worn after Zha Shouzuo's death

Ji Huai turned around when he heard the movement.

Song Ci looked at his fingers in panic, the transparent right hand slowly recovered, Song Ci tried to open and hold it tightly, it was no different from his left hand, but the scene of disappearing just now was shocking, like a nightmare It was etched deeply into his eyes.

Ji Huai sensed that something was wrong, he opened the floor-to-ceiling window and walked in, just about to turn on the light, Song Ci said loudly: "Don't!"

Ji Huai's movements paused, and he put down his hands in a calm manner. He walked to the bed step by step, sat beside Song Ci, and said softly, "Why did you wake up? Did I disturb you?"

Song Ci didn't say a word, but nervously stroked his right hand again and again, convulsing uncontrollably. After a long while, he hugged Ji Huai tremblingly.

"What's going on?" Ji Huai stroked his back again and again, his voice became softer, "Did you have a nightmare because I wasn't by your side? I'm sorry, next time I won't get up in the middle of the night, I will I'm here, I'm always here, don't be afraid."

Song Ci leaned against his shoulder and opened his mouth, but couldn't speak at all, his eyes turned red instantly.

He was really scared.

Before it started, he just heard from Rao Chuan that it might become transparent. He thought he could bear it, and he thought it was nothing.

But imagination and reality are two different things after all, and may even be very different.

... He had never been so afraid as at this moment.

Now it's just the hand, what's the next part?What about the day when he becomes completely transparent?

Is he going to watch himself disappear and be forgotten by everyone?

Want to look at Ji Huai like this... Forget about him?

Song Ci let go of Ji Huai, gripped his clothes tightly with his fingers, looked up at him, his lips trembling constantly: "Ji Huai, Ji Huai, do you like me?"

Will you forget me?

Ji Huai looked at him, pressed his forehead against him, and his voice seemed to contain the tenderness of the whole world, without hesitation, full of warmth: "I love you."

He hugged Song Ci, slowly took him to lie down, then hugged him in his arms, he stroked his hair, and pressed his warm lips on his forehead, as if Song Ci was his most precious treasure: "Is it because I didn't give you enough sense of security? Xiao Ci, is there anything else you want to tell me?"

Song Ci didn't speak, he closed his eyes, and kept approaching Ji Huai, like a person with cold hands and feet approaching a pile of bonfires that could save his life.

It's been a long time.

Ji Huai spoke softly again: "Xiao Ci?"

He looked down, only to find that Song Ci had fallen asleep.

The next day was Grandma Ji Huai's [-]th birthday.

After Song Ci got up and cleaned up, he fell asleep as soon as he got in the car as usual.

Mrs. Ji's birthday was held in a large courtyard. It is said that this was the address of Ji's family before they made a fortune. Later, they moved home a few times. Doudou Niao, living a leisurely life like a wild crane in the clouds.

Ji Huai is the eldest grandson of the Ji family, and also the most promising one, who is most liked by the elderly.

It was obviously the old lady's birthday, Song Ci and Ji Huai had just handed over the gift, the old lady turned around and stuffed a jade pendant behind her back, only for Song Ci.

Song Ci was overwhelmed by the flattery, but also felt that it was inappropriate, so he quickly refused.

The old man smiled and said, "When one is old, after one year, one step closer to the soil, the younger generation is my only thought. Among all the children, Xiao Huai is the best one, but he He is too proud, his eyes are higher than the top, it looks difficult to approach, and no one dares to approach, but in fact his heart is the softest. After so many years, I have watched him live like this alone, it is really very Worry about him, now that he has finally found someone he likes, I feel happy for him."

Song Ci's ears turned red, and he hesitated to accept the jade pendant: "Then...then thank you grandma."

"Good boy, thank you for nothing. You don't have to thank me." The old lady took his hand, her face was obviously wrinkled, but she smiled kindly and gently, "I should thank you. Ah Huai There is no one close to me, and no one can guess what he is thinking. I am happy that you can accompany him. I have lived for such a long time. At this age, I hope that the younger generations can be well. Everyone is doing well. Xiao Ci, Ah Huai is sometimes not very good at speaking, not very good at expressing, you have to take care of him more."

Song Ci laughed and sat in front of her: "What's the matter, Ah Huai is fine, he..."

He is not bad at expressing.

"Do you think he's very nice?" The old lady smiled from ear to ear. "Then you should spend more time with him and talk to him. I hope you two can walk together forever. That's just my wish."

lifetime……

Song Ci was in a daze for a moment, unable to answer the words immediately.

Ji Wei shouted loudly in the yard: "Grandma! Come and cut the cake! After cutting the cake, I will take you to the park!"

The old lady sighed, and looked at Song Ci again, with eagerness and anticipation in her eyes, as if she really wanted to hear Song Ci's words.

Song Ci lowered his head, avoiding her gaze, and forced a smile: "Grandma, Weiwei is calling for you to go and cut the cake."

The old lady paused, said nothing, nodded with a smile, and then walked outside slowly.

"Grandma!" Song Ci called her suddenly.

The old lady turned around.

Against the light, the old lady's face was still kind and stable, with a kind smile on her mouth, her eyes were penetrating and extremely gentle.

Song Ci looked at her, his eyes blurred for a moment: "If one day... I disappear..."

If there is such a day, he disappears, no one can see him again, gradually everyone will forget him...

Then their lives will go on.

The old lady didn't speak, and the smile on her face froze.

Song Ci lowered his head, and slowly clenched his fingers: "And Ji Huai met another very good person, so can you enlighten him?"

The old lady tilted her head, as if confused: "What should I teach him?"

Song Ci stared fixedly at a certain direction in the void, his eyes were misty, and he didn't know what he was talking about: "Just... let him live well, be able to live well with that person, who is missing in this world?" Follow the same instructions, so that he doesn't have to indulge in grief... Ah, in fact, he won't have grief..."

After all he will forget him.

Song Ci closed his eyes: "I hope he can always be happy."

It was so painful being with him, with so many bad things happening all the time.

Could it be... It is actually good for Ji Huai that he left?

Even if you can catch the third book walker, you may not be able to find the Concentric Stone. That person is so crazy, he will definitely hide the Concentric Stone well.

The other party passed through the book and had a concentric stone body protection, but this was Song Ci's first time through the book, and the time left for him was actually running out, and he couldn't afford it.

He has to consider all possibilities.

If he really chose to leave, would it be a good thing to find a place to stay quietly and let Ji Huai slowly forget about him?

Could it be that he selfishly chose to stay by Ji Huai's side, in fact, for the purpose of satisfying his own selfish desires?

If Ji Huai was destined to forget him, why did he still try his best to stay by his side?

What is he drawing?

Song Ci seemed to be in a daze, caught in this vicious circle and couldn't get out, still unable to give himself a suitable reason and excuse.

I just felt my heart tightening inch by inch, and a bitter taste came out.

"Only he knows whether he is happy or not." The old lady's voice was very soft, "Xiao Ci, you should talk to him about this issue. No one can make him happy by enlightening him."

Song Ci stared at her blankly, only feeling that the old lady's face was warm and moist under the backlight.

The old lady bent her lips briefly at him, and said nothing, but Ji Wei called her again, and this time she ran over to ask her to come over, and the old lady followed her.

Song Ci stood where he was, as if he had lost his soul, as if everything around him had gone away, and he was the only one left in this world.

Not far behind him, a corner of his clothes flashed past the wall.

At noon, the whole family accompanied the old lady to the park, talking and laughing along the way, Ji Huai and Song Ci fell far behind.

Song Ci was actually very sleepy, but in this situation, he still had to hold on.

Everyone came to a lake, the lake was shining with clear light, the water waves were slightly rippling, and a few red carps were swimming happily in the water.

There was a small pavilion by the lake. The old lady was tired after walking for such a long time, so everyone went to sit in the small pavilion and talk to her.

The old lady's birthday is always the most important day in the Ji family. Everyone will spare time to spend the day with the old lady just to make her happy.

Ji Huai and Song Ci sat on the far side.

As soon as Song Ci sat down, he subconsciously leaned over to the pillar on one side. Sensing that Ji Huai was approaching him, Song Ci opened his eyes and leaned towards Ji Huai. :"Sleepy?"

Song Ci hummed vaguely: "A little bit..."

Actually very sleepy.

Ji Huai half hugged him, saw the lake in front of him, and didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, he said without warning: "I also went to the temple to make a fortune two days ago."

Song Ci's consciousness was wandering on the edge of chaos. As long as Ji Huai stayed by his side, he would feel extremely at ease and at ease, as if all dangers were automatically isolated. Er Ji Huai was talking about something, but immediately he murmured.

"I also went to ask if we can go on forever." Ji Huai turned his head to look at Song Ci, his eyes were dark, "Guess what hexagram I asked for?"

Song Ci reluctantly opened his eyes, and looked at him sleepily: "...What hexagram?"

"The hexagram said," Ji Huai said slowly, "yes."

Song Ci was so sleepy that he couldn't even wake up. He rubbed his eyes and smiled: "That's all a lie."

Ji Huai's heart sank for no reason.

Song Ci closed his eyes, tilted his head and leaned on Ji Huai's shoulder, his consciousness was completely blurred, and he couldn't help revealing his true inner thoughts: "That's someone else coaxing you..."

After saying this, he fell into a deep sleep.

If he could open his eyes and take a look at this moment, he would find that Ji Huai's face looked extremely scary at this moment.