【Moon Orchid】Birds crossing the rainy season

In the rainy season in the Eastern Kingdom, there are always various ways to pass the time, especially if you have a guide like Yue Jianye by your side.Then it was still like this, Zi Lan and Yue Jianye held the same umbrella during the day, walked on the same street, ate the food on the same table, made love on the same bed at night, intermittently drunk and dreamy, and constantly tired and decadent.

Zilan occasionally feels unexplained labor pains and weakness, which may be a sign of aggravated illness. The number of crystals under the butterfly bone on her back increases, slowly increasing, and reappearing day by day. The light reflects the light like a star map, gathering into a gentle shape.

Zilan no longer discussed serious topics such as life and death with Yue Jianye, and she no longer had to put on an effort to maintain a reserved and artificial glamor.They often kick off their shoes and roll into a mess after returning to the room, and then put on a suit of clothes that don’t look good after they’re done, and go out to buy a bunch of junk food and come back to eat, and occasionally get tired of well-seasoned food. Zilan also learned to enjoy the unique stimulation of some cheap and low-quality food to awaken the senses that are gradually dulled by ore disease.

Zilan felt that she gradually began to reveal a subconscious stubbornness, as if something was hard to get through, the more difficult she was, the more she had to fight against it.One night, she and Yue Jianye went to the bar to drink, and saw Yue Jianye met a few regular customers from the past, surrounded by them, drank an unknown number of glasses, and said tons of nice things to get out.When Yue Jianye returned to the bar, Zi Lan was already slightly drunk, tapped the glass with her fingertips, and stared at him with a kind of graceful eyes.

Moon sees the night, you know?

She spoke in a rare low and gentle tone.

I used to think that everything in the world is fine, but it has nothing to do with me.

Well, what about now?

Moon sees the night and picks up the words casually.Instead of drinking, he opened a bottle of Bozi soda—despite his unfathomable drinking capacity as a former cowboy.

I feel now—

Zi Lan put the empty glass on the bar counter, and gestured gracefully and freely to the bartender for another drink.

——It doesn't matter if they don't have anything to do with me, I will forcefully have sex with them.

Yue Jianye almost spit out all the soda in his mouth.

The rainy season in Dongguk is drawing to a close.

The whole June has passed so long, but Zilan feels that every day is like a stolen time, every day is rolling in the low-lying mud full of fireworks, and every day is crawling in the humble body with the utmost arrogance She lived as she wanted, imagining how exhilarating it would be to jump off the top of a tall building, and enjoy every moment of being alive with equal effort and wantonness.As arrogant and unrestrained as you can be, you will be begging for nothing; if you dare to settle everything, you will not be ashamed to live by it.

She said to Yue Jianye, if I let the world accept me with a dirty and despicable disease, tell me, will I be able to live to the end of my life one day?Whiteheads may not work, this disease cannot be cured, at least I can live another 20 years... I also want to find another job, save some money, and then quit my job on a whim one day and go on a long trip again.

Yue Jianye didn't answer, but just grabbed her hand and kissed her, the palm still wrapped in the hotness of life and death.

Zilan didn't finish her sentence. She wanted to say that she would resign and go on a long-distance trip again, sinking into a long and abundant season of rain again, encountering a moonlit night again, and restarting a period of 20 years of struggling to live and die.

Zi Lan hugged Yue Jian Ye and wept silently, feeling that this kind of greed and longing for other people's body temperature was insane to her—before she got sick, this kind of thing was a fantasy for her.This cup of coffee has never been cooled at any time, and the mellow taste seems to exude an aroma that can be demanded unrestrainedly no matter how long it has passed.

This kind of hotness that has not changed over the years is not normal, but this is the real feeling of being alive-Zi Lan thinks this is a bit scary: the time that Yue Jianye has been with her has exceeded a habit-forming cycle, and she has nothing about it unconscious.When she came to her senses, she was almost reluctant to dump him.

Fortunately, at this time, June came to an abrupt end, and the rainy season in the Eastern Kingdom was finally over.

Zilan's trip is also over.

On that day, Zilan got up early to wash and wash, and packed her luggage meticulously.In the past few days, Yue Jianye didn't spend the night in her room. He had told Zi Lan before that he would go on a long journey after the rainy season passed.Dongguo's exit procedures are not as strict as Colombia's, but they are also quite cumbersome, and it takes a lot of time to see the moon.Zilan looked at her watch and thought that Yue Jianye would not come to have breakfast with her, so she didn't wait for him.She settled the bill and went out—as she expected, the deposit was completely reduced to zero. From this moment on, she really had nothing, no capital to live on, and no burden to live on.The indigo-blue Li Boli walked alone into the first morning after the end of the rainy season in Dongguo.

The vast pattering rain curtain was torn apart, the sky was bright, and the rain was clearing away.The water vapor gradually thinned, and finally evaporated and dissipated. The whole city seemed to emerge from the water. The air remained damp, and a blue butterfly flew by in the pools of water. Its wings were clear and unblemished. grime.The dull sound of being continuously beaten by the rain falling freely from a very high place disappeared, the clean sunlight fell uninterrupted, and the streets and buildings opened their mouths to breathe comfortably in the scattered light and shadow.

Zilan walked in the shade of the street trees, every step she took, there were bright flowers under her feet, and the sparse birdsong lingered in the streets and alleys.Her heart also became lighter under the breeze, everything was waking up, and everything that had been submerged for a long time was sprouting again.Yue Jian Ye is right, the moment when the rainy season ends is ordinary but so beautiful, just like a large field of white flowers blooming unexpectedly on the vast land of the world of mortals, and every mediocre soul who happens to pass by is connected with life by being in it Rong Yan.

Zilan had the illusion of floating, the origin stone crystals on her back felt slightly bulging, like living creatures trying to struggle on an extremely tiny level.Zilan didn't know whether it was a symptom of the combined effect of pain and paralysis or the hallucination of the dull organs on their own. She wondered if she was about to fly off the ground.The delicate interdependence between Li Boli and the sky never called her after she got sick, her wings were scarred and bloody, but now she felt that the bondage to the earth became weaker and weaker .Li Boli's instinct longed to fly again in the morning after the heavy rain.

"Miss Zilan!"

Walking to the intersection closest to the largest intercity transportation hub station in Dongguo Capital, Zilan heard someone calling her, she immediately turned around, and felt something soft and cool touching her chest—a big Holding water drop flowers.A bunch of soft and curved flower stalks are bundled in the gold-sprinkled paper with gentle texture, and a series of pure white flower buds hang down like bells, and fresh dewdrops hang down.

The small and exquisite flowers were delivered directly to her arms, blooming on her chest.Zi Lan was a little surprised: "For me?" "Of course." Yue Jianye nodded.

"Thank you." Zi Lan freed her hand to take it, and silently smoothed out the bumps that the gaudy bright pink decorative ribbon had scratched on her nerve endings.

Zilan lowered her head and fiddled with the wet water drop flowers, and asked Yue Jianye: "You will leave here soon, too." "Yes, my exit procedures have also been successfully completed, and I will leave in two days. It’s Dongguo—I’ve been really busy recently, so I’m lucky to be able to see Miss Zilan off in time.”

A gust of cold wind blew past in the morning, and the wide hem of Yue Jianye's patent leather reflective windbreaker rattled for a while, almost reaching people's hearts in a black and white silence.

"Have you nothing to say to me?"

"Bon voyage, Miss Zilan."

"What else?" Zilan continued to ask unwillingly.

Yue Jianye smiled calmly: "Not anymore."

Zilan knew what Yuejianye's smile meant: she said it herself, the relationship between them was not so serious, so there was no love, and there was no need to see each other again.

In the past cold and rainy night after another, they acted as the only light to warm each other under the guise of being sympathetic to each other.Zilan suddenly feels a little regretful, so to speak, she is the only one who greedily draws comfort from this short-lived relationship.People like Yue Jianye don't need anyone's comfort at all, do they?The boundless moonlight equally illuminates everyone who walks at night, but no one will thank the moon in particular.Zilan doesn't want to owe favors to others. It's not that she doesn't miss Yuejianye, but she regrets that she has nothing to repay in the end.

Zi Lan believes that Yue Jian Ye has saved countless frustrated people like she saved her, and she is just one of the thousands who snuggled under his shadow to escape the pain of reality.In the future, Yuejianye will still not hesitate to save strangers who meet by chance, and Zilan is not even sure whether she can live alone after leaving the city.

They are about to part.And the hope she has and the courage to move forward, like the bouquet of water-drop flowers in her arms, were taken over from Yue Jianye's hands. Before that——before his arrival, she never had any. .

Zi Lan loosened the handle of the suitcase in her hand and put down the travel bag.Holding the flower, she took a step forward and pulled Yue Jianye's skirt, and gave him a clean kiss. She stared into Yue Jianye's eyes and murmured farewell in a low voice, then turned her head and left without any hesitation. .

Yuejianye watched Zilan walk across the street, turned a corner and then disappeared in the shadow of the pedestrian bridges and express plank roads intertwined in the traffic hub.Although it was long overdue, the love at first sight of Yuejianye finally came to an end. It began with the rainy season and ended with the rainy season. It seemed to be complete.

The bird was finally able to pass through the rainy season in Dongguo, and took away June's silent confession.

Yue Jianye stood there for a long time, repeatedly recalling Zi Lan's last words to him, thinking about it made him want to cry.But this is a beautiful day, you should not be sad; that is also the best wish Yuejianye knows, and you should accept it with great happiness-after selflessly giving so many and so many people happiness and happiness, Yuejianye Ye reaped his first reward at this moment.

How long can the good fortune left by Li Boli, who has already passed away, keep him warm? When this thought came up, Yue Jianye felt that he was hopeless.Sarkaz's lonely heart was wrapped in another kind of lonely wish, he was almost grateful, and felt no pain at all.

——I wish you and I live to the end.

END.

Sakakima Sora

2019年11月23日20:58:33