Xiangyu
Chapter 46
The waiter brought two dishes and one soup one after another. Although there were not many types, the portion was very large, more than enough for two people.
The two bowls of rice are very full, like two hills, and the millet mixed in the rice is crystal clear.
This is not like a treat, but an ordinary dinner party.
"Do you want to drink?" Song Yuqiao took advantage of the serving and diverted the topic elsewhere.He filled the soup with a small bowl and put it in front of Qiao Yusong. Before he could answer, he said, "Oh, you are flying tonight, so you can't drink?"
That was Qiao Yusong's lie. Hearing him say that made me feel guilty.He nodded and said, "You can't drink within four hours before your shift. If you fail the alcohol test, you will be in trouble. There are no standby flight attendants in Western City."
"Standby?" Song Yuqiao was curious.
"It's just to prevent some flight attendants from being able to fly the backup shift temporarily. They are divided into primary and secondary backups. If they really meet, the rest time will be gone." This is exactly what happened to Qiao Yusong. Speaking of it, he couldn't help being angry stuffy.
Seeing the disgusted expression on his face when he mentioned this matter, Song Yuqiao was very surprised: Even if the employees are not satisfied with such an arrangement, if the rules and regulations have always been like this, there is no need to hate it so deeply when talking about it, right?
"That's pretty miserable." Song Yuqiao pouted and filled his soup bowl.
Seeing his calm reaction, Qiao Yusong felt dissatisfied, but Song Yuqiao didn't know that his rest time had been taken up, let alone that he squeezed out the only time he had to come to the western city, so he didn't care, but normal.
Qiao Yusong thought for a while and asked, "Should you not have such a situation?"
"You don't think so?" Song Yuqiao asked with a half-smile.
Qiao Yusong suddenly realized that he had said something wrong, and changed his words: "Ah, yes. You should have worked hard in scientific research."
"It's hard work, sometimes what you say doesn't count. Maybe you'll know when we get to know each other longer." Song Yuqiao shrugged, seeing him in a daze, reminded, "Eat vegetables.——Your flight back is What time is it?"
After he reminded, Qiao Yusong hurriedly picked up food.Thinking of having to catch the train soon after dinner, he was extremely depressed, and said, "It's five o'clock, but I'll be at the airport by three o'clock."
Thinking that it was a stopover flight, Song Yuqiao was still puzzled by Qiao Yusong's remarks.But if it wasn't for that flight, there would be no other flights out of West City.Song Yuqiao said: "Don't worry, I will take you there when the time comes."
Qiao Yusong planned to arrive at the train station before three o'clock, but if he went to the airport first, it would definitely be too late.Hearing this, he was taken aback, and immediately said: "No, I'll go by myself. I won't trouble you."
"It's not troublesome at all. I have plenty of time in the afternoon." Song Yuqiao saw that he was anxious, and felt that there was something strange about it.
"Really, no need." Qiao Yusong said affirmatively.
With a determined look on his face, Song Yuqiao suspected that if he persisted, he would be angry.Regarding this, Song Yuqiao was almost sure that Qiao Yusong was hiding something.But now it was hard to sit down and have a meal, Song Yuqiao didn't want to feel uncomfortable even having a meal, so he simply stopped asking.
After confirming that he no longer persisted, Qiao Yusong finally relaxed his nervousness.
During the meal, Song Yuqiao never asked Qiao Yusong about his return journey.This is undoubtedly much easier for Qiao Yusong.
Qiao Yusong felt that Song Yuqiao had many inconvenient things to disclose about his work.So when they chatted, once they talked about Song Yuqiao's work, he often stopped at the point.Thanks to Song Yuqiao, in his impression, he was never a talkative person, so even if he talked less, Qiao Yusong didn't think there was anything wrong.
On the contrary, when Song Yuqiao asked him about work, Qiao Yusong knew how to measure it.
For a long time, Qiao Yusong has been in a work environment with a majority of women. It is not sexism, but a talk from experience-places where women gather together are really noisy.
Slowly, in the process of getting along with them, Qiao Yusong also got used to gossip and gossip.
Occasionally, Qiao Yusong would suddenly think of Xu Aojun when he was chatting or listening engrossed.
He remembered Xu Aojun
Sitting at the mahjong table with her poker friends, playing mahjong while talking about other people's appearance.At this time, he would quickly withdraw from the lively atmosphere, but it was too late, he was already more and more like Xu Aojun.
Qiao Yusong knew that Song Yuqiao didn't like Xu Aojun very much, and neither did he.Therefore, when talking about company affairs in front of Song Yuqiao, he had to constantly remind himself to restrain himself and not to talk freely, which made Song Yuqiao feel that he talked about other people's right and wrong, just like Xu Aojun.
However, such concealment is often exhausting.Thinking of what Song Yuqiao said just now, "Wait for them to know each other for a longer time", his heart was even more weary.
No one can always hide their true colors, as long as they get along long enough, they will reveal their true colors sooner or later.Song Yuqiao will know sooner or later that he has become extremely worldly.
Thinking of this, Qiao Yusong couldn't help regretting his eagerness and initiative some time ago. Perhaps in Song Yuqiao's view, this meant that they would continue to get along as a matter of course after their reunion.But if they get to know each other better, it will only disintegrate their previous impression of each other, and if they get to know each other again, they will only be disappointed.
Song Yuqiao is a mirror. If he doesn't face him, Qiao Yusong can still accept himself now.He has no choice but to accept the way he has become now with peace of mind, but as long as he faces Song Yuqiao, he will keep thinking that this is the appearance he didn't like the most.
The lunch was delicious, but unfortunately, Qiao Yusong knew that this was the last time he would come to this store.
After lunch, Song Yuqiao paid the bill, saying that it was a gift for the perfume.
Qiao Yusong smiled and was no longer polite, but he still felt a little reluctant in his heart.
Even so, Qiao Yusong was exhausted after the few times of getting along after the reunion.He was fed up with pretending, and he knew that if he didn't pretend, it would only annoy Song Yuqiao.
Their trajectories are too far apart, and all the deliberation is not only useless, but exhausting.Qiao Yusong gave up.
"It's not two o'clock yet." Song Yuqiao unlocked the car, "Are you sure you don't need me to take you to the airport?"
Thinking that this was the last time they met, Qiao Yusong decided to go all out, and changed his words: "It seems that I still have to trouble you, it seems that it is not easy to take a taxi here."
Song Yuqiao raised his eyebrows and said, "Indeed. If you call an online car-hailing car here, you will have to wait at least 10 minutes." Then, he walked towards the car.
It takes about half an hour to get from the city to the airport.
Soon after getting on the bus, Qiao Yusong reserved an online car-hailing car from the airport to the train station through the mobile app.After he bid farewell to Song Yuqiao, he could immediately drive to the train station.In this way, his lie will come true.
Whether he heard it from Xu Aojun, or through his own perception, Qiao Yusong had to admit that they were not worthy.It's not that he is not good enough for Song Yuqiao, but that they are not suitable.
He knew that after they parted, he would miss Song Yuqiao for a long time.But life will dilute this fruitless miss, just like his experience and life in the past 13 years.
However, predicting the farewell in advance is always different from the original separation.Seeing the terminal building approaching from a distance, Qiao Yusong's chest felt tight and his nose felt a little sore.
He tried his best to adjust his emotions so that Song Yuqiao would not see the clue.
Many passengers have already arrived at the terminal, and the road in front of the station is busier than when Qiao Yusong first arrived.But he knew at a glance that these people were just tourists, so the parting scene was not staged on them.
Before the car stopped, Qiao Yusong saw the car he had booked parked in the waiting area in front of the terminal.
Qiao Yusong unbuttoned his seat belt, took a deep breath, let it out, smiled at Song Yuqiao, and said, "I'm leaving first, goodbye."
"Hmm." Song Yuqiao looked at the rarely bustling Zhanqian Road, saw that he was about to open the door, and locked the car door before he could call him.
There was a click, overlapping with Qiao Yusong's heartbeat.He turned back anxiously, forced a smile and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Oh, I'm sorry." Song Yuqiao unlocked the lock again and said, "It's just a little strange. This flight came from Chunlin, and there was a change of flight attendant at the stop.
law? "
Hearing this, Qiao Yusong's heart dropped suddenly.
Song Yuqiao saw his face turn pale instantly, thought for a while, and asked, "Are you just going to take this flight back to Xijin? Are you a passenger?"
Qiao Yusong caught a glimpse of the online car-hailing car in front of him, reminding him of the time.He no longer had time to make up other reasons, so in order to leave as soon as possible, he could only nod his head and say, "Yeah."
"Why?" Song Yuqiao continued to ask.
He froze.
"Fly here on purpose, have a meal, and then leave immediately..." Song Yuqiao observed the expression on his face, and found that his face was slowly turning red, whether it was pain or nervousness, "Even if the flight attendant has free tickets, it won't be a waste ?"
Qiao Yusong had already decided not to see each other again after this farewell, but now that Song Yuqiao saw through the lie, his heart seemed to fall into a world of ice and fire.
No matter how much the delay continued, he would definitely miss the train.However, if you take advantage of this time to express your feelings clearly and have a complete farewell, then maybe it is not necessary.
So what if their lives are irrelevant from now on, and now pay a little price, take a moment to say goodbye?
"No. Actually, I didn't think of anything else, so I just wanted to take a look." Qiao Yusong had never thought of expressing this feeling, but when he wanted to express it, he really had to sort out his thoughts.
Song Yuqiao didn't expect him to say such ambiguous words so easily, and couldn't help being surprised.
However, his expression seemed full of disappointment, Song Yuqiao didn't understand why.After thinking about it, Song Yuqiao said, "I'm curious about one thing, and I want to confirm it with you. Of course, you don't have to answer it."
After hearing this, Qiao Yusong's heart tightened, he stared straight into Song Yuqiao's eyes, and said, "Ask."
"You...do you like men?" Song Yuqiao asked.
Qiao Yusong originally thought that he would expose him, but he didn't expect him to ask such a question, so he couldn't help being stunned.Now that there is nothing he can't admit, he nodded and said, "Yes, I'm gay."
Since he said the ambiguous words without any concealment just now, Song Yuqiao also expected to admit that he is gay now.But Song Yuqiao still didn't understand why he looked melancholy.Song Yuqiao thought for a while, and said, "You flew here on purpose just because you wanted to take a look. I can understand it as, are you chasing me?"
After listening, Qiao Yusong heard a loud bang in his head, and looked at him in disbelief.That's right, Song Yuqiao exposed his lies and his secret love, but Qiao Yusong didn't expect him to use this kind of expression and this kind of wording.
Qiao Yusong subconsciously shook his head.Do expressions of liking and pursuit mean the same thing?He just wanted to express his love for Song Yuqiao, but the pursuit was to get something in return, and he never thought of something in return.
"No..." Qiao Yusong only spit out one syllable, and the tip of his tongue didn't have time to roll back, and he couldn't say the second word.
Song Yuqiao opened his eyes, the distance was too close, through the lens, not only could he not see Qiao Yusong's eyes clearly, but he was a little dazzled.
He had no choice but to end the indifferent kiss, and sat back to his original place. After seeing that Qiao Yusong was indeed stunned, he said, "If not, that would be a pity. I don't like ambiguity very much."
After listening, Qiao Yusong came back to his senses.For a moment, grievances, confusion and anger were mixed in his heart.
what is this?Song Yuqiao used to be so generous and indifferent, as if all the contacts between them were just normal exchanges between friends, which made him feel that everything was because of his greed, so he thought it was ambiguous wishful thinking and tried his best To deceive and conceal.Now, Song Yuqiao kissed him suddenly, and said that he didn't like being ambiguous, as if all the faults were his.
Yes, whether it's a self-pity secret love, or self-righteous giving up, it's all his fault.How could Song Yuqiao be wrong?Qiao Yusong smiled absurdly and asked, "So, isn't this ambiguous?"
"No." Song Yuqiao couldn't fully understand the meaning behind his smile, but said, "I'm chasing you."
The two bowls of rice are very full, like two hills, and the millet mixed in the rice is crystal clear.
This is not like a treat, but an ordinary dinner party.
"Do you want to drink?" Song Yuqiao took advantage of the serving and diverted the topic elsewhere.He filled the soup with a small bowl and put it in front of Qiao Yusong. Before he could answer, he said, "Oh, you are flying tonight, so you can't drink?"
That was Qiao Yusong's lie. Hearing him say that made me feel guilty.He nodded and said, "You can't drink within four hours before your shift. If you fail the alcohol test, you will be in trouble. There are no standby flight attendants in Western City."
"Standby?" Song Yuqiao was curious.
"It's just to prevent some flight attendants from being able to fly the backup shift temporarily. They are divided into primary and secondary backups. If they really meet, the rest time will be gone." This is exactly what happened to Qiao Yusong. Speaking of it, he couldn't help being angry stuffy.
Seeing the disgusted expression on his face when he mentioned this matter, Song Yuqiao was very surprised: Even if the employees are not satisfied with such an arrangement, if the rules and regulations have always been like this, there is no need to hate it so deeply when talking about it, right?
"That's pretty miserable." Song Yuqiao pouted and filled his soup bowl.
Seeing his calm reaction, Qiao Yusong felt dissatisfied, but Song Yuqiao didn't know that his rest time had been taken up, let alone that he squeezed out the only time he had to come to the western city, so he didn't care, but normal.
Qiao Yusong thought for a while and asked, "Should you not have such a situation?"
"You don't think so?" Song Yuqiao asked with a half-smile.
Qiao Yusong suddenly realized that he had said something wrong, and changed his words: "Ah, yes. You should have worked hard in scientific research."
"It's hard work, sometimes what you say doesn't count. Maybe you'll know when we get to know each other longer." Song Yuqiao shrugged, seeing him in a daze, reminded, "Eat vegetables.——Your flight back is What time is it?"
After he reminded, Qiao Yusong hurriedly picked up food.Thinking of having to catch the train soon after dinner, he was extremely depressed, and said, "It's five o'clock, but I'll be at the airport by three o'clock."
Thinking that it was a stopover flight, Song Yuqiao was still puzzled by Qiao Yusong's remarks.But if it wasn't for that flight, there would be no other flights out of West City.Song Yuqiao said: "Don't worry, I will take you there when the time comes."
Qiao Yusong planned to arrive at the train station before three o'clock, but if he went to the airport first, it would definitely be too late.Hearing this, he was taken aback, and immediately said: "No, I'll go by myself. I won't trouble you."
"It's not troublesome at all. I have plenty of time in the afternoon." Song Yuqiao saw that he was anxious, and felt that there was something strange about it.
"Really, no need." Qiao Yusong said affirmatively.
With a determined look on his face, Song Yuqiao suspected that if he persisted, he would be angry.Regarding this, Song Yuqiao was almost sure that Qiao Yusong was hiding something.But now it was hard to sit down and have a meal, Song Yuqiao didn't want to feel uncomfortable even having a meal, so he simply stopped asking.
After confirming that he no longer persisted, Qiao Yusong finally relaxed his nervousness.
During the meal, Song Yuqiao never asked Qiao Yusong about his return journey.This is undoubtedly much easier for Qiao Yusong.
Qiao Yusong felt that Song Yuqiao had many inconvenient things to disclose about his work.So when they chatted, once they talked about Song Yuqiao's work, he often stopped at the point.Thanks to Song Yuqiao, in his impression, he was never a talkative person, so even if he talked less, Qiao Yusong didn't think there was anything wrong.
On the contrary, when Song Yuqiao asked him about work, Qiao Yusong knew how to measure it.
For a long time, Qiao Yusong has been in a work environment with a majority of women. It is not sexism, but a talk from experience-places where women gather together are really noisy.
Slowly, in the process of getting along with them, Qiao Yusong also got used to gossip and gossip.
Occasionally, Qiao Yusong would suddenly think of Xu Aojun when he was chatting or listening engrossed.
He remembered Xu Aojun
Sitting at the mahjong table with her poker friends, playing mahjong while talking about other people's appearance.At this time, he would quickly withdraw from the lively atmosphere, but it was too late, he was already more and more like Xu Aojun.
Qiao Yusong knew that Song Yuqiao didn't like Xu Aojun very much, and neither did he.Therefore, when talking about company affairs in front of Song Yuqiao, he had to constantly remind himself to restrain himself and not to talk freely, which made Song Yuqiao feel that he talked about other people's right and wrong, just like Xu Aojun.
However, such concealment is often exhausting.Thinking of what Song Yuqiao said just now, "Wait for them to know each other for a longer time", his heart was even more weary.
No one can always hide their true colors, as long as they get along long enough, they will reveal their true colors sooner or later.Song Yuqiao will know sooner or later that he has become extremely worldly.
Thinking of this, Qiao Yusong couldn't help regretting his eagerness and initiative some time ago. Perhaps in Song Yuqiao's view, this meant that they would continue to get along as a matter of course after their reunion.But if they get to know each other better, it will only disintegrate their previous impression of each other, and if they get to know each other again, they will only be disappointed.
Song Yuqiao is a mirror. If he doesn't face him, Qiao Yusong can still accept himself now.He has no choice but to accept the way he has become now with peace of mind, but as long as he faces Song Yuqiao, he will keep thinking that this is the appearance he didn't like the most.
The lunch was delicious, but unfortunately, Qiao Yusong knew that this was the last time he would come to this store.
After lunch, Song Yuqiao paid the bill, saying that it was a gift for the perfume.
Qiao Yusong smiled and was no longer polite, but he still felt a little reluctant in his heart.
Even so, Qiao Yusong was exhausted after the few times of getting along after the reunion.He was fed up with pretending, and he knew that if he didn't pretend, it would only annoy Song Yuqiao.
Their trajectories are too far apart, and all the deliberation is not only useless, but exhausting.Qiao Yusong gave up.
"It's not two o'clock yet." Song Yuqiao unlocked the car, "Are you sure you don't need me to take you to the airport?"
Thinking that this was the last time they met, Qiao Yusong decided to go all out, and changed his words: "It seems that I still have to trouble you, it seems that it is not easy to take a taxi here."
Song Yuqiao raised his eyebrows and said, "Indeed. If you call an online car-hailing car here, you will have to wait at least 10 minutes." Then, he walked towards the car.
It takes about half an hour to get from the city to the airport.
Soon after getting on the bus, Qiao Yusong reserved an online car-hailing car from the airport to the train station through the mobile app.After he bid farewell to Song Yuqiao, he could immediately drive to the train station.In this way, his lie will come true.
Whether he heard it from Xu Aojun, or through his own perception, Qiao Yusong had to admit that they were not worthy.It's not that he is not good enough for Song Yuqiao, but that they are not suitable.
He knew that after they parted, he would miss Song Yuqiao for a long time.But life will dilute this fruitless miss, just like his experience and life in the past 13 years.
However, predicting the farewell in advance is always different from the original separation.Seeing the terminal building approaching from a distance, Qiao Yusong's chest felt tight and his nose felt a little sore.
He tried his best to adjust his emotions so that Song Yuqiao would not see the clue.
Many passengers have already arrived at the terminal, and the road in front of the station is busier than when Qiao Yusong first arrived.But he knew at a glance that these people were just tourists, so the parting scene was not staged on them.
Before the car stopped, Qiao Yusong saw the car he had booked parked in the waiting area in front of the terminal.
Qiao Yusong unbuttoned his seat belt, took a deep breath, let it out, smiled at Song Yuqiao, and said, "I'm leaving first, goodbye."
"Hmm." Song Yuqiao looked at the rarely bustling Zhanqian Road, saw that he was about to open the door, and locked the car door before he could call him.
There was a click, overlapping with Qiao Yusong's heartbeat.He turned back anxiously, forced a smile and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Oh, I'm sorry." Song Yuqiao unlocked the lock again and said, "It's just a little strange. This flight came from Chunlin, and there was a change of flight attendant at the stop.
law? "
Hearing this, Qiao Yusong's heart dropped suddenly.
Song Yuqiao saw his face turn pale instantly, thought for a while, and asked, "Are you just going to take this flight back to Xijin? Are you a passenger?"
Qiao Yusong caught a glimpse of the online car-hailing car in front of him, reminding him of the time.He no longer had time to make up other reasons, so in order to leave as soon as possible, he could only nod his head and say, "Yeah."
"Why?" Song Yuqiao continued to ask.
He froze.
"Fly here on purpose, have a meal, and then leave immediately..." Song Yuqiao observed the expression on his face, and found that his face was slowly turning red, whether it was pain or nervousness, "Even if the flight attendant has free tickets, it won't be a waste ?"
Qiao Yusong had already decided not to see each other again after this farewell, but now that Song Yuqiao saw through the lie, his heart seemed to fall into a world of ice and fire.
No matter how much the delay continued, he would definitely miss the train.However, if you take advantage of this time to express your feelings clearly and have a complete farewell, then maybe it is not necessary.
So what if their lives are irrelevant from now on, and now pay a little price, take a moment to say goodbye?
"No. Actually, I didn't think of anything else, so I just wanted to take a look." Qiao Yusong had never thought of expressing this feeling, but when he wanted to express it, he really had to sort out his thoughts.
Song Yuqiao didn't expect him to say such ambiguous words so easily, and couldn't help being surprised.
However, his expression seemed full of disappointment, Song Yuqiao didn't understand why.After thinking about it, Song Yuqiao said, "I'm curious about one thing, and I want to confirm it with you. Of course, you don't have to answer it."
After hearing this, Qiao Yusong's heart tightened, he stared straight into Song Yuqiao's eyes, and said, "Ask."
"You...do you like men?" Song Yuqiao asked.
Qiao Yusong originally thought that he would expose him, but he didn't expect him to ask such a question, so he couldn't help being stunned.Now that there is nothing he can't admit, he nodded and said, "Yes, I'm gay."
Since he said the ambiguous words without any concealment just now, Song Yuqiao also expected to admit that he is gay now.But Song Yuqiao still didn't understand why he looked melancholy.Song Yuqiao thought for a while, and said, "You flew here on purpose just because you wanted to take a look. I can understand it as, are you chasing me?"
After listening, Qiao Yusong heard a loud bang in his head, and looked at him in disbelief.That's right, Song Yuqiao exposed his lies and his secret love, but Qiao Yusong didn't expect him to use this kind of expression and this kind of wording.
Qiao Yusong subconsciously shook his head.Do expressions of liking and pursuit mean the same thing?He just wanted to express his love for Song Yuqiao, but the pursuit was to get something in return, and he never thought of something in return.
"No..." Qiao Yusong only spit out one syllable, and the tip of his tongue didn't have time to roll back, and he couldn't say the second word.
Song Yuqiao opened his eyes, the distance was too close, through the lens, not only could he not see Qiao Yusong's eyes clearly, but he was a little dazzled.
He had no choice but to end the indifferent kiss, and sat back to his original place. After seeing that Qiao Yusong was indeed stunned, he said, "If not, that would be a pity. I don't like ambiguity very much."
After listening, Qiao Yusong came back to his senses.For a moment, grievances, confusion and anger were mixed in his heart.
what is this?Song Yuqiao used to be so generous and indifferent, as if all the contacts between them were just normal exchanges between friends, which made him feel that everything was because of his greed, so he thought it was ambiguous wishful thinking and tried his best To deceive and conceal.Now, Song Yuqiao kissed him suddenly, and said that he didn't like being ambiguous, as if all the faults were his.
Yes, whether it's a self-pity secret love, or self-righteous giving up, it's all his fault.How could Song Yuqiao be wrong?Qiao Yusong smiled absurdly and asked, "So, isn't this ambiguous?"
"No." Song Yuqiao couldn't fully understand the meaning behind his smile, but said, "I'm chasing you."
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