you are not cannon fodder

"Admit it, Pei Wei." Xu Cizhen said suddenly.

Xie Peiwei didn't intend to delay his meal, he took the time to meet Xu Cizhen, and hoped that Xu Cizhen would stop having delusions.

People's ideas will gradually change.A year ago, before Nian Ze was born, and before he married Yi He, he did have the idea of ​​reliving his old dreams.It's not that he wants to reconnect with Xu Cizhen, it's impossible to love again, but he can sleep.

Things are completely different now.Xie Peiwei gave up snacks for a whole year, and his life became more regular.

He didn't mean to stop eating takeout completely.It's just that Xu Cizhen thinks too much, and has a story with him, so it's easy to get into trouble.Therefore, even if Xie Peiwei just wanted to eat some snacks, he would not touch Xu Cizhen again.

"Admit what? Love you?" Xie Peiwei wanted to laugh.Are you afraid you don't feel too good about yourself?

"Admit that you are like this from the beginning. I signed into Star King Entertainment when I was 16, and I have been with you since I was 17. Although I was only with you, you know when you saw me. You just like to be young. Yes, right? When I was 20, you liked me. Now he is 20, you like him. You always like children." Xu Cizhen said.

Xie Peiwei sliced ​​the meat unhurriedly, without raising his eyes: "If I were you, I wouldn't be so quick to mess around."

"Isn't it? If you don't like him when he is young, what good is he? - He is better than me?" Xu Cizhen has a great psychological advantage in front of Xie Peiwei, which is Xie Peiwei's arrogance many years ago and the same as before after the breakup His care gave him a sense of superiority.

He didn't believe that Xie Peiwei didn't love him anymore.

If you don't love me, why have you been taking care of me after breaking up?If you don't love me, why pay such a big favor to help me make peace?

When Xie Peiwei wants to be nice to a person, that person can feel that he owns the whole world.Xu Cizhen was favored by him for four or five years.The feeling of being held in the palm of your hand to care for and love you will never be forgotten in your life.

What's more, after breaking up, Xie Peiwei still loves him so much!Xu Cizhen has no doubt that Xie Peiwei will love him for the rest of his life.

"You have to compare with him." Xie Peiwei actually thought about it seriously, "From head to toe, there is only one thing better than him."

"What?!" Xu Cizhen's mentality was about to collapse.What is Xie Peiwei talking about?

"Acting skills." Xie Peiwei said.

"Xie Peiwei! Do you think I'm acting?" Xu Cizhen went crazy.

"Are you clear in your heart about acting? Deliberately provoke me and make me angry with you? Xu Cizhen, I taught you and disciplined you before. That's because I love you. Now you try to play tricks in front of me? I let you Immediately disappear from the public eye." Xie Peiwei had already finished a steak, wiped his mouth, and stood up.

After all these years together, Xie Peiwei understands Xu Cizhen's temperament.

——Xu Cizhen deliberately hinted that he likes minors and 20-year-old young people, just to offend him.

He knew Xu Cizhen, but Xu Cizhen didn't understand him.

Xu Cizhen's sudden intentional "offensive" made Xie Peiwei very sad.

When Xu Cizhen was with him, he was really young.I signed a company before finishing high school, and wandered alone in a big city without parental discipline.Therefore, sometimes Xu Cizhen has a stubborn temper, and Xie Peiwei will make him stand in the study as punishment.After breaking up with Xu Cizhen, Xie Peiwei also reflected on himself, which may be one of the reasons why Xu Cizhen could not treat him as a boyfriend.

In addition, Xie Peiwei does have some hobbies that are different from ordinary people, such as loving patting or something.

He separated the bed and the bed very clearly.Playing around is playing around, and when Xu Cizhen was really taught a lesson, he never moved a finger.

Most of the time, Xie Peiwei just reasoned with him, and it was really serious. For example, Xu Cizhen once got together with others and sucked the laughing air|Yezi, Xie Peiwei let him stand in the study to reflect-Xie Peiwei would still Stay with him in the study.

Xu Cizhen confuses the two.

It seems that he once sincerely planned, planned, corrected, and accompanied Xu Cizhen's future, all because of his invisible habit.

And Xu Cizhen's obedience to him is not because he really agrees with his reasoning, accepts his discipline, and hopes to complete socialization as soon as possible with his help and become a more qualified social person.It's just because he contributed the money, he is the funder.Xu Cizhen must be obedient.

All about estrus, all about money.

Everything in the past suddenly became so fucked up.

Xie Pewei picked up the list on the table: "I'll buy it."

Xu Cizhen was sitting closer to the door, and when he saw this, he hurriedly got up and hugged him: "Pewei, brother."

"Don't call me brother." Xie Peiwei put his hands on his chest to stop the physical contact between the two.Xu Cizhen also goes to the gym all the year round to keep fit, but the direction of the pursuit of exercise is different. Xie Peiwei only slowly pushes his hands straight, and Xu Cizhen is separated.

"You said that you will take care of me for the rest of my life. Even if I do something wrong, as long as I admit it, you will forgive me." Xu Cizhen embraced his hand, with Xie Peiwei's most distressed and choked expression on his face , "I was wrong. Don't ignore me."

After all, it is someone who once loved so much.Xie Peiwei looked at his painful and regretful face, and called softly, "Xiao Zhen."

"Well, brother, brother, I..."

"It's over." Xie Peiwei took his hand out of his grip, turned and left.

■

The lunch with Xu Cizhen completely ruined Xie Peiwei's good mood.

Except when he looked at the baby, he was in a better mood, and he had no expression at all other times.

The air pressure in the entire chairman's office floor was very low, not to mention the secretaries who were assisting the work and the executives who came to report, and even the confinement nanny who was taking care of the children in the lounge were very light-hearted and did not dare to breathe heavily.

After staying up late to get off work and returning home, Yihe still hasn't returned home.

Xie Peiwei didn't call to urge him, and asked the life assistant to prepare dinner and arrange for the baby to take a bath and rest.

Just as he was about to have dinner, Yihe rushed back and apologized quickly: "I hit the evening rush hour and got stuck in traffic. I'll come back earlier next time."

"Work is important." Xie Peiwei greeted him to the table for dinner. "It doesn't matter if you take a shower and change clothes later. The food is cold."

Yihe felt that this was a very subtle feeling.It seems that he is the husband who leaves work in a hurry, and Xie Peiwei is the husband who takes the children to cook dinner at home.

He went to wash his hands, sat on the table, and told Xie Peiwei about today's recording work as usual-Xie Peiwei has heard the few pieces he composed for "Uneven Yanshui", because he likes them, he has always He was quite caring, Yihe told him some work details, and he was willing to listen.

After dinner, Yihe put away the table and told Xiao Qi not to play the dog crazy, and to go to bed at night, so he came back to say hello to Xie Peiwei: "I'm going to take a shower and change clothes first. Why don't you wait for me A while? I'll make you some tea."

Xie Peiwei would go to his studio every night to sit for a while, ranging from ten minutes to an hour or two.

Unlike literature and painting, music can be played by two people!

Xie Peiwei doesn't particularly like playing music. The reason why he likes to go to Yihe's studio is because of the vitality shown in Yihe's compositions, and every time he digs it, he feels a sense of freshness.In other words, what he enjoyed was Yihe himself.

If it were another musician, he wouldn't have the patience to understand and accompany him.

Unexpectedly, Xie Peiwei shook his head and refused: "No need. I will sit in the study for a while."

Yihe concealed his disappointment and smiled as usual: "Well, I'll send you the tea to the study."

During this period of time, Xie Peiwei has been very interested in his work, although sometimes he likes to direct a few times, this kind of concern is not fake after all.Yihe especially likes to chat with Xie Peiwei. Xie Peiwei either talks nonsense, or can hit the point with a single sentence, which often makes Yihe feel enlightened.

After getting along these days, Yihe feels more and more that Brother Cheese's words about him may not be unreasonable.

Staying by Xie Peiwei's side and only thinking about his money is really stupid.However, this matter is not up to Yihe himself to decide.

If it wasn't for Xie Peiwei to accompany him voluntarily, could he force Xie Peiwei to be his explainer?

Simply put, the two eat together in the morning, and Xie Peiwei will watch the morning news.

Yihe often doesn't understand.

In the past, Xie Peiwei left after eating, but recently Xie Peiwei would make a simple news commentary, telling Yihe the cause and effect.

Gradually, Yihe was able to keep up with the rhythm.After all, news is time-sensitive. What happened half a year ago may have results today.If you don't understand what happened half a year ago, of course you won't understand the news when it's broadcast today.

If you don't understand the deeper economic, cultural and political knowledge here, you can just cover your head and listen, of course you won't understand.

Gradually, Yihe felt that watching the news was especially fun.A lot of news is really a series of big dramas, more exciting and mysterious than movies and TV dramas.And the big bosses who usually look at the serious faces in suits and leather shoes in the news are doing far more interesting things than the spring and autumn brushwork in the official manuscripts.

Now when Yihe sees something he doesn't understand, he will take the initiative to ask Xie Peiwei.

For really complicated questions, Xie Peiwei told him succinctly that if he was really interested, Xie Peiwei would ask Anhua to collect text and video materials for him to read.If it is relatively simple or related to the content mentioned before, Xie Peiwei will also test him. If the answer is correct, he will be rewarded with a kiss, and if the answer is wrong, he will be punished with a kiss.

Xie Peiwei is like a human flesh search engine, everything Yihe wants to know, he can give standard answers.

Unknowingly, Yihe absorbed the nutrients Xie Peiwei gave him, and worked hard to grow.

This is the first time Xie Peiwei refused to accompany him.

Monk Yi didn't realize the seriousness of the matter, and after sending the tea to the study, he went to take a shower and change clothes.After a busy day, you always have to take a bath to relax when you get home.After changing into home clothes, Yihe went to see the baby and played with him for a while.

Children who are a few months old just eat, drink, and sleep.The baby fell asleep in no time.

Xie Peiwei couldn't come out in the study.

Only then did Yihe pick up his mobile phone and sit down in the living room, although he was ready to serve Xie Peiwei's various requests.

Dong Zhizhi sent him two WeChat messages.

Thinking of Brother Cheese, Yihe is also in a complicated mood.He didn't know what Dong Zhizhi wanted to say.Scold me?

After opening WeChat, before I had time to read the upturned text, a picture caught my eye.

At the door of a private room in a certain restaurant, Qi Xuanjing and Huang Nian were obviously following. Xie Peiwei only showed his back and side face. Xu Cizhen held his hand, and the two shoulders touched each other, embracing each other——

He went to see Xu Cizhen.

Went to see Xu Cizhen.

Yihe's heart was half cold, and he slowly slid his finger up.

The text sent by Dong Zhizhi is: It's on the hot search.Be careful forcing the palace.

Yihe's Weibo account is handed over to his agent, and he doesn't like Weibo himself.He doesn't care about hot searches and the like.At this moment, the photos of Xu Cizhen and Xie Peiwei hugging have been circulated on Weibo several times, and Yihe doesn't know the inside story—his current agent is Xie Xianyu.Xie Xianyu is also Xu Cizhen's agent, and Xie Peiwei's queen pimp.

How big is it when two men meet and shake hands and clap their shoulders?

There are no kisses in the photo, let alone other explosive moves, so it is very difficult to become popular.

What's more, when Xu Cizhen and Xie Peiwei were involved, the public opinion department of Star King Entertainment should have intervened long ago.

However, it is still on the hot search.

No wonder Dong Zhizhi wanted to warn Yihe that he was trying to force the palace.This hot search is not normal.

The friends in the circle also made a few friends, all of whom are Weibo big Vs, the ones who hold accounts in their own hands, and they must have seen hot searches a long time ago.Even if he didn't see it, he must have reminded him if he had a manager or an assistant.But, did anyone give him news?No.

Opened WeChat, text messages, and turned around.Everywhere is clean and the years are quiet.

Only the former manager Dong Zhizhi sent a message to remind him, be careful, Yihe, someone has made a move.

——Except for Dong Zhizhi, no one even dared to remind him.

Boss Xie Ba's Bai Yueguang and the real wife are facing each other, whoever loses and who wins who knows for sure?No one dares to stand in line for this kind of thing.

What Yi He thought was that Xie Peiwei was unusually indifferent today.

During the meal, when he talked about work, Xie Peiwei didn't give him any comments or opinions, but just listened silently.After dinner, he invited Xie Peiwei to play in the studio as usual, but Xie Peiwei said he was going to the study and refused to accompany him.

It turned out that it was because...he met Xu Cizhen at noon.Yihe slowly turned off the phone screen and closed his eyes.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a click on the study door.

Yihe quickly sat up straight and rubbed his eyes.He knew it was the sound of the study door opening.

Xie Peiwei greeted him upstairs: "Xiaohe? Come up."

Yihe agreed, and went to the bathroom first to check his eyes. They were not wet or red and swollen, and then he pretended to go to the kitchen and brought a dried fruit plate upstairs: "Sir, I prepared some fruit for you."

"I went to see Xu Cizhen at noon." Xie Peiwei went straight to the point.

Yihe only felt a thump on his chest.

Xie Peiwei is an extremely conceited person, and he never bothers to fight or explain anything.At the beginning, he misunderstood that Yihe wanted to take care of his snacks outside, so he immediately showed Yihe's face, how could he explain it at all?When he said Xu Cizhen directly, Yihe knew it was broken.

Explain, it is impossible to explain.Sudden mention of Bai Yueguang, this is a showdown!

Xie Peiwei saw Yihe holding the fruit plate in his hands, tears streaming down his face without saying a word.

He also knows the rumors outside that Xu Cizhen is the white moonlight he never forgets.Yihe was afraid of Xu Cizhen from the very beginning, and Xie Peiwei knew it very well.However, he still underestimated Yihe's ability to bear it.He didn't say anything yet, and he cried in fright.

"Why, you're worried that I've eaten outside and I can't feed you enough?" Xie Peiwei took the fruit plate in his hand and gently wiped away his tears.

It sounds like... don't you mean divorce?Yihe held his breath before he managed to catch his breath.

After being wiped away by Xie Pewei, he stopped crying. He buried his head in Xie Pewei's arms, and said humbly again about his obedience: "I didn't. I thought you were going to break up with me."

Xie Peiwei understood the hints in the words.As long as they don't break up, Yihe won't make a sound no matter what he eats outside.

This made Xie Peiwei feel more complicated.

The relationship between him and Xu Cizhen is all about love and nothing more than money.What about his relationship with Yihe?Money from start to finish.

So, is this conversation, which he decided after thinking about it for half the night, really necessary?Does he want to talk to Yihe about his past, his thoughts, and their future?As long as you give money, isn't it good?

With only such a slight hesitation, Yihe fell into his arms, hugged him tightly, and said in a low voice, "Have I been bothering you too much lately? I know that after getting married, I have a child again, and there are months at home. Sister-in-law and nanny, you show me dignity and always let me. I too... forget my form for a while, and I don’t know how to measure. I’m sorry, if I usually bother you too much, if you give me a hint, I will shut up. "

"I shouldn't be pestering you all the time asking questions." Yihe regretted it, "I'm sorry. I won't do it in the future."

He is different from Xu Cizhen.

Xie Peiwei stroked Yihe's firm and soft waist, and could feel Yihe's regret and loss.

When he was talking to Xu Cizhen in the past, Xu Cizhen was always impatient.Yihe's reaction was completely different.No matter what he said, Yihe always listened carefully, and sometimes took pad to write it down.It's going to make him happy to direct even more.

Using Xu Cizhen's mistakes to punish Yihe is unfair to Yihe.For Xie Peiwei, it is also a kind of mental illness.

Xie Peiwei has a very strong self-healing ability.When he finds that something is wrong, he fixes it.For example, after breaking up with Xu Cizhen at noon today, he retaliated and terminated his care for Yihe.However, after sitting in the study for less than an hour, he figured it out.

He wanted to solve this problem and respect Yihe's opinion, which is why he had this conversation with Yihe.

—Some wounds never healed because he never knew he was hurt.

"Don't think wildly before meeting. We had a very serious misunderstanding before. Remember?" Xie Peiwei put the fruit plate back on the table and asked Yihe to sit down on the chair outside the desk.

Because of Yihe's good performance all the time, he still intends to have this conversation.Give yourself a chance, and give Yihe a chance.

Yihe immediately remembered the recorder incident, and nodded a little embarrassedly: "I'm sorry."

"Xu Cizhen has asked me out many times. This is the first time we have met in a year." Xie Peiwei said a few words, and Yihe felt a little uneasy, as if he wanted to say something, "I know you are very good, you won't ask I'm outside, but you have always been afraid that Xu Cizhen and I will "reconcile the old relationship" and he will take your place, is that so?"

Yihe dared not answer.Don't dare to lie, let alone admit it.Once admitted, who knows whether Xie Peiwei will be angry and turn his face?

Xie Peiwei gave him a reassurance: "We had a quarrel and we broke up."

Yihe looked at him in surprise.

Xie Peiwei was surprised to find that there was a hint of distress and anger in Yi He's surprised eyes.Is this to blame Xu Cizhen for daring to quarrel with me?What is this little thing thinking?Do you really have true feelings for the gold master?Or simply... protect food?

"I want to tell you something about me and him in the past." Xie Peiwei roughly talked about the matter.

Who made him greedy for new things, and ran into two young lovers one after another.Since you have enjoyed the innocence and purity of others, don't dislike them for not growing up and completing socialization.How does the child's brain grow, will it grow crooked, don't you have to watch it yourself?

"I'm not saying that I want to play and develop, I don't have that idea. It's just a few years older, more experience, and I don't want to make people around me take detours. Sometimes pointing fingers and asking a few more questions may not be so flattering." Xie Peiwei said.

Yihe felt distressed when he heard about the past, why is Xu Cizhen so ignorant, how could he misunderstand Mr.

Now listening to Xie Peiwei admitting that he was "not likable", his chest felt uncomfortable, and he denied it: "No. I really like you to teach me, and you tell me things. Professor Qian taught me to write, saying that there is a skeleton Yes, the strokes can be practiced slowly. The truth you told me is the skeleton, and when it is set up, I probably know the number, so I can find materials and teachers to teach me in detail."

"I was an orphan when I was young, and my aunt and uncle didn't have much education, and I couldn't study. The world is so big and so complicated. You can tell me after you sort it out. Lift me."

"Besides," Yi He lowered his head, "you didn't make me stand."

What do these mean?Xie Peiwei looked at him.

The two were separated by a desk, Yihe got up with his lips pursed, leaned his upper body forward, and slowly approached Xie Peiwei.

The desk is too wide.

Yihe couldn't reach it, but half of his body lay on the desk.

Seeing his monstrous appearance, Xie Peiwei was amused and annoyed: "Did you understand it or not?"

What hit him hard today was that Xu Cizhen confused his hobbies with his concerns.Yihe is obviously different from Xu Cizhen.From the previous conversation, Yihe also fully expressed his understanding and was able to clearly distinguish the two.So what kind of trouble is this?

"Understood." Yihe grabbed Xie Peiwei's collar playfully for the first time, pulling him closer to him, "I won't be punished for being so obedient. Now it's our 'hobby', It’s not like you taught me the truth, okay?”

Xie Peiwei felt that this was really itchy.

Yihe took out a stainless steel ruler from his pen holder and sighed, "Unfortunately it's not made of wood."

"What a baby."

Xie Peiwei squeezed the back of his neck and kissed him hard.

Too poignant!