Zha Gong You Don’t Know Love [Quick Transmigration]

Chapter 50 Who Says Fools Don't Pain?

After Yan Mingrui and Shen Gu had a big fight, they turned and went back to their room.

It seems that there is still Su Anning's breath in the room, but now, everything is in the past.

The quilts were piled crookedly on one side, and it was obvious at a glance that it was Su Anning's handwriting.

Yan Mingrui rolled onto the bed and buried his face in the quilt.

He suddenly remembered something, stood up and walked into the kitchen.

The kitchen was still in the same mess as last night, it was not cleaned up, the cake was half-coated with cream, crooked, and there were two images of stick figures on it, the taller one holding the lower one, Yan Mingrui thought it was Su Anning He and himself are drawn, and there is an unfinished head next to it. It seems that Shen Gu coaxed Su Anning to draw him on it.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he could recall that scene. Su Anning was holding a mounting stick with a focused expression.

He is always like this, Yan Mingrui thought, no matter what he does, he is very focused.

So when he looks at you, you will feel that you are his whole world.

Before the cake was finished, the piping stick next to it fell to the ground, and the cream splashed all over the floor.

Yan Mingrui didn't think it was dirty either, so he knelt down and smeared a ball of cream with his fingers and stuffed it into his mouth.

Strange, why is it bitter?

He clearly remembered that the butter last night was very sweet, fragrant and sweet, and it was the best cream he had ever tasted.

Why is the cream today bitter?

It must be broken, Yan Mingrui thought.

He was about to pick up the piping sticks and throw them into the trash can, but after hesitating, he picked them up and put them in the refrigerator.

The next morning, Yan Mingrui came together, and when he opened Weibo, he found that there was no news.

Searching for Yan Mingrui's gold master, nothing was found. Overnight, all marketing accounts deleted related Weibo accounts, as if this incident had never happened.

Yan Mingrui got up in a daze, went to filming in the nanny car, and closed his eyes while putting on makeup in the lounge.

Everything seems to be the same as before.

Except... Su Anning who had completely disappeared from Yan Mingrui's life.

From that day on, Yan Mingrui never heard any news about Su Anning again. Su Anning seemed to have evaporated from the world.

Ah Hui never came to him again.

Yan Mingrui had already made preparations for Ahui and Su Xiu to practice against him, and treated each day's work as if it were his last. But the strange thing was that his star journey did not encounter any obstacles, and instead went smoothly.

He was like a Cinderella, who was given the magic to turn into a princess at twelve o'clock, and now, the ball is over, the prince disappeared, but his full costume remained on him, which did not bring him any With an extra sense of security, he seemed to be stepping on the tip of a knife, living like walking on thin ice.

Yan Mingrui once had a slight fantasy, whether it was Su Anning who prevented Su Xiuxiu and Ah Hui from taking revenge on him, but was interrupted coldly by Shen Gu.

"No, they just don't care about you." On the day Shen Gu dragged his suitcase and left the dormitory, he turned around and left a word to Yan Mingrui: "To them, you are nothing."

At that time, Shen Gu had completely given up being a star and chose to go back to school, while his other two teammates had already changed companies and parted ways with him.

"Yan Mingrui, who are you showing your Sima face to?" Shen Gu stood at the door, looked at Yan Mingrui who was hesitating to speak, and said, "You are a big star now, and you have completely got rid of the smug face." Under the control of the gold master, there will be boundless stars in the future, why are you still crying here?"

His eyes were full of sarcasm: "Aren't these all what you want?"

Yan Mingrui opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

He actually didn't want Shen Gu to move away at all. Although they quarreled almost every day, only when he quarreled with Shen Gu could he recall the past logically.

And now, Shen Gu is leaving too.

Yan Mingrui watched Shen Gu leave at the door until he could no longer see him.

He was finally...alone.

The words he said to Shen Gu... were not so much angry nonsense as they were covering up the cowardice in his heart.

Su Anning's love is so sudden and passionate, Yan Mingrui still doesn't know why, he fell in love with him so much.

Yan Mingrui didn't think about Su Anning's encounter with himself at the age of 15.

At that time, wherever he went, flowers were in full bloom, young men in fresh clothes and angry horses, and he had seen thousands if not tens of thousands of people, how could he remember one of them?

But now, only three years later, he was left alone.

The only thing Su Anning left for Yan Mingrui was that cell phone.

At that time, Yan Mingrui coaxed Su Anning to give him a mobile phone, all because of his bad request not to be seen by Su Anning's bodyguards, but for a long time, he was very tired of the messages sent from this mobile phone, Hope it stops being noisy.

And now, it will never be remembered again.

Su Anning's mobile phone has a password, four digits.

Yan Mingrui subconsciously entered his birthday and passed it in one pass.

The inside of the phone is very simple. Su Anning doesn't play games or watch TV dramas. Staring at one thing for a long time will hurt his brain, so there are only a few software in his phone, which is very boring.

Yan Mingrui fiddled with it a little, then solemnly put him in the cabinet.

His drama was completed very quickly, and after it aired, the response was overwhelming, and Yan Mingrui suddenly became popular, and his schedule was so long that his assistant couldn't bear it.

"Brother Rui, are you sure you have to pick up these itineraries? You haven't slept for three days!" The little assistant frowned and showed Yan Mingrui the next itinerary: "Some Brother Liu said that you don't need to pick up! You now Not bad for the money!"

Yan Mingrui closed his bloodshot eyes and leaned on the back seat of the car: "Go."

He thought, if he was on more TV, would Su Anning be more likely to see him?

Where will Su Anning be now?

Did he still stay at home every day, or was Su Xiu sent him to another place?

Yan Mingrui had already returned all the money that Su Xiuxiu had given him a few days ago. Even this house, he had originally planned to return it to Su Xiuxiu, but he... was reluctant.

This was something An Ning gave him, and he didn't want to give it away.

He sent the money for this apartment to Su Xiu. Although he knew that Su Xiu would not take it, he still called.

He thought that if he could still see An Ning, he would pursue him with an absolutely equal opportunity.

He thought so, and this was his only hope of repeating his life like this.

And a few months later, he was called to the office by Ah Hui.

A Hui threw him something, saying it was An Ning's funeral invitation.

Yan Mingrui thought he was hallucinating, what did he say?

Funeral invitations?

How can it be?

A few months ago, An Ning was still alive and kicking in his arms, and he could hear An Ning's heartbeat, powerful and continuous.

Now Ah Hui told me that An Ning is dead?

"You don't need to lie to me like this," Yan Mingrui said hoarsely, "I know I'm sorry for An Ning, and I won't take the initiative to find him."

After he became famous and married, it's not that he didn't think about using a private detective to find Su Anning, but he gave up in the end.

He... doesn't deserve it.

"Heh, who is full enough to lie to you?" Ah Hui's eyes were red: "There is a letter written by An Ning in it, you can read it yourself!"

Yan Mingrui opened the envelope with a trembling letter, revealing a beautiful invitation.

The invitation card has a generous black background, and the black-and-white photo of Su Anning on it also looks indifferent. At first glance, it can be seen that it is designed by a famous artist and the price is expensive.

Unfortunately, no matter how beautiful the design is, it cannot conceal the fact that it is a funeral invitation.

Yan Mingrui's heart was completely cold - he knew that no one would joke about such a thing.

An Ning... how come?

"Leukemia, in the acute late stage," Ahui said, "I couldn't find a matching bone marrow, and it disappeared within a few months."

Su Xiu mobilized all his contacts and even found the doctor from back then, but he couldn't find a suitable bone marrow.

They watched Su Anning lie back in the intensive care unit again, just like when he was a child.

Only this time, he never came out again.

"He left you a letter," said Ah Hui, "he couldn't write, but not long after he met you, he pestered Su Xiuxiu to find someone to teach him how to write, and we found out later that he did it for You write."

Yan Mingrui found a piece of light blue paper from the invitation card, and the lettering on it was a hospital.

"This is him... Hurry up" Ah Hui couldn't go on anymore, choked up and said, "You can see for yourself."

Yan Mingrui was shaking all over, he couldn't hold the letter.

He forcefully opened the letter paper, the handwriting on it was crooked, and the strokes were vigorous, it could be seen that the master was writing with great care.

"Brother, although you made me a little sad before, I'm not angry with you now."

"Because I'm about to die, I think it's better not to think about angry things when I die, so I plan to forget about those things and continue to like you."

"You must be wondering why I like you? You must not remember. When you were 15 years old, you picked me up when I ran away from home and poured hot water for me. At that time, I thought , this brother must be an angel!"

"At that time, I ran outside alone. Because I couldn't walk well, I fell with a black nose and a swollen face, and my body was dirty. Then I passed out downstairs at my brother's house. It was my brother who carried me back to your dormitory. I remember my brother .”

"My brother certainly didn't recognize me, but I recognize my brother, and my brother is the best-looking person I've ever seen!"

"Since then, I have liked my brother! Later, I saw my brother on TV, and begged my brother to come to see you!"

"What I said that day was all angry words. I don't regret meeting my brother. I don't regret it at all."

Yan Mingrui looked at the letter and felt as if he had been struck by lightning!

How can it be!

how come! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Memories flooded in, Yan Mingrui crazily muttered in his heart not to remember or to ring out, but it was already too late, and his brain compulsively returned to that day——

"I'm going out to record songs," Shen Gu squatted at the door putting on his shoes, and said to Yan Mingrui who was playing games on the sofa: "The child I picked up there, please take a look, if he wakes up, ask where his home is .”

"Oh," Yan Mingrui was playing the game, glanced at the dirty child lying on the sofa next to him, and frowned in disgust: "Why do you always act like a virgin? How dare you pick up a child on the side of the road?" return?"

Shen Gu paused as he tied his shoelaces: "It's such a cold day, how dangerous it is for this child to be outside alone, and I think the clothes on him are pretty good. I don't know if it's a lost child from some family?"

"It's none of my business whether I get lost or not—" Before Yan Mingrui finished speaking, Shen Gu made a pleading gesture to him: "Okay, okay, I understand."

He casually agreed to Shen Gu, and then continued to play his game.

Not long after Shen Gu left, the person on the sofa let out a murmur and opened his eyes.

Yan Mingrui was at the climax of the game, and when he saw him awake, he didn't even give him a straight look.

"There is hot water on the coffee table."

"Thank you, brother." The child got up from the sofa, looked at Yan Mingrui, and then picked up the water glass.

The curling heat blurred the child's face, and his voice was indistinguishable: "Did you take me in?"

Yan Mingrui stared at the TV screen, and answered irrelevant questions: "Do you know where your home is? If you know, then go."

The child froze for a moment, didn't speak, just drank the water in the glass silently, and then left Yan Mingrui's dormitory.

But Yan Mingrui never looked at what the child looked like from the beginning to the end.

But now, Su Anning actually told him, that's him? ? ? ?

And he fell in love with him because he saved him? ? ? ?

Yan Mingrui's hands were trembling, so this was the truth, the truth told by Su Anning himself.

Su Anning regarded the person who saved him back then as an angel, and fell in love with him at first sight.

Little did they know, Yan Mingrui was totally in possession of the magpie's nest, and the person who saved him was not Yan Mingrui at all, but Shen Gu.

He remembered the fight he had with Shen Gu after Su Anning left him that day.

"Shen Gu, Su Anning doesn't like you, the only one he likes is me."

"No matter how scumbag or cheap I am, Su Anning will always like me."

Thinking about it now, it's a big joke!

He called himself the leading actor and laughed at Shen Gu as a supporting actor without a story, but he didn't know that he was the vicious supporting actor in that story!

He robbed Shen Gu of Su Anning's love.

Su Anning loves the person who saved him so much.

As for Shen Gu, he likes Su Anning so much.

Originally they would be such a happy couple, Shen Gu would be very kind to Su Anning, he would be very gentle, he would not hurt him or deceive him like him.

They will be together happily, and his name, Yan Mingrui, will not be in that story.

And all of this was ruined by him.

He is a liar.

Is a shameless villain.

He is a thief.

He stole other people's happiness, and in doing so he swaggered in front of the real victims.

Yan Mingrui lay prone on the ground, dripping with cold sweat.

Ah Hui didn't know why Yan Mingrui did this at all, he had read the letter, and only then did he know why Su Anning had such deep affection for Yan Mingrui.

"You are really lucky," Ah Hui looked at Yan Mingrui who was trembling under his feet and said, "I just happened to save An Ning's life, and An Ning fell in love with you wholeheartedly."

Yan Mingrui wanted to say, no, no.

It wasn't him who saved...

The person Su Anning likes shouldn't be him...

That day, when he looked at Shen Gu Yao's arrogance, what he said was reversed, and hit himself hard in the face.

He still remembers Shen Gu's appearance when he left that day. He quarreled with himself so many times, and finally left sadly, leaving the only place where he and Su Anning had memories.

"Yan Mingrui, you just rely on him liking you," Shen Gu gritted his teeth and said to him, "Don't be complacent!"

Yan Mingrui's tears finally fell uncontrollably.

His fingers, hair, and body became icy cold, just like the cold wind in the winter when he and Su Anning met.

Ah Hui was still talking, but Yan Mingrui could no longer hear anything.

There was no sound of tears falling on the floor, no sound of crying, no sound of Ah Hui talking. In his ears, the whole world was silent.

All five senses seemed to have been completely lost, Yan Mingrui could still see only with his eyes, and he could still see the words written on the letter in front of him.

"I met my brother, and I don't regret it at all."

Weird.

Yan Mingrui thought.

Meeting me should be the most regrettable thing in your life.

An Ning, your life is really bad.

How can there be a person like you in this world who has been a tragedy all his life?

Until his death, he hadn't lived a day like a normal person, he hadn't met his own parents, and he didn't even know who the person he liked was.

Someone seemed to be talking next to my ear, it was Su Anning's soft and waxy voice.

"I like my brother."

"I like my brother the most."

"My brother is the most beautiful person in the world."

At that time, Su Anning looked up at him with affectionate eyes, but Yan Mingrui felt that he was a fool.

Finally, Yan Mingrui broke down and burst into tears.

You... are really an idiot.

Even the person you like can make mistakes, is it a fool or what?

Shen Gu likes you so much, and you are full of joy, it should be Shen Gu.

Originally, God saw you in pain and gave you the most perfect compensation, but I got in the way.

Yan Mingrui only felt a pain in his throat, and then he opened his mouth slightly, and a pool of red appeared on the floor.

Ah Hui saw all this in his eyes, but he couldn't say a word of comfort.

"If I knew this earlier, why bother in the first place?"

He could only leave one sentence coldly.

Yan Mingrui touched the blood on the corner of his mouth, and said hoarsely, "You don't understand."

Really should have known this earlier, why bother with... An Ning.

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In a blink of an eye, several years have passed.

Ah Hui did not block Yan Mingrui's acting career, but he chose to quit.

Before Yan Mingrui quit the entertainment circle, he saw Su Xiuxiu at a reception.

Seeing that it was Yan Mingrui, Su Xiuxiu subconsciously wanted to leave in disgust, but Yan Mingrui pulled his sleeve tightly.

"He...how he spent the last few months..." Yan Mingrui looked at Su Xiuxiu pleadingly: "I beg you...tell me...is that okay..."

A generation of film kings is so humble.

When Yan Mingrui was young, he was very unwilling to bow his head under Su Xiuxiu's body, and he told him with anger in his heart that one day, he would get back to this position.

But many years later, one day after he became famous, he could already be at the top of countless people, but he was willing to humblely beg Su Xiuxiu, just begging him to tell him something about Su Anning.

Su Xiuxiu turned around and wanted to leave, but Yan Mingrui pulled his sleeve tightly, and couldn't leave for a while, so he could only say a perfunctory sentence: "He passed out after talking to you that day, and then he passed out. been in the hospital."

Yan Mingrui lost the courage to grab Su Xiuxiu's sleeve, and could only watch Su Xiuxiu leave.

One day a long time later, Yan Mingrui was lying on the single bed back then, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

After Su Anning left, he never had a good night's sleep.

Where is An Ning now?Will he meet someone more beautiful than himself?

"I like my brother." Su Anning's voice still echoed in Yan Mingrui's ears, "My brother is the most beautiful person I've ever met."

This is the only sentence that Yan Mingrui can be sure of, Su Anning said his own words.

Other words, Su Anning said to the "brother angel" who saved him back then, not him.

His face is his only bargaining chip, but what if he is not?

Thinking of this possibility, Yan Mingrui suddenly opened his eyes.

No, he can't be ugly.

What if Su Anning doesn't like him after he comes back...

He walked to the mirror and was surprised to find that there were fine lines at the corners of his eyes...

And Su Anning in the photo still looks the best.

Yan Mingrui suddenly felt very scared.

If this continues, what should Su Anning do if he gets to the opposite side?

He is getting old, but Su Anning still looks young.

"No...I can't grow old," Yan Mingrui murmured, caressing his face gently.

What should I do, go for plastic surgery?Or to maintain?

Yan Mingrui has seen too many in this circle, and he knows that those are not long-term solutions.

Suddenly, he thought of a good way.

He went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator.

There is nothing in the freezer of the refrigerator, only a white piping stick, lying there quietly.

If Shen Gu saw this scene, he would be shocked—it was the mounting sticks left by him and Su Anning when they were making cakes. keep it!

Yan Mingrui reached out, trying to take the piping stick out of the refrigerator.

The temperature of more than ten degrees below zero quickly froze his hand with the mounting stick, but Yan Mingrui was not bad at all, and even used brute force to pull it out of the freezer!

One end of the mounting stick is pointed, Yan Mingrui looked at it carefully, and gestured to his wrist.

The frozen mounting stick left a bloodstain on Yan Mingrui's wrist, and Yan Mingrui showed a satisfied smile.

He thinks...he has a way...

Just as he was hanging the decorating stick high and about to fall towards his wrist, a voice suddenly sounded in his ear.

"Do you still want to see Su Anning again?"

Yan Mingrui stopped immediately: "Who are you!"

The voice seemed to come from his mind, but he couldn't find where it came from.

"I am... a system," the voice was indifferent mechanical, cold and heartless: "I can bring you back to the day when you and Su Anning first met."

Yan Mingrui's eyes burst into ecstasy: "Are you the legendary time machine!"

God!Such a good thing happened to him!

If he could do it all over again, he would definitely treat Su Anning well, and would definitely find a way to accompany him in the treatment, and find a way to find a suitable bone marrow for him...

If he can't find it, he is willing to die with him...

"No," said the system's voice without a trace of emotion: "When you go back to the past, you can only repeat what you did before step by step. Once you have any OOC actions, you will be sent out of the memory, and you will never be able to return to the past." Enter."

Yan Mingrui's ecstatic expression froze: "What do you mean?"

"It's how you treated Su Anning before, and you will do the same in the future, and then on the day Su Anning dies, you will go back to the day you met Su Anning," the system asked, "Do you want to do this?"

Yan Mingrui's heart felt like falling into an ice cave, but he felt a little relieved.

Time machine... do you deserve it?

Even if there is, it is for Shen Gu. How can you be a thief?

This is already the best ending he can have.

"I would." He said softly.

As long as I can see you again, I am willing to do anything.

my peace...

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