[Internet King Doujin] Returning Genius Shusuke

dead body in the sand

scarred earth

A hero's soul engraved with painful scars

we sing of his deeds

Pray that God is at the intersection of souls

Bestow peace and stability in the afterlife

If you had a chance to be born again with the memory of your previous life, who would be the first person to remember?The one who didn't have time to take one last look?People who don't have time to confess?The person who killed you?

Which is the most impressive thing?Loving time with your lover?Regret for not finishing in time?The most painful thing?The happiest thing?

He is a dead end, since he was reborn, the memory of the past in his mind has always come and gone again and again, and it is always the maple leaf forest. He can naturally start over with everyone, except for Tezuka, Jing Guo, World War II In the end, the maple leaf forest withered and withered in his heart, and disappeared completely.For a long time he didn't think about anything or anyone in the past.Until the appearance of Mai Kojima, the dusty tombstone began to crack.Fuji once again got into a dead end.

This time the target is Atobe.

A wide variety of traumas gradually healed with the comfortable and peaceful life in France, leaving Fuji with a sequelae-deep relationship phobia.He understands that the media's out-of-the-box reports are just to gain attention and earn traffic, but he ignores the truth and sprinkles salt on other people's wounds.

I escaped from the social circle of so-called freedom of speech, and deliberately lost contact with friends I knew in junior high school, just because of "according to some insiders", "according to U17 students at the same time", "according to his friends" in the media news... He was afraid that the more he uttered these words, the more he would make mistakes, and he was afraid that a normal text, voice, or text message would be distorted beyond hearing.

The language that has become a murder weapon is sharper than a knife, like being locked in an iron cage, with sharp knives piercing in all directions, and you can't escape, you can only watch it piercing into your own flesh.The heart wall of a genius is getting thicker and thicker. Almost no one can go through the maze and finally reach his heart. Kikumaru is one, and Atobe is half.

Atobe, who appeared out of thin air many times and could save people from fire and water, suddenly appeared in France after two years in high school. After a phone call, he made an appointment to have a dinner together and then left.Since then, whenever Atobe went to France on a business trip, he would definitely ask him out for a few drinks, but he never took the initiative to invite him to play a game of tennis, which was the most intimate match for them. Sometimes he arrived at the agreed hotel ahead of time, and saw Atobe alone facing Playing ball against the wall, he found out, just laughed it off, and didn't invite him.

Atobe understands his sadness and acquiesces in his escape, perhaps because he is also a deserter.

With many common hobbies and a past that can be missed, the two of them slowly returned to their U17 relationship and nothing more.Outside of the date, there is no contact, and the official holiday greetings and birthday wishes are the same as group text messages, and get a simple "thank you" in response.

It's been eight years, but Fuji still can't figure out his relationship with Atobe, stranger?friend?confidant?Perhaps it can only be described in one sentence - the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water.

Wandering alone, his harmless smile won many friends for Fuji. He is always kind to everyone and maintains a normal communication frequency. No one can get Fuji's "next meeting" expectation, and the only one is Atobe.

Every time we meet in a hurry and part in a hurry, I silently look forward to the next time, what are we talking about?What movie would you like to watch?where to eatFuji has a lot of ideas, but he always feels that such a meeting is more like a routine for Atobe or fulfilling someone's entrustment.The relationship as thin as a cicada's wings makes Bu Er, who has always been observant, cringe, not daring to explore too much the hidden meaning in every sentence of Atobu. He is afraid of being too strict, he is afraid of disappointment, and he is even more afraid that there is a lot hidden behind such exchanges. Unspeakable secret.

"No two, hey, Kikumaru asked me to bring you something, oh, I bought some Japanese snacks on the way, do you want to try it?"

"No two, eat less mustard. My uncle looks... scared... huh? What are you afraid of? I'm afraid that you suddenly have a stomachache, so I have to cancel the meeting and send you to the hospital."

"No two, the dark circles under my eyes are so heavy, why didn't I sleep well?... Last time I heard you said that insomnia was serious, so I brought you this. Don't get me wrong, the Kansai wolf also suffers from insomnia these days. Buy one get one free, the extra is yours."

"No two, long time no see...why have you lost weight..."

"Yo, Fuji... your complexion has improved..."

"No, my uncle is getting married."

--Yeah?But why, your eyes look so sad?

"Huh? Of course you're happy to be married."

--Yeah?But why, your eyes are erratic?

"This uncle will not be trapped by love. Besides, my uncle is full of charm, and he will eventually find a suitable one."

--Yeah?But why, not looking for "your love"?

The bits and pieces of the eight years are stopped in front of you frame by frame like a film, and the small details that were ignored before are magnified hundreds of times.

He never thought that Atobe was not a real joy, maybe one was good at disguising and the other kept the rules. Until today, he found that he didn't understand Atobe at all, he didn't understand the pressure he endured, and he couldn't see the sacrifice he made.That's right, the high-ranking person must have exchanged some precious things to get to where he is today. He always thought that only the round tennis ball was the only thing he had, but he never thought that even love would be lost at all.

And when Atobe's fiancée appeared in front of him, what would happen to him?Consciously quit the non-existent triangle game, and took over the photography job in the war-torn area of ​​Africa. I didn’t know that I disappeared for a few months, but when I came back, I received a wedding invitation from Atobe.The genius still can't figure out why he has such a crazy move?

Now, he understands.He is sad.

If you don't express your feelings clearly, if you don't separate well, will Atobe be sad, regretful, or blame yourself?Added a lot of wounds to Atobe, he, the executioner, completely forgot the past, met a new Atobe, and started a new relationship.

How could he just lick his own wounds, ignoring that his sharp claws had scratched important people.

How could he, thankful that he was reborn to start a new life, leaving his traces alone in another time and space, feeling sad.

"There is no fate in this life, to be reunited, and wish in the next life."

After watching a love tragedy, Atobe walked out of the theater and suddenly said this sentence. At that time, he thought that Atobe felt it and said it, but he didn't know that it was the two of them who "feeled" it, not the movie.

The fate of this life is over, and the fate will continue in the next life.

By the riverside swaying blood-red Bana flowers, a piece of bright firefly-like starlight floats, condensing the expectations of the two, crossing the boundary between life and death, and sowing the seeds of life to the vast expanse of the sky.

Buer is completely enlightened!

His rebirth is a wish that Atobe made to the gods with grief during the days and nights when he lost him.

His rebirth was for Atobe, not for himself.

It's a pity that the gods set up many obstacles for his happiness, and he returned to the age of 6 instead of the 20-year-old when he met Atobe again.

When he just woke up, he realized that his soul and body did not fit together, but his memory was chaotic and incomplete. The violent shaking of the plane and the sudden big explosion hovered in his mind, and he couldn't remember anything else.Until I touched tennis, which I hadn't touched in 13 years, a flood of memories flooded in. Most of the memory fragments in my mind were pieces of falling fiery red maple leaves, an untouchable back.

Perhaps before he died, his subconscious mind was still resisting the fact that Atobe was married, and instinctively blocked the relevant memories until Mai Kojima triggered the seal, and the gears of fate began to turn.If he thought of Atobe for the first time at that time, or returned to meet Atobe again at the age of 20 in the romantic city, he would be able to see his heart clearly and remember the last wish he prayed for before he died.

The most important things are invisible to the eyes, which is probably why the gods took his eyes away.

"What should be taken has been taken away. The Xiaodao Group is at the end of its strength. Why not hand it over to my uncle! Xiaodao Maiyi poisoned Zhou Zhu, and I will definitely repay them a million times. Even the people you like will protect you." No, how to take charge of the Atobe Group, this is what you taught me, Dad! All in all, I made this phone call to inform you symbolically, whether you agree or not, this matter is settled!"

Atobe hung up the phone, looked back for a moment, and sat up, with tears in his shining eyes, he said with a smile: "Xiaojing, I want to see you."

The last wish he made to the gods before the plane crashed, he finally said it face to face.