[Yan Ying] What should I do if I dress as Matou Sakura?

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When I was born, I couldn't even open my eyes, but I could hear someone whispering softly beside me.

From the pronunciation, I heard that the language they communicated should be Japanese, and although I couldn't understand what they were saying, I heard the word "Sawaila".

Based on my many years of experience in watching Japanese comics, I know that means Sakura, and I guess they should be naming me.

"...This child, let's call him Sakura."

At that time, I didn't realize what kind of place I traveled to. I was still thinking in my mind, hahahaha, parents in this life really know how to play. What's the difference, ah, no, what's the difference between a secondary school name like Shang Yezhi——

It wasn't until I grew up that I discovered that my surname was Tohsaka.

Tohsaka...

Wait, parents, even if you are fans of the FZ series and your surname happens to be Tohsaka, you can’t name your daughter Tohsaka Sakura! ?

Tohsaka Rin is okay, but Tohsaka Sakura is too much!That girl's experience was miserable, okay?

Either Haruno Sakura or Kinomoto Sakura will do!Why must it be Tohsaka Sakura!

But later, I finally found out that my family is not as simple as it seems to be...

I do have a sister named Tosaka Rin who likes to wear double ponytails. My father's name is Tosaka Tokiomi, and my mother's name is Tosaka Aoi. Before she got married, her surname was Chancheng.

There are countless gems in the family, but they are always consumed. My father always warned us to be elegant. When I started to understand my parents' communication, I often popped up "magician", "magic circuit", "holy grail" and so on vocabulary, and once, I saw my own father magically twist a gem into a flower...

I finally couldn't calm down anymore.

Especially, not long after, I met the man named Kariya Matou for the first time.

It was a sunny day, and my mother took Rin and me to play in the small park. At that time, I was depressed because I suddenly learned of my tragic future. Rin was very worried about me, and kept circling around me, picking flowers and weaving garlands for me. .

At that moment, a young, clear and gentle voice sounded from behind.

"sunflower."

Rin and I turned our heads and looked together.

I saw the slender man standing under the tree. His appearance was not handsome, but he was delicate and clean.

His black eyes were filled with gentle sunshine, and he looked at our mother tenderly.

Our own mother also smiled softly, waved to us, and said, "Rin, Sakura, Uncle Kariya."

That day, I clearly felt that the Goddess of Fate showed me a blackened and sinister smile, and at the same time, Cupid shot an arrow in my chest.

...I'm really, I'm a dog, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! !

But in my heart I was done with the dog, I immediately rushed forward and hugged Uncle Kariya's thigh.

You know, this is almost the only conscience in Tohsaka Sakura's life!

In order to save Sakura, who has no blood relationship with him, he is even willing to sacrifice his body and life—as Sakura Tohsaka, my feelings are much more complicated at this moment than when I watched the anime.

While I was trying my best to build a good relationship with Uncle Kariya, I started to plan to escape - after all... You dressed as Tohsaka Sakura, you don't run away and save yourself to be attacked by bugs in the future! !

It's a pity that it's easy to gain favorability. Probably for Kariya, as long as I am my mother's child, his favorability degree is about 90 by nature, but the escape plan is not going well.

I'm so young that I don't even need pocket money, which means I can't save money at all.

Not to mention the survival problem after leaving Tohsaka's house, where to live?what to eat

work to earn a living?too young.In case of danger?There is no magic around.

Sad.

After much deliberation, I decided to do ideological work for my cheap daddy, ask about the magic of the Misan family, and then ask about the insect magic of the Matou family, and then said "Hey! This magic is disgusting!" "I hate it!" Magic!" "A magician who uses bugs is definitely not a good person!", such childish words are enough to make a statement.

I even hope that Uncle Kariya can testify for me with his personal experience at Matou’s house—however, hehe, Uncle Kariya and my cheap daddy seem to be destined, and they hardly see each other, but in front of my mother?

He wouldn't pollute her with such disgusting things!

Even after I mentioned the Matou family a few more times in order to induce him to say something, he still looked at me seriously and said, "Sakura, that's not a place to look forward to."

... Who longed for it! ! !

Who would yearn for it! ! !

Who wants to look forward to it! ! ! !

I was exhausted physically and mentally but with little effect. I even thought of the terrible future at night and couldn't help crying several times. Fortunately, although my sister Rin Tosaka is young, she is a gentle little angel. If I cry, she He would run over, climb into my bed, hug me, comfort me, and put me to sleep.

But every time she worriedly asked me why I was crying, I could only hug her and cry, saying that I dreamed that we were separated, and I didn't want to be separated from Rin.

Although she would always pat me on the back and reassure me gently that we would not be separated, I was still getting more and more depressed every day.

I don't know who I can trust and rely on in this world. After all, I can't tell my father Tosaka Tokiomi that if he sends me away, I will be thrown into the worm bin and abused. As for my mother, she is a A traditional woman, the so-called tradition is - she agrees to whatever my father says, obeys and understands unconditionally, and loves her husband blindly.

The only person I can trust is my sister Tohsaka Rin, but she is only five years old now, and she can't help anything.

At that moment, I not only felt that I experienced the pain of Qiao Feng's life experience, but also felt that Lin Pingzhi was alone and helpless.

Only Kariya, only Kariya.

I can trust him, I can rely on him.

When he didn't even know that he was so trusted and relied on by me.

In this way, I will be five years old in a blink of an eye.Recently, I began to notice that my mother looked at me with forbearance and sadness from time to time, which made me extremely uneasy, and I had an ominous premonition.

Because of this premonition, I paid great attention to my parents' room late at night and rarely slept. Finally one day, I heard their low-pitched conversation.

"The magic circuit in Sakura's body should not be wasted..."

"Sakura is also very reconciled, she always asks about the Yusan family... I don't know if she heard that the Matou family has no heirs, and she seems to be very concerned about the Matou family."

"Although what you say is disgusting, children don't care so much about things they don't like. It just so happens that the head of the Matou family has also come to negotiate, so let's adopt Sakura..."

God! ! ! !

At that time, my eyes were bleeding and my head was grabbing the ground.

Father! ! !Time! ! !Can you do it! ! !

I care about the Matou family, and I even care about it terribly!but!Who told you!That's because I want to inherit that worm's family! ! !

Either way, the family characteristic of the Tohsaka family is that they lose the chain at a critical moment, or how to say that Shichen's father never sees people clearly, first harming his own daughter, and later being deceived and killed by his followers and disciples——

Not anymore.

I immediately got up from the ground.

There is no time for regrets.

No matter how much I cried when I heard the news, my parents would ignore it as a child's ignorance. In their view, the second daughter who was supposed to be wasted could become a magician and even inherit the time of one of the three imperial families. The Tong family is simply the best bright future.

Based on this, I don't hate Shichen, he is actually doing it for the good of his daughter - but why can't you find out exactly what the Matou family's magic is doing! ? ! ?

Fortunately, I am smart, although I don't know when Tohsaka Sakura was sent away, but based on the fact that she has arrived at Matou's house after Kariya returned from other places, it must be when Kariya was on a business trip.

So every time Uncle Kariya goes on a business trip, my spirit becomes highly tense.

I turned around and went back to the room, my heart was beating like a drum with fright, and after I got dressed, I was about to grab the little money I had finally saved, and wanted to sneak out of the house.

But when I was about to leave, I forced myself to calm down.

My body is only five years old, and no matter how I think about it, I can't imagine how a five-year-old child can live alone on his own.

I can only turn to Uncle Kariya for help.

He is the only person I can trust and will definitely protect me.

But...the extremely convenient smart phone has not yet been invented at this terrible time, Uncle Kariya is away on a business trip again, I can't get in touch at all, let alone say, now I have nowhere to go, and when I get caught, I have to leave , it is even more difficult.

Tohsaka Sakura is an ignorant and obedient child, she obediently obeyed her parents' orders, but I am not, I must, I must find a way to save myself from that tragic fate.

I took off the clothes I was wearing, put on my pajamas, and went back to bed with a heavy heart.

...My parents should not hand me over to the Matou family the next day, I should still have some time to think about it.

The next day, I just sneaked away.

In order to prevent my daughter's parents from finding out too soon, I took a bus to the police station five blocks away and said I was lost.

The police uncle kindly asked me if I could remember where my home was, and I pretended to be trying to remember, saying that my home was next to where Uncle Kariya worked—this was the information I had inquired about before.

If you can't find Uncle Kariya, you can just find his colleague!

I arrived at the place where Uncle Kariya worked in a police car, and the policeman was very responsible and accompanied me up. Uncle Kariya’s colleagues looked at me very surprised—they obviously didn’t know of my existence.

So I cried out of breath and begged them to help me find Uncle Kariya.

I couldn't get in touch with Uncle Kariya, but they could always get in touch. When I held the phone and heard Uncle Kariya's voice, my fake crying suddenly turned into real crying, and the crying was almost hoarse.

Uncle Kariya was in a panic over there, and kept asking what's wrong, what's wrong, I said sobbingly, my father was going to send me to Matou's house.

Matou Kariya exploded in an instant.

Then I told the police uncle who was about to leave pitifully that Uncle Kariya is actually my real father but later divorced my mother, and now my stepfather treats me very badly, so I came to my real father and begged him If a man named Tohsaka Tokiomi comes to ask about my whereabouts, please don't tell him.

In fact, it’s not that I don’t feel guilty, but when I think about the future where I will be thrown into the worm bin if I am sent to the Matou family, violated by insects and abused by the scum of the Matou family, I will All I can do is... Father Shichen, I'm sorry for you!

Uncle Kariya’s colleagues took me in for one night, and that night I was always afraid that Daddy Tohsaka or that scary grandpa from Matou’s family would suddenly appear in front of me and take me back. Fortunately, the next day, Uncle Kariya He rushed over in a hurry.

As soon as I saw him, I felt that the big stone in my heart finally fell.

I know that he likes my mother very much. Before he died, he fantasized that Rin and I would call him Kariya's father. Because of this feeling, he truly loved Rin and me as his own daughter.

So I threw myself into his arms, and because of years of fear and grievances, I grabbed him and refused to let go.

"Uncle Kariya, my parents don't want me anymore, will Uncle Kariya want me?"

So I changed my name from Tohsaka Sakura to Matou Sakura.

But this time, he changed his name after Uncle Kariya.

He took my hand, quit his job, and took me out of Fuyuki City.

This decision was very difficult, because it meant that, as the second daughter of the Tosaka family, he would never be able to see my mother again, but even so, he still took me away from my future with gentleness and firmness. Tragic fate.

In the sun, the smile he showed me was so beautiful that it made me want to cry.