The accident in my life is only you

After Liu Shu made the bed, he took me back to the office. There was no one else in the office, only Lin He.

Lin He quickly pressed the keyboard, looked up at me deeply, did not speak, but the emotion in his eyes was unclear.

I smiled apologetically, sat in Liu Shu's seat next to her, didn't speak, and waited for her to speak, I knew she was going to ask something.

Liu Shu smiled at Lin He, signaled to hand me over to her, then turned and walked to the next office.

After Liu Shu left, Lin He tapped on the keyboard for a while, then turned to me and said, "Did you leave this afternoon because of Ah Ning's call?"

I said with a guilty conscience, "It's not that I'm leaving, I just want to go out and get some air."

Lin He smiled comfortingly at me, "Forget it, let's not talk about this, but you really scared me this afternoon, what if you get lost."

"How could it be? How could I get lost at such an age? I'm not insane."

With a smile in his tone, Lin He teased, "I'm fine. I know you're not delirious, but some people don't know."

My cheeks burned, and I lowered my head slightly to hide the expression on my face.

Lin He continued: "She thought you just went back to Jiangcheng without your bag or coat, and you just disappeared. I told her that you might just go out to buy something, but she didn't believe it. Looking for you inside and out."

After a short pause, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, and she smiled sweetly, "Running upstairs and downstairs, running in the dormitory company, I searched back and forth several times, I never knew that there would be someone who would be so worried about another person , people who have no blood relationship with me, but today, I believe it."

I was surprised for a while, I didn't know that there was such anxiety and panic behind Liu Shu's sentence "Don't leave me" in the afternoon.

I said softly with guilt: "Xiaohe, I'm sorry for making you worry."

"What kind of person are you, don't I know? How long have I known you, more than ten years, you are not such a person who easily leaves without saying goodbye." Lin He comforted.

"I'm sorry." I apologized again.

Lin He picked up the keyboard that was just placed next to him, moved it to the front, and prepared to continue working, "It's okay, then I'm going to get off work soon, and I'll take you out for a stroll at night."

I nodded, and the image of Liu Shu jumping on me when I just opened the door in the afternoon appeared in my mind.

In the evening we had dinner, Lin He took us to the night market for a while, and then went to a park to rest under the gazebo.

The gazebo is built by the lake, surrounded by water on three sides and a path leading to the park outside on one side.

After I sat down with Lin He, Liu Shu said that she was going out to buy something and would come back soon, so she turned and walked to the gazebo.

We sat side by side, drinking the drink in our hands, Lin He looked at my side face and hesitated to speak.

I turned my head and smiled at her relaxedly, "Xiaohe, do you have anything to ask me? You have watched me all the way."

"Yingying, what's the matter with you and Aning?" Lin He muttered for a long time before asking.

I said casually: "It's okay, what can I do?"

I didn't want to mention Aning, and I didn't want to spread these things out in front of other people, so I had to answer casually, trying to put this matter in a perfunctory manner.

Lin He hesitated a little, and then asked: "Did you and Aning fall out because of Liu Shu?"

I was amused by Lin He's question, "Xiaohe, have you watched too many Gongdou dramas? Why do we have a falling out because of Liu Shu?"

"Yingying, I'm serious, don't fool me." Lin He said with a twitch of his lips.

"No, Aning and I have never had a direct discussion about Liu Shu." I said leisurely.

"Then you treat Liu Shu..."

"You want to ask me if I love her?" I cut off her words and asked directly.

Lin He blushed and lowered his head, "Yingying, that's not what I meant."

I replied indifferently: "If I say that I love her, how would you reply to Ah Ning? If I say that I don't love her, would you believe me?"

Lin He called my name in disbelief, as if frightened by my words.

I just don't want to get too entangled in this matter, because I know that Lin He has never been a nosy person, but she asked, there must be someone who needs this answer.

I softened my tone, knowing that these were not about Lin He's business, and my attitude just now was a little impatient.

I went on to say: "Xiaohe, I know, your relationship with Aning has always been better than mine, did she ask you to test whether I like Liu Shu?"

Lin He didn't answer, and I went on self-sufficiently: "Why, she can like Liu Shu, why can't I like Liu Shu, why does she want to compare with me, if she likes it, she just likes it well."

Lin He called my name again, with a little helplessness in his tone.

I looked at the running water under the gazebo and said softly: "Xiaohe, do you know the story between me and Liu Shu? We have known each other for three years, but I am not as good as the three months that Aning knew her. Only three months, her My heart is no longer with me."

"Yingying, I know you have a deep relationship with Liu Shu, and I also know that your relationship is true, but you can't make it to the future, Yingying, you have to be sober, you won't get results like this, many things are She can't give it to you." Lin He seemed to muster up his courage, and finally finished the sentence in one breath.

I smiled wryly, closed my eyes and replied: "Xiaohe, I don't know, if I hadn't tried hard to resist, how could Liu Shu come to Aning's side? The original intention of introducing her to Aning is to hope that Ah Ning I would rather help me persuade Liu Shu to return, but things backfired."

"Yingying, why are you doing this?" Lin He's words were full of regret.

"Xiaohe, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it." There was a loneliness in the words that he couldn't believe.

"Yingying, one day, one of the three of you will let go first, you..."

"What are you talking about? It seems that the atmosphere is a bit dignified." Liu Shu said with a smile. After speaking, she looked at our expressions, as if she wanted to see something from our expressions.

Lin He's words were interrupted by Liu Shu's appearance.

Liu Shu ran back to the pavilion with nothing in his hand, I hurriedly hid my expression and lowered my head to take a sip of my drink.

Lin He smiled and said, "I didn't say anything, what about the things you want to buy?"

Liu Shu sat next to me and glanced at me, "I didn't buy it, it was sold out when I went."

"Then what do you want to buy? I might know where it's sold." Lin He probably wanted to brush off the topic completely and talk about it.

Liu Shu spread his hands, "Forget it, if you don't buy it, you don't have fate."

I breathed a sigh of relief and took another sip of my drink, but Liu Shu approached me and asked, "What were you talking about just now?"

I:.......

Why is she still thinking about this matter? We have all diverted the topic so far.

I looked at her, stunned, and said indiscriminately, "I'm asking what excuse Lin He used to ask for leave this afternoon."

Lin He echoed and said, "That's right, didn't you say it was still early when you found Yingying in the afternoon? You don't need to ask for leave, you can just bring Yingying to the office."

I turned to look at Liu Shu with a suspicious look on my face.

Liu Shu's ears turned red, and he pretended to be nonchalant and said, "Then how do I know that I can find Yingying so quickly?"

I frowned, feeling that there was something wrong with this sentence, and I couldn't say it, so I turned to look at Lin He.

Not to be outdone, Lin He continued, "Then you find Lin Ying and stay in the dormitory with her all afternoon?"

I thought about what happened in the afternoon, and I felt my cheeks start to get hot again, and there was a swollen feeling on my lips, which made me feel even more guilty.

"Yeah, what's the matter?" Liu Shu replied calmly.

Lin He chased after him, "What did you do in the dormitory all afternoon, and you came down so late."

"I don't need to tell you what to do, do you really want to know?" Liu Shu answered blatantly.

Lin He seemed to think of something, and then his face blushed, and he moved a little to the side and said, "I don't want to know now, not at all."

My God, what are they talking about, why did I start this to kick myself in the foot.

My head was even lower, and I didn't even have the courage to drink a drink.

The next morning Liu Shu asked for leave to rest and did not go to work in the company.

Because I bought a ticket to return to Jiangcheng after one o'clock in the afternoon, Liu Shu insisted on taking me to the station.

We slept in the dormitory until very late, and after cleaning up, I sat on the balcony enjoying the wind, while Liu Shu washed clothes in the sink next to it.

In fact, it was the first time I saw Liu Shu washing clothes, her movements were slow, just like her eating movements.

It's hard to imagine that a stubborn and tenacious person does things so carefully and gently.

Only at this time, I felt that she was a woman, but it was precisely her appearance of a gentle woman at this time that touched my heart a little.

Am I gay? Will I fall in love with a woman other than Liu Shu?While I don't want to try it, I'd actually like to know.

Because except for Liu Shu, in my opinion, any girl is no different from myself.

When I think of them, there is less deep-rooted and urgent, because when I miss Liu Shu, the feeling in my heart is so sharp and uncontrollable, I can't wait to see her right away.

And the miss for them is really just a miss, which can be swept away like a feather, Xiaoya is like this, and so is Yang Han.

After lunch in the afternoon, Liu Shu and I arrived at the station together. We stood in front of the bus that was about to leave. We didn't speak, but stood quietly.

Liu Shu's eyes kept looking at me next to me, which made me feel a little uncomfortable. I joked: "What are you doing looking at me, I won't fly away all at once."

"But you're going to leave later, I can't bear you."

I continued to tease her, "Then why didn't you say you missed me in the morning, and just say it now."

Liu Shu lowered his head and said, "Yingying, I really want to hug you, but there are so many people here, I know you definitely don't want to."

My heart felt sour, and before I could answer, the passenger car in front started its engine, and the driver honked his horn, ready to drive.

I waved to Liu Shu, got on the bus, found a seat by the window and sat down.

Less than a minute after I sat down, Liu Shu walked up to the car window next to my seat and looked up at me. I was slightly surprised, with a hint of sweetness in my heart.

I didn't expect Liu Shu to find my place so quickly. She must have been watching me get on the bus and where I went.

Liu Shu looked at me, reluctant to move away, "Call me back when you arrive, don't get out of the car casually on the way, be good."

I was amused by her words, "I'm not a child, I know I can take care of myself."

Liu Shu looked at me hesitating to speak, but in the end he didn't say anything. He just opened his eyes and stared at me intently, feeling a little lonely inside.

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, the next episode will gradually start to abuse, so be mentally prepared.Such a deep nostalgia, even though the years have passed for a long time, it seems that it is just a day and night, those emotions will not be diluted by time, it is still painful, and it is still vivid.

Note: In fact, there are two small schools in Yucheng, Lin He is one, and there is another company that is different from Lin He. Lin Ying picked her up on the first night when she went there, and had dinner with her at noon the next day. That's all. Two episodes appear.At other times she does not appear in the article.So the number of people sometimes more and sometimes less Kazakhstan.