New Naruto Sakura no Flower Fan Travel Notes

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"Oh my god, Xie, why are you drunk?" I didn't even have the face to meet him, because the sudden kiss last time made me ashamed!But why is he here again?And there is a strong smell of alcohol...

Scorpion didn't say a word, just glanced at me quietly, then sat on the ground leaning against the cage.I saw that his fair cheeks were very red!He also held a wine bottle in his hand.

"You are only 15 years old, you are not allowed to drink alcohol! Grandpa Hai Laozang has repeatedly emphasized that only people who have reached the age of 20 can drink alcohol." I hurriedly approached him, saw his distraught expression, felt a pain in my heart, and endured the pain. She couldn't help but asked with concern: "Hey, what's the matter with you? Do you have to drink to relieve your worries?"

He looked at me for a long time, and those deep eyes seemed to be able to see into my heart... It also made me a little ashamed!Then, he smiled again and said, "I'm fine...that's right! This is my favorite Umenosuku plum wine, you can try it." He handed the bottle to me through the cage as he spoke.

"Ha - I don't want it! I... I don't drink it! I'm only 16 years old, so I can't drink alcohol!!!" I was shocked and hurriedly refused.I thought this guy was crazy today, right?But I can't be crazy with him!There has to be someone sober.

"Okay, I won't force you..." He smiled wryly, took another sip of wine, and said to himself, "I really want to change this desert! But I... I All the ideas and suggestions were scoffed at by those adults! I want Sa Yin to get rid of the corrupt Yihe family, but no one can understand me!!! I want this world to be free from war, but there is nothing I can do!!!”

"No...not...I understand! I understand everything!!!" How could I not understand him?Since he participated in the third Ninja World War, I also understand his earnest desire for a peaceful world!

So, I hurriedly cheered him up and said: "Scorpion, don't give up! You see——I predicted when I was a child: You can become the 'Scorpion of Red Sand', isn't it true now? Besides, you are a kind-hearted person." People have their own ideas... just stick to your own beliefs, you will succeed!!!" Maybe I have a deep love for him?I stretched out my hand involuntarily, walked through the cage, and gently stroked his thin cheek.Because the frustrated and lonely expression on his face at this time made my heart ache! ! !

"You...why do you believe me so much?" Xie looked at me in a daze, his eyes trembling, and asked softly: "After Xiaochong died unexpectedly, you were the only one who firmly believed that I did not harm him."

"Why don't I believe you?! Xie is not the kind of person who would kill a friend!" I couldn't understand his questioning of myself, so I couldn't help but said loudly: "Hey, Menzuo Xie, what are you doing?" Can you doubt yourself? You are the greatest artist of this century! Isn’t the perfect art you pursue——eternal peace?! That will be a bright world, without wars, open and secret conflicts, and natural and man-made disasters ..."

I couldn't help but shed tears as I said this... I understand that I will never be able to get rid of the identity of Crane Guardian Jinjuriki in this life, and Jinjuriki - is a product of backward times!

May I ask, in the distant future, can tailed beasts live in harmony with humans?Don't tail beasts have freedom and feelings?So cruelly and casually linking Jinchuriki and the fate of the Tailed Beast, have you asked us what we think? !Have you asked the Tailed Beasts what they think? !This dark and cruel ninja world really needs a change! ! !

Oh, as a victim, I live very hard!

Even though I have lost my memory, but the warmth and coldness of my relationship in the past eight years, the insomnia in the past eight years, the forced smiles in the past eight years, and the loneliness in the past eight years... Who can understand me?All the people said "Sarada, I should go." or "Sarada is the most obedient and sensible boy."

But how can a child not be naughty and willful?How can there be a child who doesn't act like a spoiled child?How can any child be born a good baby?All my cuteness and sensibleness were forced out!I... I'm so tired!In addition to the physical and mental suffering of lack of adequate sleep, there is also the blankness of being deprived of memory and freedom, and the maturity and stability with a smile...

so tired--

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"Hmph, you actually guessed my 'Ultimate Art'?" Scorpion suddenly showed a smile that seemed to be gratified, and then he grabbed my hand that was still resting on his face in a daze? !Then... bowed his head and started kissing my wrist, the back of my hand, the palm of my hand, my fingers, the fingertips...

"Oh!!! You... what are you doing?!" I immediately panicked, blushing with shame because of his intimate behavior!Nima - what kind of operation is this? !So, I struggled to get out my hand, but he still clung to it, and with an evil look on his face, he chuckled shamelessly, "Unless you...drink..."

"The Red Sand Scorpion!!!" I said angrily.I guess he was really drunk today!Not only is his behavior bold and outrageous, but his words are also brainless and extremely explicit!Is he... playing hooligans? !

"Drink quickly, I don't want to wait." He rudely handed the bottle to me with the other hand, approached me vaguely, and beckoned me to continue drinking.

Heh, compare strength, can I beat him?I had no choice but to sigh, slowly took the wine bottle with the other hand, and took a sip lightly.Cough...cough...a bit spicy, I don't like it! ! !

"You are so shameful! You can choke on just this little wine, is it okay?" Seeing me coughing, he quickly stretched his slender arms to my back and patted me.

"Cough... let you... bully me again!" I turned my face away and said in embarrassment, ahhh - obviously I don't know how to drink, but I still force him? !This guy really has obsessive-compulsive disorder!Really annoying! ! !

"Tch, I just love to bully you, don't you agree?" He smiled slightly, gently grabbed my strand of red hair, and kissed me passionately...

"You—" I didn't expect him to do such a "shameless" move again? !So, I quickly pulled back my hair, and said angrily, "Scorpion!!! I'm ignoring you!!!" Immediately afterwards, when he was relaxing, I withdrew my hand again, and quickly hid in the into the deep room.

"Hello - Sarada -" Xie shouted hastily.But where am I willing to come out? !Really! ! !I never want to see this brazen stinking rascal again! ! !

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"Xie, your grandma Qiandai is looking for you, hurry back!"

Uh——is that the voice of Ebizo's grandfather? !

When I was hiding in the dark, I was caught off guard by the sudden arrival of Grandpa Hai Laozang? !When did he come? !He just... saw it? !At this moment, panic was written on my flushed cheeks!How embarrassing!Actually let the elders see it with their own eyes? !

So, I boldly poked my head out slightly, only to vaguely see that Scorpion's expression was complicated... Is it embarrassment?Are you shy?Still panic?Then, without saying a word, he just bent down to pick up the wine bottle, then turned and left, while Grandpa Haizang looked into the depths with a gloomy expression...

Well - is he looking at me? !

"Okay, don't hide, Sarada, grandpa has something to tell you."

I had no choice but to walk out in despair, lowering my head and not daring to speak.I cried bitterly in my heart: It's over, it's over, it's over! ! !Grandpa Hai Laozang must be angry! ! !

"Sarada, do you really... like him?" Hai Laozang's grandpa asked coldly with a straight face, "Tell me, tell grandpa the truth!"

"I...I don't know..." I continued to lower my head, feeling my cheeks getting hotter.Didn't expect my grandfather to ask me such a direct question? !How can I answer this!Could it be possible for me to directly admit: "Yes, the person I like is Menzuo Xie."? !

"Oh? You said 'you don't know'? Well, grandpa, let me ask you another way. Let me ask you: Are you... angry about what he did to you just now?" Grandpa Hai Laozang became more and more embarrassed as he spoke: "Saroda, you are a pure and pure girl, you should have some minimum sense of shame, right?!"

This, this, this——I was speechless at my grandfather's sharp words!The cheeks that were already hot became even more unbearable... Judging from my grandfather's tone, did he think I was "shameless"? !The conscience of heaven and earth!I didn't do anything "out of line" with Scorpion! ! !

"Don't talk? Oh, it seems that you are angry. Huh, since he has treated you lightly just now, then as your grandfather, I won't sit idly by! I'm going to kill him now!!! That kid is so daring at such a young age! Presumably, Sister Chiyo will not let him go!" Grandpa Hai Laozang said coldly, then turned and left resolutely.

"No—Grandpa—I'm not angry!!! Really!!!" Shocked, I hurriedly knelt down, gripped the cold cage tightly, and let go of my voice and shouted loudly.That completely out-of-control voice also completely exposed my true feelings for him: Indeed, I really really really really like him very much! ! !So grandpa can't kill him! ! !

"Hahaha, are you in a hurry? Are you feeling distressed? Heh, as expected of mother and daughter..." Hai Laozang's grandfather turned around, and laughed loudly, "Is this—karmic reincarnation?! Hahaha..."

"Mother... daughter?" I asked in a daze.Is grandpa talking about me and... my mother? !But in my memory over the years, he never took the initiative to mention this matter.

"Son, grandpa forced you to question your mother in the same way back then." Hailaozang's grandpa said sadly, "And both she and you just blushed and bowed their heads in silence, waiting for me to get angry and want to kill you... the one of yours." When you bastard father! She panicked and said exactly the same thing as you..."

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"No - Daddy - I'm not mad!!! Really!!!"

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"What..." I still don't quite understand my grandfather's words, but I can feel that - my parents' relationship is not favored by the world, and it even led to my current misery!

"Uzumaki Zuarana, you—absolutely, absolutely, absolutely, absolutely, absolutely absolutely not like Menzuo Scorpion!!!" Grandpa Hai Laozang actually shouted at me a name that made me feel very strange.

I saw him staring at my wide open eyes, his eyes were as sharp as a blade...Suddenly, he sneered and said: "Yes, in fact, you have a surname, which comes from your biological father's 'Whirlpool Clan'. Moreover, you also have The name was chosen for you by your mother herself, but..." He smiled ferociously, and grabbed my hand that was still on the cage with such force that it caused me pain!But he was unmoved, and his voice was extremely cold: "But you, a lowly monster who killed your biological mother--you don't deserve it at all!!!"

Heh, for a moment, I really thought I was hallucinating...

My grandfather actually used such words to call me?

At that moment, I couldn't even think of how I should react for a while.But he still refused to let go, gouged me up and down with his cold and disgusted blue eyes, and then said coldly: "Oh, look, now you look more and more like your Lu Luo who was brutally whipped to death." Auntie? Especially... in this turquoise kimono. Hmph, both of you aunt and nephew are the same devil!!!"

"You...what did you say?!" I broke out in cold sweat, opened my eyes and said in shock, "Aunt Lu Luo...what happened to her?! What whip corpse?!"

"Hahaha, it's all the retribution of that female devil!!! Just like... her brother who abandoned the corpse 'deep in the desert'." I saw Hai Laozang... Grandpa's cracked mouth was filled with joy With a smile on his face, he said coolly, "That's your... beast father!!!"

"Father..." I said in a daze, feeling that everything that happened today has far exceeded my ability to bear.Suddenly, Hai Laozang's grandfather grabbed my chin, the sharp and cold light in his eyes was as terrifying as his hand strength, and he said in a cold voice: "Okay, I——tell you everything!!! I want you to clearly understand that you, the murderer who killed my daughter, and the daughter of that bastard, have no right at all to have happiness!!! You also have no right to dream of dragging the scorpion down!!! "

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Until the end, I had no idea what he was talking about?But all I know is that I—I have nothing from beginning to end! ! !I am not qualified to be the daughter of Menzuo Feiying, nor is I qualified to be the granddaughter of Menzuo Hai Laozang, and I am not qualified to like... like Menzuo Scorpion.So, I solemnly knelt down and kowtowed to the old man who I had known for many years but was destined to be unfamiliar, and took the initiative to spit out a sentence that would completely break the relationship between our grandparents and grandchildren: "Lord Ebizo, it is me, a monster, I am sorry ..."

Oh, I also forgot what I said later?It was nothing more than "repentance": repenting my sinful birth, repenting my sinful life... But the old man, from being unmoved at the beginning, then turning around and not saying a word, and finally leaving resolutely, not only He severely crushed my last hope, and inadvertently decided the last... last meeting between me and him in this life! ! !

Crying heart-rendingly and heart-breakingly in the dark sand prison, that is my strong catharsis from the bottom of my heart!It wasn't until the man with the goatee said softly to me for the first time: "Then go to sleep, I'll watch the wind for you." Did I feel a little warmth? !Hahaha, I didn't expect that the person who can give me care now is this uncle with a goatee who once hated me very much. What an irony.

Then, I really fell asleep, and I had a very beautiful dream!In my dream, I have my father and mother, and I also have freedom and happiness!I also have scorpions...my favorite scorpions!

But, I really can't fantasize anymore.

scorpion……

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"Idiot, I'm right here."

I'm sure, when I opened my eyes again, the first person I saw was him!

Maybe it was because I was subconsciously afraid of losing him, so I dropped the shyness and reservedness before, and quickly hooked his neck, like a child hugging his favorite toy, hugged him tightly, and put my head against his neck. Rubbing his chest, listening to his heartbeat.But at that moment, I suddenly understood - he and I no longer have the barriers of sand and prison? !

"Scorpion?" I caressed his sharp cheeks with my hand in a daze, stared at him for a long time, unbelievable what happened now...

"You are free." He smiled and said, "Me too." He handed me his forehead as he said it, and I could clearly see a scratch symbolizing his identity as a traitor.

Before I could ask him, he pressed me under his body, his crimson eyes were clear and translucent, as if he was suppressing his volcanic passion... desire.Immediately afterwards, I felt the belt around my waist gradually loosen. When I was shocked by this embarrassing discomfort, I still chose to obey from the bottom of my heart, out of joy and expectation, because——he is a scorpion !

I don't know how long it has been?But this wonderful moment of being no longer bound by the dark world is really hard to part with and lingers on!Between his vague and fiery utterances, I gradually learned some things: the third generation of Kazekage and Sandataki Chien disappeared, and the fourth generation of Sataki Rasa succeeded to the throne; With him in a hotel called "Chinzan B&B" in the country of Kawasaki...

"Saroda..." He raised his head, kissed the tears that kept overflowing from me, gasped lightly, and said softly, "Huh... I've said so much, don't you want to ask any more?"

"Scorpion, I love you." I smiled naturally, stroked his sweaty red hair, and stretched my arms around his back. This was my answer.I don't need to ask him, I just need to trust him, this is love.

"Oh, you already know, it's really you." He put his forehead on mine and said with a smile, "Come on, let's wander the world together, just like wild geese."

After that, we spent three years of good time... During this period, I actually became friends with Shuhe-kun in my body!It even formed a kind of "symbiotic relationship". In fact, Mr. Shouhe is very kind. He often complains to me about Shayin's bad atmosphere, and I laugh it off.But I always feel that Shuhe-kun seems to be incomplete, especially when I met Luo Sha in the country of vortex, I knew his purpose... Then, he used that picture scroll to wake up the My memories of before I was eight years old also caused me to lose the most precious treasure of Hexie.

In fact, it's good to have that kind of memory sealed, I often think that way.At that time, I, who lost Shouhe-kun, not only had white hair all night, but also could only rely on the body of Baijue in the underground cave in the hanging cave in the country of Chuan, let alone go out during the day!Because if I touch the sun, I will melt like snow and die!Leaving no trace... The price for obtaining this life-sustaining treasure is that Xie becomes a member of "Xiao".

Hmph, is there any difference between this and Sand Gu?It's just another prison.And the time I really walked in the sun was only before I was eight years old and those three years...

Even in the end, Scorpio, he's gone too.Even though I know he comes often, he just doesn't want to see me, let alone get in touch with me. He just keeps sending white candles from the Yihe family to help me sleep peacefully when I'm bored every day.Moreover, he turned into a puppet!But he just said indifferently: "I don't want to lose to you. After all, you will always stay at the age of 19 because of this white death, and I don't want to age easily, so I will..."

I still believe in him, and believe that everything he does is for my own good.