[Yan Ying] What should I do if I dress as Matou Sakura?

Matou Kariya was very troubled.

He is not very old, but he is already raising a child.

That child is called Sakura, and she is the daughter of the woman he likes. She looks exactly like Aoi, and she has the same quiet personality, even introverted and shy.

Probably because when I was a child, I knew that I was abandoned by my parents to the Matou family, and after I went abroad with him, there was no one around me except him, so I was very afraid of being alone in the room since I was a child, and I was very attached to him.

They have depended on each other for so long, and Kariya Matou always loves and indulges her very much.

But no matter how pampered and pampered, Kariya also hopes that Sakura can grow up well by his side, and he must shoulder the responsibility of educating her well, so even though he is obviously very reluctant, he still insists on coaxing Sakura to sleep alone. Room.

Sakura was very conflicted and resisted being separated from him, but because it was Kariya's request, she finally accepted it with an aggrieved face.

She slept alone for the first time when she was six years old, but in the end Kariya tossed and couldn't sleep, got up in the middle of the night worried, went to see if she was sleeping well, and found her curled up in bed alone Weeping quietly.

Kariya's heart suddenly softened, so when Sakura found him standing at the door and rushed over to hug him and act like a baby crying, he never insisted on letting her continue to sleep alone.

Just like this day after day, year after year, Sakura always acted coquettishly and was unwilling to leave him. Every time he thought, next time he must let Sakura be independent, but seeing her wronged appearance, he couldn't help it anyway. Make up your mind, and don't want to part with her sad compromise.

Until one morning when he woke up, seeing Sakura drowsily followed by throwing off the quilt and running to wash, leaving him to make the bed, he suddenly saw a small puddle of blood on the bed sheet.

At that moment, Kariya didn't realize what it was, and pulled out Sakura who was brushing her teeth in a panic, looked up and down in a panic, and asked carefully if she was injured somewhere, Sakura looked at him blankly for a while , and then seemed to remember something, and tilted his head innocently, "Uncle Kariya, have I developed?"

Hearing Sakura's gentle (?) reminder, Kariya Matou blushed suddenly in embarrassment.

Then he suddenly realized that the girl in front of him was no longer a child—she had grown into a young girl.

Cherry blossoms are like flower buds, slowly blooming their own beautiful fragrance.

In a country like Italy, where the atmosphere is open and almost all employees are full of sweet talk skills, Sakura is naturally very popular. She has many male friends around her, who often show courteousness to her, making her laugh happily.Several times when she came back from school, she brought a bouquet of flowers with joy on her face.

Is the cabbage that I finally raised at home going to be ganged up by pigs! !

Matou Kariya was extremely overwhelmed by this situation.Every time Sakura turned her head, he threw away the flowers she brought back.

He met a Japanese friend in Italy. When he couldn't help complaining about the situation, the friend looked at him helplessly and complained in a way that Japanese people understand: "... Matou Ah, are you a daughter-in-law?"

However, during a social gathering, Kariya, who was not able to drink well, was directly put down, and had to call Sakura to pick him up. Kariya, who was drunk and unconscious, found that since then, his friends no longer said he was "Daughter control", they all looked at him with subtle and complicated eyes, and jokingly changed their words to "Kariya is not daughter control, but Sakura control." Occasionally, they would sigh long and long, " It was actually raised by a loli..."

Complaining to him is no longer persuasion "Oh, my daughter has grown up, be careful to be hated if you interfere with other people's pursuit of her?", but has become meaningful: "Yeah yeah, Sakura is so cute, don't pay attention It would be terrible to be snatched away."

Matou Kariya: "...?"

I always feel like something is wrong...

Matou Kariya likes the type of gentle big sister, just like Aoi who is three years older than him, but his personality is gentle and patient, so he is quite popular with younger girls.

For this phenomenon, Kariya was a little distressed, but he found that after knowing this, Sakura seemed more distressed than him.

On the contrary, this reaction made him laugh uncontrollably, thinking that Sakura is so cute, and even this kind of place where there is no need to worry about him at all, is so distressed for him.

Although when he showed off that his Sakura is sensible, the expressions of his friends were hard to describe.

Sakura gradually grew up, although Kariya was not used to sleeping alone at first, but no matter what, it was absolutely impossible to continue lying with Sakura.But slowly, Kariya felt more and more troubled.

Is it because he took care of Sakura who was both a father and a mother since he was a child, and even bought the underwear and hygiene kit for the first time, so he didn't treat him as an outsider at all?

Wearing a nightdress with suspenders after taking a shower, I didn’t even fasten the laces, so I came out with loose clothes!I don't care about my pajamas, which are obviously much smaller. When I blow my hair, I lift my hands and toes to expose my thighs to a dangerous position...

He had to arrange her clothes seriously, cover her body with a bath towel, and planned to buy new clothes for Sakura.

What's more, it's fine to go into his room early in the morning to wake him up, but it's too dangerous to lie on him with disheveled clothes! !

Sakura is no longer a child, but she seems to be unaware of the feminine, sweet and youthful breath and beauty of a young girl who is exuding from her whole body, like a child, she always rushes towards him.

But no matter what, he is also a man!

...It would be fine if it was Sakura's real father or brother, but in fact, there is no blood relationship between them.

Matou Kariya gritted his teeth and locked the door to sleep.

He felt that it was too despicable for him to look at Aoi's daughter from the eyes of a man. However, his friends didn't understand his troubles. Said sarcasticly, "You are not qualified to call yourself a beast. What have you done to be called a beast? Someone like you, Kariya, should be considered a beast... how about it?"

Just like this, when I endured, endured, told myself that I could not live up to Sakura's admiration and trust in me, and when I desperately spurned my despicable thoughts, I finally ushered in Sakura's 16th birthday.

That day, he had been assigned a job that could not be adjusted some time ago. Sakura was very considerate and considerate of him, so he rushed back as soon as the work was over.

Sakura had been waiting for him to come back, this fact made Kariya want to smile.And he noticed that although Sakura is usually very cute, she looks even more beautiful today.

He wanted to present himself as a reliable adult in front of Sakura, so he tried his best to calm down his rapid and somewhat embarrassing breathing as he ran all the way home. When he carried the cake and walked to the restaurant, Sakura was obedient, quiet, and trusting. Followed closely behind him, as cute as a kitten chasing a ball of wool.

So... how did everything happen after that...?

He slowly remembered that maybe Sakura had grown up and started to be full of curiosity about wine, so she looked at him coquettishly with those talking eyes—"I can't drink it, so Uncle Kariya drinks it even if he drinks it." He drank instead of me."

Matou Kariya didn't know exactly how this logic came about, he only knew that after he drank that can of beer, the whole world began to faint.

In fact, he didn't completely lose consciousness, but in a daze, he felt someone greedily kissing him and stroking him gently, as if in a dream.

He faintly understood in his heart that the sight that was staring at his face now belonged to Sakura.

...Could it be that Sakura wants to taste the taste of wine like this...

He would rather think that the pure and flawless girl in his heart is so innocent and ignorant, than dare to think that she lowered her head and actually kissed him.

How could Sakura...say she likes him.

With tears on his face, he said that he loved him.

Did he cause her such pain when he didn't know it?

The soft, strange, sour love in his heart slowly filled the whole atrium. He stroked her long hair, trying to convey his tenderness to the past. Sakura's movements were so intense that Kariya didn't dare to act rashly. , afraid of accidentally hurting her.

This, this is the first time after all... Girls, it will hurt...

When he hugged Sakura that night, he felt as satisfied as if he embraced the whole world.He hadn't slept so well since Sakura left him to sleep alone at the age of 12.

Although he felt happy on the one hand, he was almost overwhelmed by guilt on the other.

Sakura is still so young, does she really understand what liking and love are?

Maybe he should have sternly rejected it just now, maybe it was just a girl's adolescent impulse... He should give her correct guidance, not coaxing out of selfish desires.

What's more, this is Aoi's daughter.

He watched her grow up since she was five years old, obviously she always called him uncle...

But even though his brows were furrowed tightly, Matou Kariya never let go of his arms holding Sakura.

So much so that when he hadn't figured out how to face Sakura, he suddenly found that after she left with only one sorry, he was in a bad mood.

……

I'm feeling down right now.

The reason for my depression was not that I became very angry with my parents who had been reunited for a long time, but that I was caught by Uncle Kariya.

Yaoshou! ! !How did Uncle Kariya go back to Japan to find Fuyuki City! ! !who is it!Who betrayed her traces! ?

And because I accidentally blurted out "Uncle Kariya" in horror, after Sawada Tsunayoshi knew the other party's identity, my servant immediately left me without loyalty and disappeared, completely ignoring my will Sight for help.

And just when I was frantically thinking about whether it would be successful to kneel down and cry and beg Uncle Kariya for forgiveness, Uncle Kariya spotted the Command Seal on the back of my hand at a glance.

He grabbed my hand, even though he knew that he was just worried that the child he raised would be involved in the Holy Grail War, and of course he cared, I still felt happy and happy because my hand was held by Uncle Kariya Huanxi, although Uncle Kariya, who has always been kind and gentle, has a horrible ugly expression while staring at my Command Seal, I also think he is super handsome and charming.

...Ah, but, is he really just angry at the Command Seals...or is he actually angry at what I did before?

Thinking about it this way, I couldn't help but feel a little sluggish.

"Uncle Kariya..." I said weakly, "I'm sorry..."

Uncle Kariya immediately grabbed my hand even tighter! !

No, it seems to make him even more angry, what should I do to help! !

"You..." Matou Kariya, who flew back to Japan overnight, had an undisguised haggard look on his face, his originally clear and gentle voice was a little hoarse due to fatigue, "Wait a minute, I'll take you to see you parents."

I was startled, "Why!?"

Could it be that Uncle Kariya is so angry that he wants to return me to the Tohsaka family! ?

"I do not want!"

I want to be with Uncle Kariya! !

But Uncle Kariya's next words chilled me, "...I'll go ask your parents to marry you." He pursed his lips, "...I'm going to be responsible for you."

"Fortunately..." He sighed lowly, "You are already 16 years old."

...I understand what he means is that it is absolutely illegal to sleep with a minor, but a 16-year-old girl in Japan can get married as long as her guardian agrees.

But these words made my expression and heart go cold.I looked at his face that still fascinated me, and felt that even if I looked at the cursed tear mole of Diarmuid, the spearman in the Fourth Holy Grail War, it would not produce more blood than it is now. Strong love.

But because of this, I can't promise him.

Uncle Kariya... loves my mother deeply, and I don't think he really likes me.

Because of my badness, I have to marry someone I don't like, that would be too painful for Uncle Kariya.

... I don't want Uncle Kariya to feel pain because of me, and if Uncle Kariya doesn't like me, even if I get married, I won't be happy.

This is not responsible, this is a tragedy.

"I don't... intend to force Uncle Kariya to marry me." I replied sadly, "Uncle Kariya doesn't like me at all... so what's the point of getting married? Vicious female supporting role, do you want to use raw rice to cook cooked rice to force you? Although I did use all means to get what I wanted, but..."

"It's enough to selfishly ignore Uncle Kariya's wishes for his own happiness, just once."

I've already made a fortune just once, okay? !

But just when I lowered my head in frustration, Uncle Kariya looked at me for a long time, and then heaved a long, long sigh.

He sighed vicissitudes of life: "...I finally know how my colleagues look at me who is not enlightened."

He raised his hand and flicked it viciously on my forehead, and looked at me with a smile on his face, "Idiot."

The author has something to say: Uncle Kariya thought he was abandoned!

The sentence on the right comes from Jian [-] → [You use your deep affection, but what you get in return is his youthful and frivolous. 】

Young people think that older people must be well-informed and calm, and they are afraid that the other party will think that they are too naive and superficial. In fact, older people also worry that young people are youthful and lively.