Xiangyu

The faucet in the kitchen was broken, and when the surroundings were too quiet, the occasional sound of dripping water could be heard in the long silence.As the silence lengthened, the sound of water droplets gradually became denser.

Qiao Yusong looked at the half-eaten bowl of noodles for a long time, smiled bitterly, and said, "This is my home. If you say this, are you afraid that I will drive you out?"

Song Yuqiao had already put down the chopsticks in his hand. Hearing this, he took a deep breath and said, "I planned to tell you when I came back from the Spring Festival, but if I wait until then, it may be too time-consuming."

"What's the delay?!" Qiao Yusong couldn't help but tilt his ears, lest he heard it wrong.

Song Yuqiao frowned at the fact that he pretended not to understand in order to hide his fear, and said, "It's wasting your time to think."

Qiao Yusong was stunned for a moment, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.Song Yuqiao was still as calm as ever, which made Qiao Yusong feel that even the slightest bit of panic would be funny.He touched his tired face and said, "What are you thinking about? Breaking up?"

After hearing this, Song Yuqiao's heart seemed to be pumped.He pursed his lips, trying to say patiently and truthfully: "This is the worst outcome I can imagine."

Qiao Yusong actually saw shame on Song Yuqiao's face, which he had hardly seen before.But what is he ashamed of?Did he have no time to accompany him, or did he cruelly throw such questions to him?

I don't know when Qiao Yusong felt his head heat up.Apart from separation, it was hard for him to think of any other answer, but this was the last thing he could accept.The five years of being separated from her boyfriend is not just a simple long-distance relationship, but countless days and nights without news, and even if he survives, he still has the next five years to start again. .

Does anyone really fall in love like this?

Qiao Yusong covered his forehead, and after a while, knowing that there was no hope, he still asked: "That is to say, it is unlikely that I will contact you. If you want to stay in the base all the time, whether you are leaving or communicating with the outside world, you need to apply. Isn't the application guaranteed to be approved?"

Song Yuqiao pondered for a moment, and said apologetically, "I'm unlikely to leave."

Qiao Yusong opened his mouth, as if the words he was going to say suddenly disappeared, he forgot what he originally planned to say.

The noodles were cold, the batter was together, and the soup had a thin layer of oil on the surface after it cooled.Song Yuqiao looked at the remaining noodles in front of him and said: "In this case, the unit can usually help solve the problems of the employees' families. If you arrange accommodation and work in the western city, the reunion time will be relatively longer. However, I think about it Go, I don’t think there is any job suitable for you there. Besides, our situation is quite special, and I can’t make a report as you are a family member. I have been hesitant to tell you before, and I also considered whether there is a good solution. But I couldn’t think of it, so I decided to talk to you to see if we can solve it together.”

Qiao Yusong didn't know how to solve it, he was always a little dizzy.He managed to prepare mentally for the next three months, thinking that when the Spring Festival came, he could spend the New Year with Song Yuqiao, but now Song Yuqiao told him that after the Spring Festival, he would have to leave for five years.

Song Yuqiao thinks highly of him so much, how could he know how to solve it?He didn't even know how to accept it.

"Xiao Qiao, do you know how long five years is? I have only been doing this job for six years." Qiao Yusong said with a wry smile, "I have made three boyfriends during these six years. Do you know how long five years is?" Does the year mean anything to a person like me?"

Song Yuqiao knew that Qiao Yusong needed a normal relationship and life more than he did.

In this day and age, everything is changing with each passing day. You can hardly find something that lasts forever. If an electrical appliance breaks down, no one will repair it, so you can just buy a new one. If your relationship breaks down, no one will repair it.Even if two people get along day and night, it is difficult to guarantee that one of them will not change his mind, let alone such a long separation?It wasn't that Song Yuqiao didn't have confidence in this relationship, or that he didn't trust Qiao Yusong, but that he didn't want to have such confidence.Why did Qiao Yusong wait for him?

"Do you want to separate?" Song Yuqiao asked.

"I don't want to!" He was almost driven crazy by Song Yuqiao's calmness, "If I wanted to, I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable now. Song Yuqiao, don't you

so.Don't you keep acting like it's no big deal and make me suffer! "

Looking at his red eyes, Song Yuqiao finally realized what it means to be helpless.

Suddenly, Qiao Yusong stood up, stared at him and asked, "Do you want to break up?"

He was slightly taken aback and shook his head.

"Then think of a way! Aren't you very smart?" Qiao Yusong felt extremely uncomfortable, and he covered his trembling chin.When he finally calmed down a little bit, he couldn't help but regretfully said: "I'm really crazy, why would I want to be with you at the beginning? Maybe it's more suitable for you to associate with your colleagues. Since you have two jobs, you should be able to go to the base together. Is Gu Huizhi going?"

Song Yuqiao sighed and asked, "Didn't I know that dual employment would be more convenient?"

Yes, they knew from the very beginning that this relationship was something they knew they couldn't do.Qiao Yusong said to himself millions of times that they were not suitable, but in the end he chose to continue walking.He believes that Song Yuqiao must think more than him, but he thinks that all difficulties can be overcome.But how to overcome it now?

Qiao Yusong sat down again dejectedly, and said: "If we break up at this time, isn't it too unreasonable? You are going to work, a very important job. As a boyfriend, even if I am not a 'family member', no matter what It should be supported."

"If we can get married..." Song Yuqiao said, "Actually, those married people who go to the base basically don't have to worry about family problems. Because everything will be arranged. Even if the marriage cannot be maintained, some people will persuade their family members to stay. Come down. But I don't want this kind of thing to happen to you, so from this point of view, whether it is now or later, it is a good thing that we can break up. Xiao Song, I hope you are free, I I hope you can freely choose to love me or not to love me, instead of carrying some kind of sacred mission to maintain a relationship like them."

Hearing this, tears fell from Qiao Yusong's eyes unconsciously.

"I want to be with you forever. Five years is a long time, and there may be three or seven years after that. It's hard to say. But I can only tell you that it is my wish to be with you. "Song Yuqiao wiped away his tears, "It will be very hard to follow me. During the time I'm away, I can't provide you with any protection. If someone bullies you, I may not have a chance to know at all. You ask me what I can do , to be honest, I really don't. We can only try it out, and I hope we all don't rush to decide the future. If at some point in the future, you feel that enough is enough and you want to leave, that's okay, we all There is no chance to be responsible for this relationship. At that time we can break up, as free as we want to be together. But now, since we don't want to be apart, I hope we can continue to be together and give it a try. This is The only way I can think of."