EXO's love he does not change

feeling, no emotion

With the lesson from last time, Su Xiao didn't dare to look at Chanyeol when she was angry with him, because she was afraid that she would be reluctant to continue to be angry with him, and then forgive him.

For Su Xiao now, mother's call is a nightmare.

Because every conversation, she can really clearly understand one point - there will be no result between her and Chanyeol.

She herself has always been very clear, but she is unwilling to face it.

"Su Xiao, give up." Mom's tired voice came from the other end of the phone, making Su Xiao's heart throb. "He is the future star. There will be no result between you and him. Mom, I don't want you to repeat my mistakes. I can't forget the pain now."

"Mom, Chanyeol won't do that." Su Xiao lowered his head slightly, his tone full of trust in Chanyeol. "I know that you have not been able to forget your pain until now. But, don't force your pain on me. As long as you have loved, you will not regret it. Even if there is no result, so what, at least, I loved him once Ah. Chanyeol, Chanyeol is a good boy, he will definitely not let me down."

"At that time, I thought so too." There was no trace of warmth in her mother's tone, cold and desperate, which made Su Xiao shudder. "He told me the same. He told me that I would never leave you, but in the end, he still left me. I didn't even see his face, and his agent came to tell me , you will cause him trouble, he wants to break up with you, what he needs is a popular female star to increase his popularity."

"Chanyeol, he won't do that." Su Xiao's tone changed from excited to calm in just a few words, and her heart also became calm.So what if they can't be together, so what if there is no result, at least, she loved him.

"How did you know it wouldn't be like that!" Mom suddenly yelled, and then seemed to be comforted by something, speaking in a tone like a well-behaved cat, but every now and then it might pounce on it and bite back. "The future is a big unknown, and no one knows what will happen."

"I love him, that's enough." Su Xiao looked into the distance, his eyes were quiet, like a pool of stagnant water without waves.Rather than saying that there is no emotion, it is better to say that it is numb and unable to reflect emotions.Like the white pupils that have lost consciousness, they can't see anything, and there is no emotion at all.You can't see her heart through her eyes.

"You don't know what love is at all! 18 years old, just an adult, tell me, what is love! Can you explain clearly!" Mom's tone began to become excited, but there was disappointment in her tone, and the end of the sentence dropped. His tone of voice is not difficult to hear is gloomy and terrifying.

And Su Xiao didn't know how many times this was the first time his mother yelled at him hysterically on the phone.She didn't take the phone away, and didn't make any movements. She just stood there, holding the phone to her ear, and quietly listening to her mother's emotions and words that were on the verge of collapse.She was standing on the balcony. There was no moon tonight, and there was only darkness outside. The moonlight shone sparsely on the earth from the gaps in the clouds.There was no light in the room, and the whole room was pitch black, and her figure seemed to be swallowed by the darkness.

Can't see the light, can't see the way out, it turns out that this is the feeling of darkness

she left

Since returning to Seoul, she has never returned to that home.In the blink of an eye, I have been here for a year.In fact, Su Xiao didn't want to go back to see her mother, but she was afraid of her mother's hysteria, so she didn't go back, and she didn't dare to go back.Right now, it's almost the end of the year, and SM has started to announce the members of the upcoming new group EXO, including Chanyeol.

At that time, Chanyeol was 19 years old.

And a hundred days later, all members of EXO have been announced, that is to say, Chanyeol is about to debut.

At that time, Chanyeol had not yet celebrated his 20th birthday.

The night before their debut, all twelve members hid in the practice room and drank, all of them drunk.In the end, Chanyeol was carried back by Su Xiao, while the other members simply lay on the ground to make ends meet for the whole night. Anyway, they were with each other, so they wouldn’t be cold.When Su Xiao and Chanyeol returned to the dormitory, it was already late at night, and the night was swallowing up the setting sun bit by bit, and finally only a little bit of starlight was left to illuminate them.

Walking to the bed, Su Xiao really couldn't support Chanyeol's weight, but couldn't bear to throw him on the bed, so he had to put him down bit by bit.Chanyeol is very tall, and Su Xiao only reaches his heart. With such a huge height gap, every step that Su Xiao takes while holding Chanyeol is a great physical exertion.She was just about to find him a hangover medicine, but he dragged her back.

The drunken Chanyeol was amazingly strong, he hugged Su Xiao tightly, leaving her nowhere to escape.She just lay on his chest like that, not daring to make a sound.He suddenly turned over and pressed on her body, and the two bodies were tightly pressed together.Chanyeol panted heavily, because of the catalysis of alcohol, his consciousness gradually became unconscious.Su Xiao put his hands on his chest, trying to push him away.

But he grabbed her restless hands with one hand, and pressed them on the top of her head, leaving no trace of tender kisses imprinted on Su Xiao's body, leaving a series of marks that belonged to him.Su Xiao couldn't resist at all, so he had to close his eyes resignedly.From the lips, to the neck, to the collarbone, until the last button of her blouse was unbuttoned.

She didn't resist any more, she put her hands around Chanlie's neck, let him take off her clothes, let him ignite balls of flames on her body.In the darkness, the two bodies slowly approached and merged.

Chanyeol, I'm finally with you for real.

When he woke up the next day, he had a splitting headache, but the people around him had long since disappeared, just like the girl who left without saying goodbye a few years ago.He looked for her figure everywhere, but found that the building was already empty, and all that was left was the letter pressed with a glass of milk on the bedside table.

Chanyeol, I’m leaving, don’t look for me, you debuted, take good care of yourself, because in the future, there will never be a Sue nagging in your ear like an old woman, remember to wear more clothes so you don’t catch a cold .In fact, I already knew that I can't be with you. Mom is right, you will still make your debut.

I used to think that you and I would have a happy ending, but I found that it seemed impossible.Your ultimate affiliation is still the stage after all, and your affiliation is a place that I daunt.I am really satisfied to be by your side for such a long time, and I don't want to think about anything else.

But, Chanyeol, you have to remember that there is a fool named Su Xiao who always loves you, always by your side, always in a place where you can't see, guarding you, loving you.

good let's go home

Five years later.

When she saw Chanyeol again, it was already five years later.But at that time, beside her, she already had a pair of children.That's right, it was Chanyeol's child, and she didn't know she was pregnant until long after she had sex with him.She was less than 19 years old when Park Yinhui and Park Yinyi were born.Because she knew they were Chanyeol's children, she didn't dare to kill them.The mother miraculously accepted them and cared for the two little guys who are not yet 5 years old this year.

However, Chanyeol has never found her, and he doesn't know that she has given birth to a pair of children for him.

She was still reluctant to mention that night five years ago.After such lingering, with them.

Today is the [-]th anniversary of EXO's debut, and Su Xiao sat in the auditorium of the Seoul concert with Park Eun Hye and Park Eun Eui.She couldn't help touching the faces of the two children beside her, both of them looked exactly like Canyeol, with every frown, smile, and every move, they seemed to be the same as him.

She never thought about making them recognize each other, nor did she think about going to find Chanyeol.

Chanyeol is only 24 years old this year, he still has a long way to go and a great future.And her appearance will only bring him trouble like 5 years ago.Even if Park Yinhui and Park Yinyi don't have a father, it's enough to have her.

EXO's popularity is very high, so concert tickets are very difficult to buy, and it was Kim Junmyeon who begged the organizer for a long time to get these three tickets.Over the past few years, she has been in constant contact with Kim Junmyeon, but Kim Junmyeon has never revealed any information to Chanyeol about her whereabouts.She just wanted to take a look at him from afar.

After all, we haven't seen each other for five years.

She just wanted to see what he looked like now, just wanted to see what he looked like singing and dancing on the stage, shining brightly.

Amidst the cheers, he still walked onto the stage.For a moment, she had the feeling that he knew he was there.At that time, EXO, Wu Yifan, Lu Han, and Huang Zitao had all left the team one after another, and only Zhang Yixing was left as a Chinese member of the team.And the tidy weareone that twelve people shouted together, before Su Xiao had time to hear it with his own ears, he never heard it again.

But she could clearly see that the three of them were sitting in the first row of seats, the three Chinese members who had left the team, and they were wearing performance costumes, and their faces had obviously been put on makeup.From this point of view, I am afraid that he is about to take the stage.However, what if it is on stage?Twelve people move together, laugh and laugh together, and the days of performing together will never go back.

She just stared at his figure on the stage so earnestly, and the two children sitting beside her were also fascinated by watching, and they probably also noticed that