Abnormal Museum Pokédex
Chapter 142 S3
The darkest hour before the dawn.
The off-road vehicle was driving in the jungle that covered the sky, and the lights of the two vehicles only illuminated a short section of the road ahead.Xiao Su leaned on the back of the seat, the smoke from the corner of his mouth reflected an orange-red light spot on the window glass, bright and dark from time to time.
He could no longer tell the direction. When he first came out of the tunnel, he knew they were going north. Later, Fang Huize drove around in the car, and he completely lost his sense of direction.
However, he felt that they were heading west, because the moisture in the air was getting heavier, and this would only happen if they walked in the direction of Whale Lake.
why?
He couldn't figure it out, Busina will soon find out that Nguf is dead, and they will definitely be wanted in the entire northwest mountainous area by then. The most sensible choice for them at present is not to run east quickly and take advantage of the opponent's deployment When you are not in place, leave the sphere of influence of the rebels as soon as possible?
The entire coast of Whale Lake is Bushina's territory. Wouldn't it be self-inflicted to run west at this time?
Xiao Su looked at the figure reflected on the car window, Fang Huize looked as usual, without any panic, as if he knew everything about what was going to happen.
No, no, he has never been a reckless person. Rong Rui said that Fang Huize will never only do things with PLAYA. Before doing anything, he will definitely arrange PLAYB, even C and D.
For example, tonight, after he received Bushina's call, he immediately had a premonition of the possible danger, so he gave up taking the helicopter to escape and left ELYsion by land.
And this car should have been prepared yesterday afternoon, and it was hidden in the woods at the exit of the tunnel in advance—Xiao Su remembered very clearly that Fang Huize came to see him in the room in the evening, wearing towel socks, with mud on the trousers, At that time, it should have just returned from hiding the car.
It's too scary... Xiao Su sighed in his heart, you know, when he met Fang Huize in the stone house at noon yesterday, he seemed to have just received the news that someone was invading and he was on guard.Within a few hours, everything was prepared, including the worst.
So where are they going now?
The fishy smell of the lake became more and more obvious. Xiao Su recalled the map around the Whale Lake in his mind, looking for the place where they might escape. Suddenly, a flash of light flashed - the national border!
That's right, Whale Lake lies on the northwestern border of Kili. There are three countries bordering on the lake. In addition to Kili, there are Gangao and Qiongba.
Xiao Su remembered that when he was just captured by Weta and handed over to Fang Huize, he had ordered Weta soldiers to divert the pursuers in three ways, one of which was to cross the border of Jumba to Niger.
Therefore, their next step is likely to cross the Whale Lake and flee to Qiongba Country!
Xiao Su was stunned, and had to admit that Fang Huize was really smart. They were already in the hinterland of Bushina's sphere of influence. No matter how fast they ran eastward, they could not pass the satellite phone signal. As long as a team received an order to intercept, they would It's time to catch them -- there's only two of them, after all.
But running in the opposite direction is much easier. For the time being, Bushina can't think of sending people to the west to hunt them down, and they will have more time to turn around.
ELYsion is not far from Whale Lake. Once they get on the boat, it will be difficult to catch up. Busina is not a Chinese coast guard, and has no water warfare capabilities, so she dare not rashly lead troops into foreign countries to chase them down.
As long as they enter the border of Qiongba, they are like a drop of water sprinkled into the sea, and no one can find them again.
Xiao Su felt chills in his heart, and turned his head to look at Fang Huize. This person never said nothing, and from the first day he was caught, he was ready to never let go.
Even if Yeager disappeared, all the viruses were lost, and no one could save him anymore, Fang Huize didn't intend to let him go.
He really wanted to bury him with his own hands.
However, Rong Rui has already arrived, just behind him, maybe tens of kilometers, maybe only a dozen kilometers...
Xiao Su suddenly had a very strong desire in his heart, wanting to take another look at Rong Rui before dying.
Yes, before leaving Jingchuan, he was ready for a farewell, but now he regretted it.He wanted to meet Rong Rui again, tell him the cause of Zheng Fei's death 12 years ago, and tell him that his mother still loved and missed him even at the end of her life.
He wanted to hand over the picture book in his arms to Rong Rui intact, guide him to the paradise that his mother discovered before his death, find that primitive creature, give it to the right person, and fulfill her unfulfilled last wish.
The blood suddenly rushed to his heart, Xiao Su really wanted to open the car door and jump out immediately, running all the way to the man who tried his best to find him and save him.
They are only one step away...
Xiao Su subconsciously grabbed the door handle, but the next moment, with a click, Fang Huize locked the door.
He woke up instantly, everything was just his delusion, even if he jumped out of the car, he couldn't go back, he didn't even have healthy legs to run... Xiao Su silently closed his eyes.
He realized that his last moment might be approaching.
Let's face it, he was destined to be left alone in this strange land.
He will never see Rongrui again.
The only thing he can do is to keep Fang Huize here.
The car stopped, and Fang Huize turned off the engine.By the light of the car lights, Xiao Su found that they had come to the lake. Not far away, the water was sparkling, reflecting the stars in the sky.
"Where are you going?" Xiao Su asked Fang Huize, "Jongba?"
"Well, you guessed it." Fang Huize got out of the car, took the wheelchair from the trunk, carried him out of the car and placed it on it.
"Why bother?" Xiao Su pressed the controller and said, "It's come to this point, why bother?"
Fang Huize pushed the wheelchair, but did not push it.Xiao Su said: "Yeger is dead, the virus is gone, we can never go back to East Africa, the ELYsion plan has completely failed, why do you still want to take me to Chumba?"
He looked up at Fang Huize: "I'm already like this. Even if I escape, I won't live long. Why do you bother? Isn't it easy to bury me with your own hands? Don't you have a gun?"
The starlight was dim, Fang Huize looked down at him, his face was hidden in the shadow, only a vague outline.
"Yeger is not dead." Fang Huize said, "As soon as what happened last night, he ran away. I received a call from Busina, who said that ELYsion's position may have been exposed, and she asked me to transfer Ngufu overnight to New Zealand. Base. When I went to the laboratory to find Yeager, I found that he had left, taking a batch of important samples and materials with him."
Xiao Su was stunned. He didn't know whether to be lucky or disappointed. Deep down in his heart, he basically believed that Yeager had killed Zheng Fei, but he still had one thought, hoping to hear Yeager's words with his own ears. Al told the truth.
Thinking about Yeager's expression when he handed over the picture book last night, he felt that this guy ran logically—witnessing Fang Huize's long-term thunder tactics, Yeager had already become frightened, even if he only heard the sound of pulling the bolt of the gun, He will also believe that the bullet is already on his way to his head.
"The rest of the things are in the car, and I brought out what I can." Fang Huize said to Xiao Su, "So, the ELYsion plan has not failed, everything is there, and everyone is there. As long as today is over, I will You must be able to find Yeager and let him continue his previous research. As long as you take a good rest, you can live for at least half a year... Asu, we are far from hopeless."
The Whale Lake before dawn was quiet and quiet, only the sound of the soft waves of the lake was heard, he gently smoothed Xiao Su's hair, and his tone was nervous and gentle: "How could I kill you? In this life, I only have You, my past, my present, and my future are all tied to your existence."
Fang Huize squatted down and looked up at Xiao Su slightly, with pure, almost pious eyes: "From the age of 14 to now, I have dreamed that I am standing on a cliff every day, with thorns behind me, a sea of blood in front of me, and a knife under my feet. Jian...I don't think I'm Fang Huize, nor Shi Peng's son, I can't find myself at all."
A drop of water fell on Xiao Su's lap, and Fang Huize's voice was slightly breathless: "Only when I think of you in my heart, do I feel that I am real... You trust me, rely on me, and don't care about any identity." , just because of our relationship from childhood to adulthood... I know you don't love me, you only treat me as a little uncle, but it doesn't matter, I want this little bit, and with this little bit, I can step on the tip of a knife and keep going Go down, go down."
Another drop of water fell, and he said: "I know, you won't even give me this little bit now, but how can I stop? I have to lie to myself every day, lie to myself that as long as you live, Everything I do is meaningful... Please, Ah Su, follow me to Chumba and live... Let me lie to myself a little longer, life is actually very short, as long as you lie to me again, it will be over gone."
Dim starlight fell from the sky and shone on his slightly upturned face, faintly reflecting the light water color.The distant sound of the wind and the sound of the waves reverberated with his cold and low-pitched confession, creating a touching sense of sadness.
But Xiao Su only felt creepy.
This was probably the scariest confession he had ever heard.
For a moment, Xiao Su felt that he was the next En Gufu, and Fang Huize didn't care whether he was still alive, whether he still had thoughts, whether he loved him or hated him... The concept of "Xiao Su" was in Fang Huize's life , no longer has any biological meaning, but has become an abstract totem, just like the nihilistic gods that Hao Yunlai prays to every day, as long as it exists, it is enough, and there is no reality at all.
Sad, ridiculous, and even more terrifying.
"Come with me, I said I would save you, I will definitely do it." Fang Huize took his silence as tacit consent, got up and pushed him towards the lake.
A boat was moored on a small pier made of random stones. Fang Huize jumped over, built a plank, and pushed Xiao Su onto the deck of the boat.
"Don't move, wait for me to get the luggage." He jumped onto the pier and walked towards the off-road vehicle, not forgetting to remove the piece of wood before leaving.
This may be the last chance...Xiao Su watched his back leave, his heart swayed, and he immediately turned and walked into the cabin.He is quite familiar with this kind of boat. When he was in college, he helped Xiao Ran arrange a birthday on the water. Later, he was in a bad mood and rented one to live on the Longshui River for a while.
When Fang Huize came back dragging his suitcase, Xiao Su had already returned to the deck, wrapped in a coat, quietly looking at the opposite mountain.
"Go to the cabin, it's cold on the deck." Fang Huize put the suitcase into the cabin, took out the key from the inner pocket of the windbreaker, and prepared to sail.
A gust of wind blew, the boat shook, and Fang Huize staggered.Xiao Su's wheelchair didn't have locked wheels, so he slid to the left and hit the railing hard. He was thrown out immediately, over the railing, and fell under the boat.
"Ah!" Xiao Su screamed, waving his hands and grabbing at the guardrail.Fang Huize's eyes were sharp and his hands were quick. He rushed over and grabbed his coat, pulling him back.
The two hugged each other and fell on the deck. Fang Huize was still in shock and gasped for several breaths before getting up: "How are you?"
Xiao Su lay on his back under him, his breathing was surprisingly even, his eyes fixed on him, his dark pupils reflected the shimmer of stars, cold and bright.
Fang Huize stared into those starry eyes for a second, or only half a second, startled, and suddenly realized something.
"Where's the key?" Fang Huize fumbled for his pocket in a hurry, and then grabbed Xiao Su's hand to open it. His cold palm was empty and contained nothing.
"Where's the key?!" Fang Huize grabbed his collar and shouted, "Give it to me!"
Xiao Su didn't say a word, the corners of his thin mouth were tightly pursed, and there was cold determination in his eyes.
"You!!" Fang Huize got up, ran to the guardrail just now and looked down, only to see the deep water surface, too dark to see the color clearly, a circle of ripples slowly swaying, like a cruel mockery.
"Did you really throw the key down?" Fang Huize looked at Xiao Su in disbelief.
Xiao Su had already got up, sat on the ground leaning against the railing on the other side, looked at him across the deck, without saying a word.
"You..." Fang Huize was furious, but time was waiting for no one, and she immediately began to take off her coat, ready to go into the water to get the key, without bothering to trouble him.
As soon as he turned around, a sharp whistle suddenly sounded in his ear, and when he looked up, he saw a red flare rising rapidly, exploding a ball of eye-catching fireworks under the blue sky.
"Are you fucking crazy?!" Fang Huize threw the windbreaker on the ground hard, rushed over to snatch the flare gun from Xiao Su's hand, and threw it into the lake.
But he knew it was too late, such a dark sky and such bright fireworks could be seen clearly within a radius of dozens of kilometers!
"Why?" Fang Huize grabbed Xiao Su's arm and dragged him up, shaking him violently, "Where did you find the flare gun? What the hell are you trying to do?"
Xiao Su gritted his teeth without saying a word, his eyes were impenetrably cold.
Fang Huize pushed him down on the deck and slapped him hard.
Xiao Su let out a muffled snort, and his whole body was turned sideways by him, and a red palm print was instantly printed on his snow-white face.
"You want to die that much, huh?" Fang Huize's eyes were red, and his head was rushing, as if some devil was about to jump out.He walked back and forth on the deck like a trapped animal, rushed over several times and wanted to hit people, but then forcibly suppressed it with his remaining rationality.
Xiao Su had no strength to fight back at all, he could only lie on the ground panting, like a dying sheep, helpless and weak.But Fang Huize felt that she was going to be driven crazy by him, driven crazy by his self-willedness, she had done so much, endured so hard, and finally got such a reward...
"You have no heart at all!" Fang Huize roared hoarsely, rushed over and dragged him up by the shoulders, and threw him on the deck again, "Why did you harm me, ah? Who have I been doing all these years for? For whom? My people Neither human nor ghost..."
"Hehehe..." Xiao Su suddenly laughed, his thin chest trembled slightly, and he let out a mockery from the depths of his soul, "You, you are going to deceive yourself... until when?"
Blood flowed down the corner of his mouth, his face was as white as paper, almost dead blue, but his eyes were so bright that they shone coldly: "As selfish as you, when did you do anything for others? Fang Huize, don't lie to yourself Now, you have never, never been for me, you are only for yourself...only for your own dirty soul, looking for an outlet for salvation."
He was lying on the deck, his body was so thin that he could hardly see any ups and downs, like a ghost wrapped in a black coat, which would melt into the wind in a second and disappear on the surface of the lake where the morning mist gradually rose.
"There is a devil living in your body. The more you kill, the stronger the devil becomes. In the end, you find that you are about to be swallowed by the devil, so you start to be afraid..." Xiao Su lacked breath, his voice was very soft, but Very clear, "You must be afraid to face yourself in the mirror, right? You are so good, so powerful, and you should be admired by everyone, but your heart is completely occupied by the killing devil. You feel inferior, cowardly, regretful, and unable to extricate yourself... You find There is only one fool in this world who still regards you as a perfect uncle, so you grab him, treat him as a life-saving straw, and use all your strength to create a perfect image in front of him."
He looked at Fang Huize with mockery in his eyes: "I am that fool, but unfortunately my mother saw through you and used her powerful power to suppress your humble lies and shield you from my world... Then, then you , you killed her."
Tears rolled down from his eyes, Xiao Su thought of Fang Huici who was unconscious, and he would never see her again in this life, so he couldn't help crying: "You said you love me, you want to save me, but you never I thought about telling my mother about Yeager's existence, but I never thought about using normal channels to heal me... You just want to be my God, let me worship you, rely on you, and never leave you for the rest of my life... In order to obtain this extreme surrender, you did not hesitate to kill all those who might protect me and help me, making me a helpless beggar who could only kneel at your feet and beg for mercy... What you want is another Vincent!"
He said word by word: "Fang Huize, you have never loved me, you only love yourself, your self-harm and self-pity are all for yourself, I am just a tool for your delusional self-salvation!"
"No!" Fang Huize knelt on him, looking at him in fear, her nostrils flaring and her whole body trembling, "You're talking nonsense...you're crazy...you heartless bastard...all these years, I did it all for You! For you!"
"Cheat ghosts!" Xiao Su hissed, "I don't need it, I don't accept it! My life only belongs to me, and I don't need you to plan for me! Who the hell are you?"
He pushed him away with all his strength: "I want to love who I want to love, do what I want to do, whether I am 27 or 72 years old, I have no regrets! You are in my life, never A seat, you paranoid, murderer, white-eyed wolf, you don't deserve to participate in my life, even for a minute, even for a second!"
"Shut up! Shut up, shut up!" Fang Huize yelled frantically, grabbed his hands and pressed them under his body, using his strong physical strength to suppress his weak resistance, "You only belong to me! You can't love anyone! I said To do it... Even if you die, I have to burn it and bury it with my own hands! Yes, I am crazy, my life is dirty, I am inferior and cowardly... so what? I can still have you! "
He panted violently like a dying beast, and slowly took out the pistol that killed Hao Yunlai from his pocket, scratched Xiao Su's forehead, across the bridge of his nose, across his lips, and finally touched the hollow of his jaw: "No one If I can save you, no one can take you away from me. Ah Su, even if I go to hell, I will carry your ashes in my arms... Maybe I don’t love you, but I just want you. For the rest of my life, I will never, never lose you!"
The gun was pressed against the skin, and Xiao Su felt that the metal on the muzzle of the gun was like a cold iron, ironing his life like ashes.At the last moment, he smiled slightly: "You can't run away, you can't go to Chumba, you can't go to America, you can't go anywhere, Rongrui will catch you for me."
He slowly closed his eyes: "Farewell to Fang Huize, don't be reincarnated in the next life, you are not worthy of being a human being."
A gust of wind blew past his ear, accompanied by a thin whistling sound, Xiao Su heard a muffled "flutter" sound, followed by the sound of something being blown up.
The hot liquid splashed on his ears, Xiao Su opened his eyes suddenly, and found that he was not dead, Fang Huize's face was frozen at the moment before he shot, hideous and distorted, a small black hole appeared on his forehead, and the bright red blood was on the verge of death. Slowly flow out of the hole.
Xiao Su looked at him incredulously, and even forgot to breathe.After a while, Fang Huize's chest suddenly swelled, his body stiffly threw himself forward, and fell down.
He threw himself face down on the deck, the back of his head seemed to have been pierced by something, his flesh was bloody, and viscous liquid gushed out, and in an instant a mass of dark red fainted on the ground.
His shirt was soaked with sweat, and the tattoo on his back was faintly printed. The Sanskrit Buddhist scriptures were solemn and dignified, and every word was written with compassion, but they failed to lift his heavy soul.
Five seconds later, Xiao Su finally found his breath, took a deep breath, and slowly stretched his fingers towards Fang Huize's nostrils——
he died.
When the wind blows, the jungle in the distance rustles, and the lake makes a monotonous sound of waves.
Above the sky, all the stars fell, and a faint glow appeared at the end of the horizon.
At last the long night passed, and it was dawn.
The author has something to say: it's Father Rong.
Three kilometers extreme sniping.
So now he's still on his way to the lake... Only bullets are the fastest.
The off-road vehicle was driving in the jungle that covered the sky, and the lights of the two vehicles only illuminated a short section of the road ahead.Xiao Su leaned on the back of the seat, the smoke from the corner of his mouth reflected an orange-red light spot on the window glass, bright and dark from time to time.
He could no longer tell the direction. When he first came out of the tunnel, he knew they were going north. Later, Fang Huize drove around in the car, and he completely lost his sense of direction.
However, he felt that they were heading west, because the moisture in the air was getting heavier, and this would only happen if they walked in the direction of Whale Lake.
why?
He couldn't figure it out, Busina will soon find out that Nguf is dead, and they will definitely be wanted in the entire northwest mountainous area by then. The most sensible choice for them at present is not to run east quickly and take advantage of the opponent's deployment When you are not in place, leave the sphere of influence of the rebels as soon as possible?
The entire coast of Whale Lake is Bushina's territory. Wouldn't it be self-inflicted to run west at this time?
Xiao Su looked at the figure reflected on the car window, Fang Huize looked as usual, without any panic, as if he knew everything about what was going to happen.
No, no, he has never been a reckless person. Rong Rui said that Fang Huize will never only do things with PLAYA. Before doing anything, he will definitely arrange PLAYB, even C and D.
For example, tonight, after he received Bushina's call, he immediately had a premonition of the possible danger, so he gave up taking the helicopter to escape and left ELYsion by land.
And this car should have been prepared yesterday afternoon, and it was hidden in the woods at the exit of the tunnel in advance—Xiao Su remembered very clearly that Fang Huize came to see him in the room in the evening, wearing towel socks, with mud on the trousers, At that time, it should have just returned from hiding the car.
It's too scary... Xiao Su sighed in his heart, you know, when he met Fang Huize in the stone house at noon yesterday, he seemed to have just received the news that someone was invading and he was on guard.Within a few hours, everything was prepared, including the worst.
So where are they going now?
The fishy smell of the lake became more and more obvious. Xiao Su recalled the map around the Whale Lake in his mind, looking for the place where they might escape. Suddenly, a flash of light flashed - the national border!
That's right, Whale Lake lies on the northwestern border of Kili. There are three countries bordering on the lake. In addition to Kili, there are Gangao and Qiongba.
Xiao Su remembered that when he was just captured by Weta and handed over to Fang Huize, he had ordered Weta soldiers to divert the pursuers in three ways, one of which was to cross the border of Jumba to Niger.
Therefore, their next step is likely to cross the Whale Lake and flee to Qiongba Country!
Xiao Su was stunned, and had to admit that Fang Huize was really smart. They were already in the hinterland of Bushina's sphere of influence. No matter how fast they ran eastward, they could not pass the satellite phone signal. As long as a team received an order to intercept, they would It's time to catch them -- there's only two of them, after all.
But running in the opposite direction is much easier. For the time being, Bushina can't think of sending people to the west to hunt them down, and they will have more time to turn around.
ELYsion is not far from Whale Lake. Once they get on the boat, it will be difficult to catch up. Busina is not a Chinese coast guard, and has no water warfare capabilities, so she dare not rashly lead troops into foreign countries to chase them down.
As long as they enter the border of Qiongba, they are like a drop of water sprinkled into the sea, and no one can find them again.
Xiao Su felt chills in his heart, and turned his head to look at Fang Huize. This person never said nothing, and from the first day he was caught, he was ready to never let go.
Even if Yeager disappeared, all the viruses were lost, and no one could save him anymore, Fang Huize didn't intend to let him go.
He really wanted to bury him with his own hands.
However, Rong Rui has already arrived, just behind him, maybe tens of kilometers, maybe only a dozen kilometers...
Xiao Su suddenly had a very strong desire in his heart, wanting to take another look at Rong Rui before dying.
Yes, before leaving Jingchuan, he was ready for a farewell, but now he regretted it.He wanted to meet Rong Rui again, tell him the cause of Zheng Fei's death 12 years ago, and tell him that his mother still loved and missed him even at the end of her life.
He wanted to hand over the picture book in his arms to Rong Rui intact, guide him to the paradise that his mother discovered before his death, find that primitive creature, give it to the right person, and fulfill her unfulfilled last wish.
The blood suddenly rushed to his heart, Xiao Su really wanted to open the car door and jump out immediately, running all the way to the man who tried his best to find him and save him.
They are only one step away...
Xiao Su subconsciously grabbed the door handle, but the next moment, with a click, Fang Huize locked the door.
He woke up instantly, everything was just his delusion, even if he jumped out of the car, he couldn't go back, he didn't even have healthy legs to run... Xiao Su silently closed his eyes.
He realized that his last moment might be approaching.
Let's face it, he was destined to be left alone in this strange land.
He will never see Rongrui again.
The only thing he can do is to keep Fang Huize here.
The car stopped, and Fang Huize turned off the engine.By the light of the car lights, Xiao Su found that they had come to the lake. Not far away, the water was sparkling, reflecting the stars in the sky.
"Where are you going?" Xiao Su asked Fang Huize, "Jongba?"
"Well, you guessed it." Fang Huize got out of the car, took the wheelchair from the trunk, carried him out of the car and placed it on it.
"Why bother?" Xiao Su pressed the controller and said, "It's come to this point, why bother?"
Fang Huize pushed the wheelchair, but did not push it.Xiao Su said: "Yeger is dead, the virus is gone, we can never go back to East Africa, the ELYsion plan has completely failed, why do you still want to take me to Chumba?"
He looked up at Fang Huize: "I'm already like this. Even if I escape, I won't live long. Why do you bother? Isn't it easy to bury me with your own hands? Don't you have a gun?"
The starlight was dim, Fang Huize looked down at him, his face was hidden in the shadow, only a vague outline.
"Yeger is not dead." Fang Huize said, "As soon as what happened last night, he ran away. I received a call from Busina, who said that ELYsion's position may have been exposed, and she asked me to transfer Ngufu overnight to New Zealand. Base. When I went to the laboratory to find Yeager, I found that he had left, taking a batch of important samples and materials with him."
Xiao Su was stunned. He didn't know whether to be lucky or disappointed. Deep down in his heart, he basically believed that Yeager had killed Zheng Fei, but he still had one thought, hoping to hear Yeager's words with his own ears. Al told the truth.
Thinking about Yeager's expression when he handed over the picture book last night, he felt that this guy ran logically—witnessing Fang Huize's long-term thunder tactics, Yeager had already become frightened, even if he only heard the sound of pulling the bolt of the gun, He will also believe that the bullet is already on his way to his head.
"The rest of the things are in the car, and I brought out what I can." Fang Huize said to Xiao Su, "So, the ELYsion plan has not failed, everything is there, and everyone is there. As long as today is over, I will You must be able to find Yeager and let him continue his previous research. As long as you take a good rest, you can live for at least half a year... Asu, we are far from hopeless."
The Whale Lake before dawn was quiet and quiet, only the sound of the soft waves of the lake was heard, he gently smoothed Xiao Su's hair, and his tone was nervous and gentle: "How could I kill you? In this life, I only have You, my past, my present, and my future are all tied to your existence."
Fang Huize squatted down and looked up at Xiao Su slightly, with pure, almost pious eyes: "From the age of 14 to now, I have dreamed that I am standing on a cliff every day, with thorns behind me, a sea of blood in front of me, and a knife under my feet. Jian...I don't think I'm Fang Huize, nor Shi Peng's son, I can't find myself at all."
A drop of water fell on Xiao Su's lap, and Fang Huize's voice was slightly breathless: "Only when I think of you in my heart, do I feel that I am real... You trust me, rely on me, and don't care about any identity." , just because of our relationship from childhood to adulthood... I know you don't love me, you only treat me as a little uncle, but it doesn't matter, I want this little bit, and with this little bit, I can step on the tip of a knife and keep going Go down, go down."
Another drop of water fell, and he said: "I know, you won't even give me this little bit now, but how can I stop? I have to lie to myself every day, lie to myself that as long as you live, Everything I do is meaningful... Please, Ah Su, follow me to Chumba and live... Let me lie to myself a little longer, life is actually very short, as long as you lie to me again, it will be over gone."
Dim starlight fell from the sky and shone on his slightly upturned face, faintly reflecting the light water color.The distant sound of the wind and the sound of the waves reverberated with his cold and low-pitched confession, creating a touching sense of sadness.
But Xiao Su only felt creepy.
This was probably the scariest confession he had ever heard.
For a moment, Xiao Su felt that he was the next En Gufu, and Fang Huize didn't care whether he was still alive, whether he still had thoughts, whether he loved him or hated him... The concept of "Xiao Su" was in Fang Huize's life , no longer has any biological meaning, but has become an abstract totem, just like the nihilistic gods that Hao Yunlai prays to every day, as long as it exists, it is enough, and there is no reality at all.
Sad, ridiculous, and even more terrifying.
"Come with me, I said I would save you, I will definitely do it." Fang Huize took his silence as tacit consent, got up and pushed him towards the lake.
A boat was moored on a small pier made of random stones. Fang Huize jumped over, built a plank, and pushed Xiao Su onto the deck of the boat.
"Don't move, wait for me to get the luggage." He jumped onto the pier and walked towards the off-road vehicle, not forgetting to remove the piece of wood before leaving.
This may be the last chance...Xiao Su watched his back leave, his heart swayed, and he immediately turned and walked into the cabin.He is quite familiar with this kind of boat. When he was in college, he helped Xiao Ran arrange a birthday on the water. Later, he was in a bad mood and rented one to live on the Longshui River for a while.
When Fang Huize came back dragging his suitcase, Xiao Su had already returned to the deck, wrapped in a coat, quietly looking at the opposite mountain.
"Go to the cabin, it's cold on the deck." Fang Huize put the suitcase into the cabin, took out the key from the inner pocket of the windbreaker, and prepared to sail.
A gust of wind blew, the boat shook, and Fang Huize staggered.Xiao Su's wheelchair didn't have locked wheels, so he slid to the left and hit the railing hard. He was thrown out immediately, over the railing, and fell under the boat.
"Ah!" Xiao Su screamed, waving his hands and grabbing at the guardrail.Fang Huize's eyes were sharp and his hands were quick. He rushed over and grabbed his coat, pulling him back.
The two hugged each other and fell on the deck. Fang Huize was still in shock and gasped for several breaths before getting up: "How are you?"
Xiao Su lay on his back under him, his breathing was surprisingly even, his eyes fixed on him, his dark pupils reflected the shimmer of stars, cold and bright.
Fang Huize stared into those starry eyes for a second, or only half a second, startled, and suddenly realized something.
"Where's the key?" Fang Huize fumbled for his pocket in a hurry, and then grabbed Xiao Su's hand to open it. His cold palm was empty and contained nothing.
"Where's the key?!" Fang Huize grabbed his collar and shouted, "Give it to me!"
Xiao Su didn't say a word, the corners of his thin mouth were tightly pursed, and there was cold determination in his eyes.
"You!!" Fang Huize got up, ran to the guardrail just now and looked down, only to see the deep water surface, too dark to see the color clearly, a circle of ripples slowly swaying, like a cruel mockery.
"Did you really throw the key down?" Fang Huize looked at Xiao Su in disbelief.
Xiao Su had already got up, sat on the ground leaning against the railing on the other side, looked at him across the deck, without saying a word.
"You..." Fang Huize was furious, but time was waiting for no one, and she immediately began to take off her coat, ready to go into the water to get the key, without bothering to trouble him.
As soon as he turned around, a sharp whistle suddenly sounded in his ear, and when he looked up, he saw a red flare rising rapidly, exploding a ball of eye-catching fireworks under the blue sky.
"Are you fucking crazy?!" Fang Huize threw the windbreaker on the ground hard, rushed over to snatch the flare gun from Xiao Su's hand, and threw it into the lake.
But he knew it was too late, such a dark sky and such bright fireworks could be seen clearly within a radius of dozens of kilometers!
"Why?" Fang Huize grabbed Xiao Su's arm and dragged him up, shaking him violently, "Where did you find the flare gun? What the hell are you trying to do?"
Xiao Su gritted his teeth without saying a word, his eyes were impenetrably cold.
Fang Huize pushed him down on the deck and slapped him hard.
Xiao Su let out a muffled snort, and his whole body was turned sideways by him, and a red palm print was instantly printed on his snow-white face.
"You want to die that much, huh?" Fang Huize's eyes were red, and his head was rushing, as if some devil was about to jump out.He walked back and forth on the deck like a trapped animal, rushed over several times and wanted to hit people, but then forcibly suppressed it with his remaining rationality.
Xiao Su had no strength to fight back at all, he could only lie on the ground panting, like a dying sheep, helpless and weak.But Fang Huize felt that she was going to be driven crazy by him, driven crazy by his self-willedness, she had done so much, endured so hard, and finally got such a reward...
"You have no heart at all!" Fang Huize roared hoarsely, rushed over and dragged him up by the shoulders, and threw him on the deck again, "Why did you harm me, ah? Who have I been doing all these years for? For whom? My people Neither human nor ghost..."
"Hehehe..." Xiao Su suddenly laughed, his thin chest trembled slightly, and he let out a mockery from the depths of his soul, "You, you are going to deceive yourself... until when?"
Blood flowed down the corner of his mouth, his face was as white as paper, almost dead blue, but his eyes were so bright that they shone coldly: "As selfish as you, when did you do anything for others? Fang Huize, don't lie to yourself Now, you have never, never been for me, you are only for yourself...only for your own dirty soul, looking for an outlet for salvation."
He was lying on the deck, his body was so thin that he could hardly see any ups and downs, like a ghost wrapped in a black coat, which would melt into the wind in a second and disappear on the surface of the lake where the morning mist gradually rose.
"There is a devil living in your body. The more you kill, the stronger the devil becomes. In the end, you find that you are about to be swallowed by the devil, so you start to be afraid..." Xiao Su lacked breath, his voice was very soft, but Very clear, "You must be afraid to face yourself in the mirror, right? You are so good, so powerful, and you should be admired by everyone, but your heart is completely occupied by the killing devil. You feel inferior, cowardly, regretful, and unable to extricate yourself... You find There is only one fool in this world who still regards you as a perfect uncle, so you grab him, treat him as a life-saving straw, and use all your strength to create a perfect image in front of him."
He looked at Fang Huize with mockery in his eyes: "I am that fool, but unfortunately my mother saw through you and used her powerful power to suppress your humble lies and shield you from my world... Then, then you , you killed her."
Tears rolled down from his eyes, Xiao Su thought of Fang Huici who was unconscious, and he would never see her again in this life, so he couldn't help crying: "You said you love me, you want to save me, but you never I thought about telling my mother about Yeager's existence, but I never thought about using normal channels to heal me... You just want to be my God, let me worship you, rely on you, and never leave you for the rest of my life... In order to obtain this extreme surrender, you did not hesitate to kill all those who might protect me and help me, making me a helpless beggar who could only kneel at your feet and beg for mercy... What you want is another Vincent!"
He said word by word: "Fang Huize, you have never loved me, you only love yourself, your self-harm and self-pity are all for yourself, I am just a tool for your delusional self-salvation!"
"No!" Fang Huize knelt on him, looking at him in fear, her nostrils flaring and her whole body trembling, "You're talking nonsense...you're crazy...you heartless bastard...all these years, I did it all for You! For you!"
"Cheat ghosts!" Xiao Su hissed, "I don't need it, I don't accept it! My life only belongs to me, and I don't need you to plan for me! Who the hell are you?"
He pushed him away with all his strength: "I want to love who I want to love, do what I want to do, whether I am 27 or 72 years old, I have no regrets! You are in my life, never A seat, you paranoid, murderer, white-eyed wolf, you don't deserve to participate in my life, even for a minute, even for a second!"
"Shut up! Shut up, shut up!" Fang Huize yelled frantically, grabbed his hands and pressed them under his body, using his strong physical strength to suppress his weak resistance, "You only belong to me! You can't love anyone! I said To do it... Even if you die, I have to burn it and bury it with my own hands! Yes, I am crazy, my life is dirty, I am inferior and cowardly... so what? I can still have you! "
He panted violently like a dying beast, and slowly took out the pistol that killed Hao Yunlai from his pocket, scratched Xiao Su's forehead, across the bridge of his nose, across his lips, and finally touched the hollow of his jaw: "No one If I can save you, no one can take you away from me. Ah Su, even if I go to hell, I will carry your ashes in my arms... Maybe I don’t love you, but I just want you. For the rest of my life, I will never, never lose you!"
The gun was pressed against the skin, and Xiao Su felt that the metal on the muzzle of the gun was like a cold iron, ironing his life like ashes.At the last moment, he smiled slightly: "You can't run away, you can't go to Chumba, you can't go to America, you can't go anywhere, Rongrui will catch you for me."
He slowly closed his eyes: "Farewell to Fang Huize, don't be reincarnated in the next life, you are not worthy of being a human being."
A gust of wind blew past his ear, accompanied by a thin whistling sound, Xiao Su heard a muffled "flutter" sound, followed by the sound of something being blown up.
The hot liquid splashed on his ears, Xiao Su opened his eyes suddenly, and found that he was not dead, Fang Huize's face was frozen at the moment before he shot, hideous and distorted, a small black hole appeared on his forehead, and the bright red blood was on the verge of death. Slowly flow out of the hole.
Xiao Su looked at him incredulously, and even forgot to breathe.After a while, Fang Huize's chest suddenly swelled, his body stiffly threw himself forward, and fell down.
He threw himself face down on the deck, the back of his head seemed to have been pierced by something, his flesh was bloody, and viscous liquid gushed out, and in an instant a mass of dark red fainted on the ground.
His shirt was soaked with sweat, and the tattoo on his back was faintly printed. The Sanskrit Buddhist scriptures were solemn and dignified, and every word was written with compassion, but they failed to lift his heavy soul.
Five seconds later, Xiao Su finally found his breath, took a deep breath, and slowly stretched his fingers towards Fang Huize's nostrils——
he died.
When the wind blows, the jungle in the distance rustles, and the lake makes a monotonous sound of waves.
Above the sky, all the stars fell, and a faint glow appeared at the end of the horizon.
At last the long night passed, and it was dawn.
The author has something to say: it's Father Rong.
Three kilometers extreme sniping.
So now he's still on his way to the lake... Only bullets are the fastest.
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