but for your sake

That groan was like a switch, making Bai Zihua always a little uneasy. Even though Gu Yue still cooked and boiled medicine after returning home, and went out to see a doctor, Bai Zihua could always see it from Gu Yue's fair face. to paleness.This feeling made Bai Zihua unable to sleep peacefully until late at night.When it was late at night, Bai Zihua really heard the sound of Gu Yue getting out of bed hurriedly from outside.

"Xiaoyue, what's wrong with you?" Bai Zihua asked eagerly.

"It's nothing, Zihua," Gu Yue paused, as if she didn't expect Bai Zihua to stay up so late: "I just wake up at night, you go to bed first." After finishing speaking, she hurriedly opened the door and went out.

Bai Zihua, who was lying on the bed, did not fall asleep because of Gu Yue's words, because from those few words, she heard Gu Yue's repressed and forbearing tone, as if she was fine.Thinking of this, Bai Zihua supported the side of the bed and slowly sat up, looking at the dark environment, groping carefully with his hands, and finally found the wheelchair next to the bed.Bai Zihua strenuously propped himself up and moved himself onto the wheelchair bit by bit, almost falling off the bed during the process.But fortunately, Bai Zihua used to have strong mana. Even though he is injured and his whole body is weak now, he still has the ability to save energy. Therefore, after a lot of hard work, Bai Zihua finally sat in a wheelchair as he wished.

Bai Zihua wiped the sweat from his forehead, feeling even more uneasy, he spent a lot of time on this torment, but Xiaoyue still didn't come back, it seems that it's not as simple as waking up at night.Thinking of this, he slid the wheel with his hands and went out.

Under the moonlight, Bai Zihua searched around the yard, and later in the kitchen and pharmacy, but he couldn't find Gu Yue at all.Could it be that she still has to go out at night? Bai Zihua frowned, and his gaze was unconsciously placed on the pebble path leading to Houhuahai. It seemed that he still had to go back to look for it.

After several twists and turns, Bai Zihua entered the sea of ​​flowers, and finally found Gu Yue who was almost unconscious under a peach tree.

"Xiaoyue, Xiaoyue," Bai Zihua anxiously shook Gu Yue, "What's wrong with you, wake up."

Gu Yue half-opened her eyes, her vision was a little distracted, she waited to see who was coming before she replied feebly: "Yes, it's Zi Hua, what are you doing here if you don't take a good rest indoors?"

"Don't talk so much, how are you now, why are you like this."

"Me." Gu Yue snorted again, her hands tightly covering her chest, her lips tightened, as if she was trying to swallow her dick back, her whole body was trembling slightly, as if she was suppressing something.

Seeing this scene, Bai Zihua didn't hesitate anymore. He carefully grabbed Gu Yue's shoulders with both hands, and lifted her onto him with great effort. After Gu Yue's upper body leaned against him, he put his hands through her armpits again. Next, he pulled her whole into his arms.There were bumps and bumps several times in the middle, but Gu Yue was in a trance because of the huge pain she was enduring.

"Xiaoyue, Xiaoyue," Bai Zihua paid homage to Gu Yue's pale cheeks, "What's wrong with you?"

"It hurts, it hurts so much." Gu Yue murmured out a few words, and her whole body trembled even more.

Bai Zihua hugged Gu Yue tightly to prevent her from falling off him, and then patted her on the back hard: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore. Xiaoyue, I'm here with you."

Under the moonlight, the shadows of the two people entwine each other, and they get along in a strange harmony.

When the rooster in the village crowed and the sun's first rays of light showed white, Bai Zihua came out of a tense mood.He looked down at the pale and sweaty woman in his arms, and frowned. What happened to Xiaoyue? She kept crying out for pain last night, trembling all over, as if she was suffering from great pain, and her mind was a little blurred , but even though she was so sad, she still clenched her teeth, and did not let out a loud scream, and licked slightly all night.

The woman in his arms has beautiful eyes, gentle eyes, and usually a pleasant face, but now he is half asleep in his arms, so he realizes that she is still a girl, no matter how strong and open-minded she is, she still needs someone to care for her .

Bai Zihua patted Gu Yue softly and slightly clumsily, hoping that she could sleep more peacefully. After coming over for a while, he saw Gu Yue faintly opened a pair of wet almond eyes, looking at him weakly.

"I'm sorry to trouble you, Zihua."

Bai Zihua shook his head: "No trouble, you have treated me for so long, I just guarded you for one night, no trouble." He paused, seeing that Gu Yue's face was pale but clear, he still asked: "It's just, what happened to you last night and why you looked like that."

Gu Yue held the corner of her mouth and leaned against Bai Zihua's arms weakly: "You also know that I was seriously injured a few years ago. I would have died that time, but I was lucky enough to survive. In the past few years, I have worked hard to take care of myself. , but after all, the injury was too serious back then, so it is still possible to get sick, but now it is not as ordinary as it was at the beginning, this time it has been a winter since the last time."

Bai Zihua was silent for a moment, slowly grasped Gu Yue's wrist with his right hand, felt her pulse, felt a weak but normal pulse under his fingertips, slightly different: "Then what symptoms did you have when you got sick?"

Gu Yue looked at Bai Zihua's hand that was holding her pulse, and smiled weakly: "Zi Hua, don't worry, if it was so easy to cure, I would have cured it long ago. When I got sick, my heart was in pain, as if someone used it It’s like scraping off piece by piece with a knife, but when the night passes and the dawn arrives, the pain will suddenly disappear, and the pulse will not show any abnormalities.”

Hearing Gu Yue's words, Bai Zihua fell silent. He used to be the head of Changliu and one of the Five Immortals. Although he was not good at medical skills, he also had some experience in it. Seeing Gu Yue's last night With such unbearable pain, and feeling the pulse that was beating normally now, he didn't have any clue.

Bai Zihua frowned, looked at Gu Yue, who looked sluggish in his arms, but still comforted him, and lightly patted her on the shoulder: "I'll take you back to your room to rest first."

Gu Yue didn't refuse, she leaned obediently in Bai Zihua's arms, and Bai Zihua was still struggling to turn the wheel, bringing her back to the main house.

Bai Zihua put the wheelchair in front of Gu Yue's soft couch, looked at Gu Yue who was already drowsy in his arms, and patted her lightly: "Xiaoyue, go to bed and have a good rest."

Gu Yue slowly opened her eyes, with a weak smile on her face: "Thank you, Zi Hua, now, you can get yourself into a wheelchair by yourself and get me back, you are really kind A lot."

Bai Zihua nodded, his pair of wrinkled eyes never relaxed: "Don't talk so much, take a good rest first."

"Ah."

After Gu Yue settled down and looked at the woman sleeping peacefully on the bed, Bai Zihua didn't intend to go to rest himself.Now that Gu Yue has just finished her illness, although her pulse is stable, her body is exhausted and needs to be replenished.Thinking of this, Bai Zihua turned around and went to the pharmacy.

From the dried and processed medicinal materials in the pharmacy, I picked some warming and tonic things, combined with the rice in the kitchen, and cooked some warming medicinal porridge.When Gu Yue fell asleep and woke up faintly, she saw Bai Zihua guarding in front of her bed, with a bowl of medicinal porridge still emitting a faint heat and fragrance on the low table beside her.

"You're awake." Bai Zihua looked at Gu Yue's face, and found that she was fine except that she was still a little pale, so he picked up the medicinal porridge on the side and handed it to her: "I cooked medicinal porridge for you. Nourishing, although your pulse is normal now, but after all, you also suffered from an illness last night, and you need to replenish."

Gu Yue took it with a smile, drank it in small sips, and counted the herbs he had used in his heart. After finishing the bowl of medicinal porridge, Gu Yue wiped his mouth and looked happily at the frowning Bai Zihua beside him: " I didn't expect that you also understand the principles of medicine and the properties of medicine, so, after a few days, you will be in better health, and you can go to the medicine studio with me for a consultation."

Bai Zihua took the empty bowl that Gu Yue handed over and put it on the low table: "It's not enough to be proficient, but if you know a little bit, it's okay if you see a little ailment." He turned his head and said lightly to Gu Yue. Smiled: "It's still okay to help you."

"Well," Gu Yue nodded, "Also, thank you last night."

Hearing Gu Yue's thank you, Bai Zihua frowned, "You thanked me this morning, but your illness..."

"Let it be fate," Gu Yue interrupted Bai Zihua's inquiry, and sighed slightly: "I won't pay too much attention to it, let myself become a useless person worrying about nothing, and I won't give up treating it, that would be giving up on myself I can only do my best to heal, and then try to live happily every day and help everyone I can help. Live to die, face death bravely, because it must be there, but live actively on."

"Live to die," Bai Zihua chewed carefully a few times, and then put on a relieved smile: "Yes, since you must die, you have to work harder to live."

"Of course," Gu Yue nodded, "You used to be an immortal with endless life, so you can't understand the meaning of death to ordinary people, but now that you have lost your immortal body and become a mortal, you should understand that death is not terrible, it is terrible It’s about life and death.”

Bai Zihua nodded: "I understand. From now on, I will try my best to be a qualified ordinary person."

"En." Gu Yue looked at Bai Zihua in relief, with a smile on her face.

At that moment, Bai Zihua understood that a different life and death seen from the perspective of a mortal is no longer blurred to the point where there is no trace, but deeper and more vivid. Wisdom beyond the reach of immortals.He looked at Gu Yue's gentle and demure face, or it was the mortal he met that gave him a different experience.He thought, maybe, they can not only be friends, but also confidants, let him through her, he can see more clearly the world that he has been trying to protect before, not standing aloft in the palace of unfeeling, but going deep into it, and An equal gaze, take a good look.