Every day in the Shura field, I'm doing fancy whitewashing

After Jiang Fei checked, he found that Song Xiu hadn't come back yet. He frowned slightly and turned to ask the people around him, "Where are the others?"

"I lost my follower." The bodyguard whispered, "There are too many people in the hospital today."

Jiang Fei immediately picked up his mobile phone and dialed Song Xiu. He thought he would hear the notification sound of shutting down the phone, but he heard the sound of connecting it. Jiang Fei was stunned, and immediately asked, "Where are you?"

"I went to the toilet, and I don't know where you are, so I'm waiting for you at the outpatient clinic." Song Xiu's slightly smiling voice came from there, and he said, "Where are you now? I'll go find you."

"Third floor, come here." Jiang Fei hung up the phone and lowered his eyes slightly.

Song Xiu glanced at the screen of the phone that was hung up, and couldn't help laughing. After sighing in a low voice, he opened the mineral water he just bought, swallowed the medicine mixed with water, and threw the bottle into it again. in the trash.

The little nurse next to him asked, "Are you sure you don't want to go for a checkup? Your face was so ugly just now, I thought you were going to faint in a second."

Song Xiu smiled and said, "It's okay, low blood sugar."

According to what Jiang Fei said, he went to the third floor. After taking the medicine, he already felt much better. Although his stomach still felt a little uncomfortable, it was not unbearable.

"You can't find me, won't you call me?" Jiang Fei frowned and said, "Why didn't you leave?"

"Didn't you say it? Let me accompany you." Song Xiu walked in front of Jiang Fei, squatted down halfway, looked at the man in front of him seriously, and said, "Anyway... I won't live long, right? "

"Are you afraid?" Jiang Fei asked.

"Don't be afraid... since I promise you anything, I will do it." Song Xiu got up and took the wheelchair, pushed Jiang Fei back, and said as he walked, "You don't have to worry about me leaving, I can leave now if I want It won't fall."

When they got to the car, after the bodyguard opened the door, Song Xiu picked up Jiang Fei and put him in the back seat.

He had just put it away, and suddenly his brows were slightly frowned, but he immediately covered it up, sat next to Jiang Fei, and said, "After I go back, I want to sleep, the doctor said I have a cold stomach, and it would be better to rest more. "

Hearing this, Jiang Fei raised his eyelids to look at him, sneered, and then said nothing.

As the car was driving on the road, Song Xiu leaned on a corner, tilting his head slightly, as if he was extremely tired. Jiang Fei turned his head to look at him several times, and found that he had fallen asleep at some point.

After the car returned to the villa, Song Xiu woke up. He had not slept soundly, and when the car stopped, he immediately woke up.

"Are you awake? Are you so tired after sleeping all the way?" Jiang Fei couldn't help asking, "What did you do last night?"

"Tired." Song Xiu stretched out his hand and rubbed the center of his brows. He pushed open the car door, and just got out of the car, he felt dizzy, staggered slightly, held the door, and felt better. She stepped forward to support him, but was powerless.

Song Xiu still underestimated the impact of this incident on his body. His forehead throbbed violently, and he felt a little nauseous due to the pain, and he felt that his stomach was only bubbling with acid water.

"What happened to you?" Jiang Fei asked.

"Caught a cold, didn't eat breakfast, and had low blood sugar." Song Xiu endured the intense dizziness, he hardly dared to open his eyes, the world in front of him was almost fused into a ball, in his eyes, it seemed to be looking at things from a kaleidoscope, making him dizzy Dazzled.

After a while, Song Xiu said, "I can't hold you anymore, I don't have the strength in my hands."

In the end, the bodyguard helped Jiang Fei to sit in the wheelchair. Song Xiu followed behind them and went back to his room.

Song Xiu closed the door and almost fell to his knees on the ground. His stomach ached and he had to curl up, retching constantly, and had to lower his voice. The phone fell aside, and Song Xiu couldn't care about it anymore.

In his mind, he kept recalling the time three years ago, that moment, that moment, that feeling, he kept thinking about it, almost overwhelmed him.

He couldn't tell Jiang Fei the truth about the car accident, so he could only bear it by himself.

But he is a person, he is also afraid, and also afraid... Since three years ago, for countless days and nights, he has kept calling Jiang Fei's sister, and he seems to be able to hear her voice no matter when, Even see her sometimes.

The doctor said it was an illusion.

He also knew that it was an illusion, but the fear brought by the illusion was real, as if someone had strangled him by the throat.

Apart from pain, he didn't know what words to use to describe it.

He closed the door, drew the curtains, turned on the lights, and sat in the corner by himself, ready to carry it all by himself as before.

Suddenly, the door rang.

Song Xiu raised his head subconsciously, and heard Jiang Fei's voice. He seemed to be right outside the door, and asked, "Are you asleep?"

"No." Song Xiu replied in a hoarse voice. After a short rest, he stood up and walked towards the door. When he opened the door, he found that there was no one outside. Song Xiu was slightly taken aback. Looking at him strangely, Song Xiu felt an indescribable fear wrapped around his neck like a chain, and he asked, "Did Jiang Fei knock on my door just now? Who knocked?"

The bodyguard replied, "No one."

Hearing this, Song Xiu choked slightly, he gave a low laugh, and said, "Okay."

Just like what the doctor said, his hallucinations are becoming more frequent and more serious. Maybe one day, he won't even recognize himself in the mirror, right?Maybe one day, he will drive himself crazy, right?

But maybe he can't wait until that day, maybe before that, he can't stand it anymore, and the choice is over.

Song Xiu didn't open the door until dinner. Jiang Fei sat at the dining table, looked at the empty seat in front of him, and asked, "Why didn't he come down to eat?"

The nanny paused, and said, "I just asked about it, and they said that I didn't feel well and I was too sleepy, so I didn't want to eat at night."

"Whatever he wants." Jiang Fei said.

Upstairs, Song Xiu supported the sink with one hand, his palms were covered with blood, sticky blood, but in his eyes, there was only a gray color, his figure shook, and he leaned weakly against the side of the bathtub and slowed down. Slip slowly.

In front of him, there seemed to be a girl in a goose-yellow skirt. She squatted down, looked at Song Xiu, tilted her head and said, "Are you surprised to see me? Are you scared?"

Song Xiu couldn't speak, because of the overstimulation, his stomach always had a stress reaction, and it kept throbbing and convulsing.

"I'm lying down, it's very cold, why don't you come and accompany me?" The girl stretched out her hand, her pretty face turned hideous in an instant, and rushed towards Song Xiu, Song Xiu closed his eyes, his His back was slightly tensed, and his chest heaved violently.

The girl's figure suddenly disappeared in front of her.

After a while, Song Xiu opened his eyes, and everything in front of him returned to normal. He leaned against the side weakly, raised his neck slightly, cold sweat ran down his forehead, his arm was hanging limply on the side, and blood flowed down his fingers. Tip down low.

Song Xiu struggled to get up, put the water in the bathtub away, and took off his coat. In the mirror, the scars on his back were criss-crossed, it can be seen that the injury was not serious, one of which was just a little bit down on his neck , there is no doubt that if the wound was deeper, he would probably be able to cut his throat.

Song Xiu didn't care that he was covered with scars. A fresh wound lay across his shoulder. The deep and long wound didn't look like it was cut by a knife, but it looked like it was cut by glass. The wound was still bleeding out. .

He lay down in the bathtub, the wound was washed by water, and the blood color faded, but unfortunately he couldn't see clearly, the wound was a little white, Song Xiu rubbed his brows wearily, but stretched out his hand to hold his shoulder Suddenly, he tore hard at the wound, and the wound that was about to stop bleeding was torn open again, and blood gushed out, and the water in the bathtub was dyed pale pink. He lay in it, his chest heaving slightly.

"Jiang Fei, I feel bad." He said hoarsely.

When Lu Heng came over, he only saw Jiang Fei eating downstairs alone, he was a little taken aback, and asked, "Where is that person?"

"Who are you talking about?" Jiang Fei asked.

"Song Xiu... what about the others? Why did you put you here alone? You have no sense of responsibility at all. If you fall, can he take responsibility?" Lu Heng has long disliked Song Xiu, Jiang Fei laughed and said, "Don't worry about him, didn't you say you can only come here at night? Why are you here now?"

"I came here as soon as I got off the plane." Lu Heng raised his eyes and looked upstairs, then lowered his voice and said, "He hasn't made any trouble recently, has he? I really can't believe this person now... By the way , I heard that you went for an examination today, how is your health?"

Jiang Fei asked the nanny to bring another set of dishes, and said, "Today's soup is good, try it."

"I didn't ask you how the soup was. What I asked you was, what did the doctor say about your condition?" Lu Heng was a little anxious.

Jiang Fei shook his head and said, "You are too impatient. If you have time, drink more soup. This condition is always like this."

Seeing that Lu Heng still didn't give up, Jiang Fei had no choice but to say, "It's the same as before, they said that they can't do surgery, they can only endure it, and when it reaches the point where they can't endure it, everything will be over."

"Change another hospital?"

"No need... how many hospitals have you changed? This is the conclusion. Now I have nothing, and I don't want to continue to suffer. Whether it is physical torture or mental torture, I am exhausted... ..." Jiang Fei asked the nanny to remove the food, and said slowly, "I don't want to hand him over to the police, I want him to die with me."

Every time Lu Heng heard Jiang Fei say this, he felt a chill in his heart, but he couldn't say anything, so he sighed and said, "As long as there is still a little hope, we must live well."

作者有话要说：感谢在2019-12-1820:49:49~2019-12-1823:46:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 piece of meat sauce and Su Ye;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: there is no sugar in the pocket;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!