The accident in my life is only you

I'm Lin Xining, and I'm Lin Ying's younger brother.

The first time I knew the name Liu Shu was during the Chinese New Year in the third year of high school. I hadn’t seen Lin Ying for several years. I went to climb the trail behind the village with Yingying and my friends.

Climbing to the top of the mountain is a reservoir. The scenery over there is beautiful, and you can overlook the whole village. After climbing tired, we sat together and chatted about some things in the school.

Lin Ying talked about a person who looked like me, her name was Liu Shu, and she said that the similarity reached at least six points.

I was very curious about what kind of person would look like me. What made me even more curious was that when Lin Ying mentioned her, there was sadness in her eyes, and when she talked about some details, there was joy. I secretly Thinking about it, the relationship between this person and Lin Ying must not be that simple.

In the evening, I finally had a chance. Lin Ying and I stood side by side, alone.

I carefully tested Liu Shu's relationship with her, she hesitated, and finally said something about Liu Shu's obsession with her.

I was very surprised, although she didn't say much, but I have already experienced this, so I understand the reason.

What Liu Shu did was simply because he fell in love with Lin Ying.

Only Lin Ying, a fool, didn't understand that Liu Shu's relationship with her was not friendship at all, but love. From this point of view, this person named Liu Shu would have a very difficult road to go.

It has been more than half a year since I heard the name Liu Shu for the second time.

The college entrance examination has also ended, and Lin Ying is working part-time in the county seat. I met her that day, and saw her face was a little melancholy. I just asked casually, and I realized that this person named Liu Shu was really inefficient. Lin Ying was entangled in water and fire.

The character is not bold at all, where it is like me, it is not the same at all.

The more this is the case, the more curious I am, what kind of person can be so affectionate to another person, I will definitely meet.

So I proposed that Lin Ying ask her to come out to meet her, and let me enlighten her.

The first time I saw Liu Shu, the moonlight was bright and the sky was full of stars. She walked from the shadows like a lonely prince.

A melon-seeded face is extraordinarily handsome, with short black hair sticking to the scalp obediently, with a trace of expectation in her eyes, she looks straight at Lin Ying, as if there is no one around, and her eyes are all about Lin Ying.

My heart seemed to have stopped beating, and a string that was originally stretched suddenly broke in my heart.

I stared blankly at her, this person who looks a bit like me is so clean and delicate.

The melancholy in her eyes made her feel more loving. The longing in her eyes hurt my eyes and made me feel a little distressed. Under the moonlight, she seemed to be the light I hadn't seen for a long time. I'm coming.

She never looked me into her eyes from beginning to end, just a quick glance.

I saw that her eyes were full of Lin Ying, and my heart was slightly sour.

If there is a person who can look at me so affectionately, treat me so recklessly, and put me in his eyes, it hurts in my heart, I don't care what gender she is, I will definitely run to her and hug her, and never let go .

It wasn't until she stood in front of Lin Ying that I came back to my senses. The first thing I said to her was: "You are Liu Shu, I have known you for a long time, and I am Lin Xining."

Liu Shu just glanced at me, and then said with a wry smile, "I know you are Lin Xining. When I saw you, I knew you were Lin Xining. It turns out that we are really alike."

This was our first conversation. Years later, I still remember her appearance at that time. She said, we are really alike.

When I was in the pavilion, although I was talking to her all the time, she never looked at me, she kept looking at Lin Ying, and she answered what I said.

Now that I have promised Lin Ying, it is necessary to help her persuade Liu Shu, and it is necessary to persuade her, so I can get to know her by the way.

I took her around the playground and got to know her basic situation.

I also asked about her relationship with Lin Ying, but unfortunately, she didn't say as much as Lin Ying told me. About her liking for Lin Ying, she didn't seem to want to mention it to me. I asked several times. She only responded.

I walked quietly with her, and after a long time she suddenly asked me, "Tell me, how can I forget someone?"

Her eyes were so serious and clean, and there was a trace of indescribable sadness in them.

I was dumbfounded for a moment, not knowing how to reply to her.

Thinking of the words I read in the book, I immediately replied: "Let someone live in your heart again, and squeeze that person away, so that you can forget it after a long time."

She continued to ask in a daze: "Then if you can't find a new person, will you never forget that person?"

I understood what she meant, but I still wanted to relax the atmosphere, so I joked: "Do you want to forget Lin Ying? Then find someone to start again, so that you can forget her."

Her eyes were starry, with a hint of despair in them.

I deliberately teased her, "If you can't find that person, I can cooperate with you and consider me?"

Liu Shu didn't speak, and continued walking with his head down.

Her sudden silence made me a little bit at a loss, so I explained with a smile in my tone: "I just joked with you, don't take it seriously."

After a while, I started to enter the comforting mode, "However, if the same sex likes someone, that kind of relationship should be purer and deeper than the relationship between a man and a woman, don't you think so?"

Liu Shu still didn't speak, and I was a little anxious. Could it be that my point of entry was wrong?

So I told her some things about me, and Liu Shu still only responded occasionally.

I thought for a moment and decided to change my strategy.

I tentatively asked, "Do you want to know whether Lin Ying likes you or not?"

Liu Shu finally had a reaction, she turned her head to look at me and responded with a naive look.

"Then let me help you? Just use me to stimulate Lin Ying. If she likes you, she will definitely respond. If she doesn't respond, then she must not like you. Would you like to try?"

She thought for a while and asked, "After the temptation succeeds, what price will I have to pay?"

I was startled, the price?If I said something about the price, would she stop wanting to know me?

So I gave her a friendly smile, "How about being friends with me at no cost?"

Her voice was very indifferent, and she squeezed out two words for a long time, "Deal!"

The next night, Liu Shu came to me and asked me what my plan was for the temptation.

I was a little surprised, originally this was just an excuse for me to approach her, but I didn't expect that she would really do it and ask me for a plan.

But I still thought of a few plans in my mind and prepared to come up with them to perfuse her.

"Then let's go to Yingying together in two nights. Let's sit together first, or I will sit in the middle to separate you, and see how Yingying responds first?"

Liu Shuruo thought, "Will it be too obvious?"

I then said perfunctorily: "No, this is already a very shallow temptation. If Yingying responds to this temptation, then she must have you in her heart."

Liu Shu pondered for a moment, then nodded in agreement.

It's a pity that the first trial failed, and Lin Ying didn't seem to have much reaction to my contact with Liu Shu.

Liu Shu was very disappointed. He kept his head down and didn't speak on the way back. In the next few days, he didn't come to me again to ask about the next test.

For several days, she didn't come to me again, so I decided to contact her by myself, I sent her a message, and asked her to come out to relax.

We sat side by side under the tree in Wenqing Park, where we had been before. She didn't speak for a long time, and she looked preoccupied. I decided to break the silence with Lin Ying's matter first.

"Say, do you want to test Lin Ying?"

Sure enough, when Liu Shu heard the word Lin Ying, there was movement. She turned her head and looked at me blankly, as if she didn't remember it.

I smiled kindly and continued, "Didn't you say you wanted me to test Lin Ying for you? Don't you want it now?"

Liu Shu didn't answer, but just looked at me blankly, as if looking further away through my face.

It took a long time before he softly said three words, "Whatever."

I think she must be in a bad mood, there must be other things.

Seeing her secretly upset, I felt very distressed, so I decided to persuade her.

"Liu Shu, look, we have met many times, you see we are so destined, we will be friends in the future, if you have any unhappy things, you can tell me." I asked sincerely.

Liu Shu finally replied: "It's nothing, it's just a family matter, I feel a little annoying."

I thought she didn't want to tell me about the family affairs, so I didn't ask any more, and sat with her under the tree for a long time, and finally sent her home.

The first time I asked her out, we ended in such a hasty way, almost all I said was that she was listening, and her defense against me made my originally eager heart cast a layer of disappointment.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, the content of Aning's self-report has been opened, and more detailed answers will be unlocked in the second volume.