New Naruto Sakura no Flower Fan Travel Notes

Episode [-] "Snow in Love with Sunshine"

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"Fanwai [-]: Snow in Love with Sunshine ([-]) Preface"

"But the difference between me and my aunt is that I know that I have nothing to do with sunshine, but I desperately long for that dazzling light." When I said this, I was only seven years old.

do you know?Sunshine is something I have been looking forward to all my life.

Just like he once asked me: "Hey, do you like sunshine that much?"

"like."

"Hmph, how much do you like it?"

"Like a snowflake knowing it will be melted by the sun, it will shine brightest under the sun."

"Cut, moths to the flame."

"No, we're almost there."

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And he and I, like moths to a flame, spent our whole lives fighting against fate!In the end, I gave up under all desperation; but he lost his way under all desperation.

"Fanwai [-]: Snow in Love with Sunshine ([-]) Human Love"

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From the moment I woke up in that prison named "Sand Gu", I had already forgotten everything, and my first reaction was: this place is very big, very empty, very dark...

Afterwards, I discovered that an old man in a black robe and a white shawl was sitting outside the prison. He was wearing a white turban, and his blue eyes shone with inexplicable light.After seeing my dazed expression when I first woke up, he seemed a little excited, and then opened his lips and said, "Zo... Sarada, are you finally awake?" At that time, I clearly saw that he was talking about that When the name was named, there was some strange hesitation on the vicissitudes of life's cheeks.

I was stunned for a moment before asking in a low voice, "Who?"

"I'm calling you." The old man said softly, "You are my granddaughter, and your name is... Sarada."

"Is it...? But I don't remember anything? What happened?" I couldn't help asking in a low voice, to be honest: I feel like I have lost my memory!completely forgot everything before...

"Does Sarada want to be a good child?" The old grandfather suddenly tightened his originally kind face, and there was a fear in his tone that made me feel a little familiar: "We must always remember the teachings of grandpa... ...Good boy, you shouldn't ask so many questions."

"Yes, Grandpa Hai Lao Zang..." As soon as I finished speaking, I saw the blue eyes of the old man widen in an instant, and suddenly, a few more beads spilled out, as if they were dripping on my heart It made me feel a pain in my heart, and I was even more surprised by everything just now... God, why did I say that kind of thing mechanically?How did I know the name "Grandpa Hai Lao Zang"?

"I'm sorry!" The old man seemed to admit that I called him "casually", and then bowed his head so heavily that I couldn't see his expression at the moment, and I could only hear his choked voice: " Didn't you expect that all these years grandpa left you with trembling words?"

"I..." I was at a loss for words for a moment, I just stared at the old man's painful face for a long time, and my heart became more and more bitter, and then I could only keep silent.

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Since then, two things have become clear to me:

[-]. My name is "Saroda", but I don't have a surname, and I am the granddaughter of Menzu Hai Laozang, one of the high-level advisors of Sand Yin Ninja Village.

[-]. I need to talk less and ask less questions, otherwise... this grandpa will be very sad, very sad... and I don't want to see him sad! ! !Not at all! ! !

As for later, I also gradually learned about my "family situation": my cousin is the famous fighting general of Sand Hidden—"Akasa Furan"; my grandfather's sister is the "Poison Immortal" in the ninja world— Monsa Chiyo; my aunt is the wife of the patriarch of the "Sunataki Clan" - Sandataki Midoro, but this aunt who is so beautiful that she is dangerous never recognizes the husband's surname that makes her often gnash her teeth, although I can sense it , but I can't ask either...

And what I want to know the most, there are many, many, many... Especially when it comes to my life experience, memory, and parents, I can't ask.

Every human being is born with parents!But why can't I know?

Alas, forget it, let me be a good boy who is observant, cautious, sensible and obedient.When this idea came up quietly, I was also told my age—eight years old.

What happened before the age of eight?Oh, I still can't ask!No one has ever taken the initiative to mention things to me before the age of eight.

why?Is it really okay to keep me in the dark?

And I have almost never shown this kind of resentment of being deliberately concealed in front of anyone!It's just... a gentle smile again and again, and sometimes, even his face stiffened.

Smiling, obviously very beautiful, but also very tiring.

And I am smiling, I have lived in this prison for eight years! ! !During this period, I could neither look in the mirror nor sleep, let alone the sunshine and freedom outside the cage?

But I still have to keep a decent smile, accept it, and be the good boy they are full of praise, hahaha, really tired, so tired...

Hmph, the so-called "sensibility" is to learn to conceal one's various emotions, to face all kinds of things with an impeccable smile and keen and meticulous eyes, regardless of good or bad.

However, I still have a question: Since Shagu is a prison, isn't it a place to detain bad guys?Hmm... so what am I doing wrong?Why do I have to be locked up here after I wake up?What is the world outside the Sha Gu like?Is the sky a dull gray like the sandy ceiling?Are the trees as cold and black as a cage of sand?

Whenever I dared to ask Grandpa Hai Laozang these not very "sensitive" questions, he would always reply softly: "It's all pink."

"Why pink?"

"Pink, the warmest, brightest, and most beautiful..." Grandpa Haizang looked at me quietly, under his long white eyebrows, those deep blue eyes were trembling with a faint sparkle, jumping me The most familiar sadness.

My heart sank, knowing that I had asked the wrong question again, as if every question I asked could cause Grandpa Hai Laozang to feel inexplicably sad.

Well, talk less, too much talk will lead to failure.

"Saroda, Grandpa should go." He slowly stood up while talking, and I could clearly see his trembling back.Suddenly, I also gradually understood: pink is a particularly bright scar in Grandpa’s heart, and it is also one of the many questions I should not ask...

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Apart from family members visiting me occasionally, loneliness is naturally the most normal "package".

So, when no one is around, I like to stretch out my little hand through the cage, intending to touch the air outside the cage. Although there is not much difference, I just want to feel the kind of outside the cage... "Different The presence"!

"Hey—little monster—you can't stretch out your claws randomly—take them back—" This uncle jailer with a goatee has always been fierce to me, and I really don't like him very much.

"Damn it, this little monster's hooves touched my clothes just now! Go back and sprinkle salt to get rid of bad luck!" Another uncle jailer wearing glasses kept patting his clothes with his hands, but I didn't mean to, because I really didn't notice their sudden appearance.

Fortunately, I have long been used to their arrogant attitude, and compared to this, I want to sleep well! ! !But whenever I doze off, they wake me up rudely.

"Damn girl!!! Who allowed you to sleep?! Wake me up!!!" Actually, I was a light sleeper, but they woke me up with a basin of cold water.I trembled for a while, and the whole person was sober!The coldness in my heart is the same as the coldness in my body, it makes me shiver, like my dripping wine-red hair, which is extremely cold against my scalp; like my lavender kimono, which is extremely cold against my body... And permeated with a bone-chilling chill.

I know: whenever my relatives come to visit me, these uncles of the prison guards will enthusiastically "cheep my health" to me.Therefore, I don't need to tell the adults the real situation, after all, "seeing is believing, empty words are not proven".Moreover, I don't need to trouble them, I only need a few words to keep the elders from being sad... This is enough.

Because... I can't let grandpa down, I want to be a sensible and obedient boy!

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"Saroda, grandma is here to see you!" As soon as I heard the voice, I knew it was grandma Chiyo.She is the most outstanding puppet master in the whole ninja world, and also...my "mother"'s aunt, right?

I hurriedly turned around, and sure enough, I saw that kind old man with red hair and a bun... Wait, there seems to be one more person this time?It's a little boy with red hair!

"Sarada, grandma would like to introduce you. This is your younger brother, the son of your Uncle Fenglan and Aunt Xianya—Men Zuoxie. He is one year younger than you." Grandma Chiyo said while stroking The boy's fluffy red hair, seeing the boy's indifference, frowned and said angrily: "Xie, what are you still doing? Call sister!"

But the boy didn't say a word all the time, but his crooked eyes were fixed on me, and I saw that "complicated and twisted" little eyes, which made me a little... "familiar", right?

Reciprocity is reciprocal, so I also turned to look at him politely, and the latter flashed a strange "shame"!It made me feel more "interesting".So, with a friendly smile, I looked at his face carefully: like me, he also has red hair, but the hair color is brighter, very similar to Uncle Feng Lan; Her face and crooked eyes are more like the gentle Aunt Xianya.Hey, what a cute "Little Zhengtai"!

Ah, although our meeting seems to be "cold", right?But I am a sister, so I should have the demeanor of an elder!So I smiled and said, "Hello, Xie, my name is Sarada, your sister." As I spoke, I stretched out my hand across the cage, wanting to shake hands with him as a gesture of goodwill.Because Hai Laozang’s grandfather said: If you meet a new friend, “shaking hands” means kindness and politeness.

Well - he is still indifferent? !Isn't it too embarrassing?Because of this, I am a little embarrassed, I just feel my cheeks start to get hot...

"Xie, didn't you see that my sister wanted to shake hands with you?" Grandma Qiandai glanced at the expressionless Xie, and then at my "difficult" hand in mid-air, her expression was obviously a little displeased.

"Hmph, I actually forgot all about it. Forget it, I hate making others wait." Suddenly, he said the words "nonsensical", then lowered his head, stepped forward and held my hand Hands... oh, it's really cold! ! !Subconsciously, I quickly pulled my hand away.

He suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at me, and his little appearance of calmly "playing cool" just now began to feel embarrassed.

Grandma Chiyo shook her head when she saw this, and said with a "gloating" smile: "Hahaha, Xie, it doesn't feel good to be rejected, right?"

"Sorry! I, I... I didn't mean it!!!" I hurriedly explained with a blushing face, "Uh... your hands are a little cold, so I just... pulled them back..."

"It's okay, Sarada, leave him alone!" Grandma Qiandai glanced at Xie, who was also flushed, and said with a smile, "This kid is different from your Uncle Fenglan, he's very 'cold'."

"No, no, no! It's my fault! I took the initiative to shake hands first but then shook him off...I'm so sorry!!!" I said with an apologetic face, um, it's really embarrassing, I'm obviously my sister, how could I "Bullying" my brother!

"Hahaha, she's also an infatuated girl." Grandma Qiandai squinted the same dark eyes as Uncle Fenglan's, her beautiful face crossed something that seemed to be "melancholy"... Immediately afterwards, she will pretend to have The red bean sweet soup lunch box was passed to me across the cage, and he said with a smile: "Little greedy cat, look—grandma is making you red bean sweet soup again!"

"Thank you grandma!" I thanked excitedly, and immediately reached out to take the lunch box.The happiest thing is to drink sweet red bean soup!I like it for no reason!When Grandpa Hai Laozang found out that I like to drink sweet red bean soup, he actually showed a "weird" expression, but until now, I still can't understand...

At this time, Xie suddenly approached the cage, with a straight face, and said coldly to me: "Same as before, I don't want to call you 'sister'!"

before?

Ha - have I seen him before?When I was puzzled by his words, I was surprised to find that his chubby little white face was even redder!It's just... like a small apple!

Hee hee hee, so cute! ! !This is my sincere evaluation of Scorpio when I first met him.

Hmm...it should be "first encounter", right?

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"Hey, don't sleep!"

Just when I thought I would be woken up by the jailers splashing cold water on me again due to dozing off, another voice let me know the reason: "Oh, it turns out to be Master Fenglan and Mrs. Xianya, please come inside!"

Oh, what a "player" uncle.I put my head against the cage and tried my best to smile with vigor, not for their sake, but because I didn't want Uncle Fenglan and Aunt Xianya to worry.

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"Saroda, are you okay?" Uncle Fenglan was looking at me worriedly, only to see that the same dark eyes as Grandma Qiandai were full of unbearable and pity, while his bright red hair was as scorpion Same.

"I'm fine." I smiled politely, because I clearly saw the man with the goatee standing behind the couple.He was constantly winking at me and clasping his hands together, and I could understand what the uncle was doing: it was just double-faced, that's all human nature.In fact, it is hard work for him to guard me, so why should I make things difficult for him?

"Really...?" Uncle Feng Lan turned his head slightly, and glanced coldly at the goatee uncle standing behind him, who was grinning one second and smiling all the next.

"Well!" I smiled sweetly.And although the goatee uncle kept smiling, I still saw the dense cold sweat on his forehead and the muscle spasm in his facial expression.

"Well... you guys chat slowly, don't take too long, little one... let's go first!" The uncle knew he shouldn't stay longer, so he nodded and bowed, and then left like "running away".

But none of us are willing to pay attention to him, including Aunt Xianya who is a standard lady.Scorpion looks very similar to her, and even her swan-colored eyes are inherited from her.Her long brown hair is gentle and beautiful. Compared with the cold and gorgeous Aunt Lu Luo, she is very approachable, just like her voice as soft as a hot spring at this time: "Sarada, you are sleepy, you can take a sneak peek. "After she finished speaking, she deliberately looked around.

"Hey, okay." I couldn't help covering my face and smiling, what a lovely aunt.

Why can't I sleep?This is also a taboo topic. For this reason, Uncle Feng Lan, who has a bright personality, hastily changed the subject and said, "Saroda, what do we bring for you?" Then they took out one by one, handed them in through the cage, and said like a few treasures: "This is a vegetable salad lunch box, this is a fruit salad lunch box, this is a sweet red bean soup lunch box, this is a pink hairband, and there is a blue hairband. Yes Yes! Uncle tells you quietly, this blue headband was chosen by Xie for you!"

"Yes, I picked the pink color, because our Sarada is a little girl, and girls love pink." Aunt Xianya couldn't help but said, "But suddenly a sentence came out: 'That guy uses blue is art. ’ and asked for blue ones, so I bought them all.”

Suddenly, a very "wonderful" feeling emerged in my heart: Although I vaguely understand that pink seems to be related to my life experience, I really prefer quiet blue.But how did that "little lady" know?He and I... seem to have only met once, right?

"Our Sarada's red hair has grown a lot. Come closer, and I'll comb your ponytail." My aunt approached the cage with a smile, and took out a comb to comb my hair.

Like a kitten, I obediently moved my body and let my aunt comb my thousands of red hairs through the cage.Does this situation look like a mother combing her daughter's hair?Actually, Aunt Lvluo combs my hair like this every time she visits me, and I also like my aunt and aunt very much, but I... want my mother to comb my hair the most.

"Saroda is a beauty, she looks so pretty with a ponytail!" Aunt Xianya hesitated a bit when she was about to choose a headband, and tied my hair with a pink headband.

"Thank you." I said gratefully, but couldn't help hesitating softly: "Excuse me... do you have a mirror?" Since I woke up in Shagu, the adults didn't allow me to look in the mirror, which made me until now I don't even know what I look like, I can only vaguely see my own blurred and dim reflection in the water when I wash my face every day.It's very strange, even though people who have seen me keep praising me for being beautiful, I don't believe it!If... I'm really beautiful, why don't you let me look in the mirror?

However, the movements of my aunt's hand suddenly stopped.

"Sarada, we...we should go..." I turned my back to my uncle, but I still heard his unnatural voice.

It was the same "Saroda, I should go..."

Every time I asked some "special" questions, I always gave different answers like this.Heh, have you all discussed it in advance?

"Saroda, Grandpa should go..."

"Saroda, it's time for grandma to go..."

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"Well, goodbye." I chuckled lightly, sadness and confusion crept into my heart.Since you don't want to talk about it, I won't ask any more.

After a long time, after the couple had left, I turned around slowly, stroking the pink hairband on the ponytail with my little hand.This kind of hand feeling should be tied into a small pink bow by my aunt. It seems that the temperature of her fingertips and a touch of body fragrance still remain on it...

Next: As always, a dead silence.

Blue hair band, salad lunch box, sweet soup lunch box... just lying alone on the cold floor tiles, I don't have any appetite.But I can't let down the kindness of Uncle Fenglan and Aunt Xianya!After all, Sarada has always been the most obedient and well-behaved boy.

So, I opened the lunch box and savored the "popular" food carefully, but today it tastes the same.Perhaps only when eating can I truly feel the presence of others, and even...my own existence!I am a living person who needs food and drink!I'm alive?

Hey, why is it a little salty?

Oh, it turns out...it's teardrops.

It was my own tears that fell into the sweet red bean soup; my own tears can only be swallowed by myself.Therefore, with crystal tears in my eyes, I smiled and drank the sweet soup clean!Never let any drop of sad tears remain on the lunch box that carries the warmth of the elders' care!

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"Eat, eat, eat! Monsters deserve to eat?!" The goatee uncle took my food out of the cage after confirming that my uncle and aunt had really left, and cursed, "Little monster, you don't deserve it!" Then, he walked away, not knowing how he would treat those food kings.

Sorry, poor foodies!It's me, this monster... who dragged you down.