The accident in my life is only you

At the beginning of June, during the daytime, Jiangcheng was full of heat waves, and walking on the road seemed to melt people.

At night, those people who never appeared during the day crowded the streets densely, yearning for the coolness of the night.

There is less than half a month until the end of the semester. Today, Saturday, is the last time I will go to a part-time job to distribute flyers this semester, because in the following days, all elective courses will be completed one after another, and there will be no extra time left .

When it was time for lunch, Yan Zhicai and I reluctantly walked out of the large air-conditioned room in the shopping mall, ready to find a place where we could get enough food and clothing.

We sat in a secluded place near the window in the snack bar and ate the food in the bowl seriously. After all, we were really hungry after standing all morning.

Yan Zhi took a sip of rice and looked up at me, "Lin Ying, are you coming next semester?"

"I don't know yet? If I'm busy with my studies next semester, I probably won't come." I focused on eating the potatoes in the bowl without looking at her.

"Then let's find a part-time job in another place next semester. It's too far away. It takes an hour to take a bus."

Yanzhi's voice seemed a little melancholy, and he continued, "If you want to work part-time, remember to come with me."

I still didn't raise my head, chewed the food in my mouth, and organized the appropriate words to remind her that I might not have a part-time job next semester. After all, I never easily promise others what I can't do, so why let others expect in vain .

"I guess the next semester may not necessarily be..."

"Lin Ying!" Yan Zhi called me abruptly, interrupting the words I had organized.

I raised my eyelids and looked at Yan Zhi on the opposite side suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"If we didn't work part-time together next semester, would you still contact me?" Yan Zhi asked softly, with a cautious voice.

"It should be. We have known each other for so long, and we are also good sisters." I replied casually, but I knew in my heart that there should be no more intersections. After all, we are from different schools and majors. different hometown.

Yan Zhi didn't say anything more, just responded.

In the afternoon, she was uncharacteristically standing far away from me and rarely talked to me.

It was approaching the end of get off work, and she just followed me to hand over the work, and she only said one thing when I asked, depressed.

After finally getting off work, the sky slowly shrouded in gray, the sun in the sky was still struggling for the last time, and the colorful clouds were the last brilliance before it left.

I walked side by side with Yan Zhi towards the bus station, halfway, under the streetlight, I looked at Yan Zhi who seemed depressed, and asked a question.

"Yan Zhi, why are you in a bad mood this afternoon, and you haven't spoken all afternoon."

She looked at the bustling traffic on the road and said, "Maybe it's because today is the last time we work part-time together, so I'm a little sad."

I joked: "I didn't expect you to leave sadly, our sister Yanzhi is not like this usually."

Yan Zhi suddenly turned around and looked straight at me. There was a trace of unexplainable sadness in her eyes, so obvious.

I was slightly stunned, and my mind stopped because of the sadness in her eyes, but I still heard what she said next in my ears.

"Lin Ying, do you like me? Like a man and a woman."

There was a loud whistle on the street, and I suspected that I had misheard the words, so I continued to ask in a ignorant manner: "What did you say? What do you like?"

A wry smile slowly emerged from the corner of her mouth, and then said softly: "I see, you don't need to say, I understand."

I moved closer to her and continued to have doubts, "What do you understand, I didn't say anything, what do you understand, I don't understand."

Yan Zhi seemed a little annoyed, she leaned into my ear and said, "I understand that I like you, but I also understand that you don't like me."

These two sentences seemed to make me dizzy, I turned my head and looked into her eyes, the loss in her eyes was so clear, I suddenly thought through the two sentences she said earlier.

Did she just ask me if I like her?Lover's favorite?

She looked at my brighter and clearer eyes, knowing that I had understood the meaning of the words, and also saw the panic in my eyes, and the wry smile on the corner of her mouth became more and more obvious.

Before I had time to take a step back, Yan Zhi took the lead to take a small step back, a little further away from my position.

"Lin Ying, are you afraid of me?"

I have not yet come to my senses, those two sentences are still circling in my mind, entangled into countless knots.

"Forget it, forget it if you're afraid, I know that after I tell you, we won't be friends anymore." After Yan Zhi finished speaking, she turned around and was about to walk away. I grabbed her arm subconsciously.

"Yan Zhi, wait a minute, it's not what you think, I'm not afraid of you, it's just..." I don't know how to explain my entanglement with Liu Shu to her.

Yan Zhi reluctantly twitched the corner of her mouth, "Just what? Don't say that you like me just to comfort me, I don't believe it."

I gritted my teeth and told those secrets that I was ashamed to say, "It's just that I have someone I like, and she is also a girl. She has been in my heart for a long time, and my heart has long since died. There is no way to bring in new people. sorry."

Yan Zhi's expression softened a little, "Is that the ring?"

"Well, I'm not afraid of you, what right do I have to be afraid of you, you are so brave, I envy you very much." With a wry smile on my lips, I let go of her arm, walked to her side and bowed my head to answer.

Yan Zhichi asked, "Are you not together?"

"Probably not?" I laughed to myself.

"Did you not tell her? Did she not know your intentions?"

"So what if she knows it, so what if she doesn't know it, but the secular world, we can't do it." My head was even lower, wishing I could bury it in the dust.

Yan Zhizhi changed the subject with interest, "Then since you don't like me, why don't you just pretend that I didn't say anything?"

After she finished speaking, she looked at me with a smile, waiting for my answer, with a forced calm in her eyes.

I raised the corners of my mouth and replied with a smile: "Okay, Sister Yanzhi."

Yes, goodbye, Yan Zhi, even if I want to forget Liu Shu, I will not choose another girl, I will not walk the path I did not let Liu Shu walk, I will firmly walk in my own direction .

The countdown to the end of the term has already entered, and I have never contacted Yanzhi again, and she has never contacted me again.

Maybe she understands that, as she said, once the matter is broken, there is no room for redemption, and there is no reason to maintain the last bit of relationship as a friend.

What worries me the most during the summer vacation is Yang Han. If I leave Jiangcheng, what should I do if Yang Han gets into trouble during the summer vacation?

In my heart, Yang Han will always be a child, no matter what she does, I must protect her well.

And deep down in my heart is the guilt towards Liu Shu, because of my carelessness, she not only gave up her studies, but also went further and further in that whirlpool, and Yang Han, I can't let her give up her future, no matter what, I have to be with her.

So I decided to stay in Jiangcheng to do a part-time summer job, although I still don't have a clue.

The summer vacation was approaching, and all subjects had been completed one after another. Lin Chun called and asked me about the summer vacation arrangements, so I told her about it, saying that I would stay in Jiangcheng to work part-time.

And Lin Chun seemed to be interested when he heard the part-time job I mentioned.

She is the youngest child in the family, and has older brothers and sisters. She has never done any part-time jobs, and has always been a good child in front of her parents at school. Part-time jobs seem to be an introduction to rebellion, allowing her to experience new and exciting experiences, and at the same time It will not deviate from the essence of a good boy.

Lin Chun seemed to be eager to get a part-time job for the first time, but she was timid, so after that phone call, she called me many times, begging me to work part-time in the city of her school, saying that she had a part-time job for the first time in prehistoric times, but she didn’t. Friends encourage companionship.

Lin Chun studied at a well-known school in Lucheng. Of course, she did not enter this well-known school, but only studied in a junior college in this school as a junior college student.

Lucheng is also a well-known city. It is 4 hours away from Jiangcheng, which is about the same time as Jiangcheng to Yucheng. Lucheng is close to the sea and looks prosperous. It is a city that everyone yearns for. Of course, housing prices are also second to none in the province. .

"Are you sure you want to stay in Jiangcheng? You really don't want to come to Lucheng, it's really beautiful here?"

I hesitated to answer: "But, Yang Han is alone..."

"Yang Han is not a child, what's wrong with being alone, am I not in Lucheng alone? You don't come to accompany me either," Lin Chun said, his tone gradually becoming aggrieved.

"But, I..."

I was stopped by Lin Chun before I finished my sentence, "But what, you just worry about your baby Yang Han, who is 20 years old, why should he lose it?"

Lin Chun paused, his tone approaching a threat, "Just say whether you will come or not, and don't call me if you don't come, hum."

She gave an ultimatum, as if she was about to crawl out of the phone and grab me by the throat.

I hesitated for a moment, and finally agreed, "Okay, then let's see you in Lucheng."

"Really?" Lin Chun's excited voice almost pierced my eardrums.

I said angrily, "Really, it's truer than pearls."

So, a few days before the holiday, I found a time to visit Yang Han, and wanted to tell her this incident tactfully.

Although I didn't tell her that I wanted to stay in Jiangcheng at the beginning, I still felt guilty deep down in my heart for recklessly overturning my original decision for Yang Han.

We were sitting in the snack bar near her shop, Yang Han has been depressed ever since he knew that I was on vacation.

Seeing her sullenly eating the food in the bowl, I had no choice but to break the silence first, "Yang Han, do you really plan to work in Jiangcheng all the time? The college entrance examination is over, don't you want to go back?"

Yang Han didn't look up, he was still eating the food in the bowl, "I don't want to go back now, let me think about it again."

"Then if I hadn't been in Jiangcheng during the summer vacation, would you be lonely for three months?" I said cautiously.

Yang Han finally raised his eyes, his eyes were full of hurt, "Yingying, I really miss you, don't go back."

The guilt in my heart was getting deeper and deeper, I thought for a moment, and said cruelly: "I don't want to go back to my hometown, I'm planning to go to Lucheng to do a part-time job, and a friend there has already helped me find a part-time job."

In fact, I lied to her, because Lin Chun hadn't started looking for a part-time job yet, and I was just looking for a reason for my departure.

Fortunately, Yang Han did not continue to indulge in sadness, she was quickly attracted by the word Lucheng in my mouth.

"Lucheng? You mean you're going to Lucheng? To work part-time?"

I replied with a guilty conscience, "Well, it's Lucheng. I heard it's beautiful there. I haven't been there yet, so I want to see it."

Yang Han lowered his voice, feeling a little disappointed, "Yingying, I really want to go too, but unfortunately I can't go now."

After a pause, he said, "Then you can go to Lucheng to have a look. I can't go, but you can go, and I'm happy too."

There is a warm current in my heart, like a spring breeze, Yang Han is always like this, her mind is as simple as a child, even if she knows that I am leaving, she still smiles and sees me off, she always treats me like a relative, how can I be willing to see her She is deviant.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, there are about three chapters left, Liu Shu will appear again.