you are not cannon fodder

Before going to bed, Yihe took pills (vitamins) to treat insomnia, and he had no sleepiness with his eyes open.

He doesn't have the time to think about whether Xie Peiwei is full, whether he needs snacks, or whether he added desserts, and he doesn't have the time to complain that his genes are not good, and he is not worthy of combining with Xie Peiwei's genes to have children Questions, my mind is full of prenatal education.

When the teacher comes to class, does he have to take a test first?How can I decide what level of class to teach me?What if he thinks that I am Mrs. Xie's wife and must have a high standard, and I can't write a single question in the paper?Isn't it embarrassing?

At that time, do I have to tell him directly that I can't do it?Yihe didn't sleep well.Turning over, clamping the quilt under the armpit.

Maybe no exam.

That could be worse.He went directly to class, I couldn't understand at all, I didn't understand every question, and I couldn't answer a single question...

The situation is back to the original point.

Yihe's question is still, should I tell him directly that I can't do it?

what a shame.

Yihe pulled up the quilt discouragedly and covered his head.

If he hadn't married Xie Pewei, if he hadn't conceived a child with Xie Pewei, he wouldn't have this "shame" emotion.He has been living a calm life all these years, and he is not like other people who think that to become a star, he has to make up a beautiful resume, pretend that he is a top student, and go abroad to enroll in a language class and say that he has returned from studying abroad...

I’m like this, I’m not smart, I don’t study well, everyone has things they’re good at and things they’re not good at, I don’t think it’s shameful.

However, the marriage license changed everything.

Xie Peiwei's resume is too beautiful.A young scientist, a young scholar, and an outstanding young entrepreneur (dominant CEO) who has returned halfway, if he doesn't have the problem of liking to play small stars, his background experience and achievements can be called perfect.

Suddenly becoming the other half of Xie Peiwei's marriage certificate, Yihe felt ashamed.

It would be too embarrassing if someone found out that Xie Peiwei's wife was such an uneducated, poor, poor family who failed to graduate from junior high school.Even their children will be discriminated against in the future.Thinking of this, Yihe couldn't fall asleep even more.

"How about flipping and frying the fish?" Xie Peiwei was annoyed to death.Tired all day, just want to go to bed early, what's the matter with this person?

Yihe quickly apologized: "I'm sorry to disturb your rest, how about I go to sleep?" Although he slept a lot in the master bedroom, he did not share this suite with Xie Peiwei.His wardrobe, storage and bathroom are in another suite downstairs.

"Lie down and don't move." Xie Peiwei got up, turned on a small light, and walked out.

The movement came out of nowhere, and Yihe was a little nervous, holding the quilt and biting his lower lip, staring weakly at the door.

Xie Peiwei came in with a tray in his hand, Yihe was very confused, is this for supper?What's on the plate?With a clang, Xie Peiwei had already placed the tray on the bed, and it didn't look like soup, otherwise it would definitely be spilled.

The lights were not turned on very much at the moment, and the light in the room was ambiguous. Yihe only saw a few bottles of different heights.

Xie Peiwei followed him to the bed, put one hand on Yihe's forehead, and pushed him back on the bed: "Give you some oil and sprinkle some salt."

Yihe smelled the faint fragrance of essential oil.

He was surprised.

There is an indescribable excitement and joy.

Xie Pewei had already unscrewed a bottle, opened his nightgown, and a little bit of cold water fell on his shoulders.

"Well--"

Yihe buried his head in the pillow in pain.

Mother and grandma, did this break my cervical spine? !

Only then did Xie Peiwei realize that he had pressed the wrong button?He touched Yihe's bones and counted them one by one, there was no mistake.

Since he was in elementary school, he didn't use the kind of magic that can fix people's acupoints by raising two fingers, but a complete modern mixed martial arts. The joints of the human body can be found with eyes closed, and can you press the wrong one if you press a shoulder?

However, the bodies of the Zero people are always mysterious, and the pregnant Zero people are even more mysterious. Xie Peiwei didn't dare to press it blindly.

He didn't use any force, but gently comforted him with almost stroking strength, from neck to head, so that the anxious Yihe could relax.

"It doesn't hurt anymore?" Xie Peiwei asked.

"It doesn't hurt." Yi He lay on the bed a little unsteadily, "I have a masseur, so you don't have to take care of me like that."

"Where can I find a masseuse for you in the middle of the night? Or should I ask Xiao Qi to give you a massage?" Xie Peiwei said so, but his subordinates didn't stop.This is prenatal depression, the husband should be more caring and considerate.For the healthy development of the child, Xie Peiwei also took great pains.

"Have you smelled it?" Xie Peiwei asked suddenly.

Obviously Xie Peiwei didn't have any tricks, Yihe was still rubbed by him and fell asleep. He had never been so comfortable in several lifetimes. Hearing this, he woke up and couldn't smell the aroma of essential oils for a long time. He still lied: "Yeah , I heard it."

"It's almost ready." Xie Peiwei unscrewed a small bottle from the tray, sprinkled some powder, "Sprinkle salt and serve."

Yihe felt a bit grainy, but was completely confused by him: "Is it really salt?"

Xie Peiwei wiped his body, and put his fingertips close to the corner of his mouth: "Taste?"

Yihe looked suspiciously at the fragrant fingertips, stretched out the tip of his tongue, and rolled it lightly.

Xie Peiwei couldn't help laughing: "Have you tasted it?"

Yihe was a little embarrassed.Xie Pewei laughed so fast that he withdrew his tongue before he tasted it...

I don't know what I was thinking at this moment, I suddenly hugged Xie Peiwei's hand, opened my mouth and sucked it in, and sucked twice in succession.

Xie Peiwei looked at him.

With a puff in his mouth, Yihe turned over and got out of bed, and stomped into the bathroom.

What Xie Peiwei sprinkled on Yihe's shoulders and neck was a kind of compress and fragrance powder. After the essential oil massage, the pores on the skin were opened. Applying this fragrance powder can prevent cold air and moisture from entering the body.The spice formula is relatively complicated, and it smells good. If you have to take a couple of sips, it will be a bit ecstasy...

When Yihe came back after rinsing his mouth, he stood in front of the bed and looked at Xie Peiwei, the corners of his eyes were still a little wet.

"Not delicious?" Xie Peiwei asked.

Yihe climbed onto the bed sullenly, and said, "You shouldn't be cooking."

"Why do I smell delicious?" Xie Peiwei hugged him under the quilt, stealing a note in his ear, "Go to sleep."

With such an episode, Yihe's scalp still has the warmth from being massaged by Xie Peiwei, so how can he think about it?Xie Peiwei's tenderness and consideration are all in his mind.Even though he knew that all the preferential treatment was because of the child in his womb, he was still satisfied.

This proves that Xie Peiwei recognizes the identity of his child's biological father.

Mr. Xie believes that I am qualified to have this child with him.

I am eligible.

Under this kind of self-identification, Yihe fell into a deep sleep.

■

Fried fish in the middle of the night is handled on the fly.

A boss like Xie Peiwei, who is used to being served by others, has no intention of frying fish every day.

Originally, it was agreed that the teacher would come to the door "in a few days". Xie Peiwei fried fish in the middle of the night, and an old lady with a warm smile and a kind face was invited to the house the next day.This old lady is said to be a senior prenatal education research expert at the Haishi Maternal and Child Health Care Hospital. The titles of this title and that title are so long that Yi He was immediately taken aback.

"The main object of our prenatal education is the fetus, so you don't have to be too nervous." The old lady's trip was mainly to reassure Yihe.

Yihe was still a little nervous.

If he could study, he wouldn't have become a trainee at the beginning.

For children from poor families, studying hard, going to a good university and finding a good job is always the most correct and decent path.

But who doesn't want to study hard and go to a good university?For children like Yihe, who do not have a top-notch talent for reading, and did not have good study habits and family education when they were young, how many golden phoenixes can fly out of the valley?

The old lady directly used the facts to reduce Jean's anxiety.

She asked Yihe to make a dialogue questionnaire, and asked Yihe to choose the prenatal education courses she was interested in.

The whole process didn't have the atmosphere of an exam. It was more like sitting in various clubs, waiting for the customer service to sell the service package.This atmosphere made Yihe completely relaxed. After eliminating a few courses that he could never handle, Yihe basically chose musical instruments courses, as well as etiquette, appreciation, jewelry, flower arrangement and so on.

The old lady ate lunch at home, talked with Yihe for half an afternoon, and took afternoon tea before leaving.

the next day.

Professor Qian came to report on time with his rattan box.

"I'm Qian Yige, and I'm in charge of your calligraphy class." Professor Qian said politely.

Yi and others don't know anything else, they always understand the principle of respecting elders and teachers, and they are about to bow and invite in when they hear this, they are a little bit surprised: "Isn't today..." Etiquette class?He realized that this question should not be asked to Teacher Qian in front of him, so he stopped there and invited him into the study.

This study is a temporary transformation of the small living room.Yihe's studio is full of musical instruments and computers, Xie Peiwei's study Yihe dare not enter easily, let alone let outsiders in and out?

"Please sit down first. I'll pour you some water. Would you like tea? Drinks? Coffee?" Yihe wanted to go out and call the old lady.

Professor Qian said cheerfully, "Don't bother. I want a glass of espresso, do you have it?"

"Please wait."

Yihe asked his assistant to get coffee and snacks, took out his mobile phone and called the old lady: "Director Yu, I didn't register for calligraphy class yesterday, and a calligraphy teacher came to my house today? Did you get the address wrong? Hey, Yes, it is a teacher named Qian..."

The old lady replied without changing her expression: "Oh, that's right, Mr. Xie called yesterday to inquire about your course selection, and personally added calligraphy and Chinese painting to you..."

What else can Yihe say?He could only thank him politely, hung up the phone, walked in with coffee, and went to class honestly.

Dafan calligraphy teacher, in the first lesson, he will talk about the evolution and development characteristics of calligraphy in the past dynasties, and then teach students to practice strokes.Professor Qian was different. He did not start with oracle bone inscriptions, but brought a few rubbings of copybooks that were highly rated in the past for Yihe to appreciate.

After all the hype, Professor Qian didn't ask Yihe to copy the strokes.

Beginners of calligraphy must be in a state of "eyes say I can, hands say you can't". Every stroke and stroke is a long-term hard work. How can there be any sense of accomplishment when copying on the first day?Compared with the copybooks that have been handed down through the ages, looking at one's ugly handwriting, one will only feel defeated!

He taught structure.

Writing like an adult, the structure is correct, but the bones are well-proportioned and stand still, no matter how rough the facial features are, it can fool many people at first glance.

"Before you write this character, first analyze its structure. Why do you want to write it like this? Let's not learn the style of the pen, or use a soft pen. What kind of pen is this?" Professor Qian casually touched a pen on the table and took it out.

"Electronic pen." Yihe took out the PAD from the sofa.

Without blinking, Professor Qian used this electronic pen to teach on the PAD.

It was the first time I came into contact with this pen, and there was no stroke setting in the software. Professor Qian wrote a word "Spring" on the electronic screen: "Come and observe, what is the point of this word?"

When Yihe was young, he had bad study habits and couldn't sit still. When he got older, his temper improved and his learning ability was not bad.Professor Qian had been talking to him for more than half an hour, and he listened carefully. After observing for a while, he said, "These five horizontal lines."

This answer is the beginning.Professor Qian felt that Yihe still had a bit of talent, so he taught enthusiastically: "Yes, the key point of this word is the relationship and distance between five horizontal lines..." So Xuan did not forget that all the hard work was mainly for Yihe. Depression is here!

After the calligraphy class this day, Yihe felt that learning calligraphy was very fun, because he wrote according to the structure taught by Professor Qian, and his messy and bad calligraphy suddenly gained scale. many.This sense of accomplishment is too strong.

Yihe felt that he could continue to learn, and even began to look forward to the Chinese painting class that Xie Peiwei would enroll for him.

After Professor Qian returned home, he gave Yihe a preliminary diagnosis.Xie Peiwei was already waiting in his office.

After talking about a lot of medical terms, Xie Peiwei only listened to the doctor's orders in the end.

"Be with him more. Don't let him be alone for a long time. If he needs to work, it's best to work cooperatively."

"Physical exercise can't be stopped, it doesn't need to be very intense, half an hour to an hour a day, and it's okay to go for a walk in an open place."

"Learning is a good way to reduce stress, but be careful not to give him a sense of frustration and make him feel that learning every day is beneficial."

"The most important thing is to help him find himself." Professor Qian said about the crux of Yihe's prenatal depression, "He experienced two major stimulation points of marriage and pregnancy in a short period of time. The change of identity made his self Cognition has been subverted."

"Whether it's your wife or your child's biological father, it makes him extremely anxious."

Professor Qian said regretfully: "He is not ready yet."

■

"Stop his album." Xie Peiwei ordered.

Only by finding professionals to deal with the problem can the right medicine be prescribed. At least Xie Peiwei knows that his initial arrangement was wrong.

What Yihe needs is a cooperative work, and closing the door to create in the studio by himself will not relieve his depression symptoms at all, and will only make his condition worse.

"Arrange for him to have a physical examination tomorrow. If the physical fitness test is good, arrange a relaxing travel variety show for him." Xie Peiwei ordered.

Qi Xuanjing was slightly speechless.Tourism variety show?The lady is pregnant with a child!

Xie Peiwei was still thinking about what Professor Qian said.Subversion of self-knowledge?Looking for yourself?

To put it another way, isn't it just that you don't stay at home as a wealthy wife, hang around your husband and children, and go to work to realize your self-worth?

As long as Yihe's physical fitness can keep up, Xie Peiwei thinks, isn't it easy for Xiaohe to go to work?