silent in the black lake

I opened the heavy curtains, the cross window frames and transparent glass are still made of black gemstones, but I didn’t smash the glass again

Even though it was night, the angel sculpture in the center of the downstairs pool outside the window was still shining with white light, allowing me to clearly see her appearance

The angel folded his hands, raised his head, and prayed in my direction, with a lifelike expression of pity

I used to think that it was a kind of blasphemy to look down at the praying angel, and it was a kind of arrogance compared to the gods, but now I look at it, I think it is like an angel walking in the world, seeing all the misery in the world, life and death, parting, pity prayers for those who have reached heaven

"Noel" His voice came from the door, but there was no sound of opening the door, because the door is no longer locked

I turned around and saw his slightly stunned eyes, but it was only for a moment before he returned to normal, and at the same time there were little ripples in his black eyes

He strode up to me, hugged me into his arms, and solemnly announced: "Whether it's Jeremy or Noel, from now on, you belong only to me."

After finishing speaking, he hugged me tighter, buried his face in my neck, and said with a sob for the first time: "There will never be any night tribe or human beings, the Senate or the Stuart family to block between us up"

"We can be together forever." His tone was a little excited

Suddenly he raised his head again, held my face in his hands, and kept looking at me. Only then did I realize that although his tone was very excited, his black eyes were full of panic.

He looked at me for a long time, and suddenly ordered angrily in a low voice: "Don't hate me!"

"Yes, master" I looked at him and replied calmly, but in fact it was just a command tone, not a control

The gloom gathered in his black eyes for a moment, he grabbed my shoulder and shook, gritted his teeth and said, "I told you, don't hate me."

I unbuttoned my collar and slid it down to my shoulders, exposing my smooth neck, "You will want blood when you are angry, master"

His face was full of rage, and he raised his hand to hit me, but I just lowered my eyes and waited for the pain

However, the slap did not fall for a long time, and he slowly put down his hand, "I promised you, I will not beat you, I will not force you," he said with some regret

"Thank you master for forgiveness" I still replied calmly

He pinched my chin, raised my face, stared at me, and said viciously: "Can't you not call 'Master'?"

"Then ask the master to tell the toy what to call it" I looked at him

"Don't you know my name!" he yelled

"I only know that you are my master and I am your property." I lowered my eyes and replied calmly

He immediately pushed me back furiously, leaned against the wall, buried his head in licking my neck, but only when I felt the cold and sharp tips of his fangs on my skin, he suddenly raised his head and said hurriedly. Breathe while looking at me

"You hate me and want revenge on me?" he asked

I didn't answer, just lowered my eyes, pinched my chin again, raised my face, "Tell me if you hate me!" He stared at me and shouted

"Master will know the answer after sucking blood, why ask me?" I think his question is ridiculous, he obviously knows the answer

He lowered his head and approached my neck again, but instead of sucking blood, he kept biting until it hurt me so much that I shivered slightly, then he raised his head and looked at me again.

"You promised to love me" he said suddenly, his black eyes couldn't hide the sadness

"I love you, master" I replied without hesitation

He smiled mockingly, held my hand, led me to the bed and sat down, opened the bedside cabinet and kept searching

Only then did I realize that this empty cabinet was actually full of medicines, big and small.

He found a bottle of medicine, dipped it with a cotton swab, stood in front of me, pulled off my clothes, leaned over and gently wiped the wound on my heart with a cotton swab

The wound was so hot that I took a deep breath, but he suddenly asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt," I subconsciously replied

He was startled, his expression was immediately occupied by joy, the movements of his hands became gentler, and he even gently blew on the wound, he wiped it very carefully and seriously, frowning slightly, looking distressed

My heart beat hard, but then flashed before my eyes one by one the appearance of my father and brother, as well as that horrible face made up of faces of death

I was suffocated immediately, and my mind went blank for an instant. When I realized it, I found that I had already waved his hand to wipe my heart.

He just kept that action, looking at me dully and panicked.

I pulled up my clothes and tied them, and said calmly: "Master, don't bother to give me medicine, I'm just a toy"

"If you don't take the medicine, you will get sick." He reacted, stood up, and was about to pull off my clothes without any explanation.

"No!" I tugged at my clothes and slapped his hand away.

"Be obedient!" He frowned and grabbed my hand

"I said no!" I yelled, hugging my head, my eyes were a little hot, "Hurry up and make me sick and die!"

At this moment, I felt a pain in my body, and those tragic faces kept appearing in front of my eyes. They scratched my heart one by one, scratching me so painfully, and making my heart twitch

I seem to see my father turn around, but he no longer smiles at me, but sternly reprimands me for not being his son

I seemed to see my brother looking straight at me with those blood-covered eyes, his face was full of anger, and he yelled at me, saying that I was not worthy to be his younger brother, and even entangled with the vampire who killed him unclear

I even seem to see the kid who handed me the potatoes looking at me with those big empty eyes and asking, Your Majesty, why didn't you save me, why did you stay with the vampires who killed me, why didn't you kill these vampires

All these faces of tragic death crowded in front of my eyes, and they wailed with wide eyes: we died because of you, but you were touched by the vampire who killed us, why don't you die, you are the most damned

You are the damn one!They rushed into my ears screaming

"It's all my fault! I'm the most damned!" I held my head and heard myself screaming, "I'm the most damned! Let me die! Let me die!"

He suddenly hugged me into his arms, pinched my chin, raised my face, stared at me, and announced coldly: "Death, don't even think about it, I will embrace you for the first time, and you will never die." With me, it doesn't matter if you hate me now, time will dilute everything, I will wait for your hatred to fade and fall in love with me again"

"Don't! Don't hug me for the first time!" I pushed him away desperately, but he hugged me even tighter, "I definitely don't want to become a vampire!"

"You are not allowed to reject me this time." He suddenly took a breath, and said with a trembling voice, "Don't make my heart hurt anymore."

I looked at him, his eyes were extremely serious, I had never seen such a decisive look in his eyes, "Please, don't hug me for the first time" I stopped struggling and said softly

He was taken aback, and let me go a little bit, "You can't die" he begged with a trembling voice, "Don't leave me", after he finished speaking, he suddenly lowered his head, covered my neck and started to lick it

"I'm sorry" I said softly, I think he probably heard it, his movements froze for a moment

Taking advantage of this stagnation, I pushed him down on the bed with all my strength and fell on top of him. He seemed a little surprised and looked at me in bewilderment.

"Sorry" I stared at his still bottomless black eyes and said solemnly

Immediately, I took the initiative to cover his cold thin lips, and kissed him deeply and intently. It was not like the gentle touch when I was a child, nor was it like his domineering aggression towards me, nor was it like that time to cheat his trust. Simply perfunctory, but kissed him once affectionately

He was probably a little surprised, and didn't respond to me for a long time, but after he reacted, he responded excitedly, joyfully, and eagerly

I think this kiss is probably the most comfortable kiss in the world. It makes my heart beat faster, makes me reluctant to stop, makes me forget everything that happened, and makes me only remember his bottomless eyes. dark eyes full of emotion

I opened my eyes and glanced at him. His brows were stretched, his eyes were slightly closed, and his expression was so relaxed that I had never seen before, as if he had removed the heavy sadness and endless longing in the black lake in his eyes. Breathing slightly, I have the illusion that he has a heartbeat

I wanted him to open his eyes, to see if the silent heart buried at the bottom of the black lake had recovered, so I crushed the pill hidden in my teeth

This pill was hidden before I was out of town and I had someone make it just for me and it was a very sweet and sweet pill, the sweetness of my favorite bunny cake

I could feel the sweet liquid flowing down from the tooth where the pill was hidden, part of it was swallowed by me, and part of it flowed down my tongue and into his mouth

He suddenly opened his eyes, allowing me to instantly see a heart beating fiercely at the bottom of the black lake, which made my heart beat faster involuntarily

But in the next moment, his black eyes were filled with despair, and the scene at the bottom of the lake was once again covered by endless darkness that could devour everything, and suddenly a pair of purple eyes full of affection were reflected on the dark lake surface

In an instant, the heartbeat was extremely strong, but it was also at this instant that the sound of the heartbeat suddenly disappeared in my chest

I saw those purple eyes full of affection sink into the lake little by little, sinking to the bottom of the quiet lake together with the bright red that suddenly surged up from the lake surface

I parted my lips, fell to his heart, hugged him tightly, and clasped my fingers tightly

At this moment, I realized again that when I saw the bottomless and endless black lake for the first time, I was already trapped in it, unable to extricate myself

- "I will never fall in love with a vampire until I die"