Every day in the Shura field, I'm doing fancy whitewashing

[666: Hatred value...]

[Zuo Chen: I can't continue acting. 】

[666: But it's still cleared... Are you sad? 】

【Zuo Chen: Don't be sad, I've made it through no matter how hard it is, take him away, experience it again, give him any task, just one thing, I won't be by his side in the future, don't let him get hurt. 】

【666: What if he insists on going back to modern times? 】

After being silent for a long time, Zuo Chen laughed, and said, "Ask him three times. If he still wants to go back after three times...then listen to him, but...my death is my own fault and has nothing to do with him."

After Zuo Chen's soul came out of Jiang Fei's body, the world collapsed. Standing in the void, he raised his hand to wipe the blood on the corner of his lips, but he couldn't wipe it clean, and there was more and more blood.

【Zuo Chen: The first time I met you, what conditions did I agree to?I seem to hope that through these worlds, he will completely forget me. 】

【666: But just entering the world, you gave up this condition. 】

[Zuo Chen: Yes, because I recognized him at the first sight... I was selfish and greedy, and I always wanted to spend more time with him, but I didn't consider that I was already dead. One day, we also have to go our separate ways. 】

【666: He wants to save you. 】

[Zuo Chen: But I can't survive, he can't go back to when I was sick, he can't save me, my illness is my own problem, and it has nothing to do with him... He is a good person, let alone Should be dragged by me. 】

Just like what 666 said to Song Xiu before, Zuo Chen never gave up on Song Xiu, what he gave up was always himself.

[Zuo Chen: I'm leaving, and I probably won't see you again in the future. I want you to tell him that I love him, but I also think that he might...not be happy to hear this...so forget it, the last one Busy, let him forget about this, thank you, goodbye. 】

Zuo Chen's figure gradually faded, like a ray of light, turning into flying ash and disappearing into the void.

When he recognized Song Xiu's first side, he changed his goal. He wanted to accompany Song Xiu to the end, no matter what method he used, but unfortunately, this was just an extravagant wish.

When Song Xiu woke up, he felt a faint headache, before he could think about it, there was a knock on the door, Song Xiu was stunned, and then he heard the person outside the door say, "Brother Xiu, can I come in? "

Song Xiu recognized Zuo Yi's voice, and said hoarsely, "Come in."

Song Xiu was an orphan and was later adopted by the Zuo family. Three years later, the Zuo family gave birth to twins. Due to premature birth, the younger brother Zuo Yi suffered from congenital heart disease. Little excitement.

As for the elder brother of the twins, Zuo Chen, he has no physical problems. When he was a child, he often heard relatives joke that his younger brother was robbed of his nutrition.

In the eyes of Song Xiu, including others, Zuo Chen has always been a very good person. He has been very sensible and powerful since he was a child. Sheng Yulan is a powerful figure who has settled in the business world at a young age.

As an adopted son, in such a family, Song Xiu naturally wanted to avoid suspicion. He would not contact the company on weekdays, and preferred to play with other things.

No one has ever asked Zuo Chen what he likes, and no one has cared about him, because he is powerful enough and strong enough to protect himself, but Zuo Yi is different, Zuo Yi is too fragile, so he needs to be taken good care of.

But no one expected... Zuo Chen died before Zuo Yi.

……

Song Xiu clutched his forehead. Whenever he thought of this incident, he felt a severe headache. It seemed that something had been hidden deep in his memory, preventing him from digging out.

"Brother Xiu? What's wrong with you?" Zuo Yi looked at Song Xiu puzzled, and asked, "Why do you look so ugly?"

Song Xiu leaned against the bed and said, "Maybe I have a cold?"

"You have to pay attention to your health. By the way, I heard that there is a racecourse in the suburbs. Shall we go for a walk?" Zuo Yi excitedly suggested.

"Can you ride a horse now? Uncle and aunt agree?" Since Song Xiu knew that he was not the biological child of the Zuo family, and the power of the Zuo family became stronger and stronger, he learned to actively avoid suspicion. Changed from "Parents" to "Uncles and Aunts".

The left father and the left mother saw that they couldn't resist him, so they had no choice but to let him go.

"My health is much better, have you forgotten? I had a heart operation, and the doctor said that there should be nothing wrong." Zuo Yi was very happy when he mentioned this, but soon, he became depressed again, and whispered, "It's a pity that my brother can't see it anymore...Parents don't come back very often recently. Since my brother passed away, there have been many things in the company."

Hearing Zuo Yi say this, a faint stomachache made Song Xiu feel familiar. He raised his hand to cover his abdomen, and then frowned, "Zuo Chen? Did he... die? What's going on?"

Song Xiu didn't know what was going on with him. He vaguely remembered that Zuo Chen seemed to have passed away, but he didn't seem to remember. Such a strange feeling made him unable to react.

"Yeah, brother Xiu? What's wrong with you? After my brother passed away, you didn't know where you were, and your phone was turned off. You didn't come back until the funeral was over... Then you fell headfirst in front of my brother's photo. , In the past half a month, your high fever persists, you wake up and sleep, and you have not woken up, and the doctor can't do anything... You don't want to be in the hospital, and you tremble with pain when you go to the hospital, so you can only stay at home It's gone... Fortunately, it's better now." Zuo Yi said with a smile.

"Then you still knock on the door when you come in? Aren't you afraid I won't wake up?" Song Xiu frowned, but still couldn't remember, so he had to give up.

"My brother said, you don't like others to disturb you, so no matter what happens, come in and knock on the door first... If I don't hear your reply, I will open the door and come in naturally, but there is still a sense of ceremony... I Brother hasn't been with me for long, and he hasn't taught me much, so I don't want to forget him." Zuo Yi has always been a very well-behaved person, which is quite different from Zuo Chu's strength.

Even if they look alike, anyone can recognize the difference between the two at a glance, and they will never be mistaken.

Song Xiu remembered that Zuo Yi's brother was called Zuo Chen, and he also remembered what this person looked like, but he couldn't remember more, he just felt something was wrong, but he couldn't find what went wrong.

Seeing that Song Xiu's face was still not very good-looking, Zuo Yi didn't bother him anymore, and said, "I'll tell my parents later, go to the hospital for a checkup."

After Zuo Yi left, Song Xiu rubbed his aching abdomen. There seemed to be a temporary blank in his mind. This blank was like a mist, covering what he wanted to see under the mist.

Song Xiu shook his head, he couldn't remember clearly.

He was even more confused about why Zuo Yi said that he couldn't be contacted for half a month, and why he fell down in front of Zuo Chen's posthumous photo as soon as he came back.

Logically, the relationship between him and Zuo Chen is nothing, so it can't be overly sad, right?

Song Xiu sighed, thinking that he probably thought too much, and his mind was drowsy. After he lay down, he fell asleep quickly.

When he woke up again, he didn't know why Zuo Yi was sitting beside him in the hospital. Zuo Yi was reading a book. When Song Xiu saw him, he was slightly taken aback, and almost yelled out the word "Zuo Chen" .

"Brother Xiu, you're awake." Zuo suggested that he was awake, and hurriedly called the doctor. After an examination, the doctor said, "Your body has generally recovered, just rest for a few days and you'll be fine."

After the doctor went out, Zuo Yi smiled and said, "You don't know, you fainted at home before, and you couldn't wake up no matter what I told you, so I had to call the ambulance. Fortunately, nothing happened this time...Parents came too, But at that time, you were still in a coma, my brother died, and there were too many things in the company, so they rushed to the company after a while."

Again.

Song Xiu stretched out his hand and pressed his abdomen. For some reason, when he heard the words "my brother is dead", he felt very uncomfortable, unspeakably uncomfortable.

Zuo Shen died.

Zuo Shen died.

Zuo Shen died.

Song Xiu told himself these words repeatedly like masochistic, and finally got over the throbbing pain in his stomach, and he felt better.

The word Zuo Chen, in Song Xiu's impression, he is a seemingly gentle, but actually very strong, and paranoid person, so even when the two get along, Song Xiu still avoids him...Compared to Zuo Shen, Song Xiu pays more attention to Zuo Yi. After all, Zuo Yi’s health is too poor. The doctor said that it is difficult to live past twenty, and now it is past twenty... It’s just that in his impression, Zuo Yi had already started at that time. I won't come to bed anymore...

and then?

and after?

what happened?

Song Xiu was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly realized that he had no memory of what happened next... Then what happened...what happened?

Zuo Yi didn't know what Song Xiu was thinking, so he poured a glass of water and handed it to Song Xiu, saying, "Brother Xiu, just tell me what you want to eat, and I'll buy it for you."

"Your brother... Zuo Chen, how did you die?" Song Xiu asked suddenly.

Zuo Yi's expression froze slightly, and after a while, he lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "No one would have thought that he would die like this if he committed suicide, would he? In fact, neither did my parents, because my brother looked ...doesn't look like a suicidal person at all."

Song Xiu felt that his breathing was slightly stagnant, as if he was about to suffocate. He quickly drank a few sips of water to heal up.

Zuo Yi shook his head, and said, "The one who died by cutting his wrists was already dead when he was found out, and he couldn't make it to the hospital. He didn't say why he committed suicide, and he didn't even leave a suicide note, but the doctor said There are many injuries on his body, many, many, new and old overlapped together, and some scars have faded... He should have...been breaking down since a long time ago."

作者有话要说：感谢在2019-12-2423:59:14~2019-12-2519:48:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: King Doudou, Tangerine Tangerine, 1 meat sauce;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 8 bottles of THeo; 6 bottles of Dangshi; 2 bottles of Doudou King;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!