Yan Qiuchi was honest for a while, and after he lay down, it took several minutes before he gradually leaned forward.

Shen Jintai's heart was warm but his face was cold. He felt that he had to show some momentum and seize the initiative: "Put on your clothes."

Yan Qiuchi didn't speak, but said after a while: "It's uncomfortable to hug you in clothes..."

"Why did you wear it before?"

Yan Qiuchi said, "Now...it's different from before."

Can it be the same, he has tasted the most delicious meat in the world, and now he is only allowed to lick the bones, how can he be satisfied.

In fact, even if they hug each other without wearing clothes, he has already shown great patience. Now he wants to repeat last night, twice a day is not too much, right?

He felt that Shen Jintai's physical fitness was quite good.

Not to mention his own physical fitness, now he just needs to think about the feeling of being surrounded, and he can be a pillar of the sky.

But he also knew that "Happy Rain on a Spring Night" couldn't be delayed any longer. Now the whole crew is waiting for Shen Jintai. Tomorrow "When You Are Old" will be officially released, and Shen Jintai will have to make time for a road show.

"When You're Old" has become a big hit, and it's breaking out of the big blockbusters during the Spring Festival. The screening rate has risen from 15.00% originally scheduled to [-]%. The blockbuster film has a poor reputation, so it is inevitable to make a film arrangement for "When You Are Old".

Shen Jintai fell asleep vaguely, and felt Yan Qiuchi tossing and turning. He didn't fall asleep until early in the morning. He opened his eyes, and felt Yan Qiuchi sitting up in the dark.

I really didn't expect Yan Qiuchi to be such a lustful person, as if he would suffer to death if he didn't do that.

Shen Jintai was infected by his strong desire. Thinking that Yan Qiuchi's mind is full of intimacy with him now, his heart is actually a little itchy. After all, it means that the person he loves also has a stronger love for him. satisfying.He hesitated for a while, thinking that tomorrow he would go to the film crew early in the morning and attend the premiere of "When You Are Old" at night, so he held back.

And to be honest, it was Yan Qiuchi's appearance that he could restrain himself even though he was on fire inside, which made him like Yan Qiuchi more.

He thinks men who can control their lower body are more attractive.

When he woke up the next day, he found that Yan Qiuchi was no longer there. He got up to take a shower, and while he was drying his hair, Yan Qiuchi came into the bathroom and said, "I bought breakfast."

Shen Jintai said "hmm", and seeing that Yan Qiuchi looked a little tired, he smiled, Yan Qiuchi walked behind him, took the hair dryer from him, and Shen Jintai said, "I can blow it myself."

"Just satisfy me." Yan Qiuchi said.

If he didn't fall in love, he didn't know that he would be so clingy, and he felt a little tired, afraid that Shen Jintai would not like it, but he had no choice but to take care of and love Shen Jintai, wishing he could do all the work.He likes to take care of people, take care of others, and satisfy himself.

When Xiaotang came over with breakfast, Shen Jintai and Yan Qiuchi were already eating.He carried his breakfast to his room, and when Li Meilan arrived, he asked, "Sister Lan, do I not have to buy breakfast for Brother Jin anymore?"

He was still a little lost, feeling that his job had been robbed of him.

Mr. Yan is such a busy big boss, how can he still buy breakfast by himself?

Yan Qiuchi had to go back after breakfast.

"If I'm free, I'll pick you up from the set."

"You didn't sleep well yesterday," Shen Jintai said with a smile: "If you finish your work early, you can come back and sleep. I have Xiaotang and the others, so you don't need to pick them up."

He touched Yan Qiuchi's face as he spoke, and took a closer look: "Why are your eyes so bloodshot so easily?"

"It was almost dawn before I slept for a while." Yan Qiuchi said.

The tone was okay, and he didn't take the opportunity to be pitiful.

Yan Qiuchi took the coat from the hanger: "Okay, I'm leaving."

Shen Jintai delivered to his door, Yan Qiuchi turned around again, wanting to kiss him goodbye, Shen Jintai kissed him once, but Yan Qiuchi was not enough, grabbed his waist and kissed him for a while, as if he had been holding back all night , this time to vent out, press on the door and kiss his neck.

Unconsciously, they kissed for several minutes, and the two were very excited.

Shen Jintai's excitement seemed to be infected by Yan Qiuchi. Yan Qiuchi has a lot of energy in his body, probably because of his strong passion and desire, so it is easy to infect him.

"I'm leaving." Yan Qiuchi let go of him, opened the door and went out.

Yan Qiuchi put on his coat and buttoned it up when he went out.Xiao Tang had already been waiting in the corridor, and when he saw him coming out, he tiptoed slightly. Seeing that Yan Qiuchi had stopped bowing, he just nodded and called "Boss Yan".

Yan Qiuchi let out a "hmm" and went into the elevator.

Shen Jintai wiped the moist corners of his mouth, feeling his tongue numb.

Because it was the first day of work after the new year, Shen Jintai prepared a red envelope for each crew member. When he arrived at the set, Xiaotang carried the box and accompanied him to distribute the red envelopes.

"I heard you were sick yesterday?" Cai Jun asked with concern, "Are you feeling better?"

"It's much better." Shen Jintai said shyly.

He had put on makeup for a long time today, and it was mainly used to cover the hickey marks on his neck, but after a day, the hickey marks on his neck became darker, and it was impossible to completely cover them with makeup alone.

Yan Qiuchi lost control for a while, which really caused him a lot of trouble in filming. In the end, he had to change his costume, but in this way, the scene was not connected with the previous filming. In order not to delay the time, everyone The original part was shot again.

Xu Dahai's illness became more and more serious, his forgetfulness became more and more serious, and the memories of the past began to occupy his brain, but the relationship between him and Xu Xingchen's father and son became more and more harmonious.

Xu Xingchen felt that Xu Dahai was becoming more and more like a child, his temper was still stubborn, but it was easy to coax.

It was cold in mid-winter, and the small county was a bit closed. The days were short and the nights were long, and there was nowhere to go, so Xu Xingchen cleaned several houses at home, inside and out.

After cleaning, he found a lot of past memories, including his middle school textbooks, childhood toys, and his two diaries.

Since he first fell in love in the third year of junior high school, the diary is full of boys' thoughts, and now he is sitting on the bed reading a few articles, and he can see goose bumps all over his body.

He doesn't even remember when he had such Qiong Yao, there were stickers of Xiaolongnv in his diary, as well as Cui Zhiyou in "Stairway to Heaven", and Lee Jun-ki in "The King's Man".

He remembered the first same-sex movie he watched in his life, which was "The King's Man". After the college entrance examination, he and Yu Chenglin went to the Internet cafe on Huimin Road to watch it together. At that time, the two of them were still in an ambiguous period, and the Internet cafe only had one chair. A headset, two people squeezed into a chair, leaning together, using a big headset.

After watching the movie, they went to play billiards in the billiards hall south of the cinema, and Yu Chenglin taught him by hand. When they returned home in the evening, in the alley with no one, Yu Chenglin took his hand.

On the same day, when he came home, he bumped into a woman coming out of their master bedroom in disheveled clothes. Xu Dahai was lying on the bed shirtless, snoring loudly.

He lost his temper and had a cold war with Xu Dahai for a long time. In the end Xu Dahai beat him up. He ran away from home angrily and stayed at Yu Chenglin's house for a few days. The two of them tasted the forbidden fruit one night .

Looking back now, the mood has been very different.

At that time, he couldn't accept Xu Dahai's remarriage at all, and he was very resistant to having a stepmother, not only for the sake of his deceased mother, but also for his own self-esteem, and felt ashamed.

Ironically, when he was about to come out later, Xu Dahai also thought he was ashamed, a pervert, and sick.

He felt that the man Xu Dahai could not understand him at all. He was new to the Internet at that time and knew that homosexuality is not abnormal. Many places are calling for equality of sexual orientation. Even some countries in the West have accepted same-sex marriage. Even doctors say it is not a disease. , just "fireworks with different colors".

These words are still kept in his diary, and the handwriting is scrawled. It is obvious that Xu Dahai just finished scolding him when he wrote it, and he was very angry.

Now that he has grown up, he can understand Xu Dahai.

This society is developing too fast, each generation bears the imprint of another generation, life is a process of continuous growth and change, the pity is that people understand, but cannot start all over again.

Time can change everything, just like Xu Dahai, who did not hesitate to sever his father-son relationship with him before, now occasionally asks when eating:

"You haven't gone back for so long, does that person have any objections?"

"Why hasn't your phone ringing lately?"

Later, he even referred to Sun Mingzhi as "Xiao Sun" for the first time: "What does Xiao Sun do?"

Xu Xingchen didn't tell Xu Dahai that he had broken up with Sun Mingzhi.Probably the father-son relationship between him and Xu Dahai was complicated and heavy enough, which eased his emotional pain. Thinking of Sun Mingzhi, he didn't even have any hatred anymore. After crying twice in his dream, he was covered by Xu Dahai full.

For example, taking care of Xu Dahai's daily life, exercising his memory, and taking him to see a doctor.Xu Dahai's lack of cooperation was what gave him the most headaches.

"I asked the doctor a long time ago," Xu Dahai said, "It's useless, it's a waste of money, and it will end there."

Xu Xingchen knew where he would go in the end after searching for doctors and medicines for the past few days.

Xu Dahai asked him to go back to Beijing.

"Let's talk about it later." Xu Xingchen said.

Xu Dahai stopped urging him because the Spring Festival is here.

On New Year's Eve, Xu Xingchen climbed up the ladder and pasted couplets on the gate. There is a "Spring" in the middle and an upside-down "Fu" at the two ends, which means "blessing has arrived".Aunt Zhao and the others held the bowl and chatted with him while eating. Xu Dahai was holding the ladder cautiously below, and commanded, "Go a little to the left, and then a little to the left."

The sound of firecrackers came from a distance. This was the last Spring Festival that their father and son spent together.

On New Year's Eve, Xu Dahai fell ill and had a high fever. Xu Xingchen spent the night in the corridor of the hospital.

When he came back from the county hospital the next day, Xu Dahai gave him all the keys, bank cards, and passbooks at home.

"You still have so much money." Xu Xingchen looked through the passbook slips in surprise: "Then when you saw a doctor, you still said you had no money."

"It's useless," Xu Dahai handed him a green bank card with his thin hands: "This Agricultural Bank card is the one you used to send money to me. I don't know how many there are. It's inside..."

When Xu Dahai wanted to sever the relationship between father and son, Xu Dahai threatened to raise him for so many years and he had to pay back, so he regularly transferred money to the card every month, at first 600 a month, then [-], and then [-]. It is estimated that there are about one hundred thousand in total.

"Even if you don't get married, you still have to have a home. I heard from them that house prices in Beijing are very expensive... Well, when I die, you can sell the house...or after a few years, it might be demolished , It’s probably enough for you to make up a down payment. I haven’t saved much in the past few years, and it’s been spent on seeing a doctor in the past few years... Alas,” Xu Dahai sighed again, and the topic suddenly changed: “You said I’m old, and I’m going to die with you , you are old, who will take care of you until the end of your life, and you don't have any children..."

Xu Xingchen paused for a moment, then said: "These days, there are a lot of unmarried people. As long as you have money, it's better to live in a nursing home when you get old than at home."

Xu Dahai obviously couldn't understand it, and he couldn't accept living in a nursing home, but this was a knot, and it was destined to be like this. He was worried and anxious, but there was nothing he could do.

He wept silently.

Xu Xingchen seldom saw him cry, so he felt a little uncomfortable, and said, "You don't have to worry about me. The society is developing so fast, maybe everyone will not get married by then. Think about it more than ten years ago, how would you have thought that divorce is so common now. You haven't been to a big city. I don't know. There are a bunch of older men and women in Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou. They don't get married when they can. When I get older, I might be able to adopt one. As long as I put my heart into it, the adopted child is no better than my own. Poor. When I get old, I think the two men will be able to get married. Do you know how many countries gays can get licenses now?"

"It's all a possibility, it's all an estimate. Then maybe you are old and alone, and no one cares about you when you are sick. You don't have any brothers or sisters."

The more Xu Dahai spoke, the more sad he became, and he began to cry while covering his face.

Xu Dahai is old, he is really old, the father who beat him up all over the place, is now an old man who can cry in front of him.

The camera shifted from Cai Jun's back to Shen Jintai's face. Shen Jintai licked his lower lip slightly, his throat moved, his eyes were moist, but his expression was calm.

If it was his own father, he might have stepped forward to hug him, but as Xu Xingchen, he could only sit there, stretch out a hand, and put it on Cai Jun's back.

Li Meilan turned her head slightly to the side, wiping away her tears.

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