I was dedicated by the female lead to the male lead

Xia Xiaomu was afraid of being seen doing bad things, so he locked the door of the room, drew the curtains, and lay down on the bed covered with a quilt.

The phone was placed next to the pillow and turned on the speakerphone, and Lu Jinghan's voice came from the microphone from time to time.

Obviously no one was by her side, but Xia Xiaomu's whole body was pink, her toes were curled up, she exerted a little force, and shrunk into a ball in embarrassment.

Lu Jinghan's voice was like casting a spell, a word, a single word could ignite fire everywhere in him.He hid under the quilt and obediently did what Lu Jinghan asked him to do. He breathed lightly and then heavily, and hummed and begged for mercy, calling him brother and husband.

The voice on the other end of the phone was also full of emotion: "It's been three months since you left, and I can only live on this."

In a few days, Xia Xiaomu will go to Europe with Xie Wen to tour the art exhibition, and he will go there for three months.

Xia Xiaomu felt sad, the two of them were glued to each other now, and they thought about it even if they didn't see each other for a moment, if they really separated for three months, wouldn't they think about the pain in their bones.

Now there is sweetness when we are together, but how lonely we will be when we are apart.

Lu Jinghan sensed his emotions, and coaxed in a low voice: "Baby, take some things with you when the time comes, and when you miss me, call me, I'll play with you."

The sadness that had just risen disappeared in an instant, and the faint feeling rose again.

Instinctively, he knew it must be something shameful. He blushed and asked, "What, what is it?"

Lu Jinghan breathed lightly and sometimes heavily like him: "Do you want it? If you want it, I will give it to you. If you pick it up, you have to listen to me. When the time comes, show it to me. You can only show it to me. You are not allowed to refuse, and you are not allowed to say no."

Xia Xiaomu's body curled up even tighter, her face was so red that it was about to smoke when buried in the quilt.Lu Jinghan would always be aggressive at times, but in fact he was extremely gentle, but Xia Xiaomu was just like him, and instinctively wanted to obey him.

He gave a low "hmm": "Is that a video?"

"Yes, I want to see you, you have to let me see."

"……Um."

"So good. What reward do you want?"

"Can you come back early tonight to accompany me? I'm leaving soon, I want to be together more."

"Not satisfied?"

Xia Xiaomu was so picked on by him that he couldn't speak, his head was buried under the pillow, and he didn't even have the courage to glance at his phone.

"What about asking you, are you not satisfied?"

"Say."

"……Um."

Lu Jinghan always took longer than him, and just passed his strength at this moment, he let out a long and heavy breath, and said in a low voice with undiminished desire: "...wait, I will feed you tonight .”

~~~

After Xie Wen left, Xia Qianbai knocked on the door of Xia Xiaomu's room.

"Mumu, let me tell you something."

"What's the matter? Let's sit on the first floor and talk."

During the daytime, he would cover his room and do bad things. He was afraid that Xia Qianbai would smell his secrets, so he opened the door and went downstairs with Xia Qianbai.

"That's right, about Wenwen..." After finishing speaking, Xia Qianbai smiled embarrassedly.

Wenwen? ?

The relationship between the two is so close?

The elders are really different, the efficiency is really high!

Xia Qianbai didn't know how to speak, and said incoherently:

"I know, you haven't been in touch with your mother since you were a child, but it's all my fault, not Wenwen's... She dare not speak to you, and secretly feels that she is not qualified. After all, the reason why I took you away during the Chinese New Year , didn't let you get maternal love, it's all my fault..."

"Dad, stop blaming yourself. How could I blame you, let alone Professor Xie."

He didn't know the feelings of the original owner, but he was already very grateful to be able to be pulled by Xia Qianbai to grow up healthy and receive higher education, so there would be no blame.

Xia Qianbai: "...Wenwen really wants to hear you call her mother, but she dare not say so, for fear that you will refuse to hate her. I know I can't force you to do this, but, it's just..."

He wants to see Xie Wen happy, but he can't use Mu Mu.

Especially when he thinks that because of his selfishness, he forced them to separate for nearly 20 years, leaving Mumu without maternal love, and making Wenwen endure the pain of mother and child separation, he has no right to ask them to do anything.

Xia Xiaomu pressed his slightly trembling hand: "Dad, I know what you mean, I didn't resist, but I was a little embarrassed, and she was very kind to me, and she has been helping me since she knew me, even calling her mother It should be, I will call her next time I see her."

Xia Qianbai looked at him gratefully: "...Mu Mu, thank you."

"Why don't you thank me? It's what it should be. By the way, are you counted together?"

Xia Qianbai rubbed his hands awkwardly, and said with a smile: "I don't know, in fact, it's pretty good as it is now, I'm very happy to be with you, and she can do whatever she wants in the future..."

Alas, this is Xia Qianbai, who dare not take a step forward, dare not extravagantly seek happiness, but only passively accept, whether it is good for him or bad for him.

However, his condition is much better than before, and with the ongoing psychotherapy, he will become more and more confident and better in the future.

Xia Qianbai continued to tell Xia Xiaomu what happened between Xie Wen and Xie Wen 20 years ago.

When they met in the desert, Xia Qianbai was attracted by those bright eyes, and followed her team to the plateau like a ghost, and went around half of the country together to the seaside.

But along the way, he just followed, not daring to say a word.

The reason for not daring to approach Xie Wen is social fear, but also because of low self-esteem.

He found out Xie Wen's gorgeous background, and saw that her beautiful, lively and cheerful personality was like a dazzling light in her travel team, attracting everyone.

Xia Qianbai felt even more that he was not qualified to be close to her, and he was satisfied just watching from a distance.

He even felt that the night Xie Wen entered her tent was just a whim of hers, trying to tease a dull person.

He panicked when he discovered that Xie Wen always vomited secretly while eating.

He summoned up the courage to ask Xie Wen what he wanted to do.

After asking, he saw a disappointed smile in Xie Wen's eyes, which pierced his heart with pain like a broken heart.

Xie Wen said: "What else can I do? Now that I have him, I will give birth to him and raise him."

He thought a lot, Xie Wen is still so young, there will be a bright future waiting for him, there will be more outstanding men pursuing her, and her happiness should not be hindered by a child, so he begged her to take the child Leave.

But she never thought that Xie Wen liked him.

"If I didn't ask her what to do. Instead, I said, let's raise the child together. Now it's a completely different ending..."

With tears in his eyes, Xia Qianbai talked about the regrets he had caused the two of them, and finally he said to Xia Xiaomu: "If you like Lu Jinghan, you must have the courage to accept everything about him, and don't let him down, otherwise you will also be hurt when you are hurt. The hearts of those who love you deeply."

~~~

In the evening, when Lu Jinghan came, he didn't expect Xia Qianbai to open the door for him, so he panicked for a moment, and hurriedly handed him the flowers and cake in his hand:

"Uncle, uncle, I'm sorry to bother you, I didn't bring anything, please accept it."

Xia Qianbai smiled slightly, "It's fine, go and give it to Xiao Mu."

Like a child, Lu Jinghan, who was exposed, scratched his head in embarrassment, and followed him into the house.

Xia Xiaomu was still immersed in the sad story of Xia Qianbai and Xie Wen, lying on the back of the chair in front of the easel, depressed.

Lu Jinghan kissed his hair and asked, "Xiao Mu, what's wrong?"

Xia Xiaomu's voice was muffled: "We will always be together, we won't be apart, right?"

"of course."

Lu Jinghan knelt down, held his face and asked, "Did something happen?"

Xia Xiaomu shook her head.

Lu Jinghan kissed him softly: "It's agreed, I won't hide anything. Tell me what you're unhappy about, and I'll find a way to make you happy."

Xia Xiaomu: "I'm not unhappy, I just feel sorry for my parents and the others. It's been so hard for both of us for so many years. It's clear that no one would say anything about it at the beginning. Happiness and sadness are just a word away."

Lu Jinghan chuckled lightly: "So that's what happened, it scared me to death."

His tense shoulders relaxed, and he comforted Xia Xiaomu softly:

"Uncle is much better now, isn't he? He opened the door just now, and he wasn't nervous at all when he was talking to me. The regrets of the past are over. Fortunately, the two of us are together now, and we will become better in the future."

Xia Xiaomu hummed softly, and said what had been hidden in her heart for a long time: "In the past, I didn't want to accept the expensive things you gave me. In fact, I just didn't have the courage, because at that time I felt that I couldn't give you something of equivalent value."

Thinking about it now, my mentality at that time should be the same as that of my dad. I felt that I was not good enough for you... so I dared not accept it, but I was much luckier than him, because you have always liked me unabashedly, It gave me courage. "

Lu Jinghan hugged Xia Xiaomu: "Silly, why would you think so, if it weren't for you, I would..."

He had a dream. In the dream, there was no Xia Xiaomu. He owned the Lu family and had power, but he was betrayed by everyone.Even Jing Yi left him, and he even made a humble courtship in front of Xie Weiwan.

When he woke up, he broke out in a cold sweat.

When I think about it again, I feel even more apprehensive. It seems that if Xia Xiaomu hadn't appeared in the school cafeteria that day, the tragedy in the dream would have come true.

It was Xia Xiaomu who saved him.

"You don't even know how important it is to me. Without you, I might feel that life is meaningless. So, stop thinking about it, having you is the greatest luck in my life, Lu Jinghan."

Xia Xiaomu patted him on the back and said with a comfortable smile: "I know, even if you give me all your assets now, I will happily accept it."

Lu Jinghan let go of him, hugged him happily and kissed again and again, his eyes gleamed brightly: "You don't even know, I want to give you a present, but I dare not give you expensive ones, so I can only buy you flowers, Cake. You asked me a few days ago what to do with the yard under construction at home, and I said it was to build a small garden for Jingyi."

"No, I lied to you, it is a greenhouse garden for you, so that you can enjoy the warm sunshine and the fragrance of green leaves and flowers in winter, and you can create and paint as much as you want, without having to come out all day."

Xia Xiaomu: ...

"The few new cars in the garage are also prepared for you. You can drive them after you get your driver's license. You said that you lived in a very comfortable hotel that night. I rented that VIP suite for a long time, and it is also close to the school. Go to You can take a nap at noon when you are in school. I am still planning a private art exhibition, and when you come back from Europe, we will slowly prepare."

Xia Xiaomu: ...

Lu Jinghan's eyes were shining brightly, as if he wanted to offer all Xia Xiaomu's favorites and whatever he could get his hands on.

"And... well."

Xia Xiaomu embraced and kissed her.

What is more fortunate than the person you like, who also likes yourself.When you meet such a person, love bravely and don't let yourself leave regrets.

In this life, I just want to be with him and never be separated.