sex for physical pleasure is completely different from sex for love.The latter eats the marrow and knows the taste no matter what, while the former tastes like chewing wax after a long time.
Once the sea was too difficult for water.After experiencing a person like Shen Yonghui, if he can't go to the end with the other party, then the probability of him being lonely for life will increase from 70% to 100%.
In order for Shen Yonghui to live longer and stay with him longer, he has to explain the business to others.
It's not good to sit on the ground in the open air, so the two tidied up hastily and hurried into the house.
As soon as he got in, he rolled onto the bed again.
Afterwards, Yan Zhaozhuo lazily leaned against the head of the bed, lit an afterthought cigarette, and smoked slowly.
Shen Yonghui finally realized a very important thing, "Why did I suddenly recover? Did you do it?"
Yan Zhaozhu laughed at him, "Finally, I'm not stupid to the end."
Shen Yonghui couldn't refute.
He himself felt that he was hopelessly stupid.
Obviously, it is something that can be solved right in front of your eyes!Why is his brain cramping!Don't say it!As a result, the situation has become what it is now!
Thinking of the experience just now, I could have... committed crimes, committed crimes myself!
Yan Zhaozhu sneered, "What are you thinking about?"
"I was thinking, how should I thank you." Shen Zhuo, who has great acting skills, leaned over gently, "However, I still don't understand, what's going on?"
The person across from him took his last puff of cigarette slowly, fished out the ashtray by the bed, snuffed out the wick with his fingertips, and threw it in.
He was quiet for a moment, and threw out a heavy bomb: "Mi Dai is not from Earth, she comes from a galaxy called Mirage."
Shen Yonghui was taken aback for a moment, and immediately asked: "Then you?"
"I am her son."
It took a few seconds for Shen Yonghui to finally digest this shocking news.
Then, Yan Zhaozhuo started from the beginning, the abandonment, the nightmare, the spaceship... He told Shen Yonghui everything, even everything that Ganoderma lucidum didn't know very well.
This lecture lasted for two full hours.
Yan Zhaozhu's life is full of incredible things.He changed from an ordinary little boy to a gloomy teenager who kills people in nightmares every day, and then to a seemingly ordinary college student who is good at disguising and hiding his heart. After the end of the world, he found that he had changed completely He became an alien hybrid again.
His insights and horizons have been continuously broadened through these transformations and growths.
This is where he is fundamentally different from other people. The world he comes into contact with is vaster and more extensive than others. The territory of his spiritual world is extremely broad, including his heart and tolerance, which are not only difficult for ordinary people to reach, I can't even imagine it.
When he told his story to Shen Yonghui, the latter felt the same way.
"You are amazing." He hugged his lover and said in a proud tone.
"?" Yan Zhaozhuo looked at him, "Shouldn't your focus be on how to cultivate spiritual power?"
"I always feel unrealistic." Shen Yonghui said truthfully, "or rather, I dare not face it."
"Isn't this a good thing? Is there anything you dare not face?"
"You're right," Shen Yonghui said, "It's time to get rid of the stinking problems of the past."
We can bear suffering but not happiness, that is because happiness often refuses to take care of us, even if it stays for a short time, it will be fleeting.The pain of gaining and losing is worse than never having it.
But now, it is different, now he is a happy person, and from now on, he will always be happy.He firmly believes so.
Yan Zhaozhuo spent the whole night carefully teaching him the ways and tricks of spiritual cultivation.
Then, the next morning, Shen used Huihui's mental power to break through E-level, reaching the same level as Yan Zhaozhu.
Top-notch spiritual talent, coupled with more than 20 years of gray spiritual power accumulation, let him get started very quickly.It is foreseeable that he will advance rapidly in the future and surpass Yan Zhaozhu.
Yan Zhaozhu is not jealous either, because he knows that Shen Yonghui is devoted to him wholeheartedly and will do whatever he tells him to do. There is actually no difference between him becoming stronger and himself becoming stronger.
But the breakthrough of spiritual power has a more important meaning to Shen Yonghui.
He finally tore off the shackles and was free.
Although his appearance was still calm and reticent, his whole spirit had undergone earth-shaking changes overnight.
When Yan Zhaozhuan woke up, there was no one around him.He packed up and went out, and sure enough, he saw that Shen Yonghui had just made breakfast and was putting things on the table.
The bright and dazzling sunlight in the morning shone in through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, covering him dimly.
He raised his head and smiled softly, "Come over for breakfast."
Yan Zhaozhu couldn't describe his changes.
Like a dying fish out of water, it suddenly encounters the deep sea.
Like a migratory bird that has trekked for half its life, it finally found its homeland.
Like a heartburning cold wine, warmed by a pot of boiling water into sweet rain that warms the stomach and dispels the cold.
It's a bit of a feeling of going through the vicissitudes of life and returning to the original.
All worries are gone, all worries are gone, although he is still calm and silent, but obviously, he is much more free and willful.
Or... this is finally let go, don't care anymore.
When he could ignore many things, Yan Zhaozhu was the only person he cared about the most.
Yan Zhaozhu had a vague feeling that if he wanted to, even if it meant destroying the whole world, Shen Yonghui could do it for him.
Shen Yong looked back at him calmly, and after a while, he suddenly lifted his lips and called out, "Come and eat quickly, Yan Yan."
"...What did you call me? You call me again???"
"Strictly." Shen Yonghui called obediently.
"You," Yan Zhao hesitated, "If you don't know what to call me, you can call me Brother Yan."
"Strictly."
"You can call me by name!"
"Strictly."
"My roommate called me—"
"Xiao Zhao."
"... Yanyan sounds better."
"Yeah. Strict."
Shen Yonghui leaned over and kissed him lightly.
During the meal, the two finally talked about the previous business.
"Why did you come to the East China Base?" Yan Zhaozhuo asked, "Didn't you say you were looking for Mu Qing?"
"We found the place you mentioned," Shen Yonghui shook his head, "There is no one, the people inside are gone."
Yan Zhaozhu became serious, "Are you sure you didn't find the wrong place?"
"There is a big hole in the same place, and there is a wooden sign upside down, and the poem you told me is engraved on the wooden sign." Shen Yonghui said, "Of course, this is not the point. The point is that Mu Qing is indeed not dead. Not only did he come back to life, but he also became famous, and his name spread very well along the way."
"what happened?"
Shen Yonghui said: "When we first saw the big pit, we guessed whether someone would take his body away, or that he didn't die at all. With this guess, we searched around, Finally, we arrived at the Z city base."
He paused, "The base in City Z has become a bit hard to describe. They divide human beings into four categories: top, high-quality, medium, and low-quality, and refuse to accept all low-quality population. That Mu Qing, because of the reason you said, looks Ugly, humiliated by them kicking them out."
"I heard these things at the gate of the city. It is said that later he brought the people who were kicked out together and went north to go to City S, but for some reason, City S blocked the road leading to City Z , he had no choice but to choose another road, and walked to East China.”
"Their group is highly recognizable, and the news is easy to inquire about. I followed the East China Base after inquiring about the news. But on the way to inquire about the news, I discovered a very strange thing."
"We are not the only ones who follow him and inquire about his news." Shen Yonghui said, "They are not from the Bai family either. It is conservatively estimated that these people come from more than five factions."
"More than five?" Yan Zhaozhu asked, "Is there something abnormal about Mu Qing that was discovered by other forces along the way?"
"Maybe, but probably more than that." Shen Yonghui said, "Because there are foreigners among these people."
Yan Zhaozhi realized the seriousness of the matter, "Foreigner?"
"Yes. There are not many real foreign faces among them. Those with Asian faces also behave like Chinese people. But I came from a reconnaissance company, and some subtle differences can be hidden from others, but not from me."
Before he knew it, Yan Zhaozhu had put down his chopsticks, clasped his fingers on the table and began to think.
"There is also Mu Qing, who is really incredible," Shen Yonghui continued, "He is immune to corpse poison, even if he is bitten, he will not become a zombie. Now I know that it is the effect of the genetic shield, but some People who don't know him almost regard him as a god. Moreover, he also has an incredible ability."
He paused, "This ability is to remove corpse poison."
"Get rid of the corpse poison? Impossible!" Yan Zhaozhu was surprised, "After generations and years of research in the big universe, I don't know how to deal with this corpse poison, otherwise, it wouldn't be called a planet robbery."
Shen Yonghui said: "I have confirmed it with my own eyes."
Yan Zhaozhuo thought quickly, "What's going on? Tell me in detail."
"He can really remove the corpse poison from a person, but it must be before the attack, and the efficiency is very slow. It takes a full two hours to save a person. You know, ordinary people may not be able to last for two hours after being infected. will change."
"Anyway, it's still unbelievable." Yan Zhaozhu immediately thought of another question, "Do you know, is he just targeting humans or..."
Shen Yonghui understood what he meant, "I thought about this aspect, and confirmed it with him face to face. He called his ability purification. Not only human beings, he can purify anything with zombie poison."
Yan Zhaozhuo, as the Chief Chief of the dignified base, immediately thought of his own plan to resume planting.
He thought for a while and asked, "Confirm with him face to face? Have you met him?"
Shen Yonghui said: "I had a showdown with him. I was the first and only one among the forces that stared at him in the whole base. What I told him was that my master learned about the Mu family from a certain channel. Shi, sent me to win him over, hoping to get help from the descendants of the Mu family."
Yan Zhaozhuo smiled with interest, "You didn't disclose the capital base?"
"No, and I didn't talk about the distribution map of the ruins. I want to wait and see the situation before making a decision." Shen Yonghui said.
Yan Zhaozhuan leaned back in his chair, and looked at his lover with admiration, "The military action is dangerous, unexpected."
"Indeed, no one chose the tactic of a direct showdown." Shen Yonghui said.
"Mu Qing's impression of you should be good?"
"how do you know."
"I know that person." Yan Zhaozhu shrugged, "That's just how he is."
Shen Yong stared at him darkly, "Are you familiar with him?"
"..." The breakfast happened to be quick-frozen dumplings. Yan Zhaozhuo picked up the vinegar plate next to him and threw it in front of him, "Come and eat, you like this stuff, don't you? If you have the ability, eat this plate for me."
Shen Yonghui stopped talking.
Yan Zhaozhu didn't bother to pursue it, and continued the topic just now, "I guess, not only does he have a good impression of you, but if he really wants to join a base, he might really follow you obediently."
Shen Yonghui took his eyes off the vinegar dish, "Unfortunately, it's too late. The East China martial arts tournament has already begun."
"Oh, what do you say?"
"There was no planning or publicity before this competition. It was decided to hold it suddenly. There are rumors that Mu Qing has already boarded the upper level of the East China base. The competition was originally held for him. He needs to select a few people from among them for a certain matter. Strong."
He continued: "This is all hearsay, but the news I know is what he told me personally. He said that the reason for holding this competition, not to mention other purposes, at least one purpose is clear-he hopes to use this , Bring out all the dark forces."
"So I made a deal with him. I helped him find out the hidden forces, and he considered agreeing to my request."
Yan Zhaozhu was thoughtful, "Is this why you are so popular in the competition?"
"Shoot the first bird." Shen Yonghui said, "If there are dark forces who want to get close to Mu Qing, they will definitely work hard to win over the big ones."
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