Every day in the Shura field, I'm doing fancy whitewashing

Su Yu stayed at Song Xiu's place for a while, then went back, and said before leaving, "Brother, remember to take the medicine at night, you can't stop it."

Song Xiu nodded, and after sending Su Yu out, he supported the wall with one hand, and suddenly began to pant heavily, his hands trembling slightly, he closed his eyes, and whispered, "Don't think about it, it's all true, this It's all true... don't look at it, don't think about it."

The more he was like this, the more painful he was, but he restrained himself desperately.

After a while, his face calmed down a little, and he turned back to go upstairs to get the medicine blankly, as if nothing happened, but looking carefully at his hands, he could find that his hands were trembling slightly, and his pupils Full of fear.

Coppella Syndrome...everything, it's fake.

When Su Yu was filming the next day, she didn't see Song Xiu. After thinking about it, she called Song Xiu. After the phone rang a few times, she heard a voice from the opposite side, saying, "Why? gone?"

"Seeing that you haven't come yet, I'm afraid something will happen to you." Hearing Song Xiu's voice, Su Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "If you don't feel well, don't come to the set today. It's fine anyway."

"You're late," Song Xiu said with a smile, "Turn your head and look behind you."

Su Yu was taken aback for a moment, turned around and looked according to what Song Xiu said, and saw this person walking over with a small cake box in his hand, wearing a light white sweater, he smiled, "When I came here, I saw a cake shop just right There is a new cake, and I brought you a copy."

"Aren't you afraid that I'll get fat?" Su Yu raised his eyebrows.

"It's okay, eat. I read your next script. The heroine is a little fat in the early stage. I guess you have to gain weight." Song Xiu said with a sense of peace of mind, without any guilt, and said, "I also It can be regarded as contributing to the next script.”

After Su Yu rolled her eyes at him, she took the cake. Just as she was about to speak, she realized that Song Xiu's gaze had been looking somewhere. , Xiao Qi was wearing a black robe, staring at the two of them coldly.

Su Yu thought for a while, hugged Song Xiu's waist, buried his head in his arms, and said suddenly, "Brother, what brand of shower gel do you use? It smells good."

"Do you have a dog's nose?" Song Xiu frowned, wanting to pull her out, but considering that Xiao Qi was right in front of him, he gave up, sighed, and looked spoiled.

After Xiao Qi sneered, he turned and left. Song Xiu just lifted Su Yu out of his arms, and said, "What are you doing? Do you think the media reporters don't gossip enough?"

Su Yu spread his hands, and said indifferently, "My dear brother is still single, why can't I hug him? If you have the ability to say it, I'll clarify it if it's a big deal."

"Nonsense." Song Xiu shook his head, he said, "I'll go to the hospital later, I won't be with you in the afternoon, call me if you need something."

"What about the night? There's a night scene tonight, am I here alone?" Su Yu shouted.

"There are assistants and bodyguards, what are you afraid of? The one you have to be afraid of is the actor who is playing with you, right?" Song Xiu glanced at his watch, his cuffs faded a little, revealing the scar on his wrist, and he stretched out his hand to cover his face calmly. Stopped, and immediately said, "I won't talk to you anymore, I need to call."

After leaving Su Yu here, he drove away from the set.

The car was driving on the road, and when the phone rang, he pressed it, and a person on the opposite side asked, "When are you going to come?"

"I'll be there in half an hour." Song Xiu laughed.

"Come on, you've been too busy with work recently, you have to relax yourself, you should know about your illness..." Before the doctor could finish speaking, Song Xiu had already interrupted him, saying, "Let's meet and talk."

The doctor sighed and said, "Okay, then I'll wait for you to come over."

Song Xiu's car stopped at the hospital, but he went around the hospital to a nearby community, and found a house with the most green plants. He rang the doorbell, and someone came to open the door immediately, and said with a smile, "It's half a house. Hour, arrived 10 minutes early?"

"The road conditions are good, so you came earlier?" Song Xiu put his coat aside, and the doctor gave him some snacks, and said, "Can I still eat now?"

"Okay." Song Xiu replied.

"That's much better than before, keep it up like this..." The doctor thought for a while and asked, "We talked about your childhood last time. You said that your parents divorced when you were very young, and they both divorced later. Each has a family, and you are in the two families, walking back and forth like playing football, until your mother's family immigrated, and you lived in your father's house until you became an adult, right?"

"Yes." Song Xiu looked down at the snack in his hand, took a bite, and said, "Mung bean cake? It tastes good."

"I followed the Baidu tutorial. You can say it's good. When you go back, you can pack a few." The doctor said with a smile. He looked at Song Xiu and asked, "Song Xiu, is there anything unhappy about you? I feel that your state this time is different from the previous few times, which is a bit dangerous."

"When I met someone from the past, I might feel a little restless. I will adjust my state." Song Xiu said.

The doctor nodded, and said immediately, "Then let's talk about it this time. Anything you think is unforgettable, love, friendship, family, everything is fine..."

"The kind that you can't let go of, okay?" Song Xiu asked.

"Of course." The doctor said with a smile.

"First, my surname. My biological father's surname is Su, and my mother's surname is Song. Logically, I should share my father's surname, but... my father married another, and they had a child. I know this family has been rejecting me. , so I simply changed my surname to Song... Always remind myself not to have expectations, the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment."

"Later, I met someone. We have been together for many years. We had quarrels and fights. At that time, we thought we would not be separated, but I never thought that in the end, I would be the one who broke up first." Song Xiu Laughing like self-deprecating, he said, "Injuring him is the saddest thing in my life, but I don't regret it."

"Let me guess," said the doctor, "is it your illness? You don't want to burden him."

"Well, he is very young, very good, and has a bright future. He shouldn't be with someone who is terminally ill like me. You know, I couldn't tell the difference between people before we broke up. When I hugged him, I would Felt sick, felt terrified, felt terrified, like I was hugging a stranger ... but as soon as I closed my eyes, I started telling myself it was him."

The doctor looked at the tired-looking young man in front of him, and didn't know what to say. He said, "Relax, have you been suppressing your fear before? Song Xiu, listen to me, fear is a part of human psychology. , the more you suppress it, the more problems will arise..."

"I know, but I don't want to part with it, and finally we are together... But then, one day, I went to wash my face, and suddenly I didn't know who he was in the mirror, and I felt that the me in the mirror was fake , as if in a second, it would drag me in and replace me, I was so scared that I broke the mirror... the fragment was right beside me, he suddenly rushed in and hugged me, asking me what's wrong... I I couldn't answer, I looked at him like I was looking at a stranger with his face, I was really scared..."

Song Xiu talked about his feelings at that time with a blank face, but the doctor could hear the fear he was holding back, and he continued, "Then I lowered my head, and every piece of the mirror on the ground contained me and him, these people They all seemed to be facing me, laughing at me, I didn't know them."

"Did you break down?" the doctor asked.

"No... I closed my eyes, and I could only hear voices, but I couldn't see anything. Suddenly, I felt that the world became real again. I once thought about being blind all my life, but I thought about it all night. Finally gave up on him." Song Xiu laughed and said, "I told him to break up."

The doctor was silent for a long time, and said, "It's not him you gave up, but yourself."

After these words, Song Xiu also fell silent. He looked at the cat lying on the shoe cabinet, smiled, and said, "Then what can we do?"

"Did you continue to take the medicine you were given?" the doctor asked.

"Eat it, it might help." Song Xiu said with a smile.

"Do you think the person talking to you is your doctor? Tell me the truth." The doctor looked at Song Xiu, but saw a trace of trembling in his pupils, which was a natural reaction after extreme fear. Song Xiudao, "Yes, you are my doctor."

He smiled.

After getting out of the doctor, he sat alone in the car, panting heavily, unscrewed the cap of the mineral water bottle while shaking his hands, gulped down the water, some spilled down the corners of his lips, The neck and the sweater inside are stained with water, and it feels a little cold in winter.

Only then did he feel better, hugged his head and groaned, frowning in pain.

After driving the car away, the doctor stood upstairs and watched him leave, and then cleaned up all the cups. There was also a small gift box on the table, which contained mung bean cakes, which Song Xiu forgot to take when he left.

He didn't seem to be in a hurry, but in fact he was already flustered. The doctor walked over, sighed, and said, "Oh."

He could see that Song Xiu didn't believe that he was a doctor. Song Xiu hadn't been able to get out of the visual deception. Patients with Capuka Syndrome suffered such pain. Everything they saw, including their relatives, including friends , and even lovers... will feel that it is fake, and everything around them is fake, which gives them endless fear.

The doctor unfolded a newspaper from two years ago, which contained a report about Song Xiu, calling him the "star-pointing hand". Some people commented that he did things too cruelly, but no one knew the cause of it.

And this same newspaper was still in the hands of another person. Xiao Qi read the newspaper again and again, and said with a sneer, "The star-studded hand? It's an exaggeration."

"Are you reading this newspaper again? How many times have you read it?" Jiang Xin knew that he was upset again when she saw him return to the set with a cold face. newspaper.

"Don't read it." Xiao Qi took a lighter from the side, lit the newspaper, and said coldly, "Fake reports, what's so interesting."

The author has something to say: the second update!

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Gu Xu: Sorry, can I resign now?

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Luo Wenzhang is the most heroic and famous feline in the entire Emperor Star. Every time he takes second place in the global escape competition, no one dares to take the first place.

But this year's global escape competition system has been changed, and all contestants must bring their human pets to participate, otherwise they will be disqualified.

Luo Wenzhang didn't want to lose his qualifications, but he was notoriously disliking humans... However, there was one thing about humans that he seemed to be able to accept.

The human being who came to work at his house recently, is very quiet and well-behaved, and knows how to keep a distance.

It's just... how can I get that human to agree, let him touch the cat's balls?I heard that human beings like this kind of thing. If it's that human being, um, he seems to be generous enough to let him touch it a few more times?

感谢在2019-11-2114:51:42~2019-11-2116:45:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 311103463;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Miwuao;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!