[Full-time] Another way to become a god

?The first day of the All-Star Weekend is over, Luo Hua sleeps so darkly that she doesn't know when she will go to bed.She was vaguely conscious, it seemed that Han Wenqing carried her into the car and returned to the room, but she was too exhausted and fell asleep again in a daze.When she woke up the next day and went to the Tyranny Club for breakfast, she realized that it was Han Wenqing who brought her back last night. During the whole process, all Tyranny team members expressed their desire to burn the heterosexual couple to death.

"You slept so hard, and the Korean team couldn't wake you up, so they had to carry you into the car. There were people outside and maybe even reporters. It's all right now...you don't have to worry about who else in the league is trying to trick the Korean team. "Zhang Jiale said enthusiastically while scrolling through Weibo.

Luo Hua's cheeks were slightly red, and she raised her head again and asked, "Who else in the alliance is planning on my old Han?"

"You have to ask Zhang Xinjie about that. I didn't belong to Tyranny before." Zhang Jiale pointed his chin at Zhang Xinjie who was chewing.

Han Wenqing had something to do in the morning and was still in the meeting. Luo Hua thought about it, and went to Zhang Xinjie's side and mumbled and asked, "Deputy Zhang, you and Brother Han should be very familiar, right? Tell me about his past, such as Is there anyone chasing him, or is there anyone interested in him?"

Gossip is a woman's nature. Although Luo Hua knows Han Wenqing's feelings for her, she still wants to hear about the past. She probably has a vanity to show off—look!He belongs to me after all.

All the team members who ate at the restaurant pricked up their ears to this question. They were very interested in the gossip of the Korean team!

But the only insider, Comrade Zhang Xinjie, chewed the food slowly, unhurriedly, once, twice, three times, four times, five times...a total of seven times and swallowed.

Then... picked up another spoonful and swallowed it seven times. Luo Hua stared at him for a while, seeing that he didn't want to speak, she turned around in disappointment: "You don't eat or sleep, I understand."

Everyone understood Zhang Xinjie's habit, so they had no choice but to look away and eat breakfast disappointed.

"I heard that there used to be a female reporter from E-sports Weekly who invited the Korean team to dinner, but was rejected by the Korean team, but that female reporter was very stubborn, and the Korean team really had a meal with her in the end." The team members gossiped with their friends in a soft voice, and when he said this in the already quiet cafeteria, even those with sharp ears heard him.

Luo Hua ran to sit next to the team member with the buns in her mouth as if she had been spat with chicken blood, and smiled innocently: "Come on, tell me what's going on?"

This young team member is from Tyranny's planning department and has been in Tyranny for several years. They would chat about this kind of news occasionally, but they didn't expect it to be taken seriously by the rightful owner.

"Sister Luohua, why are you so excited?" The gossip team member's mouth twitched.

Luo Hua's eyebrows flashed with pride: "Of course I am excited. As a successful person, I must know how my predecessor failed."

- How shameless!

All the team members complained in a low voice.

But this team member didn't know much about the situation: "Actually, it's nothing. As far as I know, most of the people chasing the Korean team are reporters, white-collar workers in the TV station, and there are not many girls. Sister Luohua, you are a special case."

"...Sure enough, men like little girls." Luo Hua rubbed her chin and commented seriously.

The team member sitting opposite her suddenly turned pale, and stood up to greet her: "Morning, Team Han."

"Eat well, eat well, what nonsense!"

The still noisy atmosphere in the cafeteria suddenly felt like a Siberian iceberg, and a gust of cold wind swept over only Zhang Xinjie, who was calm, Lin Jingyan, who pretended to know nothing, and Luo Hua, who hadn't had time to withdraw his expression, was a deadly little expert.

"Morning Korean team, we went to training."

"Good morning, Korean team, goodbye!"

"Korean team, let's go!"

……

After the others greeted in unison, they fled in a hurry, ignoring their friendship with the Allied Army just now, before Zhang Jiale left, he made a silent gesture to Luo Hua, so angry that she almost pointed her middle finger back.

Luo Hua adjusted her expression, stood up and looked back with a smile, "Morning Brother Han, have you eaten yet? If you haven't eaten, I know you haven't eaten... Come on, I'll get you some buns hahaha."

Han Wenqing's face was dark, his hair was square, his brows were tightly furrowed, and he looked a bit menacing from a close look.

"What were you just saying?"

"Don't say anything, just chat, let's talk about the good friendship between Xingxin and Tyranny." Luo Hua took Han Wenqing's arm, leaned close to his shoulder, and said in a sweet tone, "You know that I am a great god who is understanding and approachable. "

"It's really embarrassing..." Lin Jingyan, who was holding a bowl of soup and slowly drinking it, said truthfully.

Zhang Xinjie just finished his last bite, picked up the plate and left a sentence: "Luo Hua is very interested in your previous love history in the Han team, you can talk to her when you have time, as a winner, she really wants to know about the losers." end."

Luo Hua: "..." Zhang Xinjie, you are ruthless!

Han Wenqing's expression remained the same, as if he didn't take Luo Hua's curiosity seriously: "Why do you want to know this?"

"Oh, I'm just curious. Don't you know that gossip is a woman's nature? Don't worry, I'll just ask, it's nothing...For example, I have no interest in female reporters of e-sports weekly, white-collar workers of TV stations, etc."

"Are you busy? Are you interested in these boring things if you have a cold?" Han Wenqing snorted coldly, and pulled away Luo Hua's hand to cook.

Luo Hua shrugged and followed Han Wenqing step by step: "I'm just bored, anyway, I don't have anything to do in the next game..."

Her own state is very clear, and she will not play in Xingxin's next games. The seemingly invincible strength is actually like a ticking time bomb, which may shock everyone, or blow up everyone's bodies, pressure... The pressure her subconscious puts on herself is ultimately her heart disease.

Han Wenqing turned his head with a serious expression: "You and I will go somewhere later."

"Psychological counseling?" Luo Hua asked.

"That's right, as long as you don't reject it, now you...need help in this area." Han Wenqing hesitated to speak.

Luo Hua nodded, and didn't seem to care much: "I understand, let's go and have a look later."

Tyranny Psychological Counseling is on another building, Luo Hua followed Han Wenqing, silent all the way, Han Wenqing who was standing next to her when she got out of the elevator suddenly grabbed her hand, Luo Hua was stunned, looked up at him in puzzlement .

"Don't be nervous." The warm and moist palm wrapped her cold little hand, and Luo Hua's heart warmed up, and she pinched Han Wenqing's hand back, and said with a smile: "Mr. Han, I have also studied psychology, so I won't be so nervous." Yes, don't worry... I will do well."

Han Wenqing looked into her eyes secretly, and there was a layer of tenderness in Wubo's calm eyes. He lowered his head and hugged Luo Hua in his arms, and said in a low voice: "Huahua, you have done a good job, so don't worry about it." Go push yourself again... you--"

He felt distressed.

She amazed the audience, she was smug, she was arrogant, she was weak...Han Wenqing watched Luo Hua step by step on the road to becoming a god, every step she clearly smiled but hid a deep feeling in her eyes. Fear, this fear is not for the people around her, but for herself, she is actually feeling inferior!

Intense and invincible strength, submissive operation, this level of Luo Hua unexpectedly has no confidence at all, why is the inferiority complex hidden in the depths?What happened to the heart disease accumulated for many years?What is she afraid of?

Han Wenqing has researched a lot about Luohua's past. He went abroad to play games at a young age. He couldn't empathize with what happened, but he could imagine the hardships at that time. Perhaps it was the six years in a foreign country that made her feel uneasy now. Maybe it was something that happened at that time that made her unforgettable to this day?

Or it was Han Ruohui's fault again... In short, he will not let her feel uneasy any longer. She should be proud of herself, and he is even more proud of having her. He will never see Luo Hua's uneasy and frightened appearance again!

Ye Xiu didn't say anything, Han Wenqing had planned for a long time, and someone had to tie the bell to untie it. Luo Hua just needed a little guidance from others. She has always done a good job, and this time... is no exception.

"I believe in you." Before Luo Hua went in, Han Wenqing whispered while hugging her.

Luo Hua didn't say anything, but just patted Han Wenqing's shoulder, the meaning was self-evident, she would.

Some things will actually be much better if they are spoken out. The old things that have been accumulated in my heart for many years, when I talk about them again, I will still feel wronged like a child.

After all, Han Ruohui is just a technical genius with a high IQ, and he knows nothing about the growth of young girls. People in unfamiliar environments, except for their enthusiasm for games, Luo Hua is like a background in a corner on weekdays. Keep silent, watching everything around in silence.

The first Korean she learned was a curse word. Subconsciously, she felt that if she could say this sentence, she could pretend to be a powerful person. In the chaotic online game environment, she practiced almost self-harm, and the lively girl in the past had already lost all that she should have. There is a door to the true self in the heart that is slowly closing, but the outside is wrapped in a pair of fearless clothes, deceiving yourself that you can ignore all blame.

Others' disdain, making things difficult, insulting, or even... the bullying and insulting from the youth in the rebellious period.

Keep doing better to arm yourself with fear, keep improving and pursue stronger to isolate other people's harm, and treat all dismissive things with a nonchalant expression. She is not an indestructible existence, maybe because she has seen too much The reason why I choose to forget some pain and devote myself to the game is that only my strength can prove my invincible existence, and I am afraid that others will keep away from me when I am strong in the past.

The only remaining joy came from the sense of security that the game gave her. In reality...she was not doing well at all.

"I don't want to disappoint Brother Ruohui, I don't want to tell him that I can't keep going, and I don't want to see my teammates look at me with disdain. I just want to do my best. Only the strongest... can someone accompany me... But because Overemphasized strength, jealousy, and malice come one after another. No one told me how to resolve these conflicts. I studied psychology to resolve these pressures by myself, but it got deeper and deeper and nothing helped. I really want to change, so I need help."

"Then... let's have a dream again." The doctor smiled kindly, "Back to a world full of kindness."

Forget the sadness, forget the pain, start over, you've done... well.

After the All-Star Weekend, Luo Hua did not attend for two days. While receiving psychological treatment at Tyranny, she also relieved some psychological pressure through exercise.This was a very time-consuming process, but Luo Hua enjoyed this kind of leisure time. When Ye Xiu returned to City H, he called and said that they would wait for her in the playoffs, and they would not disappoint her in the subsequent games.

"I'll wait for your return." Tang Rou sent her a WeChat message.

"Luo Hua, you need to take good care of your illness. Xingxin has been handed over to us. I'm still in my prime." Wei Chen wasn't afraid to blow his mind.

"Luo Xiaohua, remember well, Xingxin is not your team alone, but ours. You have shown enough limelight, leave it to us later!" This was Fang Rui.

"Luo Hua, you have to work hard! I and the boss will wait for you to come back... Eh? Are you going to outer space?" This is the steamed stuffed bun.

"Waiting for you to come back." An Wenyi said.

"Luo Hua, you can do it, you are my idol!" This is Qiao Yifan.

"Sister Luo Hua, you need to take your time to untangle your mind. I believe you will be able to recover to your best condition." This is Luo Ji.

"...Luo Hua, Xingxin... needs you."

This is Mo Fan's message. After Luo Hua listened to it several times, her cheeks full of tears burst into a smile. This brother Mo actually said that Xingxin needs her, why didn't he just say that he needs her, they are partners Ah, although... She seems to have left him these few rounds.

——I'm really sorry, but I believe they will be even stronger next time we meet.

"Oh, how can I move like this? No... Switch sides and sides, let's take the S route to bypass them..."

"Brother Mo, you heard me right! What? I made a mistake in judgment? How could I make a mistake in judgment?"

"...Okay, you're amazing, damn it, you're a teacher, and your predictions are so much more accurate than mine?"

……

Han Wenqing sat on the bed and rubbed his ears that were constantly being tortured, and finally couldn't help but put down the document and reminded: "Your time is up today, go to sleep after this round."

"No, Brother Han, I've only trained three times with them, and it's only been three times. It's been a long time since I've touched it... If you don't touch my hands again, you will die." Luo Hua said reluctantly.

In fact, maybe because she gradually let go of some things and rejoined the game, she felt a little more relaxed, her hand speed did not deliberately press down, and her movements were much more elegant. Sometimes the chaotic rhythm caught everyone by surprise, but after a few moves Others can adapt to the change as well.

"Maybe we can make the team competition a magician style like Wang Jiexi's, then it will be much easier." Ye Xiu commented honestly.

"Forget it, let Mo Fan work hard to cooperate with Luo Hua, I am too old to play this kind of coquettish movement." Fang Rui said.

"C'mon, Fang Rui, you really know how to joke. I can't compare to you in being obscene and coquettish. At best, my position is a boring one. You are Mingsao... Ouch! Brother Han, don't do anything... My last game will be over soon—don’t grab my keyboard! Why do you think so much about my dad? Don’t grab me and finish it right away—brother Mo, come to put out the fire and my dad is coming to collect the keyboard again—” On the screen, Luohuaguyu's posture changed in various ways. Fortunately, Deception rescued the field in time, otherwise the team competition would undoubtedly be shut down.

Fang Rui: "...Han Wenqing is too strict. I can't help but feel sad for Luo Hua's belated childhood."

Ye Xiu: "But I also want to thank Lao Han. You see, now that we face a sudden player mistake, we can calmly save the game."

Here they are very leisurely, while Luo Hua and Han Wenqing started a daily tug-of-war.

Han Wenqing: "Shut down!"

Luo Hua: "The last one!"

Han Wenqing: "No, the time is up."

Luo Hua: "Aren't you Zhang Xinjie, why is the timing so accurate? If you have the guts to do that, you also have the timing so accurate!"

in the earphones.

Su Mucheng: "Get it done right away, I can already foresee Luo Hua's miserable life tonight."

Ye Xiu: "...I really think that Luo Hua's death skills have become more and more advanced recently, and they all focus on fire—continue!"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

boom! !

The team competition ended in victory again and again in many changes.

The computer was brutally shut down by Han Wenqing with a bang, and Luo Hua was picked up by Han Wenqing and thrown onto the bed, the night was long.