Miss Difficult to Marry

The snow has stopped, but it is getting dark soon.

Thinking of what Qin Yuzhen said that day, Chen Qingyun didn't dare to say goodbye to her directly.She also knew that Qin Yuzhen had been waiting for her to come these two days.

Under the light in the room, the two fell into silence. The light in the room was bright and depressing, and they both saw the light and shadow in each other's eyes.

"Since you are leaving, you must have already thought about where you are going."

Chen Qingyun looked at her and saw that her expression was still calm, so she said: "The snow has stopped, it will not be difficult to go out of the city tomorrow..."

In the midwinter season, the river is frozen, the roads are snowy and slippery, and the twelfth lunar month will soon be here, and it will be difficult to travel long distances at the end of the year.

In fact, Chen Qingyu didn't really want to answer this question. "...After leaving the city, if you have nothing else to do, go back to the capital the same way."

There was no expression on Qin Yuzhen's face, "What about after returning to the capital? What to do?"

"What do you do?" Chen Qingyu laughed at himself, "But it's the same as before, earning some money by myself, and sometimes when I'm free, I talk to people about scriptures and Taoism, plant flowers and trees, and the days go by like this."

"Ah."

Qin Yuzhen sneered, "You have already planned for yourself, Chen Qingyu, what about me?"

"...What is love, what is affection, people can change in just a few days."

"Yuzhen..." Chen Qingyun softened her voice: "Forget that I'm sorry for you, and that I owe you all of this. As long as you live a good life in the future, I, I will pay for everything I have done." It's worth it, if, if you still hate me..."

The more Chen Qingyu spoke, the lower his voice became.Her deep affection could not withstand the pressure of the world, and in the end, she still had no ability to change all this, so she had to compromise with herself.

"Yuzhen, maybe, you will understand in the future, there is no such thing as easy in life."

Chen Qingyu has always been conceited, but she didn't know that she was so cowardly.

"I don't need to understand later, Chen Qingyu, do you think it's easy or not for me now? Do you think I'm self-inflicted or self-indulgent? If you still have the slightest bit of pity for me now, you shouldn't hurt me like this." Qin Yuzhen Gently closing his eyes, the unstoppable heartache spread instantly. "If you say I'm sorry and you owe me, you can put your hands away with peace of mind. Why can you be so unfeeling to me? How can you bear it. Or, before, you were just acting on occasion. "

Flirtation?Chen Qingyun's heart suddenly ached. Her feelings for Qin Yuzhen, even today, still haven't changed a bit.It's not for her good that she left, but how much is her kindness worth?

"Yu Zhen, I can't answer you for saying that. But, having said that, you can think about it that way." Chen Qingyun raised her head, "Just treat me like a prodigal son, who covets you for a while. Beauty, lack of luck and heartlessness, are not worthy of your memory at all. Let me tell you the truth, you Qin Yuzhen is a rich lady, but you are too stupid to suffer, and you are also a smart person, why you are so confused. "

"It's not easy for everyone, please be more forgiving, why do you make it like this." Chen Qingyu was not afraid of her anger, she didn't come these two days, just to let her give up slowly, her heart hurts, but her words became more and more unfeeling, " Qin Yuzhen, you don't have to be sad. If I leave, no one will stop your good marriage. At that time, you can marry or recruit a husband if you want. Flounder is deeply affectionate, and it can also protect the family of the Qin family."

Hurting words are deeper than spears.

"Chen Qingyu!" The anger in Qin Yuzhen's eyes ignited, "Have you said enough!"

"Okay, very good, I don't need you to do anything!" Qin Yuzhen said: "This door is open, if you want to go, I won't stop you, but, Chen Qingyu, please remember, as long as you walk out of this door , don't regret it!"

Chen Qingyu pursed her lips tightly. This was the second time Qin Yuzhen said this. What does she want her to regret?If she, Chen Qingyu, really leaves at this moment, what will happen to Qin Yuzhen?

Chen Qingyu became quiet, and those blurred lights and shadows flowed silently.

Qiu Jun, who was staying in the corridor outside the house, heard the faint voice coming from the back room, and was very worried.

At this time, people outside put away their shovels and dustpans and came back one after another.If it's okay, the people who serve in the east courtyard are all their own people, even if they hear something or see something, no one will easily spread it to the outside world.But in the past two days, a few women have come in from outside to do things. There are too many people talking, and if the security is not strict, a half sentence of relevant or irrelevant words will be leaked out.

Qiu Jun has always been prudent in her work, she walked to the door quietly and closed it, and then put down the heavy noren curtain on the door.

Qin Yuzhen, who was ill, could disregard her own life and death, and Chen Qingyu was not afraid of anything else, but she was afraid that she would not be able to think about it.

"Yuzhen..." Chen Qingyun smiled bitterly, "We've talked about this, what else do you want? Can you let go?"

"What can I want you to do? If you want to leave, I can't stop you. However, I asked you to stay and have a wedding drink before, but now it seems that it is unnecessary. "

When Qin Yuzhen said this, she smiled sadly, "I just don't know if we can get acquainted, can you give me a ride before leaving, or, when I die, remember to burn incense in front of my spirit before leaving. "After she finished speaking, she stretched out her right hand, and in that hand, she was holding half a pair of sharp scissors.

These words hit Chen Qingyun's heart hard like a giant hammer, she stared blankly at the half pair of scissors in her hand, and was speechless for a long time.

"Yu Zhen..."

After a long time, Chen Qingyu said with difficulty: "Why are you doing this..."

"It's ridiculous and sad. All of this is just my infatuation, but this infatuation is nothing more than that in your eyes. If this is the case, why don't I put my life in your hands, like this, Let's all go to a peaceful world. This is just right, it can not only cut off my crazy thoughts, but also satisfy your heart, let's settle it once and for all!"

Chen Qingyu was heartbroken, "Yuzhen, you only lived for a hundred years, and you have gone to the gate of hell once. Why, why do you still think about it like this? Life is the most important thing in life. You, why are you bothering?"

While talking, Chen Qingyu finally shed tears, "Yuzhen, in fact, you should understand everything I said, you actually understand everything, but why do you still force me like this?"

What Qin Yuzhen wants is the feeling of life and death.She, Chen Qingyu, could afford her this feeling, but she couldn't give her a complete life.She also knew it clearly, but why didn't she let go?

"Aren't I forcing myself, the world is full of bitterness, life is impermanent, peace of mind is the place to go. I want nothing else, I just want you to guard me, but you are always willing not to fulfill me, Chen Qingyu, you Say you are tired, but why am I not tired, since this is the case..."

Speaking of this, Qin Yuzhen paused, "If you promise me one thing, as long as you do it. I will let go, let you go, and let me go."

"Yu Zhen, you have to be serious about what you say." Chen Qingyun reacted quickly, as long as she promised not to kill herself, there was nothing she could not do.

"Naturally." Qin Yuzhen looked at her, his eyes turned, and a charming and bewitching brilliance bloomed between his brows.Her red lips parted slightly: "Come here."

Chen Qingyun moved her ears closer.

"I want you..." Qin Yuzhen said slowly, "I want my body..."

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Waking up in the middle of the night, I was surprised that there was no update!Ahhhhhhhhh... Woke up in the middle of the night to type, so sad, can I be any more miserable?