[Full-time] Another way to become a god

?The car stopped at the gate of the hospital. Luo Hua asked Zhang Jiale to support Han Wenqing. She carried her bag and ran to register. Han Wenqing's dizzy eyes turned black. I can't speak.The so-called illness comes like a mountain, and even Han Wenqing, who is physically strong, can't support it.

"Team Han, are you okay?" Seeing that Han Wenqing was so weak, Zhang Jiale didn't dare to neglect him.

"...It's okay." Han Wenqing frowned tightly, his eyes turned white with his eyes closed.

This is not a good state, Zhang Jiale secretly thought.

"Get the needle first." After the examination, the doctor prescribed a prescription. Luo Hua asked Zhang Jiale to help Han Wenqing lie down in the ward, and she hurried to pay the fee. He fell into a coma as soon as he lay on the bed, and the nurse gave him an injection but there was no response.

After the potion was put on, Han Wenqing obviously felt more comfortable, his brows relaxed, and his breathing seemed to be much smoother.

After Luo Hua paid the fee, she walked into the ward with a meal of medicine in her arms. Zhang Jiale sat beside Han Wenqing and texted. From time to time, he would look up at the dosage of the bottle.

"He hasn't slept for a few days?" Luo Hua put the medicine on the table and asked softly.

"... three days." Zhang Jiale raised his head and saw Luo Hua stand up and make way for him. All he knew was that Han Wenqing was too busy recently, and the matter about his transfer made Tyranny feel uneasy. Han Wenqing was worried In order to upgrade Dazzling Hundred Blossoms' account so that he can get used to it, he is also responsible for Zhang Jiale's external public relations work.

Seeing Han Wenqing tired like this, Zhang Jiale felt uncomfortable.

"It's really hard work." Luo Hua sat on one side of the bed and sighed, the burden of being a team leader was much more tiring than outsiders imagined.

It was dark outside the window and there was no moonlight, and the hospital was very quiet. Luo Hua got up and turned off the headlights, leaving the bedside lights on.

Zhang Jiale's face was indistinct under the light, he lowered his head and said in a dull voice, "...It's my fault."

"What do you care?" Luo Hua laughed, and suddenly remembered: "By the way, I forgot to ask, what's your name?"

Zhang Jiale was speechless, staring at Luo Hua with his slightly melancholy eyes: "You don't know me?"

Luo Hua narrowed her eyes and moved closer: "Who are you?"

"... Zhang Jiale." Zhang Jiale cursed inwardly, what about wool?I didn't know him, but I still arrested him as a coolie. What should I do if I was cheated?Are all women so defenseless?He thought she knew who he was!

"Oh, you... the second child in a thousand years?" Luo Hua remembered that someone left a message on her Weibo saying this name.I heard that Zhang Jiale had been suppressed by Ye Xiu and had never won a championship. He just kept taking second place, and finally he retired angrily. If he hadn't come back to Tyranny suddenly this time, everyone might feel sorry for his retirement.

"Damn it!" Zhang Jiale suddenly became angry, and suddenly remembered that someone was sleeping, he had to suppress his anger, glared at Luo Hua, lowered his head and said sullenly: "So... that's right."

"There's nothing wrong with being second, it's better than always being third."

"But no one wants to be a champion." Zhang Jiale said.

His voice seemed even colder in the dimly lit room, with a sense of determination and unwillingness.

Luo Hua yawned, and said without emotion: "We always hope that everything will be perfect, that all opportunities will appear at the same time, and that the whole road will be sunny and sunny, with singing birds and fragrant flowers, but we never thought that we who pursue perfection are ourselves An extreme imperfection."

"..."

Zhang Jiale was slightly stunned, and after a long silence, he forced a mocking smile.

"What the hell. You've watched too many TV shows..."

"Well, this is indeed a line from the movie. It's pretty good. Do you want to watch it?" Luo Hua asked him, tilting her head.

Zhang Jiale was a little embarrassed, but Luo Hua suddenly changed the subject and made it difficult for him to answer the conversation for a while, so he could only bow his head in silence.It's not that he doesn't know how to get along with women, but the person in front of him is his future captain's girlfriend, and the relationship is a lot more complicated. Han Wenqing is lying on the bed, with his girlfriend taking care of him, it seems that it will not be good for him to stay here. .

"Why don't I go first." Zhang Jiale stood up and prepared to leave.

"Then I'll take you back, it'll be soon anyway." Said Luo Hua got up to get the car keys.

Zhang Jiale's face turned pale, and he waved his hands again and again: "No, no, I'll take a taxi and go home." Are you kidding me, this aunt is driving like a plane, he is lucky to survive one ride, he doesn't want to feel the speed anymore with passion.

Luo Hua was very enthusiastic: "Soon, besides, it's not convenient for you to take a taxi so late."

"It's very convenient, as long as you take care of the Han team, um... goodbye!" Zhang Jiale waved his hands in a hurry and rushed out the door, his back seemed to be running away.

"Coward!" Luo Hua sneered and turned around. Han Wenqing, who was lying on the hospital bed, looked haggard, his heroic brows inadvertently frowned, and he looked like he was not sleeping peacefully.

Luo Hua gradually put away her smile, not knowing if she was talking to Han Wenqing or talking to herself.

"Everyone is a coward, but everyone doesn't want to be a coward, so they are all looking for ways to change. You are, and so am I..."

Luo Hua didn't close his eyes all night, Han Wenqing changed the bottle three times in the middle of the night, and he started to have a fever again in the second half of the night, Luo Hua kept wiping his body with a towel bought at a convenience store outside to let him cool down as soon as possible, and cooperated The temperature of the drug effect finally dropped and did not repeat itself. Luo Hua's nerves that had been tense all night were relieved a little. The sky was already light, and the tiredness surged. Clutching Han Wenqing's hand, he fell asleep beside the bed in a daze.

When he woke up, there were rustling conversations in his ears, as if someone had come.

Luo Hua opened her eyes, and the first thing she saw was Zhang Jiale, Zhang Xinjie, and Lin Jingyan standing beside the bed. Han Wenqing was leaning on the bed and looking through documents.

"Let's distribute it according to this list. Are there enough materials now? If not...Are you awake?" Seeing Luo Hua wake up and put down the documents, Han Wenqing said, "Would you like to sleep for a while?" Luo Hua's face was also rather haggard, Han Wenqing couldn't help but frown.

"No need, huh? Why are you all here?" Luo Hua rubbed her eyes, staring at the few people in front of her in surprise.

"Jiale said in the morning that Team Han was hospitalized. I thought it might be inconvenient for you to be alone, so let's come and take a look." Zhang Xinjie was thoughtful, and guessed that there were some things that Luo Hua couldn't do for a girl, so he talked with Lin Jing and Zhang Jiale together. The people rushed over, just in time to see Han Wenqing going to the bathroom, and Luo Hua lying on the bed and looking like he just fell asleep.

"Let her go to bed first." Han Wenqing said so, and the voices of several people chatting were kept very low.

"You guys are positive. I have no problem. Brother Han, are you feeling better?" Luo Hua's thoughts were all on Han Wenqing. Last night his high fever really frightened her. Luo Hua leaned over and touched him with the back of his hand. Han Wenqing's forehead was okay, not hot.

"Well, it's okay." Han Wenqing took her hand and held it in his hand, "You worked hard last night."

Luo Hua stared into Han Wenqing's eyes, and with a swollen face, smiled foolishly and threw herself into Han Wenqing's arms: "It's not hard, it's not hard, brother Han, you're fine, you really scared me to death last night— —”

"Ahem, you two, don't show your affection so early in the morning." Lin Jingyan clenched his fist and coughed softly at the corner of his mouth as a warning.They are still there, these two couples just act like no one is hugging and cuddling, the three of them are all bachelors, dog abuse is not very good.

Luo Hua glanced at him, then smiled triumphantly and said, "Master Lin, don't you come envious."

"It's true that I'm not as lucky as Team Han." Lin Jingyan's face was very calm, unmoved at all.

"Then you have to work harder."

"I would like to borrow your good words." Lin Jingyan said.

"So you are that Luohuaguyukai? Can't you tell, Team Han, do you like this type?" After a night's rest, Zhang Jiale came back to life again.

"What type am I?" Luo Hua asked him.

Zhang Jiale almost blurted out "human face and animal heart", the speed impression last night didn't scare him to death.But when it got too far, he still pretended to say: "Gentle and lovely."

"Pfft—" Lin Jingyan smiled very shamelessly.

"Xiao Zhang is still too young." Zhang Xinjie said.

Han Wenqing, who had been silent all this time, also said coldly, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Luo Hua is not stupid, it's not that she can't hear that they are teasing her, but she is very generous: "What's the use of being gentle and sweet, can you play games? Can you grab bosses? Can you kill people? Well... what I said It's in the game."

"But I'd rather you don't know how to play games, and don't grab bosses." Lin Jingyan, who couldn't stand being pestered by Luo Hua recently, said in shame.

"Congratulations, the reality is so cruel." Luo Hua said, "Anyway, you have to face me later."

"Hey, then I have to pray that I will see you less in the future." Lin Jingyan looked at her and smiled slightly.

"Okay, I have nothing else to do, let's go back." Han Wenqing interrupted the quarrel between the two of them, got off the bed and let Luo Hua go through the formalities. Compromise, obediently go to settle all the expenses.

All three of Zhang Xinjie came here by taxi. Han Wenqing's car was parked in the garage, and it could just seat five people. Four men and one woman should be driven by Luo Hua.

When Zhang Jiale heard that the driver was Luo Hua, his face turned pale with fright.

"I'm going to drive slower." Luo Hua said angrily, "Don't underestimate the hand speed and reflexes of a Gao Wan."

"Is this related to driving?" Lin Jingyan asked.

"Strictly speaking, it is related. Driving requires strong concentration and responsiveness. Hand speed can quickly adjust the direction to avoid damage in critical moments. In a way, people who play well in the game should also have good driving skills. .” Zhang Xinjie said seriously.

"...But why did I fail the driver's license test three times?"

Zhang Xinjie and Lin Jingyan looked at Zhang Jiale, looked at each other, and turned their heads silently.

"You may lack a little bit of luck." Luo Hua hit Zhang Jiale knowingly.

"Drive your car!" Han Wenqing turned Luo Hua's head to show her the way.

Everyone knows that the word "luck" is Zhang Jiale's unavoidable pain. Although it is unscientific to say this, luck is also a part of success in many things, but Zhang Jiale is always abandoned by God when he is about to hit the door. It can not be said that God is unfair.

"Then I understand, let's continue next time." Zhang Jiale's mood was pretty good, and he didn't feel sad because of Luo Hua's words.

No one in the car spoke for a while, Luo Hua smiled and said, "That sounds like a Tyranny player, right Brother Han?"

"En." Han Wenqing nodded in response.

Hearing that Han Wenqing was too busy with his health recently, the manager hurriedly gave him a day off.Originally, it was a holiday recently, because Tyranny had already worked extra overtime because of the transfer matters, but these tasks were inseparable from the captain's supervision, so Han Wenqing didn't have much rest time.

Q city is very hot in summer, Luo Hua was already sweating, went to Han Wenqing's dormitory, she changed clothes familiarly, sat in front of the computer and played games, vacation is the best game for a house girl.

The dormitory has air-conditioning, Luo Hua turned the temperature a little higher, Han Wenqing didn't dare to blow it too cold when he caught a cold.

"Why did you come over suddenly?" Luo Hua asked Han Wenqing to lie down as soon as he returned to the dormitory. He was sick and needed to rest more, and it was rare for him to take time off to rest and recuperate.

"I missed you, so I came to see you."

"to be frank."

"Is this not the truth?" Luo Hua looked a little dazed at this moment.

"You look very anxious." Han Wenqing said.

Luo Hua was silent, she quit the game quietly, then sat on the stool and stared blankly at the colorful screen, without thinking about anything, almost in a daze.

Han Wenqing didn't force her either.

After a while, as if she had made up her mind, Luo Hua said in a low voice: "I'm just too nervous, nervous like a novice. But I shouldn't be nervous, but I can't calm down all the time. Thinking that the challenge is coming soon, My heart is pounding, I am afraid of losing, I am afraid of losing face, I am afraid that everyone will be disappointed... I have also become a coward..."

Han Wenqing listened to her in silence, and then hugged Luo Hua into his arms. The petite girl clutched the clothes on his chest tightly, and buried her in his neck as if to vent: "I'm afraid that Ye Xiu will lose, I'm afraid that Old Wei will lose, I'm afraid that I won't be able to reach the level, and I'm also afraid... I shouldn't choose Boxer at all, Brother Han, let me hold you for a while, for a while... just fine."

It's never that she doesn't believe in her own ability, but that she shoulders everyone's expectations. Life can't be turned back, and the path she chooses has to go on forever. She... can't fail this time.

Brother Ruohui once told her that when faced with a desperate situation, people have two choices, one is to cut off their meridians and run away in place, the other is to turn around and choose a new path.Often many people cannot do the second way, because it is too difficult and strenuous.There is no peak in the game, only constantly updated styles, players and skills.

The bottleneck in the game was the reason for Luo Hua's anxiety. She couldn't get through one style of boxing, so she had to change it, just like Han Wenqing changed his style of play, like Jianghuai going through the cold...

Luo Hua suddenly thought of something: "Brother Han, do you know that Jianghuai is cold?"

Han Wenqing's eyes flashed, and he said lightly, "I know."

"It's you?"

"..."

"So it's you." Luo Hua smiled bitterly, the hands on her waist suddenly tightened, Luo Hua patted his hands to make Han Wenqing stop thinking: "I'm just sad that when everyone is making progress, only myself In fact, I am not afraid of change, but I am afraid that I will be more confused if I discard the original style of play.”

When playing Glory, Luo Hua kept the style of play in the original game. There were some changes, but most of the habits were deeply rooted. Now the reality tells her that this style of play is only so powerful because of the occupational limit. If you want to change, then only by finding a new form can you display your strength.

From this point of view, she and Han Wenqing also need a breakthrough relationship.

"Luo Hua." Han Wenqing held Luo Hua's cheeks, his eyes were cold and unquestionable, and he said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Tell me, why do you want to play in the professional league?"

"...Because I like it."

"If you like it, why are you afraid?"

"I care so much that I fear, just like feelings."

"Wrong!" Han Wenqing frowned, his voice became cold and tough: "Your heart is not firm, Ye Qiu is not afraid of failure, and neither is Wei Chen. What are you afraid of? What do they have to do with you? You can’t be scruples but meddle in your own business, are you doing well? You always find excuses to put pressure on yourself, but it’s just that you are not up to the level, if you continue like this, you should simply quit!”

Never before was Han Wenqing criticized so fiercely. Luo Hua was taken aback, but stared at him stubbornly: "You don't understand! Why aren't they afraid? What if they lose? Tyranny can continue if you lose, Ye I can't fix it! Neither can Wei Chen! Why can't I be in a hurry!"

"Heh, why do you say they can't do it?"

"I..." Luo Hua was momentarily at a loss for words.

"Gu Zuoyan, he is stubborn. I guess Ye Xiu also talked to you. When you are in the current state, you might as well get out early. If you are slightly frightened, you choose to back down. Do you think you are contributing to the team? You It’s simply holding back, if you’re afraid, just don’t play!”

"Shut up!" Luo Hua was already a little angry.

"So what if Lin Jingyan's obscenity is great? What's your focus now? To put it bluntly, it's just a boring idea caused by insufficient strength. Do what you should do right now. Can't you do such a simple thing?"

"Shut up!" Luo Hua directly pushed him away, got off Han Wenqing, and said angrily, "You don't understand at all! Too late, no time! You don't have to be afraid, Tyranny can continue if he loses, but Xingxin can't." I can't do it either! I...I'm afraid of losing..."

She knelt down and cried loudly, what should she do?What can I do to break through?Where is her room for improvement?The closer the competition time came, the more anxious she became. She wanted to change but was afraid of running out of time. She wanted to break through but couldn't find the direction. Ye Xiu asked her to find it by herself, but she couldn't find it...

Han Wenqing forced her to admit her incompetence and see the reality clearly, while Ye Xiu forced her to find her own direction, because she was strong enough and they all believed in her.But sometimes belief is like a heavy brick, pressing on her shoulders can no longer do anything except breathing difficulties.

"Stand up!" Han Wenqing got off the bed, pulled her up and clasped her wrist, and walked out, his voice was cold: "Follow me."

"Let me go—" Luo Hua's face was still full of tears. She didn't expect Han Wenqing to drag her towards the main building instead of comforting her. Luo Hua didn't dare to make noise, but tried hard to break free from Han Wenqing's shackles.

"Don't move around!" Han Wenqing suddenly turned his head and yelled at her, Luo Hua froze for a moment and didn't dare to say anything.

Han Wenqing took her to the computer room, because during the summer break, except for the high-level leadership and technical personnel in the club, other team members of Tyranny went home to rest, and there was no one in the computer room. .

"Aren't you afraid of losing? Then just lose until you are not afraid, the account card—"

Luo Hua pursed her lips and was emotionally fluctuating, but she didn't dare to disobey Han Wenqing. She handed over her account card, and Han Wenqing also turned on the machine and inserted his own card. At the beginning, I was excited and my hands were amazingly fast, and I still died very quickly, over and over again, losing until Luo Hua was numb, Han Wenqing continued without stopping, and Luo Hua also held his breath and refused to admit defeat, falling again and again. Down, defeated again and again.

They didn't speak, and tapped the mouse and keyboard without saying a word.

The movement of the two caught Zhang Xinjie's attention. He and Lin Jingyan walked over from the next room to watch for a while, and asked, "How long has this been going on?"

"It's been three hours."

"How about it?"

Lin Jingyan smiled wryly: "Luo Hua keeps losing."

"What are you doing?" Zhang Jiale also came over.

"who knows?"

"Is that enough?" It was already dark outside the window, Han Wenqing finally stopped.

Luo Hua's high-frequency explosive hand speed could not help shaking her arms at this moment. She bit her lip and said with great reluctance: "Enough." dissipate.

She felt unprecedentedly calm now, and her mind could finally think about something carefully.

"Then go back to Xingxin now." Han Wenqing handed her the account card.

Luo Hua stood up and took the card, and walked slowly past Han Wenqing: "See you after the challenge."

"kindness."