Miss Difficult to Marry

These few days the Qin residence was full of gloom and mist, Qin Zhongkun was sad and anxious, he had lost a lot of weight, not to mention, but within a few days, his temples had grown a lot of white hair.

Qin Zhongkun just came out of the room, he didn't take a few steps, his back slumped, and he couldn't help but sat down on the bench in the corridor.

He Yi hurried forward, "Master?"

Qin Zhongkun shook his hands, "Nothing."

Here, Hui'er helped Nanny An to come out, and as soon as she left the door, Nanny An couldn't help crying, "Yesterday she was better, why did this disease recur today?"

Aunt An came here to cry a few times these days. In addition to worrying about Qin Yuzhen's condition, everyone also worried that the old lady would not be sad and cry too much.

He Yi had no choice but to go forward and persuade him: "Mother, you are getting old, it's important to take care of your health first, Miss's illness may pass after a while."

"Help Nanny back first." Master Qin raised his head and ordered.

He Yi waved to the maidservants, "It's good to help me."

Momo An wiped her eyes, choked up, "God, why are you so short-sighted? If you make her sick and die, I won't live anymore."

Qin Zhongkun bowed his head and remained silent. He had thought about what he should think of. If Yu Zhen's fate should be like this, then there was nothing he could do.He leaned weakly on the pillar, and said in a sad tone: "I think my Qin family is considered a kind and generous family, and I have never done anything illegal or evil. God is in my heart, and people are gods. Yu Zhen has never done anything harmful to nature. She shouldn't have ended up like this. God bless the good man, I, Qin Zhongkun, have nothing else to ask for now, but I just ask God to be merciful in everything, and to show mercy for the sake of my life's accumulation of blessings and good deeds, and save my son's life once. "

He Yi had other things on his mind, but now that the master looked so sad, he opened his mouth several times, but still didn't say it.

Since Qin Tianwang, the young master of the Qin family hall, was thrown into prison, the master has severed his friendship with him.To get out of prison, Qin Tianwang spent all his family's wealth to take care of the people in the yamen. Although he was eventually released from prison, he had already become a destitute dog. He was useless all day long except drinking and swearing.Probably because of poverty and desperation, he often urged the pregnant woman to come to the gate of the Qin Mansion to ask for money. If she couldn't get the money, the woman would fall on the ground, crying and rolling around, making a lot of noise.Although the master once told him to ignore him, but after all, Master Tang is still from the Qin family, so he can't be soft, let alone hard.So every time that woman came, He Yi would be very annoyed.

well!When a person has reached this stage, he can really create any kind of weird phenomenon.In this eventful autumn this year, the house is restless, when will it be the end.

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In the middle of winter, before the winter solstice comes, the first snow of the year falls silently at night.When I got up early, the scattered and intertwined tree branches were covered with a thin layer of fine snow.

After Qin Yuzhen woke up groggy for a while in the morning, she fell asleep again.

Qiu Yun and Hui'er, who had been guarding her all the time, were at a loss. Qin Yuzhen refused to even take a sip of medicine today, except for eating a few mouthfuls of plain noodles yesterday.

As soon as night fell, the mother-in-law of the Qin family lit the lamps under the eaves early, and the surroundings were silent, with the dim light reflecting the white snow on the ground, making it look extraordinarily cold.

Hui'er poured a cup of warm water in from the outside, Qiu Yun got up and twisted a handkerchief in the water, and silently wiped Qin Yuzhen's hands and face.

Qin Yuzhen's sleepiness has been getting longer and longer in the past few days, and the servant girls who took turns keeping watch at night were worried.

Hui'er looked at the cold medicine on the table, frowning. There was still a pot of decoction simmering on the stove, and she hadn't even taken a sip of the last medicine.

She took the medicine bowl and walked out the door. After going down the stone steps, she was about to pour the soup medicine under the root of the flower when she suddenly saw someone fall from the fence. Huier's eyes widened in surprise and she said, "Hurry up!" Come here!" Before he yelled out, he saw the person walking under a light in the corridor.

She opened her eyes wide as if she had seen a ghost, "Uncle, Uncle."

Chen Qingyu stopped in her tracks and glanced at her, "Where's Miss?"

"Yes, in the house." Huier stammered, "Lying on the bed."

There was a faint light in the room, and Chen Qingyu went straight up the stone steps.

Hui'er was holding a medicine bowl, and she didn't come to her senses for a long time.

Qiu Jun heard voices talking outside, and when he was about to get up, he saw Chen Qingyu walking in.

Seeing her, Qiu Yun's eyes turned red all of a sudden, "Master, you, you are finally here."

Chen Qingyu nodded slightly, then turned and walked towards the bed.

At this time, Qin Yuzhen was lying on the bed very weak, her hair was messy scattered on the embroidered pillow.

Drowsy, she only felt that she was trapped in a trance and boundless darkness. The darkness was sometimes fragmented, sometimes misty, and sometimes nothingness.Qin Yuzhen felt her body was like a speck of dust floating up and down above the darkness, and there was chaos and mist everywhere.

Chen Qingyu stood motionless by the bed, Qiu Jun couldn't see her expression.After a long time, she saw Chen Qingyu sitting down on the edge of the bed.

Qiu Jun sighed, opened the noren curtain and walked out.

Of the two remaining people in the room, one was asleep and the other was as quiet as a stone sculpture.

On the censer in the corner of the room curls up, and the freshly replaced white plum fragrance is light and ethereal.Sitting by the bed, Chen Qingyu's brows were tired, but his expression remained as gentle as water.In the shadow of the candlelight, she quietly looked sideways at the sleeping Qin Yuzhen.

It's been a long time since we saw each other, Qin Yuzhen's face has no trace of blood, her previous complexion is gone, her soul is gone, and she is already very thin.

Chen Qingyun suppressed the uncontrollable pain in her heart, but the past events flashed in her mind one after another.From the first meeting, the two have known each other since then, the little things they got along with, those tender feelings, those resentments and sorrows, they have only known each other for more than a year, but at this moment, Chen Qingyu feels that the two have passed more than half of the time all my life.The love and hatred between the two are deeply rooted in their hearts.Because, in this life, no matter how deep their love is, it can't be worth the shallow fate.

After ten years of cultivation, we can cross the same boat, and after a hundred years of cultivation, we can sleep together.How long will it take for her and Qin Yuzhen to have that century-old love.

"Yu Zhen, if there is an afterlife, by the Sansheng Stone, will you wait for me?"

"..."

"Don't you want to see me? Yu Zhen, look, I'm here right now?"

"Yu Zhen..."

Qin Yuzhen, who was in deep chaos, seemed to be slowly returning from a distant horizon, and she slowly opened her eyes.

Life is like a dream, just now in the dream, she has no sorrow of separation, no resentment and hurt, no love and hatred torment.Those mistakes, right and wrong, kindness and resentment, have all left her.There is no heartache in the past, no entangled love and resentment.That's why she didn't want to wake up.

Seeing her eyes opened, Chen Qingyun straightened up slightly and looked at her from top to bottom.

Qin Yuzhen lay on the pillow, quietly looking at Chen Qingyun's clear eyes, under the candlelight, the two were silent.

The crabapple flowers outside the window bloomed and fell again.In the flickering candlelight, Qin Yuzhen's gaze shifted, and because of a thought, she mistook her heart for her. Since then, the two of them are doomed to have troubles.They are doomed for each other, those unreasonable grievances, unbreakable thoughts, and unshakable love have become her lifelong concern.

Qin Yuzhen was weak all over, the pain in her body made her extremely weak, and her body finally fell down. She stretched out her hand with a dazed expression, and slowly pressed Chen Qingyun's cheek.

"You really have a cruel heart!"

Chen Qingyun looked at her with the same introverted and indifferent expression as before, she just looked at her so clearly and shallowly, neither admitting nor defending.

The half-draped gauze covered the few rays of light, and in the half-light, Qin Yuzhen's hand caressed the slight dimples on her cheeks, "There is only the most cruel heart in the world. After so long, if you don't come again, we will There will be no time to see each other again.”

"Yu Zhen." Chen Qingyun said, "Why do you torture yourself like this? You clearly know who I am, why are you still unwilling to let go? Yu Zhen, why are you bothering, if you let go, why is it so painful. "

"You are so smart, don't you know why? Chen Qingyu, I just ask you, you... have you let go?"

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Chen Qingyun's breathing is a bit heavy, whether she can let it go or not, as long as she, Qin Yuzhen, can let go of these obsessions, she, Chen Qingyun, would rather be alone for the rest of her life.

"How can a crow match a phoenix? The life of a person is so long. If the marriage is reversed, how can I spend this life. I can't even give you anything. Yu Zhen, there are so many good men in the world. I , I'm just a wandering rivers and lakes girl, how can I win your love. I'm afraid I will hurt you, I'm afraid I will ruin your blessing, do your calculations, what can I have to be worthy of you? With so many years to come, how will you face the world?"

Chen Qingyu had experienced ups and downs in half her life, and she had tasted all the bitterness in the world. She didn't want Qin Yuzhen to suffer that kind of criticism.In this life, they can't live together and die together, so why should she waste her whole life.

"This world is boundless, how long can a lifetime be? You ask me what I want." Qin Yuzhen stroked her brows and eyes with a cold hand, "No matter how many heroes there are in this world, it's up to me to make my own wishes. Chen Qingyu, I am not that Luanhuang, and you are not that crow. I just want to be happy with each other, and I only want the day and night. What do you want me to plot? Calculate that we will never see each other again? Or plot against us? People will stay alone in this world day after day after you? Chen Qingyu, tell me, I am already like this, what do you want me to do?"

You said you would ruin my luck, you were afraid of harming me, but now you are not trying to kill me!Chen Qingyu, if you still don't understand, this will last forever, I'll let you go there alone.

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