Chentan's Memories

No.20 Three rounds of quilt couch and dream

I forgot the specific plot of the dream, and only vaguely remembered that it was a good dream.

After yawning deeply and rubbing his sleepy eyes, Lin Lang froze for an instant.

Realizing that he was actually pillowed in Tang Yushu's arms——Lin Lang was startled for a moment, and planned to sit up quickly, but his reason would hold him back in an instant, and taught him not to move around, lest he would wake up and still wake up. The sleeping Tang Yushu.

——Rather than needing two people to look at each other and face the current delicate atmosphere together, it is better to digest it slowly by yourself.

Although Tang Yushu would not say a word on weekdays, Lin Lang knew that he was exhausted.

So there was little opportunity to relax, so Tang Yushu huddled together on the soft couch and slept soundly.

Now at this distance, as long as I rub a little more in his direction, my forehead hair should touch his chest—but the distance I am looking forward to, when discussing the relationship defined as "brothers", is really too far away. It's close—if Tang Yushu marries a wife, then that girl will have this distance, and she can justifiably and confidently get so close to him...maybe closer than this; she should also be qualified to touch his bushy eyebrows , along the high eyebrow arch down to the straight bridge of the nose, and then to the lips... Maybe she will touch his lips with her lips?I will also kiss his Adam's apple lightly, and then go down to the clearly defined collarbone, and then...

Lin Lang suddenly recalled that day when Dianjiang Lip opened, the two held a bouquet of bright red satin flowers together, passers-by laughed and said it looked like a big wedding.

At that time, he rolled his eyes and responded to the joke of the wedding.

But if you think about it carefully, if someone gives you a will and forces you to live hand in hand with him, there is nothing wrong with it.

Compared with the exquisite Hua Liangxu, Tang Yushu is very stupid.But no matter when and what happened, he gave himself up completely, not letting others hurt him, even facing a knife, he dared to stand in front of him.So I entrusted myself to be with him for the rest of my life, thinking that he would collect it well and treat it carefully.

……Can.But he... can he?

Tang Yushu slept soundly, completely unaware that he was thinking about everything about him.

His heavy and gentle breathing was reassuring.Lin Lang was sweating thinly due to the heat, mixed with the astringent smell of sulfur in the hot spring he soaked in last night, which made Lin Lang's breathing disturbed.

I want to... Try it, kiss him while he is unconscious.

The closest to me is his neat and beautiful temporal line, where under the thin skin there are blue veins-if you accidentally touch it with the tip of your tongue, will it taste salty?

I only dared to dare in my mind for a moment, but my body didn't dare to move half an inch forward.

If everyone in the world disappeared and only the two of them were left, there would be no need to be so timid.

Although it was just a random imagining, it seemed that he felt that he had done something too much. Gently lifted the quilt from behind, and Lin Lang slowly crawled out of the bed.

The hot arm that Tang Yushu handed to him to lay on his pillow was left to dry outside because of his leaving the table.

After thinking about it, Lin Lang, who escaped from the bed, still grabbed the quilt and covered Tang Yushu's arms.

Lin Lang was indeed a little afraid to face Tang Yushu.

I didn’t drink alcohol yesterday, but I was dizzy all day—first I gave Tang Yushu a new dress, when he came to pick me up on the road on a big horse, and then I hugged him tightly the whole way. , and then to the two of them soaking in the hot spring together, and finally to lying in one place and having a long talk all night...

After scribbling these clips in his mind, Lin Lang broke into a cold sweat nervously.

After all, Lin Lang was aware of his own emotions—excessive indulgence of his own willfulness, which finally made his possessive desire for this "partner" savagely grow into an indescribably weird appearance.

He simply dressed up, came out and came to the counter to tell Xiaoer a few words, Lin Lang stepped out of the inn alone.

The familiar wind from Jinling City blowing on his face gradually calmed down Lin Lang's scorching head.

——"What the hell happened?"

Every detail is endlessly re-enacted in the mind.I ordered myself not to think of it, but I couldn't help thinking of it.My self-willedness has really reached the point of heinousness, and I can no longer make any actions that exceed the rules.

——He is just such a simple person, simply let me, simply guard me.But I was greedy, and even had other plans besides waiting.

Lin Lang reflected on himself.He also remembered that he hugged Tang Yushu from behind out of control last night. On the one hand, he was genuinely moved and distressed, but on the other hand, he also had a bit of cunning scheming - to ask for comfort by crying, he expected that Tang Yushu would not push him away.

—He never said no to me, but I shouldn't have asked for more.

Bypassing the path, Lin Lang walked up to the avenue.

Standing at the intersection for another quarter of an hour and blowing the wind, Lin Lang thought about it and decided to turn to the left.

After dismissing the servants who had notified, Hua Liangxu and Lin Lang, who were dressed in low-key men's attire, met at the back door of Huafu.When seeing Lin Lang, the expression on his face was a little different than before: "I've grown a lot taller——"

"Don't talk to me in the tone of a sister who is 'I'm more sensible than you'." Lin Lang responded to her with a frown.

In exchange, Hua Liangxu laughed.

The two finally chose a secluded small teahouse and ordered a few plates of fruit and a jug of wine.

"Why did you think of looking for me?" Hua Liangxu flipped the longan lightly.

Lin Lang poured wine for the two of them, picked up his own glass and took a sip: "...to tell the truth: when I was in Jinling, there were always many people around me, many people who could talk, eat, drink and have fun—— At that time, I didn't have much contact with you-I remember, they always held me, hugged me, and in the end, they also treated me like a money bag-counting that I would fall out of nowhere Silver came—I lived for 17 years, the first time I met someone who told me the truth clearly—that person was you—I didn’t see until I smashed the statue of the God of Wealth with a hammer, and the gold paint fell off. I am just a person who is nothing... so... come to think of it, in the huge Jinling City, the only person I can find is you..."

Hua Liangxu smiled and raised his glass to touch Lin Lang, and took a sip himself: "Then... how are you doing recently? - I think it's not bad, the old portrait of wealth has been worn away, and now there are some bruises on his face. The edges and corners that a man should have come out."

"Really..." Lin Lang laughed self-deprecatingly, and touched his cheek: "...it's because of hard work."

"The business of the restaurant is not bad—"

"I won't brag with you anymore...it's just a small business." Lin Lang also stretched out his hand and picked up a longan from the plate: "It's not bad—it's just that the place in Chen Tan is too small, and I really can't use my fists. ..."

"Although the place is small, it hasn't stopped you from growing so fast—"

It can be regarded as being recognized by Hua Liangxu—this matter that he had worked so hard to pursue was so unexpectedly achieved in an understatement conversation—but Lin Lang didn’t feel how happy he was for a while: “I used to laugh at you ——I feel that since you were a child, you followed your father to go out to deal with people, and you have learned to be as greasy as those adults; now I regret laughing at you—what’s so ridiculous about it? Like me at that time—nothing It’s ridiculous to be high-spirited without capital. Now that I shoulder a burden that doesn’t belong to me alone, I walk carefully on the road, but that posture is not ridiculous at all—I feel very at ease.”

"I respect you and praise me—" Hua Liangxu drank the remaining wine in the glass: "Tell me quickly—whose burden is on your shoulders?"

"Eh?" Lin Lang didn't respond.

Hua Liangxu smiled slyly: "When I reached these words, I didn't realize it—I blushed a little, and my eyes softened a lot—what kind of a good girl is she?"

"...Cunning." Now that he has been seen through, there is no need to hide it; on the contrary, in the recent chaotic state, it is even more necessary for a wise person with a clear perspective to help him out: "...Actually, she is not a girl."

Hua Liangxu's movement of peeling the longan remained smooth, and he didn't seem to feel anything unusual: "Oh?"

"Do you think I'm disgusting - I used to hate those rich kids playing with young men for fun - but now I've become like a small restaurant, all I can think about is sleeping in other places all day long On a man's arm, secretly feel his temperature—you said, am I sick?"

"Since you can trust me and tell me these things—then I'll finish this glass of wine." After drinking the freshly poured warm wine, Hua Liangxu continued, "Is that man you're talking about Tang Yushu?"

"...Well. It's getting weirder and weirder recently. I can't get rid of everything about this fool in my mind. I can even clearly feel the feeling that I want to stay with him-just stay together, nothing else Just watch the wind rise and the sun set, and know that there is such a person beside you—when you turn around, he will smile at you—so, it seems that there is nothing else to ask for.” Lin Lang said for Hua Liang Fill up the wine again: "Do you still remember him?"

"Remember—a very dependable boy—who stood up for you because he passed by the cubicle we were in and heard those women speak ill of you—I feel selfishly happy for him that you adore him so much now gone."

"—So, am I in love with him? I haven't been able to figure this out myself..."

"Then what do you think you feel about him?"

"I don't know. I have only been told by adults since I was a child: In the future, I will start a family and have children, and I will do what I should do at a certain age... How do I know that there will be such a day that I will never forget a man? ——I know that I am flamboyant, but I didn't expect to be flamboyant like this now... Should I change it, or should I continue? You have a clear mind, and I believe what you say. "

"What to change? It's not your fault." Hua Liangxu said: "Since you have this longing in your heart, try to tell him. Face him frankly, and face yourself frankly. You have left everything behind." With the endless splendor and wealth of the Lin family, and the courage to set up a new family from scratch, why bother to get entangled in such insignificant matters as whether the object of your love is a man or a woman? If you are really timid about this matter, you will Put an end to the way I just treated you differently."

After listening to Hua Liangxu's words, Lin Lang felt that it really made sense. After thinking for a moment, his brows that had just calmed down frowned again: "If I can really stay with him for the rest of my life, I really don't mean any price, but... ...I don't know if he thinks the same as me..."

"If he treats you just in exchange for brotherhood, then...you really can't force it. At that time, clean up your feelings quickly, and if you feel uncomfortable, you can come to me for a drink."

Lin Lang was stunned for a while, then sighed: "You are really transparent..." Then he smiled to himself, took a few sips from the edge of his wine glass: "I have to confess to him... I really have to think about it..."

Lin Lang didn't come back until noon, and when he turned into the alley, he saw Tang Yushu looking around on the balcony on the second floor of the inn.

"Could it be that you are looking for me..." Lin Lang thought to himself, a little bit secretly pleased.

When I entered the room, I was questioned by Tang Yushu: "I've been awake for a long time——where have you been?"

Tang Yushu was still smiling when he asked the question, but there was a slight frown on his brows—realizing that he had started to imitate Hua Liangxu's fault and observed people's expressions, Lin Lang laughed a few times, and put The slender package he was carrying was placed on the table: "This is for you."

"What the hell did you buy again..." Tang Yushu opened the package with a smile, and took out a delicate knife from it.Playing with it in his hand for a long time, he saw two characters on the handle of the knife—Tang, he recognized; pointing to the second character, he asked Lin Lang: "Are these two like a small comb, put together is 'feather'?" ?”

Amused by "Little Comb", Lin Lang nodded: "Yes—Tang Yu!"

"Here!" Immediately responded with a loud and clear military salute, he drew his sword out of its sheath in a dignified manner, and showed Lin Lang some moves.

After Lin Lang applauded for a while, he put it away contentedly: "So you went to buy me a knife this morning?"

"Oh, no..." Lin Lang said, "I also went to see Hua Liangxu."

Tang Yushu's "Oh..." was a moment late in responding.

After Lin Lang saw the change of situation on his face, he put on his signature smile again, gritted his white teeth and asked himself: "...Have you already had dinner with Miss Hua...then, will you still eat with me? "

Because the mind is too simple, the emotions are too obvious.

"Fool, of course I'll follow you." Lin Lang smiled slyly, and by the way returned a copy of the sentence he begged for yesterday: "I will follow you wherever you are."