I was dedicated by the female lead to the male lead

Xia Xiaomu used to be able to bear it all the time when she kept her words to herself and didn't ask.

But once I asked the question, I just wanted to know the answer.No matter what the answer is, he believes that Lu Jinghan must be doing it for his own good.

But Lu Jinghan acted like I didn't want to say, which made him very annoyed, so he acted like a pissed off, took his things and was about to leave.

Lu Jinghan had always been pretending to be calm, but in fact he was afraid and flustered.

The negotiating methods he knew were useless at the moment, and his mind went blank, as if Xia Xiaomu was going to leave him and never come back.

She just held his arm tightly and said in a low voice, "...don't, don't leave me."

Xia Xiaomu's eyes showed determination: "Then tell me, what exactly did Grandpa tell you?"

Lu Jinghan knew it and couldn't hide it.His hand holding Xia Xiaomu's arm trembled slightly.

Having said that, I am afraid that Xiao Mu will be disappointed.

Not to mention, Xiao Mu obviously didn't want to let him go.

However, it really shouldn't be hidden from him.

Lu Jinghan took a long breath and smiled wryly in his heart.

He knew that he was not a person who would get happiness so easily.There are all kinds of people around him since he was a child, and all kinds of things hinder him and interfere with him.

It makes him work harder than ordinary people no matter what he wants.

However, this time he really deserved it.

Maybe I don't deserve happiness at all, and I don't deserve someone as warm as Xia Xiaomu.

Lu Jinghan let go of Xia Xiaomu, took a step back, and after a while, said: "Yesterday, my grandfather said, between Uncle Xia's painting exhibition and Lu's, I will choose one..."

"You chose the art exhibition!!"

Before he finished speaking, Xia Xiaomu, who had been quietly waiting for his answer, immediately asked loudly.

So grandpa came to look at the paintings later, and his attitude towards him suddenly changed. It was all because Lu Jinghan bet on Lu Shi and his own future in exchange for it!

Xia Xiaomu instantly felt out of breath.

It was as if the whole person was being suppressed by a mountain, and it was unbearably heavy.

Lu Jinghan closed his eyes, shook his head, and let out two trembling sounds from his throat: "...Lu Shi."

Xia Xiaomu was taken aback for a moment, and then she felt relaxed: "...That's good, that's great!"

Still feeling terrified, he took another long breath.

If Lu Jinghan gave up the entire Lu family for one of Xia Qianbai's art exhibitions, Xia Xiaomu would probably live under an invisible pressure for the rest of his life.

After giving up Lu Jinghan, it would be fine if he could start from the beginning and climb to his current position again.

But what if you can't!

The battle in the mall is too cruel.The fight is not only about personal strength, but also financial resources, relationships, power and social status.

Lu Jinghan relied on his own secret management, and when he was about to succeed with great difficulty, he suddenly gave up all of them, then he might not be able to reach the current peak again in his lifetime.

If so, Xia Xiaomu probably will live in self-blame for the rest of his life.

If Lu Jinghan really gave up his career for an art exhibition, it seemed sweet, but it really hurt people.

This matter will even become a high hurdle between two people, which cannot be crossed in a lifetime.

How can the value of an art exhibition be compared with a person's lifetime prospects.

Seeing his reaction, Lu Jinghan was stunned for a moment, and asked hesitantly, "Aren't you...disappointed?"

Xia Xiaomu understood why Lu Jinghan was so reluctant to tell herself.

This man!

Xia Xiaomu asked him back: "Then let me ask you, if grandpa asked you to choose between me and Lu Shi, what would you choose?"

"you!"

Lu Jinghan blurted out almost without thinking.

Xia Xiaomu: "That's enough. Can the art exhibition be compared with me? The proportion is different, and your choice is right. If you really choose the art exhibition, I will be angry."

After the lingering fear, I am glad.

Fortunately, Lu Jinghan is a rational man, and he was not temporarily dazzled by love.

But he is also an affectionate person, so he blames himself so much.

It was also fortunate that he was cruel enough to ask, otherwise Lu Jinghan would blame himself for the rest of his life.

Xia Xiaomu sighed inwardly: "If this art exhibition is gone, I will indeed feel regretful, after all we spent more than a month preparing.

However, this cannot be compared with your career at all, it is a lifetime of future.

If you give up the Lu family, and if Grandpa Lu deliberately suppresses you, even if you have your own company, you may not be able to climb it for the rest of your life. "

"But the art exhibition is different. You probably don't know this circle. There are too many opportunities for art exhibitions. Just like you said, there is a large-scale art exhibition in February, and you can participate as long as you apply."

"Moreover, we can also hold personal exhibitions, and even hold personal exhibitions abroad, and hold international touring exhibitions in famous art galleries all over the world."

Xia Xiaomu tilted her head and smiled: "It's just that this will cost a lot of money. But I know that Brother Jing Han will definitely be willing to spend this money for me."

"I am willing!"

Lu Jinghan took a step forward and hugged him tightly: "I am willing to spend any money! I will hold an international touring exhibition for you right away, so that people all over the world can see your works, as well as Uncle Xia's works.

He couldn't describe how he felt at this moment.

That kind of feeling that is about to sink to the bottom of the valley, immersed in darkness, is instantly illuminated, full of hope.

Xia Xiaomu was not disappointed in him, she understood him, and even tried to comfort him.He had never received so much trust and warmth from a single person.

This guy is really, really good!

Lu Jinghan hugged him very tightly, as if he was afraid that if he let go, he would leave him.

Xia Xiaomu was covered in his chest and couldn't breathe, so he pushed him hard: "I'm suffocating."

Lu Jinghan quickly let go, but he still didn't let go, and looked at him.Xia Xiaomu couldn't understand that look very well. He wanted to kiss himself, but he didn't dare.

Xia Xiaomu was funny, she wanted to grab Lu Jinghan's clothes and kiss him on tiptoe.

Think calmly: the most important thing has not been resolved yet!

He straightened his face: "Brother Jing Han, there is one more thing we need to talk about."

As soon as the words fell, he felt that the hands on his arms were slightly exerted

---Lu Jinghan became nervous again.

What Xia Xiaomu wanted to talk to him about was the biggest problem between the two of them.

Xia Xiaomu asked him: "What happens to us in the future, can we talk about it? No matter what it is, don't hide it from the other party, can you?"

Now Lu Jinghan, no matter what Xia Xiao didn't say, he would be willing to agree.Instinctively, he nodded and said, "Okay."

Xia Xiaomu didn't quite trust him, and asked again: "I can guarantee that I can do it, just like today, if you have any questions, ask you, and keep asking until you are willing to tell me.

"Can you ask when you want to ask, don't hold it in your heart? Don't wait for me to ask if you have anything, just tell me?

In Lu Jinghan's perception, it would be better for both parties not to speak out about some things.But Xia Xiaomu's sincerity made him dare not refuse.

"I try my best," he said.

It's not that I must, but try my best.

Xia Xiaomu knew his character, so she didn't force him anymore, and continued to reason with him.

"Like Xie Weiwan's engagement, if you had told me the first time you received the news, I wouldn't have been thinking about it for so long when I found out about it from others.

You may think this is good for me, but you didn't expect me to be more sad, right? "

Lu Jinghan nodded: "If something like this happens again, I will tell you as soon as possible, and I will never hide it again."

Xia Xiaomu: "I'm also wrong about that matter. If I know about it, I'll ask you what's the matter, and I won't suffer for so long, and get sick for nothing."

"So if there is anything else, ask what you think about, and say what you want to say. We are going to be together for a lifetime, no matter what happens, we should bear it together and face it together, right?"

Lu Jinghan finally understood what he meant.

He had always only wanted to protect Xia Xiaomu, and felt that it was his responsibility.

He is also used to taking care of everything by himself. He started to protect Jing Yi when he was nine years old. When he encounters everything, he keeps silent in his heart and silently thinks of a solution.

But what Xia Xiaomu meant was that the two of them solved it together, faced it together, and shared the wind and rain together.

It was equivalent to saying that he needed his protection too.

There was a tinge of enthusiasm in my heart, as if my cold heart was warmed by being baked, it was very comfortable.

His Adam's apple moved up and down: "...OK."

Verbal promises are not as good as fulfillment now, Xia Xiaomu decided to speak out what he kept in his heart first.

"Brother Jinghan, I am very happy that you gave me a gift. You also gave me a house and even a bank card. I know you want me to live a better life, and I am very grateful to you.

But these are beyond my accepted competence.I wonder if I can stop giving such expensive things in the future? "

Lu Jinghan had already noticed that he was very happy when he gave Xia Xiaomu cake, but he would be unhappy when he gave him luxury goods.

He just wanted to be nice to Xia Xiaomu as much as possible, but he didn't expect to put pressure on him.

He said slowly: "Because in my heart, you are already my most important person, what is mine is yours, and I want to give you everything I have."

"I was too impatient. It was my fault to express it in this way and put pressure on you. Sorry, I will seriously consider this matter in the future."

"However, I don't want you to live a hard life, and I want to give you a better material life. If you have any needs in the future, can you tell me?"

Xia Xiaomu nodded happily: "Yes! Didn't we just agree, tell the other party everything."

Xia Xiaomu knew that this was actually his own problem. The reason why he was under pressure was actually because of the big gap between himself and Lu Jinghan.

And for this gap, you have to catch up with him by yourself.

But hearing what Lu Jinghan said, Xia Xiaomu felt that the gap between the two was not a problem, but that he was thinking too much.

He scratched his ears and quickly explained: "Actually, it's not a big deal. I was very happy when I received the gift from you."

"I know."

Lu Jinghan couldn't help but rubbed his head.

All the words were said, the mood became clear instantly, and the two hugged tightly.

It's just that Lu Jinghan didn't take the initiative as strongly as before, and gently hugged Xia Xiaomu, quietly breathing the breath from him, like a lost treasure, which made people cherish it.

It gave Xia Xiaomu a good chance, just like an artist's pursuit of beauty, Lu Jinghan's perfect body proportions, rough and smooth muscle lines fascinated him.

Not only is it eye-catching, but it also feels good to the touch. Every time Xia Xiaomu wants to draw Lu Jinghan like this and keep it forever.

Lu Jinghan was very quiet for a while, and he finally had the initiative, so he became dishonest.

Xia Xiaomu, who still couldn't get enough of it, curled up in his arms and asked, "Brother Jinghan, I want to eat that piece of cream cake."

Lu Jinghan didn't know what he was thinking, and agreed to him: "Okay, I'll go downstairs and get it for you."

Just about to sit up, Xia Xiaomu climbed onto him, drew circles on his strong chest with her fingers, and said with a giggle, "I want to eat it here, is that okay?"

"……Can."

The two went to take a shower first and changed into pajamas.Xia Xiaomu couldn't restrain her little excitement. When she thought about how to eat, she jumped up. It was so hot that she almost had a nosebleed.

Jumping and looking forward to crawling beside the bed, happily waiting for Lu Jinghan to come back.

Because of today's incident, Lu Jinghan pampered him very much, not only willing to serve as a container for the cake, but also went downstairs to get it for him himself.

Lu Jinghan knew Xia Xiaomu, although he wanted to be naughty, but for such a shy person, he probably wouldn't be able to eat a few bites before he would turn red and limp on him.

At that time, the initiative will still be in your own hands.

His gloomy mood was swept away, and he ran downstairs briskly, unable to restrain the corners of his mouth from curling up.

I'm so glad I bought the cake today.

As soon as he arrived at the restaurant, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed.

He saw a cute girl with a ball head, sitting at the dining table, eating a tempting white cream triangular cake.

The corners of his mouth were still stained with white traces of cream, and he groaned while eating: "I bought the cake and didn't say a word, and hid it in the refrigerator, how stingy!"

Next to it is an empty cake box...