I want to send you red roses

Su Yongyan left in the middle of the night, no one noticed him.He was determined to "temporarily" escape from this house, and because he was familiar with Jiang Li's way of finding people, he didn't take a taxi immediately, and even avoided several surveillance cameras on the street along the way.

When he finally bypassed Santiao Street, he looked back in the cold and windy night and got into a taxi. He didn't talk to the driver on the way, and even pretended to be afraid of the cold, turning up his collar vertical.After arriving at the place, he wandered around for a while, and then took another car and reported another address - he made a good plan not to be found.

More than half an hour later, Su Yongyan got out of the car, walked into a six-story old residential building, turned on his mobile phone, and went down to a basement next to the stairwell.

There are still some briquettes and charcoal piled up on the wet ground next to it, and the particles in the air are flying under the strong light of the flashlight.Su Yongyan couldn't help coughing twice, then hesitatingly knocked on the door.

Someone inside soon ran to the door and asked, "Is it Xiao Su?"

"It's me." Su Yongyan was a little surprised, looking at the person in front of him who opened the door without hesitation, "How do you know..."

"Hey, Brother Xiao Ma greeted us just now, saying that tonight's business didn't work out, you might have trouble with the family, maybe you have to come over, let us not sleep to death, be careful." A top The man with greasy hair stretched out his hand and pulled him, "Come in."

Su Yongyan's raised foot paused for a second on the dark floor tiles, and finally walked in.

There are four canopy beds in this narrow and cramped basement, and there are eight people living there, all of whom are outsiders floating in the bottom floor of Dihua. Three of them have just graduated from college and are their "school friends", because they can't afford to rent a little better room, so it is so simple to live together.

And now it's almost four o'clock in the morning, only two people are sleeping, the rest are "busy", and some people are sitting by the bed eating instant noodles, and the air is still filled with the smell of toilets separated by a plastic board The toilet made Su Yongyan vomit uncomfortably.

"Have you quarreled with your mother?" The tap roll poured Su Yongyan a cup of hot water from a low-quality plastic cup without a handle, "Come on, let's warm it up first."

Su Yongyan glanced at it, received no drink in his hand, and was not in a high mood, so he simply lowered his head and said, "I won't be going back anytime soon."

The self-written paper glanced at him, not surprised: "It's right to be independent temporarily. You live with them all the time. They don't know anything. They will urge you to take the civil service exam all day long, and they will interfere with your studies. What do you say?" Having a stable job and having an iron rice bowl is the best."

Su Yongyan recalled the old man Zhang's words, and he felt a little relieved unconsciously, thinking that everyone seems to be the same.It's just...he raised his head unaccustomedly, opened his mouth and said, "I don't bring much money, for now..."

"Hey, what do you say those words for?" Ziluan continued his words considerately, "Those who can live together are like-minded, and we will fight together in the future. There is no need to pay so much attention. If we don't have money, we can share it together. Just spend the money together, you can sleep in the same bed with me for now," he raised his chin, and pointed to the person sleeping on the upper bunk, "Xiao Li is leaving in two days, you can sleep with him then bed."

Su Yongyan was stunned for a moment, "Brother Li is leaving?"

"When I went back to my hometown, my parents were urging me to get married. There was nothing I could do." With two pieces of rotten clothes in his hand, he rolled up a makeshift pillow and said in a low voice, "The truth tells us that only a few people can persevere." People, if the whole society will be full of elites in the future, who will do the work?"

Su Yongyan lowered his head and said nothing, and put the glass of water poured for him by the tap roll back on the table as it was.

"Come on, sleep first if you're sleepy." The volunteer generously gave up the pillow that he didn't know how long he hadn't washed, "We're researching an investment recently, it might be a good opportunity, I'll tell you when you wake up .”

Su Yongyan looked at the 1.2-meter-wide hard bed that was still moldy and hesitated again.

At this time, the person on the opposite side who had been sucking on the instant noodles sneered, "Master, I'm used to being honorable, so I despise you."

This person is almost [-] years old. He has been in Dihua for six years after graduation. He has worked in mobile phone sales, as an apprentice in a car repair shop, sold insurance, and worked as a real estate agency. In short, he has done everything. Soon, he spends money if he has money, and goes out to find it again if he has no money. He is also fat and sloppy. Su Yongyan looked down on him before, thinking that this is the real lazy, high-mindedness and low-handedness. essential difference.

So he didn't even have a word, just pretended he didn't hear, and got on the damp and hard bed.The instant noodle man seemed to know what the roll was doing. He gave him a sneering look, turned around and poured the instant noodle soup into the toilet, and then there was the sound of unscrupulous urination from the next door.

In his eyes, although he lived like a pig and a dog for a day, he never cheated or cheated, and he was much better than people like Ziluojuan and Madi.

A group of people who are at the bottom of the chain of contempt are actually divided among themselves.

This night was frosty and dewy, everyone was sleeping soundly, dreamers and fools, despised and despised, only Mingming was young, but Xiao Duan, who had already stood at the top of the pyramid, couldn't sleep well .

She closed her eyes and tossed and turned for a while, got up and checked the news, drank a glass of water by leaning against the bed, and flipped through two more pages of the book.In the end, he finally calmed down and thought about all kinds of things in the past few months, and came to a conclusion: Yu Tang didn't like her at all.

It's not the kind of "like" that is opposed to dislike, but the "like" that corresponds to my own kind of like - Yu Tang doesn't have it.

"How did you come to that conclusion?"

Probably because of the sudden cold weather recently, various sudden illnesses have increased. Lin Xiling is very busy. Apart from going to work, he sleeps and applies facial masks in his daily life, so he is very sympathetic to Duan Tingqisan's behavior of coming to chant sutras from time to time. There is nothing to say.

"You don't need to figure it out, she just doesn't like me." Duan Tingqi looked at the skeleton in front of him, and said very calmly: "What she did to me, she would do to others, and the caring for me would also do to others. Yes, I can hold her hand and others can, I am nothing special in her eyes."

The others she said were mainly aimed at Jiangli.

Although Lin Xiling laughed, he also knew that Duan Tingxi was a sensitive person, so he should be right.And she thought about it, Yu Tang really didn't seem to show any special liking for Duan Tingxi.

In fact, Duan Tingqi has not said many things, such as whether she expresses or hints, whether she is probing or not doing too much intimacy—at least in her eyes, it is an intimacy, and Yu Tang accepts everything according to the order, with the slightest special reaction. Not at all, not even the slightest wave can be seen.

For example, ever since the abductor incident, she has never been able to figure out what Yu Tang thinks for a day, how he plans his life now, how he envisions the future, and how he sees the seemingly insignificant changes between them.Maybe she didn't think about it at all, or maybe she never stopped thinking about leaving—Duan Tingqi has always felt that Yu Tang likes to stay away from home on purpose recently, often wandering outside, and even talks a lot less.

Duan Tingxi can feel all these things, so he has never dared to say anything "superfluous".

Lin Xiling ate quickly, and after clearing things up, he suggested sympathetically, "There's nothing you can do if you don't like it. You can't push or force this kind of thing, and you won't get bonuses because you are good everywhere... In other words What's the matter with you recently, why are you so free, don't you go to work today?"

Lu Wei, who was taking off his gloves next to him, paused when he heard this, thinking that not going to work on Sunday could be called leisure.But she turned around and thought about whether she was working overtime today, and felt that she had nothing to say.

Duan Tingqi fiddled with the stethoscope on the skeleton, tied a scarf on it, leaned against the wall and said, "I don't have anything to do recently, I'm not busy."

Lin Xiling finished eating the last spoonful of fried rice, nodded, and packed up a stack of films and papers for Duan Tingxi, and moved them in front of him, "Recently, there is a mitral valve surgery with poor blood coagulation function that needs to be performed as soon as possible, so you can help me read it when you are free." one time."

Anyway, whether Duan Tingxi is busy or not is up to her. She only works overtime if she wants to, and if she doesn't want to work overtime, she won't do it.If you dare to talk about her, she will resign and show you.

Lin Xiling brushed her hair back, and went out in a good spirited manner, "Anyway, I'll think more when I'm idle, please, if Yu Tang finds out that you're kind-hearted, I might like you."

……

"Where can this brat go?" Jiang Li, who had been hungover all night, just got up with disheveled hair, and was told by the old man Zhang that Su Yongyan had "run away from home in the middle of the night". It's time to start work.

Just after the loss, the Su family couple is still at the stage where they are more angry than anxious, especially Mrs. Su, who is crying and scolding Dr. Su again. Poor Dr. Su has been this "emotional trash can" role all his life.

Yu Tang who just came over thought about Duan Tingxi's words last night, and chatted a few words about Mrs. Su's situation.Jiang Li, however, sent a text message to his subordinates looking for someone, while cheering up: "Thirty thousand, there are thirty thousand ways to live, and three thousand, there are three thousand ways to live. What if the poor are not happy yet."

But the point is not whether the poor are happy, but how a person can ferment as little "sorrow" as possible for life under known conditions.But Yu Tang just mentioned it casually, but what was in his mind was the picture of Duan Tingxi adjusting her hood before going out this morning, so he absently pressed a coin on the table and asked with lowered eyes: "Is there a piece?" Is there a way to live?"

Jiang Li raised his eyes: "You poor bastard... Get lost, I won't welcome you."

Song Duan, who was flipping through a booklet beside him for a long time, lit a cigarette and said, "I haven't called you poor yet, have you lined up yet?"

It was only then that Yu Tang remembered that Song Duan seemed to owe Jiang Li money, and asked casually, "How much does she owe you?"

Jiang Li was still busy issuing orders, and raised his hand without taking it seriously, spreading all five fingers.

Yu Tang: "Fifty thousand?"

"500 million thanks." Jiang Li finally took a sip of water after posting the photo.

Yu Tang stopped making tea, and looked at Song Duan who didn't refute, "500 million, what are you doing?" She looked at Jiang Li again, "Where did you get so much money?"

"Bought a suite, the one she lived in more than ten years ago." Jiang Li snorted mockingly, stretched out his hand without turning his head, pulled out Song Duan's cigarette, and threw it into the trash can, "So don't Seeing how unrequited her life is, if she is really dead, I will definitely catch her back from the land and pay back the money."

Yu Tang smiled.

Jiang Li hated Song Duan smoking in front of her very much. Every time Song Duan lit, she would throw it away in a second.

Song Duan idly touched the lighter and said: "So the four killer sects that used to be side by side, Zoujiao Gang, Zoujiabang, Xingfenglou and North-South 72xing, except Xingfenglou is gone, you know the other three" transformation 'How high is the profit after cashing out?"

"You're not messing around, are you?" Even though Duan Tingxi said last night that Jiang Li is really clean now, Yu Tang has been abroad for ten years and didn't care much about it when he came back, so he didn't know better than outsiders. Hot water said: "I remember that when you were young, you liked to eat shortbread from a shop in Liuxiang, so you always said that you would sell cakes when you grow up."

In fact, Jiang Li not only said that, but also wrote this "dream" into his composition in a fair and honest manner. The teacher praised him as more than "down-to-earth", but not enough as "looking up at the starry sky".

When she mentioned it now, Jiang Li was stunned for a moment, then suddenly became happy, and leaned on the recliner and shook happily twice, "Don't tell me, who hasn't learned to 'look up at the stars, keep your feet on the ground', you have learned , I have learned it, and Su Yongyan has also learned it, but everyone is short-sighted when they grow up!"

Yu Tang: "..."

"When I was young, I was enjoying the shade in the yard in summer. When I looked up, the sky was full of stars. I have never seen a sky full of stars since I grew up." Jiang Li blinked thoughtfully as he spoke, "It's mainly the stars in the sky. The stars must still be there, just like the dream of 'selling sesame cakes', but because of various factors, I can't see them anymore, and I won't see them after a long time."

Song Duan reminded her: "Not being able to see the stars has nothing to do with myopia, it's because of the smog, and everyone can't see them."

Jiang Li: "..."

"Is this what I'm talking about? I'm talking about Su Yongyan." Jiang Li suddenly hugged his pillow and said, "Everyone who walked the rivers and lakes was good at martial arts, including the one in Poison Lang. Although I have never I’ve seen Dr. Su make a move, but I heard from Grandpa Zhang that he inherited it. It’s just that Aunt Su has always felt that this thing is useless, so she never let Su Yongyan learn it since she was a child. As time goes by, Su Yongyan also feels that this thing is useless It’s useless, but when he was a child, he actually said that he would become a ‘hero’ in the future when he saw Grandpa Zhang save people.”

This is someone's "Daydream Series in Those Years", Song Duan didn't fluctuate at all, and got up to leave: "I'll go first."

Before she went out, she turned around suddenly and said, "The kidnapper was released..."

Yu Tang looked up at her.

Song Duan didn't say much, just lit a cigarette, and stared at her seriously at the door: "Yu Tang, don't make mistakes, there is no turning back."

Yu Tang gave her a weird look: "Why, in your eyes, it seems that I want to hack society with a knife at any time."

"Stop pretending, isn't that what you're planning to do?" Song Duan lightly flicked the ash on the door frame with a cigarette in his mouth.

Yu Tang raised an eyebrow at her, but said nothing.

Jiang Li suddenly asked, "What are you talking about?"

"I didn't say anything." Song Duan turned his head and left, "I just sometimes think that life is very boring. Most of what you want can't be obtained, and most of what you want can't be done."

"And once some mistakes are made once, they will never turn back in this life."

The sun was dazzling, shining on her thin and straight back.

"Hey?" Jiang Li paused, and called her back, "What exactly is the 'acquired' class you mentioned? What kind of trouble could it cause? Tell me the truth?"

Apparently, although she also felt that Su Yongyan was annoying, she was also afraid that he would cause trouble, and she had to help shovel it for the sake of the Su family and his wife.

"Selling 'dreams' used to be no different from ordinary adult training classes. It was approved by the Education Bureau, but it seems to have changed recently, and there are signs of quick money. There is no real evidence yet, so it's hard to say." Song Duan lifted the curtain, without turning his head, "It shouldn't be a big deal if he just entered the Pansi Cave, but it would be hard to say if he got to know someone extra."

Jiang Li felt a headache when he heard the last sentence, and he held his face and sighed: "Although I don't really care about what he likes, but people are social creatures, sometimes if you live well, you can't overflow your abilities. It's like a crime."

Yu Tang laughed suddenly, wondering if that's what Duan Tingxi meant by grouping himself together for a day, and said casually: "But people also like to compare, no matter how small the circle is, you just need to think that you are the most A good one will be happy in my heart, for example, if you are a village flower in the village."

Jiang Li smiled and threw the joke on her face, "Wake up, sister, being a village belle is useless, I still hope that you and Song Duan can become rich, or I will have to lend you two money!"

"..." Yu Tang slowly swam over on the chair, and beat Jiang Li unilaterally, "You borrowed 500 million from Song Duan, and you only borrowed me more..."

"Hahaha, you have a rich woman who takes care of you... Sister, Ah Tang, be merciful, hahaha..."

The two quarreled for a while, but they didn't take Su Yongyan's matter at ease.

In the afternoon, Yu Tang took Cheng Yiduo out and played with his half-brother Cheng Rong for a long time. Both brothers and sisters were very happy. Cheng Yiduo's mother knew about it early in the morning, and she didn't mean to be unhappy.

Jiang Li only recently found out that Cheng Pengfei had a son before, and while thinking about how he hadn't found Su Yongyan, he casually looked at the freshman's novel beside him: "You are really good to Duoduo every day. "

Yu Tang: "Are you jealous?"

Jiang Li laughed happily, thinking in his heart why I was jealous, someone should be jealous, but he kept his mouth safe and said: "Very, beyond recognition."

Yu Tang wiped the corner of Cheng Yiduo's mouth after eating the pot stickers: "Then you should treat her well."

Jiang Li: "..." Great, perfect closed loop.

The sky turned gray again, and the recent time seems to have been extraordinarily long, after Yu Tang picked up four flowers in a pot of fuchsias by the window, he suddenly got up and said: "It's going to rain, I'll go back first .”

Jiang Li took a funny look at her back, and didn't make fun of her inappropriate remarks, but called Grandpa Zhang instead.

Before Yu Tang went home, he wandered around the shopping mall in the neighborhood and bought some things.After she pushed open the door, she found that Duan Tingxi was at home today, currently nestling on the sofa, wrapping herself in a ball of blankets.

Her gaze stayed on Duan Tingxi's blanket for a second longer, it was exactly the same blanket as Lin Xiling usually used.

"Bought together." After Duan Tingxi glanced at the door, he lowered his head and swiped on the tablet a few times, then put it aside and looked up at Yu Tang: "It's just a separate payment." After she finished speaking, she looked at The bag in front of him: "Did you buy food?"

Yu Tang reacted belatedly, and turned his gaze, why did she explain this?

Or, would the previous Duan Tingxi explain this extra?No, then the reason for her change—is it?

Duan Tingxi's clear and soft paws poked out from under the blanket, and Yu Tang handed her a pack of purple potato dumplings, "Is Aunt Lin doing anything today?"

Before she had Yu Tang, Aunt Lin not only loved to come over to fill Duan Tingqi's refrigerator from time to time, but also loved to stay and cook a decent meal for her on weekends.Recently, Yu Tang cooks depending on his mood, and after wandering outside like nothing, Aunt Lin often comes over to cook.

Duan Tingqi bit the glutinous rice dumpling and said quietly, "I didn't invite her over. Our family has a negative income and expenditure this month. Aunt Lin also hopes to take her grandson out to play when she has time."

"..." Yu Tang glanced at her, and picked up the bag very consciously, "I'll cook."

Duan Tingxi didn't say anything, his eyes followed her all the way from the refrigerator to the kitchen, and quietly ate two dumplings. After picking up the tablet again, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

It seems that now it is not okay to think about not having Yu Tang in the future, because she feels that this kind of life is very happy-it is also very happy not to be together.

While eating dinner, Yu Tang realized that Duan Tingxi seemed to have a bit of a cold. Although he was wearing fluffy clothes and didn't cough, his nose kept sucking and his voice began to murmur.

It stands to reason that these martial arts practitioners are in good health, and Jiang Li can even sleep on a tree branch outside in winter.Duan Tingxi seems to be particularly afraid of the cold, and when the weather is cold, his whole person is different. He often huddles in a blanket as if he is about to hibernate, soft and soft.

Yu Tang smiled and pulled her to his side, and stretched out his hand to test her temperature on her forehead. If she didn't have a fever, then she didn't need to take medicine for the time being, and it was also good for improving resistance.

"If you feel uncomfortable, go to bed first, and I will clean up." She said and started to wash the dishes.

Duan Tingxi didn't leave either, he was fed a candied date in his mouth, leaned to the side and watched slowly, and finally suddenly called out in a low voice: "Yu Tang."

"Ok?"

Duan Tingxi said, "The clothes are wet."

Yu Tang inserted the chopsticks into the bamboo basket, closed the corner cabinet door, and looked down at the water droplets on the sweater indifferently.Duan Tingxi took out two kitchen blotting papers, approached her, and lowered his head to wipe her.

This distance is very short, but it should be because he didn't go to work today, the perfume on the person in front of him is faint.After Yu Tang lowered his eyes and waited for a while, Duan Tingxi not only didn't back away, but took a step closer naturally, lowering his eyes hesitantly, "Suddenly something..."

Yu Tang usually doesn't like this feeling of being oppressed, but after waiting for two seconds with his eyes down, he asked softly, "Huh?"

Not only does she not reject it, she even likes the feeling of being trapped by Duan Tingqi like this, which is a different feeling than when facing other people.

Duan Tingxi was quiet for another two seconds, then stopped vaguely, and said, "Sorry, go to sleep, it's getting late."

In fact, just now, she really wanted to reach out and touch the person in front of her, to hug her.

This sudden strong feeling overwhelmed her for a short time, but her reason still reminded her that it was not the right time.

Because Yu Tang must be aware of these emotions, but she hasn't responded in this period of time.

Don't rush, don't rush.

Duan Tingxi poked Yu Tang's hand with his nose stuck: "Say good night."

Yu Tang laughed, shook her hand suddenly, and asked with lowered eyes: "What's the matter today, it's a little..." Little clingy.

Before Duan Tingxi could speak, Yu Tang tried the temperature of her palm, "If it's cold, shall I sleep with you tonight?"