you are not cannon fodder

When Yihe came out of the studio, Tan, the life assistant, told him quietly: "Mr. Xie... went in to find you just now."

These life assistants were originally hired by Qi Xuanjing to take care of Yihe. Logically speaking, they should be Xie Peiwei's people.

However, over the years, Xie Peiwei has never intended to monitor Yihe with them as eyeliners, and he has never had any contact with them in private.Yihe is also very kind to the people around him. Not to mention giving big red envelopes on birthdays and festivals, the elderly at home are sick and their children go to school, and they will give more money if they can’t help. went over there.

Xie Peiwei went in to find someone, and went back upstairs with a sullen face and no words.Just like Yi and that temper, when Xie Peiwei lost his temper, he could still come out to watch his son eat supplementary food with a calm expression?Unless he didn't know that Xie Peiwei was angry at all.

Tan, who is very familiar with the way the two get along, only then reminded him.

Sure enough, one sentence made Yihe's face change suddenly, he ran out two steps and then turned back, pointing to the upstairs study.

Tan nodded.Yes, back to the study.

In the past, when Yihe went to the study, he would serve tea and find a fruit plate or something, pretending that he was concerned about daily life and diet, and didn't intend to disturb.At the moment, I don't care about so much anymore, I stood in front of the door empty-handed, and knocked on the door: "Sir, can I go in?"

"Come in." The voice from inside the door was very calm, not angry at all.

The door of the study room was slightly heavy, and it was pushed open with a little force.

Xie Peiwei was looking at the computer at the desk with a cup of tea in hand, everything seemed normal.

"Do you have time now?" Yihe asked.

Xie Peiwei just removed his face from behind the computer screen: "Yes."

In fact, since the two made their love agreement, whenever Yihe came to him, he would always have time for Yihe.

The two sat down on the other side of the study.Two single sofas are placed sideways under the wall, which is exactly the pattern for private conversation.Yihe sat down a little uneasy, and said, "I don't know how much you heard. I can explain."

"I've heard everything I need to hear." Xie Peiwei admitted, "What do you want to explain? Don't panic, just speak slowly."

Xie Peiwei's attitude was as calm and gentle as before, without any hostility.However, Yihe felt a kind of bewilderment and blankness that he couldn't talk about.explain what?Which sentence is wrong with what he said to Professor Qian in the studio?Which sentence do you not understand?

"You may have misunderstood something." Yihe quickly took the responsibility back, "I didn't make it clear. Either you ask me directly, I can answer, and I won't lie to you."

This looks eager to please.Xie Peiwei reached out to touch him and comfort him: "Don't worry. It's not a big deal."

"I didn't mean to spy on your conversation with the psychiatrist. In the past, I didn't respect your privacy too much. I pushed the door and went in to your studio, not once or twice. When I go to your studio in the future, I will Knock on the door first." Xie Peiwei was the first to admit his mistake.

"It's because I didn't set up access control. My studio has no privacy for Mr. Mr. You can open the door and enter at any time." Yihe retorted eagerly, and the direction of the conversation made him flustered.

Xie Peiwei didn't argue with him on this topic, and lightly raised a finger to ask him to silence for a while.

"Let's talk about the 'misunderstanding' again."

"Do you think..." Xie Peiwei said here, his voice was slightly hoarse, "I need too much, you can't bear it. Right?"

"No, that's what you misunderstood. I didn't..." Yi He instinctively wanted to deny it.

"Xiaohe, tell the truth to communicate about problems. We don't need lies in our relationship."

After a brief silence, Yi He nodded and said softly, "It's not that I can't stand it, just... I have to wash many times a day, that is to say, our family is not short of money, and ordinary people pay for the ton of water. Can't stop." This idea is also a different way.

However, after all, in fact, it is unbearable.The delicacies of mountains and seas can't stand to eat every day, eat eight meals a day, right? !

Xie Peiwei was actually amused by Yihe.

"Do you think I'm not looking for someone outside now, but only sleeping with you. If you reject me, I will look for another outside?" Xie Peiwei asked again.

This question is always difficult for Yihe.He can still make a wisecrack on the previous topic, but this question is very painful.

The two stalemate for a while, before Yi He said in an extremely humble voice: "I'm sorry, sir. I can't ask this question, and I shouldn't think about it. I crossed the bottom line."

Xie Pewei was not surprised by his answer.

At the beginning, I wanted to find someone who was sensible, obedient, and obedient. Look, how good-looking am I?

Coaxing and holding it like this, the little thing couldn't even stand up its tail, and kept trembling, refusing to go one step further.

Xie Peiwei is very clear that Yihe has no responsibility for the situation that has evolved to this point. Only he should be responsible for this.

The cause he sowed should taste the fruit of today.When you have no feelings, you hope that people will be honest and obedient and not be a monster. One day, when you suddenly feel that you have feelings, you immediately expect people to hold their heads high and be a perfect lover. How can there be such a beautiful thing in this world?

Yihe was still pleading cautiously: "Sir, I was wrong, I was wrong. Please see that I am a first-time offender, give me a chance, okay? I will never do it again, I will never do it again Make it difficult for you."

... What else can I do?

There is no other way but to grind slowly, get to know each other slowly, and slowly build mutual trust.

Time is the weapon that conquers all.

"Is there any misunderstanding between us?" Xie Peiwei asked.

It seems not.

However, there seems to be something wrong?

"What you're worried about won't happen. Since I said I like you, I won't look at anyone else." Xie Peiwei patted Yihe on the cheek.What else can you do with the person you choose? "Xiaohe, be happy. I won't do anything you don't like."

Yihe showed a bewildered expression.Obviously, he never thought that this matter could be solved so easily?

However, Xie Peiwei really didn't show a trace of hostility to make trouble.

Since then, the intense and frequent love has become very restrained. Except in the bedroom at night, Xie Peiwei only kisses when they get along with each other and never goes beyond.After finishing his vacation at home, Xie Peiwei returned to work as originally planned, and did not mention working at home again—Yihe didn't even know that Xie Peiwei had such a plan.

Xie Peiwei's unwavering resoluteness also made Yihe instinctively feel a little uneasy.

However, Xie Pewei's attitude towards him is the same as before, and there is no sign of promiscuity outside.

At the end of the summer vacation, Xie Peiwei also handled the auditing procedures of the Conservatory of Music for Yihe.Regular auditors, except that they do not have a student status, are the same as ordinary students-they have their names on the roster, and their homework must be recorded in the system.Only when you go to the cafeteria are you more discriminated against. After all, the national welfare is for regular college students, so don’t go to the national subsidy if you are an auditor.

Yihe also thought about it, but asked worriedly: "Then I went to the musical instrument room of the library, did I also take up their resources? Or I can go to the lectures and stay at home for the rest of the time."

Xie Peiwei couldn't help laughing: "It's okay. Just donate a building to them."

Yihe turned around and went to look for Qi Xuanjing, asking himself how much money he had left, could he donate a building to the school?

Qi Xuanjing was also speechless: "Mr. Yihe, the boss has already donated buildings to the school. They have two pieces of land in their new campus that we built for free, and we donated all the related supporting facilities." Do you think that you can go to school comfortably? is it easy?

Xie Peiwei thinks long-term.What if our family, Nian Zewan, also inherited his father's music skills?In the future, I will be admitted to the conservatory of music at my doorstep, so that I can do music and inherit the family business without delay.Can it be regarded as a long-term investment?

During the bitter military training of other college students, Yihe happily went to visit the teachers and gentlemen, and was ready to start listening and studying.

For several days, Xie Peiwei accompanied him to eat with professors and tutors.This professor wanted to hold a recital of his personal works for the [-]th anniversary, and that professor wanted to realize the works that had been accumulated for many years...all were easily resolved by Xie Peiwei talking and laughing.Things that money can solve are nothing to worry about.

I can't stand the fact that there are too many insatiable ones, so far away from several departments, it doesn't matter if the electives of professional courses are irrelevant, and it is Yihe's "teacher" who wants to make a good fortune.Yihe felt a little worried.Isn't the price of this "audit student" a bit too high?

Just at this time, Xie Peiwei asked Yihe to ask for leave.

"Are you asking for leave a few days after class?" Yihe felt sorry for the two buildings in the new campus donated to the school.

"Didn't I tell you before? My eldest brother got me an invitation card for Zhang Guoqing's dinner party, and I asked him to get one for you too. This dinner party is of a higher level, and I'm not qualified to be a companion. So, you have to Let's go separately. Big brother just got the news, you got the invitation letter, go with the group of highly respected performing artists from the Federation of Literary and Art Circles, and then big brother will adjust your seat to sit next to me."

Xie Peiwei asked Yihe to go to school to ask for leave in advance, just to stop those greedy idiots who stretched out their hands wantonly.

The outside world thinks that the school has a simple relationship and a simple social life, and it is called an ivory tower. In fact, many colleges and universities have more serious power struggles inside than outside.No matter how rich Xie Peiwei was, he couldn't do well in school.

On the contrary, this invitation letter from the National Day Dinner can calm down many ghosts and monsters.

It's not a big deal for Xie Peiwei to go to the banquet. After all, going out to do business in a vest for the past two years can be regarded as serving the country.He was able to squeeze his young husband, who had no professional title and no academic qualifications, into the ranks of the big cows in the Federation of Literary and Art Circles. This energy was too scary.

Xie Shiming didn't know how much Yihe weighed. Anyway, the performance on this occasion was either singing and dancing, or poetry recitation, so let's talk about it after stuffing it in.

As for the acquisition of the Zhang family in Tajikistan, there is still no conclusion, and there is too much internal tension.

——Being able to get the invitation letter for the National Day dinner for Yihe shows that Xie Peiwei must have no problem here, and his political stance is firm.

This can be regarded as a small reassurance.

Yihe didn't understand the political meaning behind this, so it was okay to ask for leave, but when he heard that he was asked to read aloud with a wave of national first-class actors, he couldn't do it all at once.He is completely defeated in terms of acting skills, not good at acting, not good at lines!How to recite? !

After listening to Xie Pewei's report, he wandered around in the living room for half an afternoon.

"Then can I ask my elder brother to make you a singing song?" Xie Peiwei thought Xiaohe was too cute, and he was afraid of asking the parents to act like a bear.

"Singing is fine." Yihe immediately came to life, "Just sing, you must sing!"

However, it is fine to arrange for him to perform a recital with the crowd, but not to arrange to sing directly. What if the little doll is struck by thunder?

It wasn't until the end of September that the boss finally offered to let Yihe stand in a corner.Moreover, the ugly words are up front, if this kid is nervous on the spot and doesn't perform well, just pinch him!The ensuing request was to have Yihe rehearse the recording source two days in advance—preparing to turn off the microphone.

Xie Peiwei cheerfully accompanied Yihe to Beijing ahead of schedule.In the evening, he accompanied Yihe to the rehearsal, and in the daytime he could still have some private conversations with his elder brother.

This is Yihe's first visit to Xie Shiming in a nursing home, and he is more nervous than ever.

"I was so anxious when I saw my parents and I didn't see you?" Xie Peiwei comforted him, "He is him, and we are us. Even if he doesn't like you, it won't delay our lives."

This doesn't seem to make you relax, does it?

Yihe straightened his short hair with a small mirror, and couldn't help but ask, "Should I dress plainly?"

"During my sister-in-law's stay in China, the first imported first-line supercars belonged to my sister-in-law. How simple do you think Xie Shiming is?" Xie Peiwei couldn't help laughing.Xie Shiming is now a "high position and weight" and it is not good to be too high-profile, but it does not mean that he is an old-fashioned old man who wears patched clothes.

Xie Shiming is not relaxing in the nursing home. He has to deal with many "secret matters" every day and often stays in the study.

Xie Peiwei told in advance that he would bring Yihe to visit, so he spared time to receive him.There is no ostentation, just a small living room, home-cooked dishes are spread on the folding table, there are chicken, duck, fish, and a few crabs, and there is absolutely no such thing as sea cucumber, shark's fin and bird's nest.

"The crabs were just delivered. I can't eat them even if I have a stomach problem." Xie Shiming was very gentle to his family, "Xiaohe eat more."

Yihe doesn't know how to eat crabs.Children from poor families, whose hometown is not near the sea, cannot eat such a rare item.

Seeing that he was eating clumsily, Xie Shiming went to the crab claws himself, helped him open the crab legs and remove the crab meat, scraped off the crab roe from the shell, and soon skillfully dismantled a crab into its shell and meat, and handed it to Yihe: "It's okay, you eat, brother will take it apart for you."

Yihe was a little flattered.

Xie Peiwei flipped the plate of crab meat and placed it in front of him: "Eat it."

"You have to be mentally prepared for the matter of the Zhang family." Xie Shiming really didn't treat Yihe as an outsider, so the two brothers would talk in secret, so he said casually in front of Yihe, "The acquisition will definitely not continue. There will be no big moves on the surface. You stay away from the Zhang family in the future, once this happens, our two families will no longer have friendship. "

Xie Peiwei sneered as he only cared about tearing the crab apart.He also knew that nothing would come of it.

The Zhang family went to the country of Tajikistan to acquire Renault Technology, and they were originally wearing vests.From the outside world, it seems that this is a spontaneous commercial activity by the people. Even if the Zhang family almost spent huge sums of money to buy a worthless biotechnology company, it is because the Zhang family is unlucky because they made a mistake in investment and broke the law?

Who is under the Zhang family's vest, and whose interests are being entrapped, can't be said in the open.

Xie Peiwei poked this hornet's nest, and there will definitely be a large number of people leaving and dismissing, but how many Zhang family members are unlucky here?This is a political game and compromise. It depends on the methods of the Zhang family and whether the higher-ups are willing to let go.

In the final analysis, Xie Peiwei's intrusion did protect the national interest, but who would recognize him as good?

These hundreds of billions of national assets are used for the people. At the top, they can fly into the nine heavens to build a heavenly palace. At the bottom, they can moisten the earth and turn the yellow sand into oases. At worst, they can be turned into city parks and country villas. However, The concept of the country is so grand, who knows that the beneficiaries in it know that Xie Peiwei kept the money and turned it into a benefit for the people, instead of flowing into the pockets of overseas silverfish?

On the contrary, the "victims" who were interrupted by Xie Peiwei, who lost huge sums of money and lost their political stance, clearly knew that their enemy was Xie Peiwei.Sometimes, it's not that the voice of justice is too small, but that the price of upholding justice is too much.

"I spend so much money every year on bodyguards," Xie Peiwei saw that Yihe didn't like to eat crab roe, so he concentrated on dipping the crab leg meat in shredded ginger balsamic vinegar. On Yihe's plate, "It's not vegetarian either."

Yihe raised his head.Does this topic sound dangerous?

Xie Shiming's daughters are several years older than Yihe, and they looked at Yihe with kindness in their eyes: "Nothing." Then he told Xie Peiwei, "His family is afraid of being kicked by people now that they have their tails between their legs. There will be trouble at this time. Lao Zhang called me two days ago and said he wanted to call Zhang Jing..." I got stuck.

There are quite a few young masters of Zhang Jiajing's generation, and Xie Shiming is also busy with many opportunities, so I really don't remember clearly.

"Zhang Jingyong?" Xie Peiwei reminded.

"Yes. I told Zhang Jingyong to come and make amends for you. I'll give it back." Xie Shiming removed another crab and exchanged the meat for Yihe. If you ask someone to bring you tea to apologize, our family can't afford such a big shelf."

"However, you don't have to have too much psychological burden. It doesn't matter what happens to this matter. Whether it is public or private, whether it is for the country or the family, it is their family's fault. Now there is a trend outside, harming others and benefiting oneself, harming the country and benefiting the family, This has become politically correct. What do you call it, people don’t kill themselves.”

Speaking of this, Xie Shiming smiled lightly and said, "They will soon know what it means to destroy heaven and earth."

After dinner, Xie Shiming still had things to do, so he didn't stay with Xie Peiwei and Yihe.

In the past, Xie Peiwei lived directly in the nursing home, but this time it was not convenient to take Yihe with him, so he went back to the hotel after dinner.

Yihe couldn't help feeling in the car: "Mr. Da is so majestic." He burped as he spoke, and it smelled like crabs.

"Brother." Xie Peiwei rinsed his mouth with water, "I thought you liked it. Is this scary?"

"I really like to eat it. He is also quick at tearing apart crabs, so I don't even have time to eat them. I'll drink some ginger tea later." Yihe lay on Xie Peiwei's lap, wanting to ask about the Zhang family, but felt that he couldn't.

Seeing him rubbing his knees, Xie Peiwei knew that this little thing was thinking about something, so he lightly brushed his ears with his hand: "What are you thinking about?"

"During the meal, the husband and the eldest brother talked about things that can only be said behind closed doors, right?" Yihe asked.

"more or less."

"Brother didn't treat me as an outsider when he saw me for the first time."

"You are not an outsider." Xie Peiwei lowered his head and nibbled on his slender ear bone, "Be lighter, be good."

"I think..." Yihe hesitated to speak.

"What do you think?" Xie Peiwei asked patiently.

Yi He lay on his lap for a moment, then held his breath and whispered, "I think you're not very happy these days."

Xie Peiwei's expression remained the same, his eyes were a little dull, but there was a hint of a narrow smile in his voice: "Why are you unhappy? I told you to be lighter and don't think so much. What kind of temper am I, don't you do you know?"

What kind of temper is Xie Peiwei?

If he is unhappy, it will definitely make everyone unhappy, a hundred times more uncomfortable than him.

At this time, the two were still in the car back to the hotel.Huang Nian was the driver, and Qi Xuanjing was the co-driver.Although they were all the closest bodyguards, Yihe still felt that it was inappropriate for outsiders to look at him. He got up and hugged Xie Peiwei's neck, and whispered, "Let's go back to the hotel and talk about it."

Xie Peiwei hugged him along the way: "Okay."

When I first came to Beijing, I went to a nursing home first, and it took me some time to organize my luggage at the hotel.

After Qi Xuanjing took people through the security check, knowing that Xie Peiwei and Yihe were going to talk small things, he consciously took Light Bulb Xiaoqi, all his assistants and bodyguards out, and closed the door.

Because the assistant left in a hurry, the humidifier he brought hadn't been turned on yet, so Xie Peiwei went to fill it with water one by one.

Yihe followed beside him: "Just after the video call with Professor Qian...you are not happy."

"Why am I upset?" Xie Peiwei filled the humidifier with a small pot of water, and refused to admit it, "Did I smash the bowl? Did I treat you coldly? Did I lose sleep at night? I don't even know." I'm not happy, how do you know?"

Yihe suddenly punched Xie Peiwei on the waist.

Xie Peiwei looked back at him in astonishment.

This is also why the heels, feet, and hands of the two of them stuck together when they entered the door. Xie Peiwei knew that his relative Yihe was beside him, but whenever the two were separated, Yihe punched him so abruptly, even if it was light When the ground hit the ground, Xie Peiwei's body would also react with muscles and conditioned reflexes, and directly threw Yihe to the ground.

Xie Peiwei didn't speak, but his expression was obvious: what are you doing?You hit me?Have you been pierced by a soul? !

Yihe felt a little guilty, and said, "Now...you and me, it's like this."

Facing Xie Peiwei's gaze, he dared to hit Xie Peiwei again harder, which was much heavier than before, and said, "It used to be like this."

Is it disgusting that sex has not been violent enough since then?Xie Peiwei was speechless for a while, and said, "Understood."

Yihe looked at him.

Xie Peiwei had no choice but to hug him and assure him: "I am not unhappy, I have always loved you."

"I know you're unhappy, but you're just unhappy." All Yihe's anxieties these days surged out in this sentence "I've always loved you very much", and he also hugged Xie Peiwei tightly, holding himself back a lot Tian said, "I don't want you to be unhappy. If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't give Professor Qian a video... shall we be as good as before?"

He unbuttoned his shirt with one hand, kicked off his shoes, and for the first time unceremoniously drove Xie Peiwei to the seat, knelt down, and occupied all the space Xie Peiwei had to get up: "I forgot what happened that day." OK, okay?"

Xie Peiwei was still holding a small pot of water in his hand, and Yihe took it and poured water on his clothes.

"You said you want me to be healthy and happy." Yihe buried his face in his arms, "You are not happy, how can I be happy?"

Xie Peiwei sat deeply in the chair and exhaled lightly: "Xiaohe, can we...can you be reasonable?"

However, Yihe's shirt buttons flew off two times, and his body was mostly wet, and he still knelt in front of him in this posture... What reason can he make at a time like this?Just looking at Yihe's pale lips, Xie Peiwei had the illusion of eating crabs.

Yihe clenched his fist.

He tapped Xie Peiwei lightly on the waist.

...I, shit.

■

Xie Peiwei got up wrapped in a bathrobe and opened a bottle of wine.

With a wine glass on one side and a small pot on the other side, he can finish his unfinished business of adding water one by one.

Yihe is taking a shower.

Hearing the sound of rushing water, Xie Peiwei remembered what Yihe had said back then.If it is left for ordinary people, the daily water bill will not be covered.

Once before the event, once after the event, is it a waste of time?This inexplicable stalk always hit his point of laughter. I couldn't help laughing at the beginning, but now I can't help but want to laugh when I think about it.Why on earth do you want to laugh?Self-mockery?

He didn't want to talk about it with Yihe.However, he underestimated Yihe's sensitivity.

Yihe cares too much about his emotions, even if he is slightly unhappy, Yihe can feel it.

After adding water to all the humidifiers, Xie Peiwei put down the small pot and changed the wine glass to his habitual hand, looking at the mist sprayed from all directions, and unconsciously remembered what Yihe said just now .

Xiaohe said, you are not happy, how can I be happy?

Xie Peiwei took a sip of his wine, his eyes slightly upturned.

So cute.

A heaven, a hell.

When I fall in love with you, you can send me to heaven and earth with just one word.