You used to be far away from my sight

The old man Lu's chanting echoed in his ears, and his voice was a little ethereal.Listen carefully, it's not that old man Lu's voice has changed, but his whole heart has become empty, and everything in the world has been heard after a long distance.

Old man Lu stood on the podium, and seemed to be asking the drowsy students below: "Who is your favorite idol?"

Speaking of idols, Gu Yuan suddenly thought of a person, at that time he thought that person was his idol, who had always been so strong, as if he never knew what failure was.

On the other hand, I was like a puddle of mud, lying on the ground, people would feel dirty even stepping on it.

Whether it was fighting or actual combat, he had never won against that person.

He is afraid of him.

Because he always likes to tease him.

When he came to that strange home for the first time, he wore a ghost mask and hid in the dark to scare him. People who were not afraid of ghosts were so frightened that they trembled when they heard the word ghost.

Thinking about it, Gu Yuan felt a little bit uncomfortable in his heart. After all, he couldn't tell whether he admired, hated, or feared the so-called elder brother who was related to him by blood.

It would be easy if there was only one kind of emotion, but just like Weizheng and Jiangnan, Gu Yuan clumsily clicked on the progress bar of the relationship, but was surprised to find that the progress bar was blurred. deep affection.

Remorse

Messed up

What Gu Yuan is most afraid of is sorting out the emotional line, he always just chooses not to deal with it, just mess it up.

"Brother Yuan"

Gu Yuan thought someone was calling him, but when he raised his head, he realized that it was the old man Lu who asked Wei Zheng to answer the question. The question was who is his favorite idol, and Wei Zheng said him.

Gu Yuan supported his forehead, lowered his head, and remained silent.

He didn't want to see the surprised expressions of his teachers and classmates, and he didn't dare to imagine, it was too embarrassing.

But the reality couldn't allow him not to think about it, the whole class exploded, booing and whispering.All kinds of voices that Gu Yuan didn't want to hear entered his ears from all directions.

Except for this kind of behavior that is similar to public confession, Gu Yuan expressed extreme helplessness and panic about all Wei Zheng's pursuit behaviors.

For example, Wei Zheng gave a box of yogurt yesterday, Gu Yuan saw the black ink on his hand when he drank half of it, and immediately spit out the yogurt.

Most of the large characters painted with black pen on the yogurt box have been erased, but the prototype is clearly visible, I love you in English.

Still have a heart.

Gu Yuan especially wanted to rush over and say to Wei Zheng: You can write as soon as you write, why don't you use a better pen to stain my hand.

The second time, Weizheng made progress, he used Coke instead of yogurt.

Write on the upper part of the bottle, drink a certain amount, the dark drink gradually decreases, and confession words appear on the transparent plastic bottle.

It's quite romantic, but it's a pity that Gu Yuan doesn't drink Coke.

The poor uncared for Coke was placed on the table neatly, and was taken away by Duan Xiaodong and drank for a whole day.

After recalling all these, Gu Yuan sighed silently.

These are not bad, but what makes Gu Yuan speechless the most is that every time he wants to explicitly reject Wei Zheng, Wei Zheng immediately covers his ears, shakes his head, and bumps his lips up and down: "You bastard, if you don't listen to the scriptures, don't listen. I know you love me so much, so I don't need to say more, ah, don't listen or not"

Gu Yuan really had no choice.

Seeing Wei Zheng, he felt that he could only admit defeat.

Finally, during the last evening self-study, Gu Yuan couldn't take it anymore and broke out completely.

He regretted it after the outbreak.

The teacher who watched the evening self-study had a lot of problems, and the monitor insisted on sitting on the podium to watch the whole class and write down the names of the students who spoke.

Wei Zheng did it very reluctantly.

The first name he remembered was Gu Yuan.

Gu Yuan just said a few words to Shen Yi'an, and he became unhappy. He stared at Gu Yuan with wide eyes, and shouted: "You are not allowed to talk in class. I will write down your name and tell the teacher."

Gu Yuan: "..." Are you a primary school student?

Gu Yuan stared back for a while, ignored Wei Zheng, and went about his own business.

So Wei Zheng pulled his face and leaned over, returned to his seat, turned around, and looked at Gu Yuan: "I'm jealous, you coax me, I'll cross out your name"

Gu Yuan stopped writing, flicked it casually, and threw the pen on the table: "Wei Zheng, don't you do this? I have already rejected you, can you stop doing this?"

Wei Zheng's eyes dimmed, and then darkened again: "It doesn't matter if you don't love me now, after passing through my village, and my store, the chain store I opened, isn't it powerful?"

He grinned when he finished.

A heart-piercing pain arises spontaneously, Gu Yuan does not want to see Wei Zheng like this, all he can do is cut the mess quickly: "You may just be impulsive to me now, not that kind of emotion"

Wei Zheng: "The impulse towards a person lasts about fifteen days. After this period of time, that impulse will gradually decrease and finally disappear. I have been impulsive towards you for 110 days"

Gu Yuan: "Twisted melons are not sweet, just give up."

Wei Zheng: "Then I have to twist it off too, twist it off and hold it, cherish it, love it, how can I be willing to eat the melon that I twisted so hard?"

The two of them looked at others like air, and looked at each other, unaware that the whole class had already stopped their movements and looked at these two, as if they were watching a play.

When watching a play, there are always people who like to put in a few words, such as Duan Xiaodong with a big mouth.

"It will go bad if you don't eat it," Duan Xiaodong said.

"..."

The two finally realized the eyes of the people around them watching monkeys play games. Wei Zheng was about to curse a few words, but Gu Yuan pulled him out just as he opened his mouth.

In the corridor, the two stood facing each other but neither of them raised their heads. Gu Yuan spoke first: "Wei Zheng, what do you like about me?"

Duan Xiaodong, who "likes your ugliness", came out and leaned against the wall and said, "It's so ugly."

"..."

Wei Zheng turned his head and glared at Duan Xiaodong, and quickly explained: "I didn't say it, it was Duan Xiaodong's yelling."

Feeling irritated to the extreme, his emotions reached the verge of collapse, Gu Yuan forced himself not to get angry, but Duan Xiaodong interrupted twice to add fuel to the fire, the magma seemed to rush out of the ground, and could no longer be suppressed.

"Wei Zheng, don't be mean again, I can't bear it." Gu Yuan's voice was very soft, but it was as sharp as a blade, cutting both Wei Zheng's heart and Gu Yuan's heart.

Wei Zheng wanted to laugh, so he grinned, his muscles twitched a few times, but he couldn't laugh no matter what.

He heheed a few times coldly, shut his mouth, and ran away without looking back.Not far away, there was the sound of footsteps running downstairs from the stairwell. The sound gradually faded away, faint, and finally disappeared.

Gu Yuan's whole body seemed to be submerged in water, the water oppressed his chest, and even breathing was painful.He was about to kneel down, but a short hand grabbed his collar.

"Are you still human? Brother Zheng, he treats you so well." Duan Xiaodong got angry and scolded a few words, "Bastard, scumbag, beast, something that is not human, how can you say that about him?"

Gu Yuan listened to him scolding himself, but didn't seem to hear it.

wrong

make a mistake

Then what should he do?

he does not know

He is in pain too